Thirteen Yaolang

I registered for school the next day. As a classmate who doesn’t have a strong sense of presence, Zhang Zhe’s appearance did not cause too many commotions in the class. He sat quietly in the corner. He opened his schoolbag and took out his textbooks. It's math class, I always hated math class, he pretended to be very serious, but in fact he was distracted all the time.

But teachers in the world just love to find fault. For example, this teacher walked up to him and swayed a few times. Zhang Zhe immediately lowered his head and pretended to be writing notes. "New classmate, you turned the wrong page number. We are talking about the last chapter." The class was quiet for a while, and then burst into laughter.Zhang Zhe's face turned red, he turned his face away with difficulty, and saw Xie Di smiling too.

"I don't believe in Zhang if he doesn't sleep in math class in the future." Zhang Zhe thought to himself, this is a way for him to maintain his dignity as a scumbag.

"You can't even be considered a scumbag. A scumbag knows that you can't study well and occasionally wants to change." This is his former teacher's pertinent evaluation of him.

When school was over, Xie Di waited for him to go home together. When he came home, Aunt Qin hadn't come back yet. Zhang Zhe lay down on the table boredly and said, "You guys are so boring here. Are there any entertainment activities?" "For example ?” Xie Di raised his eyebrows and asked. "For example... in Internet cafes, do you play lol?" "No." Xie Di replied. "You have nothing here, why don't you and your aunt move to the city?" Zhang Zhe complained.In fact, Xie Di's family background is very good. He has a grandfather with strong financial resources. Although he passed away, he left a lot of real estate for his only daughter. His father is also said to be very powerful, but he doesn't come home often. "I don't know. Do you play chess?" "Well, I'm no match for that."

After Zhang Zhe finished speaking, he was eager to try. He thought about how to make Xie Di lose without embarrassment. In the end, he was defeated in less than 10 minutes.

"On your level." Xie Di snorted, "I thought you were so good."

"..." Zhang Zhe was speechless.

"You haven't met an opponent before, who did you play with? Primary school students?"

"..." Zhang Zhe felt that his self-esteem mode was about to start again.

He gave up on himself and said, "I'm not in good shape today. In terms of IQ, I'm still better than you."

So the former classmates' evaluation of him was shameless, but it was actually very pertinent.

Xie Di didn't speak anymore, he went to the kitchen to make dinner, usually when his mother didn't come back, he would cook by himself, he could only cook noodles, but he was better than an idiot like Zhang Zhe who couldn't do anything.

In a small Christian church in a small town, the afterglow of the sunset in the evening sprinkled a little on the bench, on which sat a middle-aged man covering his face with his hands, his voice was suppressed and trembling, and there was a cry: "Please , Bishop, is there any way to save her?"

The man known as the bishop smiled lightly, revealing the golden teeth in his mouth, and said in a gentle voice: "Leave everything to God, believe in God, and God will save his child."

Do you believe that there is a God in this world?Zhang Zhe once asked himself this question, but he thought it was enough to eat enough and sleep well. Why did he think so deeply.

There was the sound of chanting sutras in the distance, Zhang Zhe did not expect that the atmosphere of Christ here is quite strong.

The world is full of despair, the living yearns for the dead, the sick yearns for health, and human beings feel pained by their own powerlessness, so they fantasize.Zhang Zhe thinks so, in order to resist the turbulent despair hidden under the surface of a peaceful life.

Believers in God are poor people.

Zhang Zhe only believed in himself.

Sometimes he also has a doomsday plot, that is, he destroys all human beings, because some things are just dirty and incomprehensible.So sometimes he thinks that it would be great if he really has a god.

A familiar figure turned around the street corner, it was the doctor who called himself Thirteen, he looked at the dark blue sky and the sparse stars, and lamented that no matter how long it had passed, some things remained the same.

A cat jumped off the lid of a trash can, and at the sight of the silent man, it bristled in terror and leaped into the darkness.

The doctor glanced at the church hidden in the darkness, and sighed: "There's work to do again."

It is not sure whether there are gods in this world, but there must be demons.

There are human beings who are scarier and smarter than demons.

Early in the morning, Zhang Zhe heard the girls in the classroom talking about a very handsome doctor in the infirmary.He is no stranger to this kind of gossip scene.Girls, what are you talking about if you don't talk about this.

With his legs on the table, he brought the arrogance of the city to this small town.But the sense of existence is really low, and no one pays attention to him.

Then Xie Di came over, glanced at him, and asked if he had breakfast.

"No." Xie Di got up earlier than Zhang Zhe, and they ate breakfast outside by themselves.

Zhang Zhe suddenly felt that such a day was not bad for chatting with each other.

Although no one cares about it, it is at ease.

People who have been idle for a long time want to find something to do, and people who have been busy for a long time want to be free.Zhang Zhe is a special case, he doesn't want to do anything.

Zhang Zhe was a lively and cheerful person when he was young, but as he grew older, his personality also changed, with a feeling of rivalry and rebellion.And he also likes to pretend, pretending not to care, but actually he cares a lot in his heart, pretending to be gentle, but in fact he is very cynical.

Summing up his own life, he can only describe it as lackluster and uninteresting.However, he always firmly believes that he is different and will do something earth-shattering, although there is no theoretical and factual basis.

But Zhang Zhe was never unreasonable.

"You are really a fool, you are a fool." Xie Di said suddenly.

Zhang Zhe said: "IQ is still a little higher than yours."

Of course it was just talk, no one took it seriously.Because Xie Di's grades are much better than him.

The math teacher asked for sick leave and didn't come, so I studied by myself after one class.During physical education class, a girl sprained her foot. The teacher asked Zhang Zhe to take her to the infirmary. Although Zhang Zhe was reluctant, he helped the girl and left. He saw Xie Di standing in the distance and looking at him.When he arrived at the door of the infirmary, he said to the girl angrily, "You did it on purpose! It didn't happen at all."

The girl didn't answer, and he suddenly smelled a strange smell. He saw the girl blushing incoherently, and in front of him was a smiling young man: "Finally found you."

For this situation, Zhang Zhe's first reaction was to leave quickly. Unexpectedly, the teacher in the infirmary, Lao Niu, ate tender grass, so he hurriedly left to avoid being a light bulb.

Later, he thought about it carefully, why did that person look at him and say it?

It seems that I really said it to myself.Zhang Zhe thought depressedly.

This kind of strange conversation with a stranger, at first glance, is not a good thing, and if you listen to him, something strange will happen, it is really inexplicable, so Zhang Zhe didn't say anything.

The girl asked in a low voice: "Teacher, how old are you?"

Zhang Zhe groaned in his heart, it's so simple, rude and straightforward, it's just...

The doctor thought for a while: "Forgot."

Fuck, is this a brain damage!Zhang Zhe felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.

The doctor checked it friendly and said, "There is nothing serious, just pay attention."

The girl left shyly, leaving Zhang Zhe alone in a mess in the wind.

"I didn't expect you to be so young." The doctor said with a smile, his expression was invisible.

"I'm not young anymore, I'm one year older than my classmates." Zhang Zhe responded angrily. "And teacher, look at you, is handsome enough to be great? Can you let girls skip class casually?" After saying this rude word, Zhang Zhe ran away.

Walking home from school, dandelions are blooming on the side of the road, Xie Di is standing beside him, drinking a glass of orange juice. "Do you want it?" Seeing Zhang Zhe looking at himself, Xie Di said.For a moment, Zhang Zhe had the urge to beat him up.Then he held back.

"I think that teacher in the infirmary is very abnormal." Zhang Zhe summed up his thoughts into one sentence.

"You're thinking too much." Xie Di said affirmatively, "He's just handsome."

Zhang Zhe wanted to stroke his forehead.Enough, he thought to himself, sometimes a creature like Xueba is so incomprehensible?Didn't you see that you mean that person has a weird style?It hurts so much not to be understood.

"However, such a young teacher, why is his eyes so unfathomable? I can't tell what he is thinking at all." Xie Di said thoughtfully.

Zhang Zhe was so moved that he almost knelt on the ground.Xueba hit the nail on the head, that's what he wanted to express.

"None of your business." Xueba continued to hit the nail on the head.

"..." Zhang Zhe thought about not communicating with Xie Di in the future.

And he also had an inexplicable feeling that this really had something to do with him, but it shouldn't be a big deal for an ordinary person like himself, so stop thinking about it and continue living offline.