Ann and Zen

The time passed so unhurriedly, Zhao Chan's office seemed to never be renovated, and Song Zian stopped talking after mentioning it a few times, and the two of them also knew each other well. opportunity to learn.

Since the last time, no one proposed to be together, Zhao Chan dared not, and Song Zian subconsciously didn't want to mention it.The relationship between the two is also at a tepid stage, which makes people look really anxious.

Of course, Zhao Chan still has teasing and special concern from time to time, and the purpose is clear at a glance.

And Song Zian is obviously satisfied with the current way of getting along, and even afraid of further development in the future, he thinks this is quite good.

Maybe it's because of his temper. Others say he's too ruthless.But he has no parents since he was a child. Although his grandfather loves him very much, since he went abroad to study, he rarely sees each other, let alone get along with each other.There are also those weird relatives in the family, wishing to eat his blood and drink his flesh, how can they ask him to have a little affection.No one taught him such things as loving and being loved.

He also knows that he may be too desireless, and in the eyes of others, he is ruthless.But when he was a child, he paid blindly and didn't get anything in return. Even his grandfather, who loved him the most, went there before he had a family and started a business. He was really afraid of this feeling of loss.So he wrapped himself blindly, hiding the softest part of himself, sometimes he couldn't even find it.

It's no wonder that his own feelings for Zhao Chan came so quickly and so violently, because he had never met a person who tolerated him so well and treated him so well.This kind of warmth even made his emotions break through his reason, ignoring the embarrassment of gender.However, it is impossible for Song Zian to be so enthusiastic about Zhao Chan, because of his own sense of insecurity, fear of all uncertain contributions, and fear of some people leaving.He can only greedily enjoy the current warmth, subconsciously ignoring the more complicated situation for him.

Therefore, Zhao Chan tried his best to build up Song Zian's sense of security, neither forcing nor shrinking back.

Winter has come unknowingly.Song Zian's greenhouse business has been in full swing. When he is too busy, he will ask Liu Guang and his wife to help.

At the end of December, Song Zian was going back to Beijing to pay homage to his grandfather.He didn't go back last year, and if he doesn't go back this year, he will have a hard time with his conscience.After Song Zian told Zhao Chan that he was going to Beijing, Zhao Chan asked to go back with him.

The two had been living together for more than two months. Zhao Chan subconsciously didn't want Song Zian to face the chaotic life in Beijing by himself, so he used the excuse that he was going to attend the annual meeting of the headquarters and set off with Song Zian. take care of.

Song Zian obviously couldn't refuse this kind of rhetoric, so after explaining their business to each other, on December 26, the two set foot on the bullet train to Beijing together.

I haven't been back for a year and a half, and Beijing still seems to be the same. The crowd at the train station blurred people's eyes.

Song Zian didn't tell anyone about his return, but fortunately there was Zhao Chan.Zhao Chan sent someone to pick up the two at the train station. Song Zian asked that person to send him to a hotel. Zhao Chan also booked a room next to him, but considering that he hadn't been home for a long time, he still followed The driver went back to the old house together.

Song Zian stayed in the room alone, and the unfamiliar decoration made him feel in a trance.A person's space always makes people's thoughts irritated, so they simply go out for a walk, just in time to buy some things for the sacrifice.

There are actually a lot of things selling sacrifices near Babao Mountain, but since they came out, Song Zian wanted to go shopping again.

Thinking that grandpa liked to drink a little wine when he was alive, but later he was rarely allowed to drink because of illness, so Song Zian thought of going to the city center to buy a few bottles of wine.

Coincidentally, Metro Line [-] passed by Babaoshan, bought a subway ticket, and Song Zian wandered to Xidan alone.

In fact, Xidan sells a lot of clothes and cosmetics, but for some reason, Song Zian really wanted to come here today to take a look at his past life.

Too many people walked by him, just like that time, they also walked by him.I don't miss it very much, but I have an inexplicable feeling that it was my own life after all.

The author has something to say:

A few days ago, I searched my own articles, briefly flipped through them, and found that I can fatten up the articles before posting them.

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