lucky me

"At that time, you fell in love with someone not because you had a car or a house, but because the sun was shining that afternoon, and you were wearing a white shirt." In my memory, the person in the white shirt has gone far, far away I won’t even miss it anymore, and when that white shirt appears in front of you again one day, I will still remember the feeling of suffocation that day, and seeing Yang Hao again seems to be the same as the first time , I am still frightened, my heart is beating continuously, I don’t understand why, I just feel that everything in the past seems to be coming again, everyone is so hard on the person they love for the first time, no matter what the result is, we will always be together I will never forget the first heartbeat.

For me, it was a very deep memory. I once imagined that if I met Yang Hao again, it would be calm and calm. However, all this was completely different from my expectation. I even The sockets of my eyes were wet, only at this time, I remembered the things that were buried deep in my heart, just a little touch, and it would burst out in an instant.

Standing in front of me, Yang Hao was still clean and handsome. He looked at me for a long time before slowly saying "How are you?"I finally calmed down my surging heart after such a long time, and nodded with a smile, "it's okay".Then we didn't even say a word, the atmosphere dropped to freezing point again, "I want to drink something".I tried to break the silence, "Green tea" "OK, let's sit down first"

I poured tea for Yang Hao, and then made it on the opposite side. Green tea, I also liked to drink it before, this is probably the biggest and most similar place between me and Yang Hao. Just thinking about it, he poured it for me in turn. Drinking a glass, "I heard Xiaoxin say you are here?" "Oh?" I was actually quite puzzled. Lu Xin didn't recognize me at the time, so why would he tell Yang Hao about me? Yang Hao seems to have something I wanted to say something, but I didn't say a word, but I really didn't know what to say, and then there was a long silence between us.

"You are with Chen Chuan"

"Yes" I was a little surprised, but I answered honestly.

A very bitter smile appeared on Yang Hao's face, "Xiaoxin has been in love with Chen Chuan for many years, and even after they broke up, Xiaoxin has never changed." I suddenly felt the helplessness and bitterness of Yang Hao Yes, this kind of plot where he loves her and she loves him happens unbelievably among us, it really is a great irony.But facing Yang Hao at this moment, I don't know what to say at all?

"You two..."

"It's broken up, it was broken up a long time ago," Yang Hao said, holding up his teacup.

"Do I deserve it?" I didn't expect Yang Hao to say this suddenly. To be honest, I never thought of wishing them well, but when he said that, I felt as if he thought I should be real at this time. I'm just kidding.Should I be snickering?Is there such joy in my heart?I am a person who was once abandoned by him, and he is for another person, and now he is also abandoned by another person, this is retribution, I should be happy, but I don’t know why, I don’t feel this way at all Maybe Yang Hao is still in front of me, maybe I have grown up.

"It's fate." I sighed softly.

Yang Hao looked at me the same way, smiled and said, "Yes."

That day I sat with Yang Hao for a long time, we didn’t talk for a long time, before he left, he stared at me suddenly, his eyes were full of melancholy and sadness, but I seemed to see something else that was not so normal Maybe it's an illusion "I hurt you deeply" I haven't thought about how to answer, he continued to say "but it's okay, we are even now", after he said this, I don't understand anymore, "What's the meaning".He didn't answer me, but said rather meaningfully, "Do you remember what the Supreme Treasure said to Zixia in Journey to the West when he went to snatch the bride?"

How could I forget that passage, I once told Yang Hao, it was once the most beautiful love words in the world I have ever seen, "There was once a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, waiting for me to lose it It’s time to regret it, the most painful thing in the world is this, if God gives me a plan to come again, I will say three words to that girl: I love you, if you have to add a deadline to this love , I hope it’s... 1 years.” Those words touched so many idiotic men and women back then, even though I was as young as I was, every time I heard it, I still couldn’t help crying. How many times have I watched this movie repeatedly, just because of this passage talk.

"Is this fate?" he asked

I couldn't answer a word.

That day he got up and left, looking at the untouched green tea in front of me, "I remember you used to drink it very much?"

"I haven't drank it for a long time." After a pause, I added "I drink coffee instead."