old love still

Regarding that nightmare, Lin Zhongyue did not mention it again, and Kong Daixue took it as a tacit understanding, but after selective amnesia, she became faintly uneasy, always feeling that she was doing something wrong behind Lin Zhongyue's back, and this kind of mood was slow. Slowly being magnified, she gradually blamed herself, not only fidgeting in her office, but also sluggish during the meeting, lying on the table and crushing a lot of straw paper did not dispel a little or two of her emotions.

Picking up the photo frame on the table, the two cuddled together, smiling sweetly, especially Lin Zhongyue was still holding up silly scissor hands.Rubbing her outline with his fingers, he suddenly missed her very much.Miss her voice, miss her smile, want to make contact with her eyes... Fortunately, this kind of longing will no longer turn into impulse for her, maybe the sign of maturity is to be able to restrain it!Inspired, she excitedly picked up a pencil to draw a sketch, happily spun the high-back chair with her arms around the photo, and kissed her muse.Just when she was happy, the phone vibrated on the desktop, she picked it up and saw, it was the goddess!While lamenting that there is a tacit understanding, he picked up...

"Wow! Why did you call so suddenly? Did you miss me?" Kong Daixue said coquettishly, and glanced at her watch, finally getting off work soon.

"I'll call you if I miss you."

Kong Daixue laughed, thinking that the sun must come out from the west today, and it was rare for Lin Zhongyue to take the initiative to speak sweet words, saying, "Did you do something wrong?"

"···Why do you ask?"

"I'm just kidding."

"What if I really did something sorry for you?"

"Of course I forgive you." Kong Daixue's answer without thinking made the other party laugh. When she heard the other party's laughter, she felt a bad premonition. She tentatively asked, "What's wrong?"

"You don't ask me what I did to apologize to you."

"As long as you don't find another love, the rest are trivial matters! There is nothing to be sorry for."

The other party pondered for a while and said, "Tonight, let's eat outside."

"Okay, what do you want to eat?"

"Just in that restaurant, you should know which one. Come straight after get off work."

"I see..." Kong Daixue summed up what she said, and guessed that she was already in the restaurant by this time.She felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. She always felt that Lin Zhongyue knew what she was waiting for her to confess. She hesitated and asked, "What if... what if I did something to apologize to you?"

"I will not forgive you."

"Ah?" Kong Daixue smiled awkwardly, "So heartless..."

"But I won't leave you."

Kong Daixue was taken aback for a moment, then exhaled softly and said, "Don't cut your sentences like that!"

Lin Zhongyue laughed, and the crisp laughter reached Kong Daixue's ears, brightening the moods of both of them.

"Okay, you're leaving get off work soon. Be careful driving on the road."

"Oh, I see." Kong Daixue hung up the phone and sat on the chair flustered.I want to call and ask my friends how to deal with this matter. Once I open the address book, there is no reliable one, let alone the group of friends on WeChat. Thank goodness for not coming up with bad ideas.

Glancing at his watch, it was time to get off work.It was too late for her to think about it, not to mention it was too late to move the rescuers. Along the way, she thought about many questions that Lin Zhongyue might ask, and drafted a lot of answers in her mind.She has never felt so anxious before, shuttling back and forth between heaven and hell without touching the ground.She couldn't help but wonder if the lives of other people were the same. Sometimes it made people exhausted, and sometimes it made people full of expectations. Longing and disappointment coexisted. Her intuition told Kong Daixue that everyone was the same, but she was used to wandering. Knowing that this is normal, but involuntarily thinking about other possibilities.I don't know where a sense of powerlessness emerged from her body, making her want to pile up in a dark corner to fend for herself. The sudden appearance of such strong negative emotions did not make her feel at a loss. , but this is a road that must be taken, a road that cannot be turned back.

When she passed the intersection, she glanced out the window, and saw that there were crowds of people on the zebra crossing, and everyone was like the onlookers in the dream, with strange and indifferent faces, as numb as a walking dead.She has never been a sentimental person, but since she met Lin Zhongyue, she has become sensitive. Other words make her vigilant, and trivial things make her lose her mind. She believes that as long as the other party is sure about this weakness, Those who don't fight can make themselves defeated.

Kong Daixue parked the car, walked through many tables, chairs and benches under the guidance of the waiter, and caught a glimpse of the familiar back from a distance. She smiled, relaxed, and walked forward, "Sorry, there was a traffic jam on the road for a while, Have you been waiting long?"

"I didn't wait long." Lin Zhongyue laughed, her eyes bent into crescent moons, and she handed Kong Daixue the menu and said, "You can order, just order the one for one person first."

"Okay." Kong Daixue took it and ordered a few things.

"Is there anything you want to say to me?"

Kong Daixue was stunned for a moment, closed the menu, bit her lip and said, "Yes."

"All ears."

Kong Daixue glanced at her, then lowered her head, "You know?"

"what do you know?"

"Your car accident..."

"That's it?" Lin Zhongyue saw that her eyes were red, but her heart softened after all. "I have explained it countless times. It was an accident. Do you have anything else to say?"

Kong Daixue raised her head to meet her eyes, as if her eyes could peer into her heart, she could not lie or hide from her, she gritted her teeth and confessed honestly, "I met your little uncle!"

Lin Zhongyue smiled in satisfaction. Although she was still concerned and uncomfortable, she was still satisfied with Kong Daixue's full confession. She propped her cheeks and asked with a straight face, "Well, what did you say?"

Kong Daixue understood that this was a grand banquet. After thinking about it carefully, she stared at Lin Zhongyue's face and said solemnly, "I came back because of your little uncle's arrangement. Our meeting was neither accidental nor God's will. Your waiting...just... "

"It's just that he pities me."

Kong Daixue paused, she was speechless, she could only hang her head in silence.

"I'm sorry." Lin Zhongyue held the transparent glass cup and said, "I may have changed the trajectory of your life. I didn't expect my little uncle to do this."

"I... didn't mean that!" Kong Daixue wanted to explain something.

"It's okay, it's the truth." Lin Zhongyue smiled understandingly, twirled her fingertips around the mouth of the cup, and said softly, "I also knew about this not long ago. What's more surprising is that you knew about this before me .I understand that you concealed me to take care of my emotions, but I still feel a little annoyed."

Seeing that her reaction was not so decisive, Kong Daixue felt a little relieved, "I didn't mean to hide from you on purpose. Your little uncle said that I might cause you...lost something important..."

Lin Zhongyue frowned, and said angrily, "You were brainwashed by him too!?"

"Listen to me first." Kong Daixue waved her hands to appease Lin Zhongyue, and continued to explain, "But, I am not with you because of guilt and sympathy! But your little uncle is right to worry about one thing. I may not be a People who are worthy of your entrustment. Even if you don’t mind those bad things, I also mind! I’m afraid that you don’t trust me, and I hate you for imagining unnecessary burdens on yourself. Don’t say you can’t! You were right just now I apologize…"

After Lin Zhongyue listened quietly, she asked, "Is that why you hid it from me?"

Kong Daixue nodded, "I just don't want you to think too much."

"Well, I reluctantly accept this reason." Lin Zhongyue was silent for a while before she looked up at Kong Daixue and said, "I thought you only knew about the car accident back then, but I didn't expect you to know so much. "

Kong Daixue suddenly felt a chill rushing up her forehead, and she was so embarrassed that she had nowhere to escape.Can she say that she still knows some things that she shouldn't know! ?

"Don't be nervous!" Lin Zhongyue said amusedly, "I didn't think about it or blame you. It's just that I've been thinking about something."

Kong Daixue took a sneak peek. She felt very friendly when she saw the waiter. She wished that the next one would be serving the food. "It's not that I don't want to ask you, it's just... I just want to make your life more comfortable and less troublesome."

Lin Zhongyue burst out laughing, shook her head and said, "Is there anything between you and me that you can't say or ask? It's your attitude that makes me very helpless. I'm not afraid of broken porcelain, even if I have a disability now, You must take good care of me like this? You are so stupid that you work out every day after work!"

"How can I! I also need to exercise!" Kong Daixue argued, although she had good intentions, she was always afraid of hurting Lin Zhongyue's self-esteem.

"Don't make excuses, you are not suitable for lying at all?" Lin Zhongyue reached out and pinched Kong Daixue's cheek, her brows were gentle, without any trace of anger, "Thank you."

With her pinching her face and her soft voice, Kong Daixue's doubts and apprehensions disappeared immediately, "Thank you. I really want to spend my life with you. I really don't know how to make your little girl feel happy." Uncle trusts me and worries about you..."

"Are you worried that I'm depressed again? If you can't think about it or can't sleep, take sleeping pills?"

Unexpectedly, Lin Zhongyue said it so directly. Kong Daixue was worried about the half bottle of sleeping pills and panicked about the window that had been welded with iron bars. She nodded and said, "Yes..."

Lin Zhongyue sighed, "My little uncle...he is very powerful. You'd better not confront him head-on. In the future, you can just respond to what he says. Only I can handle his bad temper."

Seeing Lin Zhongyue bring up Zhang Shouchun with a serious look, she said mischievously, "Your bad temper can only be handled by me?"

Lin Zhongyue raised her eyebrows, "Am I very bad-tempered?"

"Very good, I just didn't expect you to be so... black-bellied. Repeatedly repeat my words."

"If you don't do this, can you confess?" Lin Zhongyue said very confidently.

"But it's not necessarily that you confess to me..." Kong Daixue complained.

Lin Zhongyue flattened her mouth and said, "Come and ask me what you want to know later, okay? There are some things that I really don't know how to talk to you about."

There are some things that Kong Daixue understands very well. The dozens of materials are full of shocking things. She can't talk to Lin Zhongyue directly about these issues, but she feels that it is always a barrier between the two. Lin Zhongyue is too much. Passive, she is timid now, and can't take the initiative, she can't help but sigh deeply, "Are you tired?"

Lin Zhongyue was stunned for a moment, then replied, "Tired."

"I've never been so serious. I'm worried but happy every day. I'm just not used to caring about a person's feelings. I don't know how to be a person who can make you and your family feel at ease. I'm very troubled by this." As she said that, Kong Daixue felt a little wronged.

"To be honest, I'm also very afraid of this now." Lin Zhongyue smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's like raising an eagle as a canary. So since you said you want to be with me, I have been repeating Thinking if it's my fault for putting chains on someone like you who loves freedom."

"It's not a question of right or wrong. Even if you're not with you, there will always be problems!" Kong Daixue was a little anxious, and just when she was about to refute Lin Zhongyue's point of view, the food she ordered was brought by the waiter Now, looking at the familiar dishes, she said leisurely, "This is the dish I ordered when I was waiting for you that day. It's exactly the same. I know where your guilt comes from, just like you know that some of my emotions must be adulterated. Such emotions. Don't be too stubborn, okay? Even if we are all at fault, as long as we are together, no matter what happens, we can always be forgiven."

Lin Zhongyue didn't expect her to say that. After thinking for a while, she gradually felt relieved, "Do you know why I asked you to come here for dinner today?"

"If you can guess a little, you probably want to talk to me." Kong Daixue shrugged.

"Miss Kong, let's get to know each other again." Lin Zhongyue stretched out her hand, "My name is Lin Zhongyue. I have been in a car accident and have been depressed. I have nothing to like but I have liked you for a long time. Would you like me?"

Tears fell disobediently and fell on the tablecloth, and the grievances and exhaustion were smashed with the tears. She held it up and said, "Hello, my name is Kong Daixue. I would like to like you, but I would rather love you. Ms. Lin, what are you doing today? It was really surprising."

Lin Zhongyue smiled and said, "Miss Kong, accidents will happen frequently in the future."

"That's great, life won't be boring in the future."

"Not only will it not be boring, but it will also make you burn out." Lin Zhongyue wiped away the tears on her face and said, "Do you know? My mother died of dystocia in a ravine when she gave birth to me, so my father didn't like it very much. Me. Since I was a child, my little uncle attended the parent-teacher meeting for me. He is the younger brother adopted by my parents in name, and he is like a patron saint to me. It’s just that I know that he doesn’t just want to take care of me. He adored my mother."

Kong Daixue was startled in her heart. It turned out that she knew about this matter, and it was normal to think about it carefully, "Don't talk about it, this kind of thing is understandable..."

"It doesn't matter, you will know sooner or later, and you should know." Lin Zhongyue shrugged and continued, "From childhood, no one except my uncle celebrated my birthday, because on that day, they all went to visit my mother. It's just that One day, when I secretly went to the cemetery, I found my little uncle... crying, crying alone. So far, although he has hidden everything, every time he sees me through me, he looks like another person. I also understand what's going on. It's not just a matter of seniority. Even if the little uncle keeps a strict distance, I can't possibly overstep. However... In the past two years, he has obviously become domineering and even strict. get tough..."

"You mean that he...has that kind of meaning for you?!" Kong Daixue was taken aback when she heard that, although his information had mentioned his feelings for Lin Zhongyue's mother in two strokes, based on guesswork It is not an exaggeration to know Zhang Shouchun's admiration, but if he still has unreasonable thoughts about Lin Zhongyue, it would be outrageous!

Lin Zhongyue gave Kong Daixue a blank look, "Maybe I was thinking too much, but I didn't expect him to get you back. Even if he promised not to touch you, I was worried. I really don't want him to intervene, but But his news channels are too wide."

"So you've been worried about me." Kong Daixue suddenly felt warm in her heart. She took Lin Zhongyue's hand with both hands and said, "Am I so easy to bully? If I don't kill me, I will fight back and show him!"

Lin Zhongyue shook her head, "You don't know how ruthless my little uncle is, because he is a lawyer and secretly met a lot of people, and he was able to get away with his ruined reputation. Sometimes, I feel that he is strange and scary."

"What are you afraid of? I don't think he is as scary as you said!" Kong Daixue thought of the sharp eyes under the gold-rimmed glasses.

"Since I've been like this..." Lin Zhongyue looked at the scar on the right hand held by Kong Daixue and said, "He has become sensitive and irritable. So I may be sorry for you, let alone bear his anger innocently, and hinder me I can't blame him for the issue of seniority. But I will do my best to protect you."

"Elder... You can't die if you say a few words." Kong Daixue looked at Lin Zhongyue shyly and said, "It's just... don't think too much about playing unrequited love!"

"..." Lin Zhongyue was speechless, and then said, "After careful calculation, there is no blood relationship, and it is not considered incest."

"Hey!" Kong Daixue stood up and sat down beside Lin Zhongyue, shaking Lin Zhongyue's arm, "You are not allowed to wear a cuckold for me!"

Lin Zhongyue glanced at the strangers who were staring at her, her cheeks blushed, she pushed away Kong Daixue's hand and whispered, "I'm just joking."

"This kind of joke is not funny!" Kong Daixue saw that she kept dodging, her face was red, she was really cute, she pinched her chin, turned her head over her bag, and gnawed on her soft lips.

"You, can you pay attention to the influence!" Lin Zhongyue pushed Kong Daixue's hand away, "Sit back quickly."

"You look so cute when you're shy! When can you eat..." Kong Daixue approached Lin Zhongyue's rosy ear, bit it lightly, then ran back to sit on the opposite side, looking serious.

Lin Zhongyue glared at her, knowing that she was easily shy but always teasing herself like this, when will she be able to eat the following topic!She pointed to the steak, "Because of your little tricks behind your back, you have nothing to eat today! I asked you to order this for me!"

"..." Kong Daixue looked at the oil spots still bouncing on the stone plate, and the steak was steaming, she swallowed and said, "Okay, I'll accept the punishment and I'll cut it for you."

Seeing her hard work, Lin Zhongyue secretly thanked herself for being rational, and choosing this not-so-good time to be frank could be regarded as a reassurance for the two of them.

"When can I eat you?" Kong Daixue lowered her head and muttered softly.

"..." Seriously, it took only three seconds!Why was she always thinking about these things in her head, Lin Zhongyue said angrily, "It doesn't seem very good to have a relationship right after we first met!"

Kong Daixue raised her head, her eyes completed the crescent shape and said, "Your birthday is it! When is your birthday?"

Is there still a set time for this! ?Lin Zhongyue replied angrily, "I won't tell you."

"Then I know too." Kong Daixue knew that it was hard for her to tell, even if Lin Zhongyue was ascetic, she was not Plato!She cut it one by one, and said slowly, "My dear~ You said that the days are long, and my eyes turned blue when I saw you changing clothes. You are not Plato, so you can have no desires? You are afraid that you will be satisfied on it. Can’t you miss me? Are you afraid that your right hand won’t work? Let me tell you, if your right hand can’t work, can your left hand still work? Don’t you have a mouth if your left hand doesn’t work? Let’s buy one on Taobao…”

"Kong Daixue! Shut up!" Lin Zhongyue patted the table, blushing and dripping blood, even her neck was stained.

Kong Daixue was startled, the knife and fork almost fell to the ground, she stared at Lin Zhongyue, who was ashamed and angry, and burst out laughing, "Okay, okay, don't be angry."

Lin Zhongyue was so angry that she couldn't do anything about her. She looked around at the people who were looking at her, bit her lips and said, "It's my birthday on the 23rd of this month."

"Ah?" Kong Daixue was stunned for a while before she understood what was going on, and instead she became embarrassed, "I'm not in a hurry to have sex with you... but I'm afraid you'll be overwhelmed. If you want to be really cold, don't force it!"

"..." Lin Zhongyue touched the scar on her hand, looked at Kong Daixue sadly and muttered in a low voice, "Looking at you running naked at home every day to seduce people, who can be cold?"

"You still say, isn't this all to hint at you?"

"What hint... You, you cut it up quickly. I'm hungry!"

"I'll cut it for you right away." Kong Daixue glanced at her and said with a serious face, "Honestly, you have a great mouth, do you know that?"

"You...you say one more word and I'm leaving!"

Seeing that Lin Zhongyue's face turned dark, Kong Daixue hurriedly silenced, who said that praising the sexual ability of the spouse at the right time would make the relationship harmonious with the incident!Which bastard said that!What can she do for a wife who is about to leave after a disagreement!

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