Let me love you through time

late that night...

Zhao Yunyuan sent away the drunk Gu Yanqing and the furious Shangguan Wan'er at the gate of the palace.

Looking at their completely different expressions, seeing how the princess sister hated iron for nothing and couldn't stop beating and scolding her, for some reason, Zhao Yunyuan felt a little envious of that unconscious Gu Yanqing.

Her father went back early because of too much alcohol.In fact, she knew that it was because her father had resentment in his heart. Gu Yanqing took most of the credit for going to the border this time. Her father should be angry, right?

Maybe she went back now as usual, and what awaited her were those cold whips and the small dark room without a ray of light.

Zhao Yunyuan also retreated all the servants who followed her, and walked aimlessly along the long and quiet street in the middle of the North City.

At this time, the merchants on the side of the long street had already closed their doors, and the street was already empty, only a crescent moon hung high in the sky, and the bleak moonlight shone on the ground.The shadows of the trees swayed, and there was silence all around.

Zhao Yunyuan looked around boredly and looked at everything around her, feeling the desolation from the depths of her heart to her limbs and bones.

Unknowingly, he walked outside his mansion, looking at a black golden nanmu plaque hanging above the red vermilion lacquered gate not far away.There are two gold-plated characters "Zhao Fu" on it.

There were also two lanterns hanging high on both sides of the gate. Zhao Yunyuan stood at the gate for a while and was about to turn around and leave without knowing something.

"Second miss, the master told you to go see him immediately when you come back," the housekeeper who had been waiting for her at the door early reminded her in good time when she saw her leave.

"You tell my father, I have something to do and I'll go later," Zhao Yunyuan said lightly, then turned and left as if fleeing.She didn't know where she was going, where she could go.But she just didn't want to go back to see her stern and strict father.

"Hey... close the door." Seeing the second lady who had disappeared, the housekeeper sighed and instructed the servants next to him.I don't know what this master thinks, a good girl doll has become what she is now.She doesn't even want to go back to her own home, so is she still the clever, lively and lovely second lady from before?

Zhao Yunyuan ran aimlessly to the edge of a river, staring at the lake in silence.

This is a moat.It twists and turns like a meridian, running through the streets and alleys of the entire northern city.

The breeze blows on the sparkling lake, causing ripples one by one.

It is the beginning of February now, although there will be sun during the day to feel warm, but it will still feel cold at night.

Zhao Yunyuan stood alone by the river, and the sky began to rain in spring at some point.

It is said that "spring rain is as expensive as oil", Zhao Yunyuan didn't care at all about her rain-drenched clothes at the moment, but was happy for the people who worked hard every day. This year should be a year with a good crop harvest.

Looking at the brightly lit brothel on the other side of the river, Zhao Yunyuan secretly gave a wry smile, she never thought that she would come to the back of the brothel after walking casually.

Hearing the faint sounds of boxing games, chatting and laughing from the men who did not return home at night.

Zhao Yunyuan couldn't help but think of the person in the brothel who made her unforgettable in Yi'an City, she should have rested so late!Shouldn't there be dancing for those dandies to see!

I don't know how I'm doing without her, and I don't want her to see me at all.In her heart, she should be a perfect woman!I don't want her to see me who is in such a mess that I dare not even go home.

Why did her life become like this? After her sister entered the palace and became a noble concubine, after many people in the court began to fawn on him, her father wanted to let him in too.

But those were never what she wanted.What's even more funny is that the father also called it paving the way for their younger brother.But their younger brother doesn't want to be an official in the court at all, okay?Besides, why should their brother's future be traded for her happiness, just because she and her sister are not men?

Just as she was thinking wildly, she felt the pattering rain above her head suddenly stop, Zhao Yunyuan raised her head in doubt.

It stands to reason that the rain should not have stopped after such a short period of time!No matter what, it will take a few hours.

"Why don't you go back after it's raining so much?" A familiar voice suddenly sounded from behind, and the tone was full of distress and worry.

No one knew how much he wanted to rush over and hug her.After waiting at the gate of the city for more than an hour, I finally met the person I was thinking about day and night.

It has been more than two months and she looks thinner than before. She must have suffered a lot at the border!

In fact, since she entered the palace, I have been waiting outside for her to come out, from day to night.They won the battle and the emperor should celebrate for them.

Until she saw her father's carriage coming out of the palace gate, she prayed to heaven, how lucky she was not on the carriage.

She knew that her father had always been strict with her, even more than her older sister and younger brother.So she was somewhat surprised that she didn't ride in the same carriage with her father.I also began to look forward to it in my heart. After all, she waited outside all night, there is still a chance to see her, right?

She waited silently full of hope until late at night, she hadn't eaten a grain of rice or drank a sip of water for a day, her hands and feet were already numb, and finally she saw a group of people hurrying away from the palace gate out.Fortunately, one of them was her.

Watching her and the princess send Gu Yanqing, who was drunk and insane, to the carriage, since she was a little envious of the princess and the others, she wondered if she would have a chance in this life to justifiably stand by her side and greet everyone like a princess Claim her ownership.

I followed her all the way, but unfortunately she seemed to be in a bad mood. I hadn't been discovered all this time, and I didn't want to appear to disturb her.

For so many years, I have watched her from a distance behind her and liked her silently. I am used to it, haven't I?

But seeing her alone in the rain by the river, that lonely look, as if she was the only one left in the world, I couldn't help myself.

Zhao Yunyuan turned around in astonishment, the first thing she saw was a pair of well-behaved embroidered shoes of a woman who was already soaked.

Resisting the uncontrollable excitement in her heart, Zhao Yunyuan slowly raised her eyes until she saw the alluring face in front of her, her eyes were full of disbelief, how could she be here, shouldn't she be sleeping peacefully at this time?

Excited, Zhao Yunyuan subconsciously took a step forward.I want to reach out and hug her tightly.

But thinking about his messy things, he stopped in the next second.There was a bit of distress and apology in his eyes.

I wanted to say what I had written in my heart several times, but I still couldn't say it.

I don't want to lie to her, the current me can't give her the love she wants, and can't give her the life she wants.

Tuo Yunxi watched her suddenly stop.I couldn't help laughing at myself.

look!No matter how much you love her, how much you like her.In the end, it's not that she can't get the step that she voluntarily walked towards herself.

Those intimate actions in the past few times were nothing more than she looked at herself pitifully and acted to sympathize with herself.It's ridiculous to think about it by yourself and be complacent.Now the warmth of pity myself has disappeared like a mirage.

What could be done?In this life, his own heart has long been given to her.It has long been impossible to get it back, and I don't want to get it back.

Zhao Yunyuan, do you know that I am standing in front of you at this moment, but it seems to be separated by mountains, rivers and seas.

Tuo Yunxi sighed and took a few steps forward in resignation, standing in front of her and staring at her tenderly.

In the next second, Tuo Yunxi stretched out a wet but warm hand to gently cover her face, stroking the face that she thought about day and night.

Feeling her breath, and missing her for several months, finally collapsed when seeing her.control

He couldn't help ignoring the drenched clothes of the woman in front of him, and stretched out his arms to hug her tightly.It's like holding a rare treasure in your arms.

The woman's tone was raised, and if you didn't pay attention, you wouldn't be able to feel the sadness inside, like a friend you haven't seen for many years: "Congratulations on your triumphant return." You know that I miss you, I really miss you, miss you so much...

Zhao Yunyuan was hugged tightly by her, as if an electric current passed through her limbs that had been cold all the time, they slowly and miraculously warmed up.Let her be as warm as in the warm sun in March in this cold night.

Zhao Yunyuan stood there at a loss like a statue, not knowing what to say.

Hands raised and lowered unconsciously...

full of hesitation...

Why can she always be by her side again in time when she needs someone to be by her side the most?

Zhao Yunyuan greedily let her hold her, and greedily absorbed the warmth from her body.The emotion in his eyes was dim, and he murmured after a while: "Yunxi...what do you like about me?" There was an imperceptible tremor in the hoarse voice.

She asked herself, for a person who can't even control her own life, there is nothing worthy of her liking herself so disregarding her face, and she has been liking her for so many years.

Tuo Yunxi was startled when he heard her say this, and his heart ached, but he was used to it.

With a steady mind, he carefully placed his head on her head and then said firmly, "You are worthy of my love, you don't need any reason or condition. I just love you. Do you know? I fell in love with it out of nowhere, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me since then, only I can’t eat or sleep when I can’t see you…”

I have liked her for so many years. In fact, I often ask myself what is so good about her and what I like about her, but she can't explain clearly about feelings, which makes you deeply involved without knowing it.

She never thought that one day she would confide her love to her beloved in such a bad environment late at night.

But what does it matter?As long as she wants to listen.

Hearing what she said, Zhao Yunyuan opened the corner of her mouth and smiled, as if she had come back to life.

Or those words have been said for many years, and I don't know how she can't get tired of saying them.

But now I feel like I can't get tired of hearing anything

The rain is getting heavier.From the so-and-so drizzle before, it has become the current drizzle.The night wind blows.Two people hugging each other.Can't help shivering.

Tuo Yunxi regained her composure one step ahead of her.It didn't seem like a big deal to stand here all the time, so he let go of her and took her hand. : "Come back with me, your whole body is soaked..." As he spoke, he took a few steps forward, picked up the oil-paper umbrella that fell beside him at some unknown time, and walked quickly to a yard she bought with private money.

She had already figured it out, since she wanted to be with her, she couldn't always be like that.Besides, she always knew that Yunyuan didn't want to stay in the brothel all the time.Every time I look at myself, my brows are always furrowed.

Tonight is the last time, Tuo Yunxi secretly vowed in his heart that if she still doesn't want to be with him, then he will let her go.

I have shamelessly liked her for so many years and I should make a choice, whether it is Yun'er or myself.

Zhao Yunyuan's mind is in a mess, and she refuses to go back with her in her heart. She seems to remember that she still has something to do, but she can't remember it, but her body is being pulled by her and can't bear to be let go until she unconsciously into a strange room.

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