Silent Confession

Qi Fang hid far away, he just wanted to gossip, but he didn't want to make Xin Yi cry.

What's more, he obviously helped the child analyze it carefully just now, and the child nodded in approval. Zhou Muhui was angry because he was injured and didn't find out. Why is the child still crying.

Qi Fang poked his head out from behind the sofa, trembling with his head in his arms, and saw Xin Yi holding Zhou Mu back. It was the first time he had seen Brother Zhou so bewildered, even the coldness on his body when he just came out of the kitchen. No more, only panic.

But within a few seconds, Zhou Mu glanced at him, the man's eyes were full of threats, Qi Fang quickly retracted his head in fright, took out his phone and started looking for his buddies.

He has a bad heart, this place is no longer safe, and he can't stay here any longer.

Otherwise, if the reporter didn't tear him up first, his brother could chop him up first.

But he still didn't make it, because Xin Yi stopped him.

The child's face was full of tears, and he probably cried for a long time before remembering that there was still a light bulb at home. He raised his head from Zhou Muhui's arms in a daze, and called him while wiping his tears, telling him to come and eat quickly.

Qi Fang saw that he was crying a lot, so he couldn't say it politely, but just as he finished speaking, Xin Yi passed a cold gaze behind him, Qi Fang trembled, shut his mouth quickly, and quickly climbed down from the sofa .

The meal was difficult, the two people on the opposite side didn't speak, and Qi Fang couldn't help but look back at Zhou Mu.He really didn't know how this kid's mind grew. He was only 17 years old at that time, and he didn't even know what his brother looked like, so he fell into it and looked for him every day.

I don't know how his brother got such a great charm.

When Xin Yi put down his chopsticks, Qi Fang finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the three left the scene separately, but as soon as Qi Fang turned around, Xin Yi followed him.

"..."

Qi Fang felt as if he was facing a formidable enemy, and the hairs on his arms were about to explode. He didn't even dare to look at Zhou Mu who was behind Xin Yi, and asked him tremblingly, "What's wrong?"

Xin Yi's eyes were still a little red, she smiled hoarsely at him, and said embarrassedly, "I'll get you the quilt."

He himself felt ashamed, when other people came to the house as a guest, he slept and cried, and left them dry for a long time.

Qi Fang's scalp was numb, and he wanted to refuse when he opened his mouth, but he didn't have to say halfway, his eyes fell on him a few inches deeper. come over.

"…it is good."

The smile on the corner of Xin Yi's mouth rose again, she nodded quickly, and quickly ran into the guest room beside her.

Qi Fang didn't dare to turn his head, so he had to follow him stiffly. After Xin Yi brought him the quilt and prepared a pile of toiletries, he was finally relieved, took the things and pushed him away.

"Next, I'll do it myself, you go back quickly!"

If he didn't go out again, Zhou Muhui would eat him alive!

Xin Yi hesitated to go out, but Qi Fang ignored it and quickly closed the door.

He felt that Xin Yi was worrying unfoundedly, and he didn't know why he would suspect that Zhou Muhui didn't like him. Qi Fang dared to swear that if his brother Zhou didn't like this kid, he would turn around on the spot and have sex with the guy who was in the hotel online.

Xin Yi was dragged back by Zhou Muhui, he stood there stupidly when he came out, even pretended not to hear when Zhou Mu called him back, finally the man frowned and took him back to the room directly.

"Why don't you speak?"

Zhou Mu knelt down in front of him and asked in a low voice.

Xin Yi bowed her head, twisted her fingers, and kept silent like she did something wrong in her childhood.

He actually regretted it a bit, because Xin Yi obviously didn't like to cry very much, but recently she shed tears again and again, just like a child, as if she never grew up.

He doesn't like himself that much.

"Xin Yi."

Zhou Muhui called him again, Xin Yi noticed the lines of his palm on his face, and rubbed against him impatiently.

"..."

Zhou Mu smiled back, even though the voice was very soft, Xin Yi could hear it.

He blushed a lot, and refused to look up, shrunk up like a quail, turned over and was about to crawl on the bed.

Zhou Muhui held him down.

"Small."

His breath was very close, pressing against his ear, Xin Yi felt a little itchy, couldn't help shrinking his neck, and tried to push him away with his hands.

"I didn't kill you." Zhou Muhui grabbed his hand, pulled him into his arms from behind, and whispered, "I'm not angry with you."

He lightly stroked Xin Yi's palm, which was slightly swollen and rough to the touch. It was the gauze he had just wrapped on Xin Yi.

Xin Yi still didn't speak, but Zhou Muhui was no longer in a hurry.

He rested his pillow on Xin Yi's shoulder and touched his hand, from fingertips to the tiger's mouth, not letting go of every inch, and then in the silence between each other, they closed tightly to him.

"..."

"...I don't want to cry."

Xin Yi's voice was a little hoarse, but also a little soft. He lowered his head, and it took him a long time to open his mouth.

"I didn't like to cry before, did I?"

Zhou Mu paused and said, "Yes."

Xin Yi is actually a bit delicate, picky eater, quarrelsome, gossips around people, and has a bit of a temper, but he seldom cries.

Sometimes even if the eyes are red, they will quickly wipe away the tears before they fall. The few tears shed these years are all for Zhou Muhui.

"Zhou Muhui." Xin Yi didn't look back, and held his hand in this posture. He was actually very sad, and he knew that he shouldn't be so cowardly anymore. Crying and running away won't solve the problem. Say nothing, hold back all the doubts in your heart, and then hide and secretly feel sad.

But he...but he was really scared.

"Don't attack me in the future, can you?" His voice was a little crying, because he was trying his best to restrain his cowardice.

Xin Yi has to be brave and fearless, she can't... be so timid again.

"..." Zhou Muhui frowned, "I didn't kill you."

He thought he didn't explain clearly, but Xin Yi interrupted him.

"You used to kill me, but you still told me to get out."

Xin Yi's tears fell, but Zhou Muhui didn't notice, he pulled out his trembling hand, curled it tightly around his heart, and asked in a hoarse voice.

"Do not you remember?"

"..."

Zhou Muhui didn't speak for a long time. After a while, he lowered his eyes and sighed.

"remember."

How could he not remember, the first time he knew Xin Yi's stubbornness was that day.

The boy who was only in his teens was frightened once at noon and again at night, his eyes were red, Zhou Muhui could even see the water in his eyes, he thought Xin Yi would leave, or he would yell at him Fight back, but nothing.

Xin Yi grabbed his hand and looked up at him, whispering that he would not roll away.

"Zhou Muhui, you are so pretty, why do you always wear a mask?"

His hands were irregular, or he was actually enduring fear, because Zhou Muhui couldn't remember clearly that day, but Xin Yi's fingers were too hot, and when he poked him through the mask, there was a tremor that penetrated to the bone marrow .

"Is it because of the scar?"

He asked in a breathy voice, tiptoeing very close to him, as if whispering something.

"But I think it looks good and cool."

He kept looking at Zhou Muhui, looking straight at him, but even though he mustered up the courage to finish those words, Zhou Muhui ignored him, just forcefully broke away from his hand, and told him to go away again.

His face was even uglier than before.

Xin Yi always didn't cry when Zhou Muhui thought she was going to cry, she didn't shed tears when he was so fierce, instead she looked at him obediently for a while, then turned and left.

Zhou Muhui didn't understand what he was going to do, he just reflexively refused to be approached by others, he didn't know why this kid had such a great interest in him, obviously he was scolded by him the day before, and he was here just the day before After being wronged, she appeared in front of him again the next day.

He even snatched his words before he could speak.

He really looks like an obedient kid, a person who can tell at a glance that he has never done anything rebellious since he was a child, looks at him with his hands behind his back, and tells him wrongedly, "I won't leave, I'm here again."

Zhou Muhui never got rid of him again, Xin Yi was like a sticky dog ​​skin plaster, every time he came, he was scared to death, but he had to come every time.

The car wash he was working in was not a serious shop, and those people were all of the same rank, pointing and laughing obscenely when Xin Yi came.Zhou Muhui didn't care about it, he just watched with cold eyes, and ignored Xin Yi at night when he came with his schoolbag on his back.

Xin Yi usually stays until eight o'clock and leaves. Zhou Mu guesses that it's because he has to go to school the next day, but one day at nine o'clock, he still doesn't move, squatting in a corner with his schoolbag on his back and rubbing his eyes. It should be sleepy, a child can't bear it all the time.

But he didn't tell Xin Yi to go back, and he didn't even tell him after get off work.

Zhou Muhui couldn't understand why such a child followed him, and talked to him tirelessly every day, making him laugh, feeling apprehensive and scared, and his hands were shaking when he spoke.

But he was very busy, and he had to catch another job after get off work at nine o'clock. He didn't have time to play around with the children, but he walked out of two alleys and Xin Yi still couldn't keep up. Zhou Mu's pace of returning was getting slower and slower. Then he stopped stiffly and closed his eyes deeply.

He knew that those car wash shops were not good people, otherwise they wouldn't even accept him, but when he heard Xin Yi Xin Ri Ri Lung call his name, he still became irritable and anxious, his arms were bruised and his face was horrifying. rushed over.

Zhou Muhui seldom used his hands anymore, he was always restraining, no matter what the reason was, but when Xin Yi ran over pale, he was even more furious than he imagined.

"I, I hit someone."

Xin Yi fell into his arms, swallowed in fear, and said, "Zhou Muhui, this is the first time I hit someone..."

Zhou Mu looked back at the mottled red marks on his arms, as well as the torn hem of his clothes, paused for breath, and then pushed him hard behind him.

"Wait for me here."

No one likes him, Zhou Muhui is an outlier in this car wash shop, he is excluded and isolated, but Zhou Muhui never takes it seriously.

He hardly cares what other people think of him, or how they treat him.

But Xin Yi can't do it, he's just a child, he shouldn't be here, let alone be bullied by these bastards.

When Zhou Muhui returned with his injuries, Xin Yi was taken aback. His mask was ripped off during the fight, and Xin Yi hurried over to help him.

But Zhou Muhui pushed him away, he was annoyed because of those bastards and also because of Xin Yi.

"He, he pinched my waist..."

Seeing that his complexion was not good, Xin Yi explained tremblingly, "I just pushed him..."

Zhou Muhui didn't speak, just looked at him silently and quietly.

"Don't come anymore." Zhou Mu replied, "Don't follow me anymore."

"..."

Xin Yi opened her eyes wide and looked at him helplessly, "Is it because I hit someone...?"

Those eyes are too clean, he has never experienced anything, will there be crime, rape, obscenity in his life?

No, he even thought it was just ordinary pushing and shoving just now, and deliberately bullied him because he was small.

Xin Yi is too young, just a child with a lot of curiosity.

Zhou Muhui didn't speak, turned and left.

"Zhou Mu back!"

Xin Yi followed him again, and surrounded him anxiously, "Then I won't hit anyone next time, can't I?"

"I won't cause trouble for you, I..."

"I've killed people, understand?"

Zhou Mu turned annoyed, and suddenly pressed him against the wall, approaching him sharply.

The scar on his face is long,

It was the only trace left by him in that crime, Xin Yi stared at him blankly, his eyes were too clean, Zhou Mu thought back, he shouldn't know himself.

"I have killed people, I have been in prison, I am not a good person."

"...don't follow me anymore."

Zhou Mu echoed with a sinister voice, but covered his face with his palms.

He is sin, and Xinyi should stay away from sin.

"..."

Xin Yi was stunned and didn't recover for a long time, and then when Zhou Muhui was about to leave, she suddenly hugged his arm.

"Oh…"

He nodded in confusion, then raised his head and asked him, "Is that your fault?"

Crime should not ask right or wrong, Zhou Mu recalled, no matter what the reason was, but he couldn't answer this question.

"Yes."

After a long time, Zhou Mu replied.

So Xin Yi let go of him, Zhou Mu couldn't tell what he was thinking at that time, but his heart twitched suddenly, but he didn't say anything, just turned around quietly, took his things and left.

The car wash business couldn't stay any longer, and he wanted to take advantage of tonight to find another job.

Footsteps came slowly behind him, it was the child who had been with him for almost a month, Zhou Mu could hear it.

"roll."

Zhou Muhui didn't look back.

"...don't go away."

Xin Yi's voice was very small, as if whispering, "I'm not afraid of you."

Zhou Muhui stopped in his tracks. The child behind him probably didn't pay attention, and bumped into him headfirst. Zhou Muhui heard his low cry, as if he was holding his forehead and screaming for pain. He paused, and looked back at him indifferently.

"Why follow me?"

Xin Yi's face turned red suddenly, Zhou Mu frowned, and when he opened his mouth, he seemed to be stunned for a moment.

"…what?"

Xin Yi felt embarrassed by him, quietly put her hands behind her back, pulled her schoolbag strap, and said aggrievedly.

"I like you..."