Fight for Peace and Love

Bai Luoluo sat in the sleeping cabin in a daze.

The nutrient solution had been vented, and he woke up from his sleep, but he still sat motionless, his mind in a mess.

The memory before death is so clear, Li Qianqian's wail, Motuo's roar, Li Guanshan's silent tears.It seemed that the rose frozen in time appeared before his eyes again, as well as the endless sand dunes and the sporadic greenery on the sand dunes. Before his trees became forests, he had already left.

Bai Luoluo didn't know how long he sat there, until someone knocked gently on the door outside, and he woke up like a dream.

"Who?" Bai Luoluo asked.

"Luo Luo?" It was Li Qian's voice. He was in charge of logistics in the Shehe Bureau, so he knew that Bai Luoluo had returned from the mission world early in the morning.

"You." Hearing Li Qian's voice, Bai Luoluo barely felt familiar with this world. He reached out and wiped his face, and said in a low voice, "What's the matter..."

Li Qian said, "You haven't taken a shower yet?"

Bai Luoluo said: "No..." He slowly stood up from the dormant cabin, walked to the bathroom and said, "I'll go right away."

"Okay, I'll wait for you outside." Li Qian said.

The warm water was poured over his head, warming his icy skin. Looking at himself in the mirror, Bai Luoluo suddenly felt a little strange.He stretched out his hand and touched the icy mirror, and his fingertips felt icy cold.

"Am I really back..." Bai Luoluo asked, then suddenly came back to his senses, his face turned pale - he realized what kind of question he had asked.

After quickly taking a shower, Bai Luoluo got dressed and went out, and saw Li Qian who was waiting by the door.

Li Qian looked at Bai Luoluo's face and said worriedly, "Luoluo, are you alright?"

Bai Luoluo shook his head, "I'm fine."

Li Qian said, "Are you hungry? Let's go eat something first?"

"No." Bai Luoluo said, "I want to go back to sleep first." There was no expression on his face, and his whole body was showing a strong tiredness.

Li Qian opened his mouth, but he didn't try to persuade him anymore.

Bai Luoluo went back to the unit's dormitory alone. He sat on the bed, but he still felt very uncomfortable.

He got an A+ for this task, but when the system announced it, he found that what he felt was not joy, but sadness.His memory is still covered by the sadness of that world. When he closes his eyes, he can even recall the grief-stricken expressions of the people in that world when they faced his death.

And this world is just the tip of the iceberg.

Bai Luoluo remembered so many worlds he had been to.Although the memory of those worlds has been blurred, he can still vaguely feel that he has forgotten something very important.

The next day, Li Qian came to Bai Luoluo and asked him to do an emotional analysis.

After a moment of silence, Bai Luoluo firmly rejected Li Qian's proposal.

Li Qian was obviously surprised, he said, "Luo Luo—"

Bai Luoluo said, "I don't want to do it."

"What did you encounter in that world?" Li Qian said, "You..."

Bai Luoluo was sitting on the bed with his head down, but when he heard Li Qian's question, he raised his eyes slightly, and said, "Li Qian, tell me, what exactly does the Shehe Bureau do?"

Li Qian was speechless.

Bai Luoluo said: "You told me that it was to bring love to other worlds, so what became of that love after I left?"

Li Qian said, "Luo Luo..."

Bai Luoluo said: "You go, I want to be alone for a while."

Li Qian frowned, he hesitated to speak, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Bai Luoluo was supposed to do emotional analysis, but he didn't, not only didn't, he didn't plan to do it either.Although he is a gentle person, he also has his own persistence.

Bai Luoluo took a breath, found a phone number from his mobile phone, and dialed it without much hesitation.

The phone was connected quickly, and Yang Yedu's voice came over.

Yang Yedu said, "Hello."

Bai Luoluo said, "Hello..."

Before he said anything, Yang Yedu said: "Your task is over, the rating is A"

Although Bai Luoluo was a little surprised, he still responded with a hmm.

"Come here." Yang Yedu said the address, his tone was full of carelessness, "Be careful."

Bai Luoluo hung up the phone, got dressed and went out.

The place Yang Yedu told Bai Luoluo should be his residence. In the outer suburbs, it would take about an hour and a half to get there by taxi.

Bai Luoluo was sitting in a daze in the taxi, probably because his face was too ugly, the taxi driver asked him if he was not feeling well.

Bai Luoluo said, "No, I'm fine, but I'm a little tired."

"Oh, you young people." The driver said, "Don't focus on making money, the body is the capital of the revolution."

Bai Luoluo agreed with a smile.

The place Yang Yedu mentioned was a villa complex, and Bai Luoluo found the house number Yang Yedu mentioned.His mind was a little messed up, but deep down he felt that he had touched something crucial, and Yang Yedu would definitely be able to solve his doubts.

Not long after Bai Luoluo rang the doorbell, Yang Yedu came to open the door for him.

I have to say that Yang Yedu is a very handsome young man, but compared with Bai Luoluo's gentle temperament, he feels more arrogant and less approachable.

"Come in." Yang Yedu seemed to have just woken up, he yawned, scratched his messy hair and sat back in the living room.

Bai Luoluo changed his shoes, walked slowly to the sofa in the living room and sat down.

Yang Yedu poured hot water for Bai Luoluo and said, "There is no drink at home, so just drink it."

Bai Luoluo didn't mind this so much, he hummed and held the cup in his hand.

"You just finished the task, right? Have you done the emotional analysis?" Yang Yedu said.

Bai Luoluo shook his head and said, "I haven't done it yet."

"Why didn't you do it?" Yang Yedu raised his eyebrows.

Bai Luoluo licked his dry lips, with tiredness lingering between his eyebrows, he said, "I... don't think that's very good."

Yang Yedu said, "Then are you planning to resign?"

Bai Luoluo didn't speak for a while, and finally nodded slightly.

Yang Yedu said, "Very good."

Bai Luoluo said, "I have something to ask you." He said, "Can you give me the answer?"

Yang Yedu looked at Bai Luoluo, and said slowly, "Say everything you know, and talk endlessly."

Bai Luoluo took a deep breath and asked the question that had been entangled in his mind for a long time. He said, "What exactly does Shehe Bureau do?"

Yang Yedu did not answer Bai Luoluo's question directly. He said, "Do you know that a few years ago, a staff member of the Shehe Bureau committed suicide by jumping off a building because he couldn't distinguish between reality and the mission world."

Bai Luoluo said he knew.

Yang Yedu continued to talk carefully, saying: "This is the consequence of not doing emotional analysis. Although the name of emotional analysis sounds like extracting emotions, it is actually not at all. It is just a stupid method. Temporarily seal up the memories related to emotions. Why do people have to cross Naihe Bridge and Meng Po Tang after death? Because people are fragile creatures, and a body cannot carry so many intense emotions.”

Every task is equivalent to a death, and the emotional precipitation is the low-quality Meng Po soup. The reincarnated people who cannot drink Meng Po soup will sooner or later be driven crazy by the intense emotions of life after life.

Bai Luoluo suddenly understood.

"The Shehe Bureau, as the name suggests, is an institution for maintaining social harmony." Yang Yedu continued, "There are some people in the world who are smarter and more capable than others, but suffer from incurable diseases—they feel No emotion." He laughed when he said this, "To put it bluntly, we are their medicine."

Bai Luoluo thought of something, his expression was struck by lightning.

"It can even be said too much..." He raised Bai Luoluo's chin with his hand, his eyes were full of pity, "We are not even medicine, but the dregs after use."

Bai Luoluo's lips were pursed pale, and he had already thought of someone from Yang Yedu's words.

Seeing Bai Luoluo's expression, Yang Yedu burst out laughing, and said, "You are so cute... well, I just made the situation serious. In fact, not everyone is as devoted as we are." to do the task."

Bai Luoluo's expression improved slightly, and he asked puzzledly, "What do you mean?"

"When you enter the mission world, you can indeed play a role, but this role is not necessarily a lover." Yang Yedu sighed, "It can also be a parent, teacher, friend or even a colleague. In short, everyone is different."

Bai Luoluo couldn't believe it, he said, "Not every world will fall in love with the mission target?"

Yang Yedu said: "Of course not." He said, "Of course there is an iron rule, that is, as long as there is a task evaluation above A+, it must have a physical relationship with the task target."

After he said this, he looked a little strange, as if he was holding back a smile: "Well, you have so many A+ evaluations...it must be hard work."

Bai Luoluo's face turned red. The worst thing was obviously not only known to Yang Yedu, but anyone who knew the criteria would know that he did what he did in the mission and the goal of the mission...

Yang Yedu thinks that Bai Luoluo's appearance is so cute, even he feels affection for him, so it's no wonder that someone couldn't wait to do something to Bai Luoluo.

Yang Yedu said: "Have you already guessed who you are serving?"

Bai Luoluo nodded.

"Actually, I also served him." Yang Yedu shrugged.

Bai Luoluo said in disbelief: "You also entered his world?"

"Yes." Yang Yedu's expression was not very good, he said, "I went in and fought with him, and then he killed me."

Bai Luoluo: "..."

Yang Yedu said: "Let me tell you this, Qin Baichuan's task has been taken on by many people, but you are the only one who succeeded, and the way the others died was miserable. He is not as gentle and refined as he appeared in front of you. Be considerate." Qin Baichuan was the most difficult bone in the Shehe Bureau, and he didn't know how Bai Luoluo gnawed him down.

Bai Luoluo didn't know what to say.

"We still have a lot of colleagues." Yang Yedu continued to talk to Bai Luoluo about science, "Most of their grades are below B, and C and D are normal, but because of this, even if they come out of the mission world, they can't There is no need to do emotional analysis - because these emotions are not strong and will not have much impact on their lives, for example, you and Qin Baichuan have been colleagues for a lifetime, will you never forget him?"

Bai Luoluo half understood what he heard.

Yang Yedu said too many things, and it would probably take a lot of time for Bai Luoluo to digest them all.

"The person who jumped off the building was because he didn't express his emotions." Yang Yedu said, "He couldn't forget the intense emotions in the mission world, and there was an accident in the mission world, so he died..."

Bai Luoluo said, "I...understand."

"Resign." Yang Yedu said, "You are still young, and you have earned enough money. There is no need to stay here any longer."

Bai Luoluo said: "Qin Baichuan... until these things?"

Yang Yedu said, "Of course he knows."

The two were talking when the doorbell suddenly rang.

Bai Luoluo saw Yang Yedu's expression change slightly, showing a little bit of helplessness. He waited for the doorbell to ring several times before getting up and opening the door.

"Dudu." The person standing at the door was someone Bai Luoluo knew. He had met him at Qin Min's wedding, and his name seemed to be Yan Zuofei.

"What are you doing here?" Yang Yedu frowned, his attitude a little irritable.

"I bought some vegetables for you to eat." Yan Zuofei's tone seemed to be coquettish, but he quickly noticed Bai Luoluo sitting in the room, and he said, "Hey, are you chatting with a friend?"

Yang Yedu said angrily: "Don't appear in front of me, I don't want to see you—"

Yan Zuofei stretched out his hand to hold Yang Yedu's wrist, and he said softly: "Dudu, don't make me angry."

Bai Luoluo saw Yang Yedu's expression change with his own eyes, and in the end he didn't say anything, and let Yan Zuofei enter the room.

Bai Luoluo said: "Then I'll take my leave first..." He was about to leave, but Yan Zuofei said: "I'll cook today, if you don't mind, stay here for a light meal."

Bai Luoluo was about to decline, but Yan Zuofei said with a smile: "My Dudu family doesn't have many friends, you should be one of them?"

Bai Luoluo wanted to say that he had only met Yang Yedu a few times, but after thinking about it, he still didn't say that.

At Yan Zuofei's kind invitation, Bai Luoluo stayed for this lunch.

Yang Yedu's expression was not very good when Yan Zuofei entered the house, he went to the kitchen halfway, and his expression was even worse when he came out.

However, Bai Luoluo noticed that there were a few red marks on the base of his ears, and his lips were also swollen.

Bai Luoluo quickly looked away and pretended not to see it, but Yang Yedu lit a cigarette and said slowly, "Did you see it?"

Bai Luoluo hummed in a low voice.

Yang Yedu said: "This is the relationship between me and him."

Bai Luoluo said: "You voluntarily...?"

Yang Yedu said: "It was not voluntary at the beginning, but it's okay now." He scratched his hair and said lazily, "At least the skills are good, and we can make do with it."

Bai Luoluo was embarrassed to hear that.

Yang Yedu looked at Bai Luoluo's shy appearance, smiled, and said, "Oh, I really like your type more..."

Bai Luoluo: "..." Don't make fun of me, friend.

The lunch was sumptuous, and Bai Luoluo didn't expect Yan Zuofei's craftsmanship to be so good.This table is obviously Yang Yedu's favorite dish, but he still eats a little absent-mindedly.

Finally, Yan Zuofei put down his chopsticks, asked in a gentle voice, "Dudu, do you have a bad appetite today?"

Yang Yedu said, "Yes."

Yan Zuofei said, "What happened?"

Yang Yedu said indifferently: "It's nothing."

Yan Zuofei laughed, and said, "Okay." He didn't ask any more questions.

Bai Luoluo who had this meal was quite uncomfortable.Although Yan Zuofei didn't ask him any questions at the dinner table, his eyes kept examining Bai Luoluo.Bai Luoluo didn't understand the meaning of this gaze at first, but when the meal was about to end, he suddenly realized.That is the gaze of observing the item, measuring the value, use and cost performance of the item.No wonder Bai Luoluo felt uncomfortable.

After eating, Bai Luoluo left in a hurry.

However, I don't know if it was his illusion. When he closed the door, he seemed to hear Yang Yedu's suppressed moan.

Bai Luoluo was going to go home, but he didn't expect that when he went downstairs, he saw Qin Baichuan.

Both the license plate number and model of Qin Baichuan's car were very conspicuous, Bai Luoluo couldn't help admitting his mistake, but he was still stunned for a while, until Qin Baichuan pushed the door and got out of the car.

"Luo Luo." Qin Baichuan called Bai Luoluo's name.

"Baichuan, why are you here?" Bai Luoluo was quite comfortable getting along with Qin Baichuan before, but after he knew that Qin Baichuan was his mission target, he didn't know what to do. attitude.

"I'm afraid something will happen to you." Qin Baichuan said, "Get in the car."

Bai Luoluo hesitated for a moment, then sat in the co-pilot.

The car was filled with a strong smell of cigarettes, and there were more than a dozen cigarette butts in the ashtray. I don't know how long Qin Baichuan had been waiting for Bai Luoluo here.

Qin Baichuan was not in a hurry to drive, he said, "What did Yang Yedu tell you?"

Bai Luoluo lowered his eyes and said, "A lot."

Qin Baichuan said: "Then you know?"

Bai Luoluo said, "Yes."

Qin Baichuan said: "Luo Luo." The tone of his barking was quite complicated, and Bai Luoluo seemed to be choking when he heard it.

"Luo Luo, I really like you." Qin Baichuan said, "I've never liked anyone before, and I don't know how to express it."

Bai Luoluo said, "Do you really like me?"

Qin Baichuan said, "Yes."

Bai Luoluo's eyes fell out of the window, but the light in his eyes was a little wandering. He said, "Then do you like me in reality, or me in the mission world?"

Qin Baichuan said: "I—"

Bai Luoluo interrupted him and said, "You don't have to rush to answer."

Qin Baichuan frowned, he felt that something was wrong with Bai Luoluo's emotions, his eyes were also scattered, and he didn't even want to look directly into his eyes.

"You can think about it, do you like this me, or are you just influenced by the mission world." Bai Luoluo spoke slowly but firmly, he said, "In the real world, I'm just nothing. He is just a civil servant with a useful purpose, very different from you..." He is as ordinary as the flowers and plants on the street, not gorgeous, not special, and he has never been able to understand why Qin Baichuan suddenly became interested in him, but now this doubt is finally over. untied.

The partner Bai Luoluo is looking for is not the kind of partner who is exciting for a while, but the lover he is looking for is someone who can accompany him for a lifetime.

Qin Baichuan understood Bai Luoluo's meaning, put his hand on the steering wheel, and did not speak.For a moment, the atmosphere in the car seemed to freeze.

In the end, Bai Luoluo broke the silence and said, "Please take me back, please."

Qin Baichuan didn't say a word, and started the car directly.

The communication between them has always been full of tacit understanding, and there has never been such an embarrassing and almost hopeless silence.

Bai Luoluo is soft-tempered, but he will not compromise on certain things, such as choosing someone to accompany him for the rest of his life.

"The house has been renovated." When Bai Luoluo was about to get out of the car at the destination, Qin Baichuan said suddenly, "Let's take a look sometime."

Bai Luoluo nodded and thanked Qin Baichuan.

"Bai Luoluo." Qin Baichuan said, "I know you won't believe anything I say now, so give me some time to prove it."

Bai Luoluo said, "OK."

Qin Baichuan nodded and drove away.

Bai Luoluo watched him leave.

Real life is so plain, there are not so many thrilling adventures, and there are no bloody love and hatred.So whether the relationship will also become flat, Bai Luoluo can't think of it, so he doesn't think about it.

For the next few days, Bai Luoluo stayed alone.

The bureau's subsidy has also come down, but the amount is still staggeringly large.But Bai Luoluo also guessed the source of this subsidy, presumably it was the labor fee Qin Baichuan gave him through the Social Security Bureau.

After taking the money, Bai Luoluo handed over a letter of resignation to the Shehe Bureau.

The director obviously didn't expect that Bai Luoluo would resign suddenly, and the reaction was a little surprised. He asked Bai Luoluo about problems at work,

Bai Luoluo said: "Director, you told me at the beginning that I came to the mission world to spread positive thoughts, right?"

"That's right," said the chief.

Bai Luoluo said: "Then I may not be able to do it now, because my thinking has gone wrong."

The director was stunned. He felt that today's Bai Luoluo was different from usual. He said, "What's the problem?"

"Is it a problem to kill the mission target?" Bai Luoluo asked coldly.

The chief was dumbfounded.

Bai Luoluo didn't say much, turned around and left.

The director wanted to call Bai Luoluo to stop, but the words came to his lips, but he couldn't say them out. He hesitated for a moment, and still dialed a number.

The person on the other end of the phone listened to his narration, and said calmly: "Don't approve the resignation letter, and let him do the rest."

The director can only say yes.