old love still

Kong Daixue woke up in a daze, stretched out her arm from the quilt, and habitually fumbled for the phone on the bedside table, but she couldn't find anything after fumbling for a long time. She rubbed her head and got up, but it woke her up suddenly...

This, where is this?

She drank too much, and a sudden headache made her gasp.She looked around while rubbing her temples, and she was sure that this was someone else's "home" and not a hotel. How can hook-ups bring people home these days?

She turned around and saw folded clothes and a note on the bedside cabinet at the other end.Kong Daixue didn't care that she was still upright, she lifted the quilt and sat by the bed in doubt, picked up the note and looked at it...

[The clothes are clean, the breakfast is on the dining table, and the porridge is in the pot. ]

This word is written crookedly, like a primary school student.She suddenly thought of a possibility, her pupils enlarged in an instant, she put on the white shirt on the cabinet, and ran out of the bedroom without putting on underwear and trousers, and went straight to the balcony...

sky…

She spent the night at her ex's house!How did those people send me home!She hated it so much that her teeth were itchy, and she lost her face to someone else's house!She looked up at her skirt helplessly, and reached out to touch it. It was still a little damp. It should have just been washed in the morning, even...the underwear was washed.Kong Daixue blushed rarely.She caught a glimpse of a white nightdress beside her, which was probably washed together.

Did anything happen...

The more Kong Daixue thought about it, the more upset she became, and her head hurt more and more. She didn't even think about it, turned around and entered the room. After walking two steps, she stood at the door of the kitchen, thought for a while, and finally stepped in.The kitchen is small, just big enough for a table for four, common kitchen utensils and a refrigerator, but it is very tidy, because the rustic decoration makes it look a bit cozy.She glanced around, pulled the stool away, and sat on it. The wooden stool made a soft "creaking" sound, not cold but soft. It turned out that Lin Zhongyue had covered it with a beige cushion. She stretched out her hand The cushions on the side seats are thick and feel good.

She looked around twice, and finally fixed her gaze on the dining table.Two plates of small pickles, and one plate with two white steamed buns, next to it is an empty bowl like blue and white porcelain, a pair of chopsticks are neatly placed on it, and next to it is a glass of apple cider vinegar, which can faintly smell sweet and sour .

Looking at the things on this table, Kong Daixue, who was used to being unrestrained and straightforward, felt a little shy for no reason, but she was used to not owe anything, so she felt a little bit against this kindness in her heart.She curled her lips, and was just about to get up...a ​​long and dull sound suddenly came out from her stomach.

She smacked her lips, stared at the steamed bun... picked up the chopsticks...

Delicious.There is a... very familiar and nostalgic taste.

She wanted to be more reserved, but in the end she was swept away, and she even drank up all the porridge in the pot.

She consciously finished cleaning the dishes, put on her pants, and packed her things. Before leaving, she glanced at the skirt on the balcony, which fluttered gently like a flag.

When Kong Daixue returned to her home, standing in the entrance, she suddenly felt that this place was much more spacious than that one. She went straight back to the bedroom, took off her clothes, threw them on the bed and changed into her nightgown.She threw herself on the bed, rubbing her temples with one hand, because of the cup of apple cider vinegar, the pain eased a lot, she closed her eyelids and frowned, trying to recall some things from last night, but she just couldn't remember what happened next door what.

She sat up, rubbed her hair annoyedly, got up and walked into the bathroom, she brushed her teeth in disgust, staring at the face in the mirror that was still painted with exquisite makeup, lost her mind for a while.

After taking off her makeup, washing her face, and putting on a mask, she sat on the sofa and watched TV boredly. Most of them were commercials and interspersed with dramas. She stopped in an emotional show. She was nothing more than a typical scumbag. It's a cliche story, but she read it with great interest, and it's always been her bad taste to watch people slap their faces.

"I love you, but it doesn't mean I will pester you." The woman on TV said to the man crying.

Kong Daixue frowned, turned off the TV, and tore off the mask.She thought this was very familiar, as if someone had said it to her before, pouted her lips, and her head hurt again thinking about it, she threw the mask into the trash can, walked into the bedroom, charged her phone and sat down Wiping her face on the chair of the dressing table, she kept patting the toner, remembering that she fell asleep without taking off her makeup yesterday, she put in more effort on her hands.

[Zhengzhengzhu] After charging and turning on the phone, the phone kept vibrating. She picked it up and looked at the information in the WeChat group 99+. Kong Daixue clicked on it. It is estimated that these guys have just woken up and started chatting when they woke up. no end.

"Is our queen awake?" Plum Blossom K asked.

"Probably not, I drank too much last night." Glasses replied.

"Hey~ Did you tell me that I read it right last night? There is a woman hiding in her house? She came out to hunt after hiding a woman! This guy is eating from the pot and still looking into the pot." Li Yueshi sent another series of dumbfounding expressions.

"The person upstairs said the wrong thing, he was eating from the bowl and looking at the pot." The big, silly Atre Li Yueshi said.

Seeing this, Kong Daixue couldn't help accusing them of throwing herself in the wrong place last night!

"If I remember correctly, that woman's name is Lin Zhongyue, and she is the queen's ex." Da Bolang immediately sent a nose-picking emoji.

"How do you remember so clearly?" Plum Blossom K asked.

"She once cooperated with our company and drew design drawings for our company's products. The design fee paid to her was sky-high, and our company was blown up! I don't know! However, she came to me one day..."

"What! Are you looking for a date? You actually play with the remaining women of the queen." Eyes didn't wait for the big wave to finish typing before sending out a series of words.

"Fuck your sister! She came to ask me where Kong Daixue went! And... when she came to me, she was already disabled."

The word "disability" directly poked Kong Daixue's heart, and suddenly felt a pain. She gasped subconsciously, the text in the typing box was still resting on the series of roars, her raised fingers trembled, and her chest suddenly rose. The cold air even brought the small screen to become cold.

The group was quiet for a while, and Plum Blossom K continued, "If it's really her, I have the impression that she seems to be the longest object of the queen. People feel pretty good, why are they disabled?"

"I guess it was a car accident. When she came to find me, I was taken aback!" Da Bo wave sent a comforting emoji.

Li Yueshi replied quickly: "What are you afraid of! Can I eat you? Or have you coveted others for a long time?"

"At night, she dragged her legs, her arms were still in plaster, her eyes were red, and her face was as white as a piece of paper! She was unkempt, and looked like a living dead! Do you think I can't be afraid?" Big Wave Dissatisfied and continued, "Also, even if she is not a useless old lady, I don't like her!"

It may feel that the wording is inappropriate, and the big wave quickly withdrew two messages in a row.

However, Kong Daixue saw it all.I can't tell what it feels like, maybe it's because of the sympathy that hasn't disappeared, which makes her feel a little uncomfortable, but she wants to say something, but it feels like a stick in her throat, and there is that heavy feeling and inexplicable grief in her heart, for her.However, she has no right to accuse anything, nor does she have the right status to defend her dignity.All the contradictions seem meaningless, but they exist like seeds in the soil, and a little disturbance from the outside world can germinate.

"Then how did you reply to him?" asked the silly big man.

"I told her that the queen went to work in another city, and then she left without asking any other questions." Big Wave replied.

"This crippled girl seems to be a tough character, and the queen has a big deal!" The sudden words of the silly big man made Meihua K ask, "How do you know that she will stalk her? It's normal to ask!"

"You still don't forget to find the queen even though your legs are crippled, you treat her as a vegetarian!" the big fool replied.

After a while, Glasses suggested, "Please pay attention to your wording, okay?! Let's swipe the screen, don't let the queen see it. She doesn't like this kind of topic very much."

The last group of people swiped their screens frantically.

Annoyed, Kong Daixue threw the phone aside and let it clank, she was annoyed and finally silenced the sound.It's only been a few days since I came back, and the words "Lin Zhongyue" are everywhere, as if everything has something to do with her.She rubbed her hair irritably, and suddenly wanted to isolate herself from the world.

She pulled up all the curtains in the room, played a CD, turned on the floor lamp next to the sofa, and she nestled in the sofa to read a book.The whole room was dim, and Kong Daixue felt that the whole world was immersed in a comfortable atmosphere, without endless desires and endless loneliness.

After reading for an unknown amount of time, she twisted her neck, and her shoulders were sore from lowering her head for a long time. She put the book aside, stood up, and exercised a bit.

A song "Prepare for Disappointment" fell into her ears softly, she did some simple exercises along with the music, and turned off the CD at the end of the song.She opened the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the sun hurt her eyes for a while, she quickly covered them with her hands and squinted her eyes, she tried to open them, the sun penetrated through her fingers, peeping at the sun, she gradually got used to it and then slowly let it go On her arm, a fiery spot was quietly burning in her eyes.

She opened her arms and took a few deep breaths, and immediately felt clear-eyed.Suddenly, she felt a sticky gaze, she lowered her head... and saw a small person standing downstairs with her head raised.

I don't know why, Kong Daixue's heart felt like she was on a roller coaster, it suddenly fell and then rose, a heart bumped up and down in her chest without warning.She turned around and took two steps back into the house...

What are you running away from!I did nothing wrong!

Kong Daixue comforted herself in this way, but she was thinking of her desolate appearance dragging her legs to find herself.What are you looking for?For the first time, she hated her passion, wishing she could wipe it away, wishing she was a holy baby in the swaddling womb, and had to deal with her terrible life from the beginning.

She leaned out again, secretly glanced downstairs, and felt relieved after not seeing her figure.However, leaning on the sofa, I could more and more associate with her miserable appearance, as if it was right in front of my eyes.She is not glad that she still has undiminished kindness and compassion, but she hates the feeling of being connected with people and the sense of illogical contradictions. It is not a smart choice to commit crimes knowingly.

"Ding dong." The doorbell rang, and someone came.

Kong Daixue was taken aback, she was almost certain that this person was Lin Zhongyue.She quickly adjusted her mentality and expression, put on a smiling face and opened the door.

It was her outside the door.

"Excuse me, I will return the clothes to you when they are dry." Lin Zhongyue said with a smile and handed over a paper bag.

"Oh, thank you..." Kong Daixue quickly picked it up and said, "I'm so sorry! My friend didn't know how to send it to me, so I sent it to the wrong place. That... I'm bothering you last night. Sorry!"

"You're welcome." Lin Zhongyue shook her head, fearing that Kong Daixue might misunderstand her, and then explained a little, "You slept very soundly, no...it's troublesome." In fact, Lin Zhongyue wanted to say that nothing happened to them, but always It feels like a cover-up to say it.

Kong Daixue smiled awkwardly, she always felt that she was transparent in front of Lin Zhongyue, as if she could know everything she thought.I can't say whether this feeling is good or bad, at least it seems that most of them like it now.She doesn't have to bother to face all the problems, she gives herself some room for maneuver.

"But... I still have to thank you." Kong Daixue raised the bag in her hand and said, "I think it will be ugly when I vomit."

Lin Zhongyue's eyes were crooked, and she laughed.She stood quietly for a while, one of them was in the door, the other was outside, and they took a few breaths in silence.Lin Zhongyue's crescent-like pupils imprinted the smiling Kong Daixue on the other side with a natural face. Such a blank space was not filled with stiffness and embarrassment, on the contrary, it was a bit like an old friend who had known each other for many years.

"Then... I won't bother you anymore." Lin Zhongyue was the first to break the silence, bowed her body, and was about to turn around to leave when she heard the man say...

"Come in and sit down!" Kong Daixue blurted out hastily.

Lin Zhongyue looked up at her, and saw that her frank face was not meant to be prevaricated, she thought for a while and asked, "Won't I bother you?"

Kong Daixue generously took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet, bent down and put them on the ground and said, "I'm alone, why bother! Come in, I have to thank you for taking care of me yesterday."

Lin Zhongyue didn't refuse any more, bent down to take off her shoes and entered the door.

"You sit down first, I'll get you some fruit or something." Kong Daixue put the paper bag on the sofa and went into the kitchen.

Her speed was so fast that Lin Duoyue didn't have time to say anything, so she simply sat on the sofa and observed the room in private.She sat on the sofa cautiously, with her back straight, her palms slightly stroking the sofa cushions, and the corners of her mouth curled up secretly.

There's no change here, she's been here twice.

Thinking of everything in the past, my heartbeat gradually accelerated, and those times were as ethereal as a dream.The scene of hugging and kissing with her seems to have happened yesterday. She and her are still such inseparable couples, and there are also clouds and rains between couples...although it was only those two times.But when her gaze was fixed on the corner of the scar on her ankle that was covered by the white socks, all her excitement was condensed in the past...

Lin Zhongyue sighed softly, and raised her right hand. The hideous scar was engraved on it silently, always reminding her of what she had lost.She looked at the door of the kitchen and then lowered her head, quietly waiting for the host's reception.

In the kitchen, Kong Daixue regretted her impulse for a while.He wrinkled his face at the dry apples and peaches.She didn't know why she wanted to keep Lin Zhongyue just now, but now it's all right, not only to repay the favor, but also to find a suitable way to repay it!

Treat her to a meal?Give her something?Kong Daixue felt that no matter what kind of situation, as long as the favor was paid back immediately.

Cut the mess with a quick knife.

She decided not to get entangled anymore. If it was a woman like Lin Zhongyue, it would be better to ask her directly what she wanted.With that in mind, he walked out with a fruit plate.

"Sorry, there is no fruit at home. By the way, I will send your clothes to you after I finish washing." After she finished speaking, she sat down beside Lin Zhongyue.

"Don't bother. I'm not in a hurry for clothes, I... I'll leave after sitting for a while." Lin Zhongyue said.

"Oh...Actually...I just want to thank you for taking care of me last night. I wanted to invite you to dinner, so I should ask your opinion. You can do whatever you want." Kong Daixue leaned on her head and twisted her neck Look at Lin Zhongyue.From her perspective, the light of the floor lamp set off the outline of her side face like a natural picture.

It seems that this person's temperament is too melancholy. Even if her eyes are not looking directly at her, she can still feel a trace of vicissitudes and peace from her drooping eyes.

Lin Zhongyue thought for a while before saying, "Actually, there is no need to be so troublesome. If you really want to thank me..."

"Let's talk. You can do whatever you can." Kong Daixue hastily continued, fearing that this favor would continue to be dragged down.

"Then, let me take a photo for you..." Lin Zhongyue lowered her head shyly and whispered.

Kong Daixue was stunned for a while, she was sure that she heard correctly, even in bad light, she could see the slightly red ears and neck of the other party.

She laughed and said, "This is too simple, but... I'll go and change clothes. Wearing this pajamas... doesn't seem very good." She looked down at her black suspender nightdress. People are delusional.

"No no!" Lin Zhongyue quickly raised her head and waved her hands and said, "Just the face is fine."

With a "puchi", Kong Daixue laughed and asked, "Is it that simple?"

Lin Zhongyue nodded and said, "Well...if it's inconvenient, forget it."

"It's not inconvenient, just... don't regret it." Kong Daixue said half-jokingly, arranging her hair, ready to let Lin Zhongyue take a picture.

Seeing that she agreed, Lin Zhongyue flipped through her bag, found her phone, got up and stood in front of Kong Daixue, watching every move of Kong Daixue in the camera.

"Do you need to make an expression?" Kong Daixue sat upright and lowered her raised legs.

"No need, just be natural."

Kong Daixue smiled knowingly, but...it was quite difficult, even if she wasn't embarrassed, she couldn't be generous.Facing Lin Zhongyue who was staring at the phone screen seriously, she couldn't relax, the muscles on her face were terribly stiff.

"You...beautiful." Lin Zhongyue said softly, staring at the phone.

Kong Daixue maintained her expression and said, "Thank you."

"Plastic plastic surgery is popular now, so many beauties on the street have had knives done."

Kong Daixue raised her eyebrows and waited quietly.

"However, now there is a new technology that allows people to have plastic surgery in a few seconds, and it is painless and does not require surgery, and the effect is several times better than surgery." Lin Zhongyue kept staring at the screen and never raised her eyes. With a flat tone, Kong Daixue's curiosity burst out when she heard it.

"Why haven't I heard of it? What technology?"

"Meitu Xiuxiu."

"Pfft...hahaha!" Kong Daixue laughed loudly.The smiling eyes were bent, revealing the white and neat teeth.

Lin Zhongyue looked at the person frozen on the screen, and laughed too. Only then did Kong Daixue realize her plan. Looking at her peaceful smiling face, the emotions that were still entangled with her just now disappeared in an instant.

The way she smiles is beautiful.

The author has something to say:

The weather is so nice~~