Silent Confession

When Xin Yi went back, she bumped into Zhou Muhui coming out. Zhou Muhui seemed to be in a hurry, but he was relieved when he saw him.

"I'm going to fetch water."

The water glass in Xin Yi's hand was taken by someone, Zhou Mu pushed the door back to let him in, and hummed.

They were sitting at the coffee table eating, and Xin Yi was facing him face to face. He actually had no appetite. He glanced at Zhou Mu several times during the meal, but he didn't take a few bites of the meal. When Xin Yi peeked at him again, Zhou Mu stopped. He picked up the chopsticks and caught him.

"what happened?"

Xin Yi was holding his hand, but for the first time, he was not shy. He looked at his wrist in rapt attention, thinking to himself, what is Zhou Mu going to do in the end.

He wants to divorce himself.

Gotta leave a long job.

Maybe even leave S City.

Each of them is a big event, but each of them has not been discussed with Xin Yi.

It seemed that Xin Yi was an outsider, and it seemed that he was plotting something bigger.

Because every step he took hinted that he was leaving.

Do you want to leave Xinyi, or start a new life?

Xin Yi couldn't guess it, but no matter what it was, it seemed that she would never take him with her again.

The rain outside fell suddenly at this moment, and Xin Yi turned her head to look at it, thinking, the weather forecast was right, it was really a heavy rain.

It was dark in an instant, and he didn't even pay attention when the lightning struck. A rush of rain poured in through the half-opened window.

Zhou Muhui picked him up, hid him in her arms, covered his eyes with her hands, and told him, "Don't be afraid."

Xin Yi is actually not afraid of lightning. If he had to say that he was afraid, it was when he was a child. He experienced a very short and short period of gloomy childhood, which was so short that it could be ignored, but Zhou Muhui seemed to take it to heart. Will do my best to come back.

no matter how far away.

Xin Yi can actually explain it, but he is a little dependent on this feeling, so he deliberately didn't say it, like an ignorant bad boy who uses lies to win the love of adults.

Maybe it was because the rain was too heavy, or maybe it was because he couldn't see anything, so Xin Yi briefly mustered up the courage to call him under the man's generous palm.

"Zhou Mu back..."

The man hummed, thinking that he was still afraid, the rumble outside continued, and the rain wet the ground, Zhou Mu hugged him back and went to the window, shielding him with his body, and quietly closed the window.

The sound was cut off a bit, and the rumbling sound became dull. Xin Yi lay in Zhou Muhui's arms, broke away from his arms, and put her arms around his neck.

"I love you so much."

He whispered into Zhou Muhui's ear.

"Zhou Muhui, do you love me?"

Lightning didn't fall down very sensiblely, Xin Yi looked at him unscrupulously in the dark, seeing his calm face under the faint light, feeling more and more uneasy.

Because Zhou Mu didn't return him at the end, he just hugged him and sat on the sofa, lowered his head and kissed his forehead. Xin Yi's eyes were red when the light was turned on, but he didn't hide, just looked at Zhou Mu. Mu Hui, silently aggrieved.

Xin Yi is not a cowardly character, he is just a bit soft, and he is too well protected by his parents. He has never suffered any hardship since he was a child, so he is sincere and bright, and the love he gives is always 100%.

Xin Yi always thinks that she is happy. Although his Zhou Muhui is taciturn, he has always been very kind to him.

Xin Yi could feel his love, even though he rarely said it.

But he is very uneasy now, and urgently needs the most direct response from the other party. If he is more greedy, he wants Zhou Mu to tell him that the piece of paper was just a misunderstanding, or wait another two days to tell Xin Yi that he is going to resign and change his job. Already working.

It was just because the matter was not settled, so I didn't tell Xin Yi first.

But nothing, if Xin Yi hadn't found the divorce agreement by accident, if Xin Yi hadn't asked to follow him today, then Xin Yi wouldn't know anything.

"..."

Xin Yi really felt sad, and this emotion was a slow, silent, soundless blunt knife.

It tore him apart, and the pain was almost unbearable.

"Don't cry."

Zhou Mu froze for a moment, squatted in front of him to catch his tears, pressed his fingertips on the corners of Xin Yi's eyes, as if he wanted to stop the other party's tears with just his fingers, Zhou Mu didn't understand why he suddenly Is it because he didn't answer so sad, but Zhou Mu kissed him back, how could he kiss him if he didn't like it.

"I didn't cry."

Xin Yi sniffled, pushed him away, and picked up the bowl in front of her.

"I'm not a child, I won't cry casually."

But his tears still fell, big ones fell into the rice, Xin Xin picked up the rice and stuffed it into his mouth, swallowed it, and turned sideways to avoid Zhou Muhui who was beside him.

"..."

Lightning split the darkness one after another, the dull sound of rain beat eagerly on the window, and the lights in the room were made brighter from time to time, making Zhou Muhui see the brilliance on Xin Yi's face more clearly.

His body froze, and it took him a long time to move.

The food in his hand was taken away, Zhou Mu held his breath and pressed his shoulders, Xin Yi lowered her head and did not speak, it took a long time before she choked up and said, "I'm sorry..."

The sudden loss of emotional control will make the other party strange, but Xin Yi can't help it, he doesn't want to shed tears, and he doesn't want to ask the other party whether he loves these things, but maybe he is really useless, tears are like begging for mercy, and Xin Yi Flat out.

"What are you crying for?"

Zhou Muhui pressed him into her arms, her voice hoarse, "It's raining, I'm crying no matter what."

Xin Yi grabbed his collar and shed tears, gritted her teeth and said, "Because of you, because you bullied me."

Zhou Muhui didn't know which one he was talking about, whether it was his inarticulate expression, or he hadn't been with the other party for a long time, but Xin Yi didn't say any more, Zhou Muhui hugged him stiffly, thought for a long time, and said , "Love, okay?"

The person in his arms didn't move, Zhou Muhui let go of one hand and looked down at him.

His face was covered with tears, but he fell asleep quietly.

Zhou Muhui looked at him carefully, and washed a towel to wipe his tears. After it was over, Zhou Muhui squatted beside him and kissed his wrist, whispering, "Love."

No one accepted the repeated love, and Zhou Muhui lost his voice. The scar on his cheek seemed to have lost color, and it lay across his face alone. After a long time, he gently held the child's hand, like a family member. Like a cat, she gently rubbed against him.

Crying to sleep is a very shameful thing, especially when Xin Yi sleeps until dawn, he slowly sits up from the bed, only to realize that he has arrived home.

The cat on the side was still sleeping, its abdomen rising and falling slightly, Xin Yi rubbed it, and pulled the slippers out the door.

It's 09:30 now, but Xin Yi saw Zhou Muhui at home, he froze for a moment, and stood at the kitchen door without moving a step for a long time.

Zhou Muhui heard his footsteps, came out with a bowl, and explained unnaturally, "I'll take you there later."

His voice was a little stiff, but Xin Yi didn't notice it. He watched the man go to the living room, followed him dully, and said, "I got my phone back."

You can go by yourself.

Zhou Mu hummed back, didn't say anything more, but naturally stood up after Xin Yi finished eating, took his schoolbag in his hand, and waited for him at the door.

Xin Yi knelt down to put on her shoes, without looking up at him, his memory was still stuck in the rain after he didn't answer last night, Xin Yi was a little sad, but he didn't want to show it.

Xin Yi didn't want Zhou Muhui to worry about him anymore.

So when the rain stopped, Xinyi's rain also stopped.

"I'll take you there."

Zhou Muhui repeated it again, watching Xin Yi go out and follow behind him.

"..."

The smooth elevator doors reflected the figures of the two, clearly one in front of the other, but they were refracted chaotically into cuddling by the shadows.

Xin Yi watched for a while, then reluctantly looked away and looked back at him.

"Aren't you going to work?"

Xin Yi was really asking him.

Zhou Mu was going to leave, there must be a lot of work to be done, he also brought a popular Qi Fang, how could he have time to spend all day around Xin Yi.

Obviously never before.

Zhou Mu shook her head, "Not busy."

Xin Yi let out a dry oh, hurt by his lack of time.

Zhou Muhui had never been by his side for two consecutive days. The man was very busy and had endless work to do every day. Xin Yi didn't want to guess randomly, but now the other party stopped to accompany him, was it just because... want to Make it up to him more before you leave.

Something seemed to be changing silently, the elevator door opened, Xin Yi walked in first, and he was behind to watch Zhou Muhui.

He met Zhou Muhui when he was 17 years old. Everyone said he was fierce, no

Dare to approach him, a group of people are like beaten fake tigers, cowardly like cats in front of a man with a scar on his face.

Only Xin Yi was not afraid, and went to him again and again, circling behind him like a little kid, clinging to him, clinging to him, watching him secretly, and finally trembling, she leaned up to him, tugged at the hem of his clothes, and said that she liked him.

He still remembered the other party's expression at that time, he was a little surprised, frowned again, and told him, "Don't make trouble."

But Xinyi has been fighting for five years, stumbling to courtship and confession, and pounces on it again when she is rejected, like a tireless perpetual motion machine, offering all her love again and again.