Let me love you through time

Shangguan Wan'er woke up again.It is already afternoon.Reaching out from under the quilt, he gently stroked his forehead.Why did I wake up groggy today, and the muscles all over my body were a little sore.

I suddenly remembered something, and subconsciously touched it to my side ~ the tentacles were cold.My heart suddenly fell down, I don't know what it feels like, it turned out to be just a dream...

But why?The feeling of being held tightly in someone's arms is so clear and strong that it is hard to forget.

Shangguan Wan'er laughed at herself, she must be crazy!But it was stimulated by irrelevant people.How could he think so much, and how could he like a boring person like me?

Follow usual habits.I want to ask Qing'er to come in and wash herself.I just moved my foot~It hurts~What's wrong with me?When did my foot hurt?Why can't I remember anything?He reached out to touch the gauze tightly wrapped around his feet.After touching it, it is obviously different from what Qing'er bandaged herself before.

"Qing'er, Qing'er," Shangguan Wang'er felt inexplicably flustered and expected, and hurriedly called the maid who grew up with him.

People who had been waiting outside heard the voice.Walked in, "Princess, you are awake! Qing'er ~ wash the princess" and picked up the toiletries that had been prepared a long time ago.The things in the room have been carefully cleaned and replaced with new ones.If you don't pay attention, you can't see any difference from the previous ones.Shangguan Wan'er was immersed in her own thoughts.

Quietly let her wash herself.He didn't hear her speak, and asked the person who had already walked to the bed on his own, wanted to ask if someone came back, and wanted to ask what happened last night.I want to ask what's wrong with my feet, but I don't want others to know my little thoughts.I don't know what came to mind, but the person who asked was... "Qing'er... what time is it now. Why does it feel like I've slept for a long time, and my whole body feels uncomfortable." But I didn't see that my body was as cold as before.

"It's...it's already afternoon. It seems that the princess had a good rest last night. Qing'er hasn't seen the princess sleeping for so long."After finally washing the princess, Qing'er was already sweating, talking to the person on the bed in a relaxed tone.Listening to the tone feels nothing.But the words that can be said do not match the preamble.

The scene yesterday terrified me.I have never seen such a princess beside the princess since I was a child.I have never seen such a thing happen, but luckily the son-in-law rushed back, otherwise I don't know what to do.

"Then why did my foot hurt? Shangguan Wan'er always felt that something was wrong? She vaguely felt that something happened last night, but she couldn't grasp it.

Qing'er calmly picked up the things in his hands and was about to leave. When he heard the princess asking himself, he tightened his trembling hands. "You said this! The princess is you who slept last night. Then...then that..." What if I don't know how to make up stories?

Qing'er was about to start talking nonsense in a serious manner. "I must listen to the truth."

Qing'er: "..." How dare I tell the truth to the emperor.When His Majesty left today, he gave the order to die.Don't tell the princess what happened last night.Even if you ask.Also avoid the important and talk about the small ones.Don't let her be sad again.Can't let this happen again.

Shangguan Wan'er didn't pay attention to the abnormality of her speech, knowing that things must not be that simple, and after the provocation of a coquettish woman yesterday, she was a little depressed, "Qing'er, you and I grew up together. Now even you don't want to tell me Is it true?"

How to ask a question has also risen to the question of "trust" and "loyalty".Qing'er is in the midst of a war between man and nature, between those who say and those who don't.Shangguan Wan'er was thinking about other things in her heart.

"Miss Qing'er. Go and do other things. I'll talk to the princess." A pleasant voice came from outside the door.Qing'er almost kowtowed to Gu Yanqing.It's so timely.After deciding.Never speak ill of the son-in-law again.

Don't wait for the princess to speak.Qing'er ran away as soon as she slipped back.For fear of disturbing the good affairs of the princess and the consort.I followed behind yesterday, but I saw the picture of the two sleeping in each other's arms.The son-in-law hugged the princess tightly, like holding a rare treasure, and he just stood by and watched, blushing and heart beating.

When Shangguan Wan'er heard that voice, she panicked for some reason, but she just sat quietly on the bed.Wait quietly for that person to approach.

How did he come back.Isn't there still two months left?Will father say anything when he comes back?No matter how many worries, no more questions.It can't beat the joy of his return.

In the end Gu Yanqing still walked to the bed.Looking at the princess who has already woken up.Gu Yanqing didn't know what it was like in his heart.I don't know how to face her in the future.This thing feels really weird.Inadvertently let a person who is obviously, a person who has only been with each other for a short time break into his heart.Still a woman.But he didn't show any signs of liking women.There were so many people chasing me before.Of course there are many excellent ones.I never took a second look.Having experienced what happened to my parents, I have given up on love.No plans to get married either.Now that I don't know what to do?

Walk over slowly.The expression on the face is normal.But the jade fingers placed beside her were pinched tightly, almost crushing her own bones.He felt that only in this way could he control the urge to embrace the beautiful woman on the bed again.

Gu Yanqing felt like he had walked for a long, long time in the short distance of a dozen or so steps.Suddenly I felt that it would be nice if I could keep going.I must be happy with myself.

Calmly squatting in front of the bed, his expression was flat, and his tone was sincere, as if what he said was true and beyond doubt. "Princess... let me take a look at your feet. Don't worry, you just... had some nightmares last night. You got up to find someone... and then you touched a vase. You accidentally hurt your feet. You have already rubbed the medicine, and it will take a few days It'll be fine."

Looking at the clear porridge next to her before she had time to eat.Inside are some things that I told Qing'er that I told her to prepare for the princess every three or five days to invigorate Qi and drive away the cold.

Some walnuts, red beans, hawthorn, red dates and millet.These things can warm up the body and drive away the cold, and can also clear the fire and nourish the heart.It is very suitable for people with cold hands and feet like a princess.In addition, I prepared medicinal materials for her feet.It won't be long before her body should gradually improve.

Picking it up casually, some tentacles were warm, and I took a small sip out of habit... Some tasted sweet, and I felt pretty good.

Gu Yanqing stirred it lightly, "Princess, drink the porridge first, and then I will give you medicine."

"Can you ask Qing'er to come in?" Asking him to feed her, Shangguan Wan'er felt that she couldn't open her mouth no matter what.

Looking at Shangguan Wan'er who was lying on the bed without saying a word, Gu Yanqing somehow remembered that she used to feed the stray kittens near her neighborhood, she was soft and cute, and said without hesitation: "Hey... come on, open your mouth. You've already I haven't eaten for a long time..."

Feeling that he had said something wrong, Gu Yanqing coughed unnaturally, both of them had hot faces, and Shangguan Wan'er was not insisting.

The two were in complicated moods and a little irritable. Seeing Shangguan Wan'er's pretty little mouth opening and closing, Gu Yanqing became even more agitated.

Finally finished eating with difficulty.After wiping her mouth and letting her sit down, Gu Yanqing gently lifted the quilt on his own, and began to examine the wound.The wound was not very deep, but there were several small wounds on the soles of her white and soft feet.Gu Yanqing held back the pain in his heart, took a bottle of homemade ointment from his bosom, gently held Shangguan Wan'er's small and exquisite feet, and carefully applied the medicine to her.

own injuries.He had asked his mother to prescribe the medicine for him a long time ago, but now that he thinks about it, Gu Yanqing feels a little blushing, since his parents divorced, he has become used to being independent, sometimes some bumps and bumps are inevitable, since he was injured, he has always dealt with it by himself, even if he was later The same is true for doctors, who have always been cautious about asking others, but have always dealt with things hastily for themselves.It's really terrible to have to undress yourself and lie on the bed and ask someone else to apply medicine.

Still the same scene.The person who was willing to condescend to wash his feet the second time we met is now squatting beside his bed in the back mountain room in the temple as that day.Carefully and seriously check for yourself.Even if you can't see it, you can imagine it.

Why?I really want to ask him why...why he treats me like this...I want to ask him...why come back...I want to ask him why he came back.He was in the military camp hundreds of miles away, how could he come back suddenly.Even if he had a nightmare and hurt his foot, maybe he would still know, and even if he knew, he wouldn't come back.After all, their relationship is just a transaction.After all, he already has someone he likes.

But the words come to the mouth but not the brain. "What's your relationship with that oiran?"The tone is flat but there are some unusual emotions in it.

Gu Yanqing: "..." Why didn't you play the cards according to the routine?According to the routine, shouldn't you ask yourself why you came back?Or what happened last night?

Gu Yunqing didn't want to tell her at first, but seeing her unhappy face, he still said truthfully, "What does it matter if I only met that oiran a few times?"After finishing speaking, I felt something was wrong.Somehow I don't want to misunderstand her. "It's just that she has a medical book on treating eyes. I think I can take it to make your eyes more certain. That's why I...

So you go to the brothel to find her just because of my eyes, isn't it because that woman is only because of your own eyes? While you were happy, you thought... Then why did the oiran say those things to herself.Is it possible...

What did "don't" come to mind?Shangguan Wanger suddenly said.

Gu Yanqing was concentrating on rubbing the medicine, and Shangguan Wan'er suddenly spoke.Some nervous puzzled. "Don't...don't what? Did I hurt you?"

"I don't want her to treat my eyes. I...I want you.... Shangguan Wan'er said awkwardly, but she couldn't say the last sentence.

"Okay. We don't want her treatment. I'll treat you... You'll be better in two days! Let's start when I'm ready."Looking up inadvertently, Gu Yanqing seemed to see the starlight in Shangguan Wan'er's eyes.Shaking his head, he felt a little funny.The princess's eyes have been blind for so long, and they have lost their color, so it may be the same as ordinary people's eyesight.

Gu Yanqing just wanted her to come out of that nightmare quickly.Don't want this to happen again.Besides, it was said before.It was he who treated her after this incident.I dare not let others handle it.

In fact, Gu Yanqing originally wanted to ask Qing Wu what he said to him that day?But now that I think about it, it's not necessary.

Later, when I woke up and went to see the emperor, I realized what had happened to the princess.Gu Yanqing, who had heard the whole story, felt heartache and pity, but knew one thing.

It turned out that her long-cherished wish was to find someone like his queen.Find someone who can accompany her for the rest of her life, get married and have a child.Just like that, being with what you like in a flat way.Let's go through this life happily together.

But those are not what I can give.Although I like her.Available in places like this.I can't destroy her.That seemingly honest nerd is not good enough for her.But it can also make do.After all, no matter what people say, he is also the number one scholar.As long as she is safe.Wait for her eyes to heal.Waiting for my birthday next year.Just let her go.Then go out for a tour of the mountains and rivers!Feelings are something I don't understand.I don't want to...in fact...like someone.Just like what I said to Wang Lei.

Like...not necessarily...to be together...just as long as she is happy.

I feel that I have bandaged my feet.Shangguan Wan'er couldn't help but asked, "Did you... came back last night? You also bandaged my feet." The question was clearly a question but with an affirmative tone.

"Yes, I just came back yesterday because I had something to do! Fortunately, the wound is not very deep. Fortunately, I know how to bandage it. I don't want to get out of bed these days. It's not convenient to go out when it's snowing outside." Gu Yanqing's eye circles were slightly red.He continued to cover her with the quilt with ease, and he had already figured out the words when he told her about it.

Listening silently to the man beside the bed.Obviously these are all lies.Not too sure what happened last night though.But I still don't want to expose him.I don't want to break the atmosphere either.I just heard that he can heal his eyes in two days.I was looking forward to it.Does it mean that he will stay in the mansion for a few more days?Wait for your eyes to heal.

What is he looking for?Will it be the same as his voice.It's a little annoying to hear, but it's also like...

Gu Yanqing, who came out of the room again, touched his face and wet his hands, only to realize that at some point his face was covered with tears. It turned out that it was so difficult to suppress his heart in front of the person he liked.Her eyes were healed later.It's better to meet as little as possible.

But Gu Yanqing who stood outside the door of himself and the princess at night regretted why he didn't go to the military camp.

The author has something to say: Sorry, something happened yesterday,

No update, please forgive me T^T

Shangguan Wan'er: "If you feed me the porridge, I'll just feed you and watch my mouth swallow saliva, what's going on?"

Gu Yanqing: "I'm hungry, can't I?"