prince and farmer

"It's so sunny."

"Uh-huh."

"Spring is coming."

"Yeah," the farmer replied, "when spring comes, the weather will be warmer. When it gets warmer, our village will smell of love everywhere."

"Oh really? What about you?"

"I?" The farmer looked at Anu, and smiled slightly, "I don't know, if we meet, we will be together, if we don't, we will continue to wait."

"How did you know you met?"

"I... don't know, I just know."

"Really." Anu was noncommittal, "Do you know? Actually, I have thought about my wife before, but I probably don't have the chance to fall in love freely. My family...my family background...sometimes, actually, I am quite Those of you who envy the people here, at least you are very free, you can do whatever you want, if you like it, you like it, if you don’t like it, you don’t like it. If I were still in the old...that family, I would have been forced to marry a wife and have children, but...no People only care if I like it or not."

The farmer touched Anu's head, "Actually, it's not the same here! Parents must agree, otherwise it won't work. But I... it doesn't matter, after all... I don't have parents." He said Thinking of this, I feel a little disappointed, "My parents have already passed away."

Anu looked up at the farmer and held his hand, "Me too, we... are poor people who share the same disease."

"Poor? I was really pitiful before, but now... I am no longer pitiful." The farmer glanced at Anu secretly, "Do you know what liking is?"

"I don't know." Anu pursed her lips, "I want to live with her and have many children until I die of old age. That should be like this."

"I... think so, you may not know, I already have such a feeling."

"Oh? Is it?"

"Then congratulations." Anu was weary, looking at the white desolation in the distance, he hugged his knees, and suddenly had the urge to cry heartily, "I probably won't have that kind of thought in my life gone."

"Why? Don't be so pessimistic, there will be, there will always be people who think it's good to live with you for a lifetime..." The farmer suddenly grabbed Anu's sleeve excitedly, with sincere eyes, "If I said it, I would feel that way... Do you want to?"

"I..." Anu shook his head, "I..." He was speechless for a while, Anu sighed, "I don't know."

"I don't know what it means?" The farmer's voice was dry. "Well, although this is not what I want to hear, it's better than hearing a negative answer."

"I'm sorry." Anu smiled wryly, "I think you and I should all be looking for women. Although... I know that there is something wrong with my body, but..." He said with difficulty, "After all, I Also a man."

"I know." The farmer also smiled wryly.

There was silence for a while.

"It's getting cold, let's...let's go back." Anu stretched out his hand, his eyes drooped, covering up the panic, "Let's go back, I...my wound hurts a bit, go back and you...help me see ?”

"Anu..." the farmer held down Anu's hand, forcing him to face himself, turned his face, and met his eyes, "Anu, look at me, listen to me, I...I want to treat you well, Don't pretend you didn't hear it. I don't ask you to agree now, so go home and think about it, okay?"

"I..." Anu turned his head, his eyes drifted away, "I...I..."

"Anu, if you feel embarrassed, you don't need to answer me, just nod your head."

"But," Anu straightened his neck, "I...I don't want to shake my head, nor do I want to nod."

"You can think about it for as long as you want. You stay first and think slowly. I want to be with you. The two of us are together. It doesn't matter if we don't have children. I don't care. I... I just want to treat you well "His eyes are as gentle as water, but they seem to hide scorching flames, Anu always feels that his eyes are compelling, and he can't look directly at them.

"I won't stay, I'm sorry, brother Shancun." Anu said suddenly, his eyes were a little sad, "I still have something to do, something that must be done."

"But I listened to your words, you clearly... don't want to go back to that family! You told me that your mother has gone, and so has your father, so you..." The farmer couldn't figure it out, "Why do you want to go back? Go back Fighting for family property? Yes! Here, I can't give you any wealth, honor, or luxury, but I... really want to treat you well, and I will give you whatever you want, as long as I can give it."

"Then do you want to go back with me?" Anu gritted his teeth, raised his head, and said word by word.

"But this... is my home."

"..." Anu was a little angry, but felt that his anger was unreasonable.If you don't want to stay, why do you want the other party to leave with you?

"Anu..." the farmer almost begged and shouted.

"Forget it, let's go back." Anu looked away.

There was no words all the way, every inch of air was oppressive, and the heavy air was sucked into the lungs through breathing, and even the heart... was full of uncomfortable depression.

"Zhila~" the farmer pushed open the door, "I'm home."

"..." Anu remained silent.

"Anu..." the farmer sighed, "You win, I will go with you."

He said to himself again slowly and in a low voice, "It's been so many years, if I have relatives who still remember me, they should have found them long ago." After finishing speaking, he smiled at Anu in relief, "Anu, I will go with you. From now on, you will be me, someone who is closer than relatives."

Anu was silent for a while, "You don't have to force it."

"Anu, you don't understand. Before you came, I made do with myself and passed by. Now that you have come, you have to leave again. I can't go on without me." The farmer relaxed his brows. , let out a soft breath, "Since you don't want to stay, I have no choice but to go with you. Two people, if you want to live on, one of you has to give in. I am willing to give in for you."

Anu was silent, with complicated emotions and mixed feelings.

A week later, Anu's body recovered completely.

Anu closed his eyes, put his hands on his stomach lightly, and gently stroked the shallow and slightly convex marks.The gauze had been removed there, and the wound had healed to form two ugly scars.

Now... the excuse of recovering from injury can no longer be used.

"I'll leave tomorrow." Anu said.

It was already night, and the two of them were lying on the bed, facing each other, with their bodies close together, not daring to leave a gap for the cold wind to pour in. The hot air exhaled by Anu's mouth lightly sprayed on the other's face, and was breathed in by another person. in vivo

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Breathing, lingering together.One breath and one breath, they are so close to each other, but the slight tremor of breathing even shakes the soul.The heart beats faster and the temperature rises.In the cold winter, there is nothing more warm than two bodies hugging without gaps in the bed.

"Tomorrow?"

"Ok?"

"Go back to your old home?"

"I..." Anu couldn't answer.Is it Kyoto?Now it's as dangerous as a tiger's mouth.Yangzhou?Mother is dead, even the brilliant fireworks are cold.

that……

"I don't know." What should I do?I have no idea.

The world is so big?But my home is no longer there.

I have no relatives in the world, let alone a home.

After waiting for a while, there was no follow-up.The farmer understood, "Anu, since you haven't gone out, you should stay."

"For me, or...for yourself."

"Look, you don't have any relatives, and neither do I. You don't have a family, and I'm the only one in my family, and it's not a complete family. You..."

"..."

"Anu...give me a chance."

Anu's eyes were confused, "Two men..."

The farmer was silent, his eyes became a little complicated, he reached out and touched Anu's head, his eyes were firm, "I know."

"You...do you know who you are talking to?"

"No matter what kind of identity you are, no matter what happens in the future, my answer is the same, I know, but I don't care. You are a man or a woman, it is the same to me, what I want is you, just you people."

"I...but..."

"Okay, okay, stop talking, you haven't thought it over yet, tell me when you think about it, I want to hear a firm answer. Be good, go to sleep." The farmer kissed Anu's forehead, "Sleep Wake up and tell me, if you don’t leave, if you stay, I’ll be so happy.”

"Then I'd better go." Anu said suddenly.

"Ah?" The farmer was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly realized, and smiled, "Go to sleep."

"Okay." It was late at night.

The author has something to say:

Woooooo, I have a cold and a headache, so uncomfortable.The little angels leave more footprints of love, maybe it will make me get better soon~ I love you, and I love you.