I secretly liked you for the past ten years

Mao Xiaoyu's work status is not very good today, it's a bit embarrassing to say, because his one is here.

It is said that when a girl comes there, her temper will become irritable, acne will appear on her face, and some stomachs will hurt if they feel strong.

But he is a little different, it should be said very different, not only not irritable, but also very afraid of seeing people, his usual soft personality has become more submissive, seeing a particularly strong or tall man, instinct He would be very afraid, and he didn't know what he was afraid of. After all, he didn't dare to contact strangers.

I just want to nest in a small corner by myself and make a nest of mushrooms.

But no matter how afraid he was, he would have to get out of the nest. After all, he was helpless and could not be willful, not to mention that he had a daughter who was going to kindergarten to raise and desperately earn money for milk powder.

So he still forced himself to get up, stuffed a tampon under it before going out, and then gritted his teeth and went out to work.

Speaking of which, the old days without tampons were a disaster.

Mao Xiaoyu is intersex, with two complete sets of sex organs. Compared with women, she has two more eggs and a third leg. Compared with men, she has one more hole and two balls of Wangzai steamed buns.

His body organs are so complete that it is extremely rare even among intersex people. The flower hole is not far behind the two testicles, and the female urethra is also hidden in the lip that wraps the secret garden, so in When he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, blood suddenly flowed from below. Although he was terrified for a long time, he could only accept the reality silently after he understood the truth.

But those few days every month are still very painful. The small pillar in front is squeezed and wrapped in the narrow space, and it lasts for four or five days. It hurts him every time, even though his The body has long been good at enduring pain, but this kind of shameful and distorted pain has never been used to it.

So tampons are really the greatest invention in the world.

Although Mao Xiaoyu was so emotional, her face was still flushed every time she stuffed the thing in with her hands, You Qi moved her fingers to point at that place and slowly pushed in, when she lowered her head, she saw something dangling in front of her eyes Dangling back and forth, he couldn't help but want to take a knife and cut that thing up.

He felt that his life was just like this thing, which was ridiculous and redundant. When he was a child, he always had to think of a reason to live so that he could sleep with his eyes closed every night. Now that he has grown up, he has become another little girl. The girl's father is no longer so fragile psychologically, but he is still instinctively afraid of strangers, cautious in everything he does, and has developed a temperament of 12 forbearance and restraint.

It looks like a timid little squirrel who wants to hide in the nest with its pine nuts in its arms, but in order to find food, it still has to poke its head out into the dangerous forest, and stretch out its trembling little paws every day To explore the way, you must move out in small steps to make sure it is safe, and then rush back quickly.

It really is such a soft and cowardly appearance, but there is no way, the habit developed since childhood, I am really afraid of being bullied.

Mao Xiaoyu's biggest dream when he was young was to save money quickly, and when he saved enough, he would go for surgery and become a man or a woman, but he couldn't live like this for a lifetime.But before he had saved enough money, he had a daughter. He had struggled for a long time at the beginning, but in the end he was still reluctant, so he gritted his teeth and gave birth.After giving birth, my health became very poor, I was often sick, and I was not suitable for surgery, so I could only procrastinate. Now my health is better, and for the sake of my precious daughter, the operation can no longer be done.

You can't let your daughter open her eyes and see that her father has become a mother, right?That was too scary.

He couldn't bear his daughter to be like him, who suffered from gossip and bullying when she was young, but couldn't say a word of rebuttal.So he simply comforted himself, thinking that there is nothing wrong with this, anyway, he has spent the past [-] years with this skin in the crowd of men, although there are many inconveniences, but for the sake of his precious girl, it is not a big deal to endure like this for the rest of his life.

When Mao Xiaoyu thinks of her daughter, she becomes very powerful, and even the little squirrel's energy has weakened a lot, turning into a slightly more courageous civet cat, but it is still far from the day-to-day Australian kangaroo he hopes to become in his dream A lot, but... Well, he is still working hard, hard work, it is always a good thing to have a goal.

"Brother Xiaoyu!"

Suddenly a little guy came out from behind, put his arm around his shoulders, and asked worriedly, "You still don't look well today, what's the matter? Does your stomach still hurt?"

Mao Xiaoyu shrank her shoulders subconsciously, and quickly got out of his arms.

He didn't intend to avoid him, but he was afraid that this kid would accidentally touch his chest.

In fact, his breasts are not big, and can be covered with one hand, not to mention that he has a corseted chest that has become Princess Taiping, and he can't find anything abnormal when he touches it, but he is just instinctively afraid.He took a step back, distanced himself from the visitor, and explained with a smile, "It's nothing, I'm just a little tired, I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

The person who came was Su Zhou, and he was his key service... Cough, this is a bit ambiguous. To be precise, it is his golden job.

Mao Xiaoyu is the manager, and Su Zhou is the person he wants to be the manager.This little guy is only 19 years old, but he is very popular. Mao Xiaoyu has always thought that this kid is very magical. He made his debut last year with a reality show, and then only acted in a costume drama. The amazing thing is that this drama has not yet It was released, and it just finished filming yesterday, but Su Zhou's popularity is rising steadily as always. Obviously there is not a single work, but it is inexplicably very popular.

This place in the entertainment industry is so unreasonable. Some people work hard for half their lives without a single blister, and some people can turn red just by brushing their faces. However, Mao Xiaoyu also knows that if only Su Zhou is the child , not just because of his pretty face, there are reasons why fans like him so much.

"Are you almost ready? Uh... so much luggage? Come on, give it to me, and I'll help you carry it."

Mao Xiaoyu said that he was going to pick up Su Zhou's luggage, but the latter lightly pushed him back to his original position: "It's okay, you are not feeling well, how can I let you carry it." Su Zhou shouted Like a strong man, holding a mountaineering bag on each shoulder, and pulling a suitcase in each hand, he straightened his back magnificently, "I can carry two more bags with just this little thing!"

Mao Xiaoyu was dumbfounded, looking at his thin body like a bamboo pole, standing up straight like a little white poplar, she wondered if there was a lump of cotton in her mountaineering bag.

However, they went over and snatched a bag and suitcase, and the two of them each took half of it, talking and laughing, and hurried to the airport.

The filming of the new play is finished, and they are preparing to return.Mao Xiaoyu worked hard for a long time, and when she was finally able to sit comfortably on the plane, her back was drenched with sweat.Su Zhou enthusiastically fanned him with a newspaper, and Mao Xiaoyu smiled and rubbed the little guy's hair.

Su Zhou has a very cheerful personality, occasionally a little crazy, straight-headed, heartless, typical silly and sweet.Mao Xiaoyu was quite relaxed when getting along with him. The two chatted for a while, and Su Zhou suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly took out a red envelope from his arms.

"Here, brother Xiaoyu, the red envelope given by the director last night. You didn't come to the finale banquet, so I specially took one for you."

Mao Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, and asked, "There are no festivals recently, right? What are you doing with red envelopes?"

"The director said that everyone has worked hard, and thank you all for your hard work in the past few months." Su Zhou was very happy when he mentioned the director, and said with dancing, "Director Wang is so kind, I don't understand anything. When I was filming, he was so patient with me, never scolded me, and often gave me pointers, which helped me a lot. Look, this is the script he marked for me, and it was written in great detail. Hey, really What a nice guy."

Mao Xiaoyu pursed her lips and let out an oh.

"Speaking of which, he asked about you yesterday."

Mao Xiaoyu's ears trembled, she subconsciously blinked her eyes twice, and asked slowly, "...ask me what?"

"I just asked why you didn't come. I said you had a stomachache, so he didn't ask." Su Zhou became worried again, "Are you really better? Yesterday the pain made your face turn pale, it's because you ate something wrong What's up?"

Mao Xiaoyu was a little distracted, and it took him a long time to falter and fool him.

Afterwards, I was a little dazed all the way, but I managed to bring Su Zhou home safely.

On the way back to his home, he passed a children's clothing store. Mao Xiaoyu came back to his senses a little bit, thinking of his daughter whom he hadn't seen for several months, he felt better again.The suitcase was filled with all kinds of special snacks and toys that he brought to his daughter. He glanced at the cabinets of the children's clothing store and saw a white dress. He stopped the car and asked the shopping guide for the price.

"Is this dress? Hey, sir, you have a good eye. This is a new style that just came out. The little girl is wearing it very beautifully. It's just 998 just in time for our event."

Mao Xiaoyu thought about it, and unconsciously pursed her mouth, before saying, "Take one, thank you."

On the plane, he counted, and the red envelope given by Director Wang was exactly 1000 yuan.

With the 2 yuan in change, Mao Xiaoyu specially bought a sticker of her daughter's favorite anime character, and then returned with a full load of bags.

Because of work, Mao Xiaoyu often travels on business. When she was not at home, she fostered her daughter in the nanny's house. The family treated her daughter very well and took care of her for several years. Mao Xiaoyu felt at ease.

The nanny knew that Mao Xiaoyu was coming back last night, so she took the child home specially.Mao Wenwen couldn't sit still all day, and would run to the door and squat every few minutes, knocking on the door with puffed cheeks, muttering to her father to come back soon, why didn't her father come back.So when the little guy heard Mao Xiaoyu's footsteps, he pricked up his ears, squatted at the door and widened his eyes. As soon as the door was pushed open, he jumped up like a puppy, with his four paws tightly coiled. on Mao Xiaoyu, opened his mouth and shouted, "Father!"

Mao Xiaoyu hugged her quickly, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but raised, she hugged her coquettish daughter and walked into the door with difficulty step by step, looking at the laughing nanny on the opposite side, she said embarrassedly, "Wenwen is getting heavier and heavier, I have to I can't hold it anymore."

The nanny smiled and went over to take the child down, helped him with the luggage, and said, "I bought so many things again, Wenwen is so happy. Oh, and there is a white dress, it's so pretty."

Mao Wenwen jumped over immediately, her big eyes sparkling, and she shouted happily, "What a beautiful skirt!"

Mao Xiaoyu tapped the tip of her small nose and said with a smile, "Wenwen wears it to see if it fits."

"Uh-huh!"

The nanny took the little girl to change clothes, and she came out after a while.Putting on the new clothes, Mao Wenwen's movements became more elegant, she walked over on tiptoe in small steps, lifted the hem of her skirt and bent over to salute a lady.Mao Xiaoyu laughed, looked back at the nanny and praised, "Look at how well you teach, this is a little princess."

The nanny also smiled and said, "It's still Wenwen's natural beauty, she is beautiful in everything."

Mao Wenwen raised her chin triumphantly, knowing flattery at a young age, she quickly interjected, "The skirt that Dad bought is beautiful, and Wenwen is the only one who is beautiful!"

The nanny laughed even more heartily when she heard this, but Mao Xiaoyu's laughter faltered, as if she was stunned for a moment, and even her eyes became dazed.

But he quickly came back to his senses, looked at the beautiful dress on his daughter, narrowed his eyes, and slowly smiled again.

"Well, yes, Dad bought it for Wenwen."