I secretly liked you for the past ten years

Rewind the time an hour ago.

Wang Ziwen stared at Shen Ling in confusion, and said, "What do I know? Oh, you said you knew each other before? Yes, we met when we were filming, not recently..."

Shen Ling was really about to break down, and said frantically, "Members of the university film club, every meeting sits in the first row, staring at you as if staring at a steak, the eyes are so hot that I can't stand it, just looking at it Curved... No, you really don't remember it?"

Wang Ziwen blinked innocently, and said sullenly, "Did you remember wrongly, what the film club said... just wait!" Wang Ziwen was startled suddenly, and said in a trembling voice, "You said he, he is also from our school?! "

Shen Ling said with disgust, "Why don't you say anything?"

Countless thoughts flashed through Wang Ziwen's mind at once, but in the end he only boiled it down to one sentence: Could this... be a coincidence?

The person who vowed to catch up with me and stay with me for the rest of his life finally came to me. Is this really... a coincidence?

Wang Ziwen felt the sound of his heart beating suddenly louder, and the emotions of anticipation and frustration spread in his chest in a very chaotic manner. He was stunned again, thinking blankly: If that person really came for himself, then why did he come here for him? Time... But you don't recognize yourself?

Suddenly, I thought of what Du Ningxiu said: "What those people said was too harsh. He couldn't bear it, so he dropped out of school."

Wang Ziwen took it for granted at the time that it was because Maomao was found out that he liked things about him and was regarded as a monster in that backward small town, so he was bullied and abused.It was also because of this that Wang Ziwen was reluctant to ask those things back then, and he was reluctant to let Mao Xiaoyu recall those things, so he pretended not to recognize him, and wanted to start all over again.

But at this moment, he suddenly had an intuition: Is it really just because of that kind of thing?Is it really just because he likes himself that he will be rejected by everyone?

Could it be... Is there any other reason, so cruel that even he can't contain himself, so he shrank into the shell, and didn't dare to step forward to recognize himself for two whole years?

The prince thought for a while, then suddenly asked, "I really can't remember, you... tell me again, did Mao Xiaoyu say anything to me? Did we have any contact before?"

Shen Ling shook his head, and suddenly sighed, "That kid is a coward. Every time he organizes an event, he sits in the first row. He is more active than anyone else in his work. He also pays special attention to promoting your movie, making posters and banners, etc. It’s all rushing to do it, but you don’t know it, and I think he... didn’t want you to know.” Shen Ling paused, and seemed to be a little emotional, “That’s why I always remember him, to be honest Yes, among the people I have met, he should be the one who liked you the most in college. But he never asked for credit in front of you, right? He just likes you secretly, and is the first when you need someone Go ahead... He might also hope that you can have an impression of him, but it's a pity that you are basically not in school after the first semester of your junior year, and he has no chance to see you."

Shen Ling was silent for a while, then said, "That's why I didn't like him very much when I was in college. I thought you were straight and fine, but don't be led away by him..."

The prince's startled expression gradually faded away, and he lost his expression for a while, and then became dazed after thinking about something. After a while, he restarted the car, stared at the front silently, and didn't speak any more.

"Is this the neighborhood?" Shen Ling got out of the car and frowned, "Isn't this too dilapidated? This is some kind of old earthen building. It looks like it's about to be demolished."

The prince snorted, locked the car, and said, "I'll pick him up in two days."

Walking along the bumpy brick road, the two of them walked towards Mao Xiaoyu's house by the dim street lights. Just after turning a corner, they suddenly heard a man's roar: "...how sincere do you think he is to you?" ? But it’s just for fun, with your body, most people want to play, don’t you know!”

The two stopped subconsciously. Shen Ling took a look with his head, was startled suddenly, and said in disbelief, "Isn't that Liang Shuang? Why is he here?"

There were two people standing under the street lamp, one tall and one short, the tall one faced them, and the short one had his back turned, the two of them didn't see who their backs were facing for a moment, but they subconsciously noticed Liang Shuang.Shen Ling said, "This kid is very promising now. Among the celebrities from our school, you and him are the most famous. I heard that he went to the United States to train in his sophomore year. He went straight to the NBA after graduation. He almost won the MVP last year. I recently heard that he is going back to China for development, and the leaders of the General Administration of Sports have received him, but...how did he come to this ghostly place? Who is the other side?"

Of course Wang Ziwen knew who Liang Shuang was. Basketball was a lump in his heart. Every time he saw the nba basketball game broadcast on the sports channel and saw Liang Shuang's active figure, it was like seeing his own dream in the past.I can't say whether it's uncomfortable or dazed, but I will think of the gentle boy in my memory more, thinking that if those things hadn't happened, would I still be leaping on the court now, and there is the one who is really cheering for him sitting on the court Where are the boys?

He turned his eyes away, pulled Shen Ling's arm, and said, "Let's go, maybe he's here to find someone too, so leave him alone."

Shen Ling groaned, turned to look at Liang Shuang again, and followed Wang Ziwen to leave.Suddenly, another person's trembling voice rang out, "He's not that kind of person!"

Wang Ziwen's footsteps froze suddenly, and he suddenly turned around.

"He doesn't know at all, he doesn't know anything, he's not as messy as you, he doesn't know how to play with everything! He is a very good person, don't insult him here!"

"When the hell have I been messed up since I met you?! You don't care if I mess up or not, do you?"

Shen Ling looked at the two torn figures in shock, glanced at the prince carefully, and said awkwardly, "I almost forgot, Mao Xiaoyu and Shen Ling are in the same class, they seem to be in the same dormitory, right? I'll go to the dormitory I seem to have seen Liang Shuang when I was looking for him..."

When the words fell to the ground, Wang Ziwen's face suddenly changed, and he didn't know what he was thinking, and the veins on his neck burst out.Shen Ling immediately shut up and figured it out: the Mao Mao in Wang Ziwen's memory had promised him that he would accompany him to the top of the world and be his basketball agent.

Shen Ling looked at Liang Shuang, who was now successful and famous, and suddenly felt that the scene in front of him was indescribably ironic.

But Liang Shuang over there was still complaining angrily, "...But let me tell you, people who are clean look down on you! I have never seen anything in the world. When I took off my clothes and saw your male and female body, It’s not a damn thing to run away!”

After the man finished shouting, there was a dead silence between the two of them.Shen Ling was at a loss when he heard this, he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, he turned his head carefully to look at Wang Ziwen, and sure enough, the other party also looked dazed, the bulging veins disappeared, his face was pale and confused .

When Shen Ling was struggling with how to break the deadlock, Wang Ziwen suddenly took a step forward, his teeth seemed to be clenched too tightly, his cheeks were tense, and his muscles were trembling.He approached step by step, finally opened his mouth, and murmured, "What were you... talking about just now?"

Mao Xiaoyu turned around suddenly when he heard the voice, and stared at him in horror. Liang Shuang was also taken aback, but suddenly smiled, pulled Mao Xiaoyu behind him, sneered and mocked, "Long time no see, Daddy!" wit."

Wang Ziwen clenched his fists suddenly, staring at his hand holding Mao Xiaoyu's arm, his gaze also turned cold, "Let him go."

Liang Shuang looked at him amusedly, "What are you, dare to order me?"

Wang Ziwen didn't look at him again, but looked at Mao Xiaoyu who was pale, his tone suddenly softened, looked at him silently and said, "Xiaoyu, come here."

Mao Xiaoyu trembled all over, but suddenly stopped trembling when she heard these four words, she just stared at him blankly, as if some light in her eyes was trembling fiercely.

The prince looked at him for a long time, then suddenly smiled, stretched out his hand towards him, and called him softly, "Little Mao Mao."

Mao Xiaoyu was startled suddenly, as if she couldn't believe what she heard, her pupils froze into a line.

Wang Ziwen took a step forward and waved at him, "I know everything, come here, Mao Mao, let's go back."

let's go back...

Mao Xiaoyu listened blankly to the five words, not knowing what kind of going back he meant, but before he recovered from the shock, the man who had been holding him tightly let go of his hand suddenly. , rushed towards Prince Wendou without warning.

Wang Ziwen was unprepared, and was hit in the face by a punch, and immediately fell to the ground. Both Mao Xiaoyu and Shen Ling screamed and wanted to go up to help him, but he jumped up in an instant, and turned to Liang Shuang. With a heavy punch, he was also thrown away.

The two of them hit each other with red eyes, as if they were desperate, Mao Xiaoyu and Shen Ling went up to fight, the former was fine, but Shen Ling took several punches innocently, and before the fight broke down, he was beaten bruised and swollen.Shen Ling was so angry that he simply let go, and said angrily, "Two fucking bastards, if you want to fight together, what do you mean by hitting me! Pfft! Fuck! Hit me!"

Mao Xiaoyu turned around at a loss, her body was not injured, but her heart was extremely anxious.Seeing that both of them were red-eyed, he didn't intend to stop at all, and suddenly turned his head and ran in the opposite direction, saying as he ran, "If you hit again, I'll find a car and hit me to death!"

It's a pity it's useless, the two are still fighting.

Mao Xiaoyu had no choice but to run back resentfully, thinking of another trick, picked up one and turned around and shouted, "If you hit me again, you will shoot yourself to death!"

Useless, still playing.

Mao Xiaoyu got angry, and with a cruel heart, she really slapped the top of her head.Shen Ling was taken aback and shouted, "Damn it! What are you doing!"

When the words fell to the ground, the two of them stopped fighting, and the top of Mao Xiaoyu's head was also slapped with blood.The prince was shocked and said, "What are you doing!"

Liang Shuang also rushed over angrily, and said angrily, "You are fucking crazy, you!"

Mao Xiaoyu was not stupid, and he didn't shoot hard, but the visual effect was a bit exciting. He grabbed the brick and ran backwards, and said while running, "If you hit me again, I will shoot again. The right side just now, and the left side this time, are exactly symmetrical!"

Wang Ziwen: "..."

Liang Shuang: "..."

Shen Ling: "..."

The two had no choice but to stop, and Mao Xiaoyu stopped ten meters away from them, and threatened with a brick, "You are not allowed to fight!"

Prince Wen: "...you throw it away quickly, don't mess around."

Liang Shuang: "...you fucking have the guts to shoot again, I can't shoot you, idiot!"

Shen Ling clapped his hands leisurely, folded his arms and started watching the show.

When the atmosphere was getting tense, suddenly, an extremely swift figure sprang out from the dark night. Everyone didn't see how the shadow came over. He passed away as soon as he rolled his eyes.

Wang Ziwen, Shen Ling, Mao Xiaoyu: =口=

Wang Ziwen was stunned and said, "Elder brother?"

The visitor glanced at the others noblely and coldly, grabbed Liang Shuang like a chicken with one hand, and carried him on his shoulder with ease, and said coldly, "It's useless, beat such a soft-legged shrimp!" You can't beat it, have you fed everything I taught you to the dog?"

The prince heard it and said, "This...abandoning martial arts for many years..."

The visitor snorted again, stared at him dissatisfiedly for a while, then turned around with Liang Shuang on his shoulders and said, "Who is this thing? Why are they still fighting?"

The prince heard, "Rival in love."

The visitor looked at the person who passed by on his shoulder, and raised his eyebrows, "You have a good face, and you are qualified to be your rival in love."

Wang Ziwen expressed his helplessness to his elder brother who suffered from severe face control, and said speechlessly, "Why did you come here?"

"I can't get through to your mobile phone, so I found it based on the GPS location in your car." The visitor walked over with Liang Shuang on his shoulders as if he was too lazy to talk, and said, "Mom misses you, you go to see her on weekends, I'm flying to Paris tomorrow, so I don't have time to inform you again."

The prince sniffed and nodded, "Understood, you have a good journey."

The man said blankly, "When you take the plane, you fall down with the wind. Are you stupid?"

Wang Ziwen: "...Oh."

Mao Xiaoyu and Shen Ling, who were stunned throughout the whole process, bowed their heads silently and did not speak.

After the man finished what he had to say, he turned around and left, "I found a trash can to throw this thing away, what are you guys doing, let's go."

Mao Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and thought that this person was probably serious. If he said it was a trash can, it might really be a trash can, so he hurriedly stepped forward and said, "That...you, don't really throw it in the trash can! ..."

The man didn't even look at them, and simply threw them on the ground, "Then you can do whatever you want."

Everyone stared at the cool and domineering back and disappeared, Mao Xiaoyu said tremblingly, "Then, that...that is, who is..."

Wang Ziwen shuddered, and said with lingering fear, "My elder brother, Wang Xiao."

Shen Ling said with reverence, "Brother Xiao is still so cool..." Then he looked at Liang Shuang with pity, "Would you die if you kicked by Brother Xiao?"

Mao Xiaoyu was taken aback, and quickly squatted down to check Liang Shuang's breath, and heaved a long sigh of relief, "He's still alive..."

Shen Ling couldn't help laughing, "You are so stupid, can you really kick to death?"

Mao Xiaoyu was embarrassed by the laugh, and stood up awkwardly.Shen Ling shook his head amusedly, knelt down and carried Liang Shuang on his shoulders, and said, "What are you two supposed to do, leave this to me," and then looked back at Mao Xiaoyu, and said, " Don't worry, never throw it in the trash."

Mao Xiaoyu: "..."

Shen Ling hugged Liang Shuang and retreated, leaving Wang Ziwen and Mao Xiaoyu standing in the wind, staring wide-eyed.

Mao Xiaoyu hesitated for a while, looking at Wang Ziwen's half-swollen face, finally couldn't help feeling distressed, and said cautiously, "You have a wound on your face... you were beaten so hard just now, does your body hurt? Why don't you come back to me?" Home, I'll give you some medicine..."

The prince didn't say a word, but still stared at him.

Mao Xiaoyu was at a loss, she didn't dare to speak any more, she stood stiffly and stupidly.

Footsteps finally sounded next to her ears, Mao Xiaoyu was about to look up, but her body was suddenly hugged, very carefully and gently embraced him, and gently took him into her arms.

"Little Momo."

Mao Xiaoyu trembled violently, but did not speak.

Wang Ziwen bowed his head and kissed him, and patted his thin back lightly, "I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you in college, do you blame me?"

Mao Xiaoyu raised her head suddenly and stared at him stupidly.

Wang Ziwen looked at those dark pupils, and lowered his head unbearably, with the bridge of his nose close to the bridge of his nose, less than an inch away from his lips, and his breath covered it.

"You liked me for ten years, didn't you?"

The person in his arms trembled more and more, Wang Ziwen tightened his arms and was silent for a while, then suddenly whispered in his ear, "Actually... I am the same too."

Mao Xiaoyu stared blankly at him, a little confused.

"The Mao Mao in my memory, that chubby little guy, I have also missed and searched for ten years. Do you know? I have also been waiting for you for ten years."

Mao Xiaoyu stared at him in astonishment, she couldn't believe it, but for some reason, her eyes suddenly became moist, "You, you lied, I was... so ugly at that time, how could you like me..."

Wang Ziwen stretched out his thumb to gently wipe his eye sockets, and said softly, "There are too many good-looking people around me, and I never lack good-looking people, understand?"

"..."

"Your place, I like it very much." Wang Ziwen stretched out his hand to cover his chest, and pointed at the place where his heart was, "Actually, I was surprised at that time, you are obviously... more timid than everyone I know, Obviously more timid than girls, but braver and more sincere than everyone I know."

"It's not that no one treats me well. There are too many people who treat me well, but people's hearts are selfish. They treated me well for a while. When they saw that I was lukewarm and didn't respond, they gave up after a long time and forgot about it. .In fact, what they want to protect most is themselves, but you are different, understand?"

"You don't ask for anything, you just want to be nice to me, you just like me with all your heart, like a fool, you run around desperately for me. I deliberately don't respond to you, hit my ball, take your things, and don't follow me. You talk, but you don't care at all, as if I am happy, you are already very happy. You really think that as long as I drink what I like, as long as I am happy, you will be satisfied, You don't need my response at all, you just want me to be good."

"I finally couldn't help it, and wanted to repay you, but you started to treat me better. You took my dream as your dream, cared more than me, worked harder than me, you remember me I kept that little notebook for ten years, and after reading it for ten years, I lost a few pages, and even taped it several times..."

"You are obviously as timid as a squirrel, but why? When you encounter something about me, you are so courageous and work so hard, but you don't expect anything extravagant...Silly boy, how can you be so stupid?"

"Maomao," the prince wiped away the tears that kept pouring out of Mao Xiaoyu's eyes little by little, finally lowered his head, and gently kissed those two trembling lips, "You have tied me up for ten years with your kindness, Let me never forget it. You can't be irresponsible and hide when you tease me, right?"

Mao Xiaoyu cried until her face was blurred, and said in a hoarse voice trembling, "I, I'm not as good as you said, I... I don't deserve to like you at all, and I don't ask for anything in return, because...Because... ...I know I can't ask for it, I can't get it at all, so I don't want to, I just want to, just want you to be happy..."

Wang Ziwen raised his head, the warmth in his eyes gradually dissipated, he stared at him unblinkingly with deep eyes, and said slowly, "Then tell me, why don't you deserve it? You are also in the entertainment circle, you should know, It's perfectly normal to be gay or something, what's wrong with you?"

Mao Xiaoyu trembled even more, and put her head on his chest, holding back her tears again.

"I……"

Mao Xiaoyu slowly raised her hand, and hugged Wang Ziwen's waist little by little, hugging with all her strength, as if hugging for the last time.

"I'm not a normal person..." He closed his eyes tightly, and finally made the most cruel heart, raised Wang Ziwen's hand with trembling hands, and slowly pressed it on his chest, "I'm not a man, nor a woman, I... ...I'm a monster...do you understand?"

The prince trembled violently, feeling something soft protruding from the chest under his palm.He subconsciously withdrew his hand in panic, stared at him in shock, Mao Xiaoyu took a step back, his whole face was hidden in the shadow, and his voice was hoarse and bitter like never before.

"Let's go..." Mao Xiaoyu clenched her fists, letting tears fall on the cold ground, "Senior, thank you for being willing to like me and remember me. I'm very happy, so...so..."

There was dead silence in his ears, so quiet that Mao Xiaoyu could hear the cicadas chirping from the treetops in the distance. He stood there with a dead heart, until the heartache was so painful that there was no more tears to flow, and suddenly he raised his hands, Slowly caressing his face.

Although it was cold and trembling, it still stubbornly caressed his face, and then gently rubbed it gently.

Mao Xiaoyu looked up and saw Wang Ziwen's extremely complicated eyes. Before he had time to understand, he heard the man open his mouth, hesitant to speak, and finally said, "You mean... are you a bisexual?"

Mao Xiaoyu bit her lips tightly, didn't lower her head any more, stared at Wang Ziwen's eyes like masochistic, and nodded slightly tremblingly.

Wang Ziwen stared at him for a long time, but he didn't have any expressions of panic, bewilderment, disgust, or panic as he had imagined. Instead, his face collapsed suddenly, even more so than him, and he said in a daze, "It's over, then I Isn't one month's work in vain?"

Mao Xiaoyu: "...Huh?"

"I used to watch Sora Aoi's... I just borrowed two g of calcium tablets from Shen Ling to study hard... Is this all for nothing?"

Mao Xiaoyu: "..."

Wang Ziwen's eyes flashed, and suddenly he looked relieved, "Oh, no, I've seen both sides, don't they happen to be used? Yes, I have used them all, and I just don't waste any of them, right, right, Don't waste it!"

Mao Xiaoyu: "..."

The prince was pleasantly surprised by the news for a while, then suddenly thought of something, and became dejected again, "But...Maomao, you are the only two, will I not be able to hold on? One up and one down, one front and one back... If you are too tired If you can't do it, don't despise me..."

Mao Xiaoyu: "..."

What the hell... What the hell have I liked in the past ten years? !