Your Majesty, please do not
Chapter 82 Trauma
He avoided the wound and wiped his eyes, and said with a wry smile: "If you tell me like this, don't you worry that I will plot your things based on these words?"
"It doesn't matter, I don't own anything." Liang Huan said lightly, pressing on the bruised and swollen wound on his face.
"pain……"
Liang Huan was startled by the pain in this voice, he quickly let go, touched his back, and said softly: "After applying the ointment, it must be painful for the first few days, just bear with it for a while."
Chen Zhizhi was still immersed in the words just now, and held back for a long time before he could say: "I don't know how to serve you anymore."
Liang Huan quickly came out of his emotions, looked into his eyes, and said with a playful smile: "The face is hurt, but the mouth seems to be fine. Even if it hurts when you prop it up, the hand is still intact."
The heart of the statement was so tired that I couldn't laugh at all.
Suddenly there were two knocks on the window, and Liang Huan knew that it was Lu Yin who had come, so he walked over and said, "We don't have any money, you can give some to the proprietress..."
Lying on the couch, Chen Zhi repeated what Liang Huan said just now over and over again.
For a moment he felt, what if he was sincere?
When getting along with others, he rarely doubts the sincerity of the other party.But for him, no matter how confident he is, he will feel fear, doubt and uneasiness in the face of the disparity.If you feel that you are not good enough for him, and that he has many better options besides yourself, you will naturally worry about being abandoned by him.
But he also felt that even a fisherman, woodcutter, farmer and weaver would not be able to say what he just said.It is impossible for the other party to betray him without changing his attitude towards him.
So, just take it as deceptive words, listen to it, and imagine what it would be like if it were true, and forget it.As long as he doesn't hold on to this incident, he will be very lucky.
Seeing Liang Huan come back and sit by the bed, Chen Zhi endured the pain and moved over, wrapping his arms around his body.
Liang Huan looked at him sideways and said, "Have you made arrangements for the store opposite?"
"Okay, I'll let the shop owner take the initiative to report to the officials, and Wang Qian will be blamed for all the crimes."
"I can't wait to kill those people now." Liang Huan gritted his teeth.
Chen Zhi lowered his eyes, "I can't blame them, it's Wang Qian who sold me."
Liang Huan took off his own arms that surrounded him and put them back, and went to help him remove the quilt, "Is your head better? It's still a while before dawn, so go to sleep. I'll get a car and take us to bed at dawn." go back."
Seeing him start working again, he quickly grabbed the quilt and covered himself up, "I'd better go home. The Criminal Department will definitely come to question me, so they can find me."
"You look like this, I don't worry..."
Covering the quilt and laying down on the pillow, Chen Chen forced a smile, "It's all trauma, nothing serious. I'll go back when I get better."
"No, the people from the Ministry of Punishment will come back after they have gone."
"……it is good."
In late autumn, in the middle of the night, the room gradually cooled down.Liang Huan blew out the lamp and went out to ask someone for a charcoal basin.
On October 31, a body was found by a river outside the city.After being inspected by the Ministry of Punishments, this person was Wang Qian, the Dianshu of the Imperial Academy, who died after falling from the embankment.If no evidence of murder is found, it will be treated as an accident.
On the same day, Hou Qingxiao, the owner of the Yongzhou government-run guild hall, reported that Wang Qian was doing business as an official, and took out the account books and receipts in the store as proof.He also reported that Wang Qian had beaten someone in the store yesterday, and the people from the Ministry of Punishment went to the statement's home for an examination of the injuries.
The crimes are listed, but the person is already dead, and there is no point in settling accounts. In the end, it is just a change of merit to avoid funeral money.Although Hou Qingxiao took the initiative to report Wang Qian, but in the end there was a problem in his store and he was ordered to suspend business for rectification.
However, when Wang Qian's residence was searched, a notebook was found with hundreds of records written on it, all of which were evidence that the imperial historian Zhang Xintian had accepted bribes.Naturally, Ouyang Qing would not let these things go, and asked the Criminal Department to investigate one by one, and most of the results were verified.
Due to the huge amount, Lin Zhuhui ran around in many ways, but in the end he failed to save Zhang Xintian and was sentenced to death.Some people wondered why Wang Qian wanted to collect criminal evidence against Zhang Xintian, who had nothing to do with him. It was unknown what the relationship was between them.
Chen Zhizhi originally thought that a little injury would not be a problem, and he didn't even plan to ask for leave.But after going to the Ministry of War for a day, I found that I was in a trance and couldn't do anything.He had no choice but to go home and lie down for a few days.
These days, the images in that room flashed back in his mind from time to time, and the feeling of nausea reappeared from time to time.He can't sleep well at night, and can't do things during the day, and a few barking dogs outside the door can scare him to half his life.
When Chen Suihan sees him like this, he will always be scolded, saying that he is cowardly, cowardly and worthless.Finally he couldn't bear it anymore and decided to move back to Weiyang Palace.
At least every time he was scared or thought of something bad, Liang Huan would hug him and kiss him instead of scolding him.
He used to always blame himself for neglecting his father, but now it seems that his father doesn't care about him anyway, so of course he will go with whoever treats him well.
On November [-]th, the first snow in Chongjing's six-year winter fell.The snow is not heavy, just scattered salt grains, but it is enough to get excited for people who haven't seen it for a long time.
It was a day off, and Chen Zhi lay in bed all morning plus one noon.When he woke up from a nap and saw snow, he also felt fresh, so he planned to get dressed and go out to watch.
Liang Huan was sitting under the window looking at things, seeing that his cloak was on, he frowned and asked, "What are you doing?"
"I want to go out and see the snow."
"Don't go!" Liang Huan dropped the things in his hands and stared at him, "The injury is not healed yet, will it make things worse if you go out? Just look inside and see if it's fine."
"It doesn't hurt anymore..." Although Chen Zhi said, he still sat next to him, opened the window and looked out.
Liang Huan locked him in the house these days, and when he wanted to go out during the day, he was taken there by car.When he came back at night, he was not allowed to go anywhere.After changing the prescription from the imperial hospital, the wound on his head grew quickly, but as long as the traces could still be seen, Liang Huan would not allow him to go out.
The fine snow spread a thin layer on the ground and roof tiles, and the cool air poured in through the windows.
Liang Huan read a memorial and told him casually: "Zhang Xintian's deputy said that Zhang Xintian left because of corruption, but his work was done well, so he wanted to continue reforming according to the original method. Ouyang Qing previously I plan to let my own people take over Zhang Xintian's seat, I want Ouyang Qing's person to be the deputy, and the original deputy will be promoted, do you think it will be better?"
The mind of the statement was in a mess, and he didn't listen to a word.Unexpectedly, he asked himself after he finished speaking, so he could only reply "yes".
Liang Huan noticed that he was absent-minded, threw the memorial, sat beside him and put his arms around his shoulders, asking, "What are you thinking about?"
"It's nothing, I haven't woken up yet."
"Remember that incident again?"
The statement knew that he couldn't hide it from him, so he told the truth: "I just remembered something..."
"I was thinking, why people's hearts can be so vicious. I obviously didn't do anything, but someone wanted to put me to death. If you came later that day, I might really have to die. It's also my fault. I know it's a disaster. Days go by..."
Liang Huan sighed in his heart, how could this person come up with a new reason to torture himself every day.
Then he can't help it, he can't just leave him alone, he has to go to comfort him.Liang Huan stroked his shoulder and said, "What's wrong with you? The one who caused you is the one who caused you. That bastard has already received his retribution. What do you care about with a dead man? You still dare to die. Your life is mine. I won't let you die, you have to live well for me."
Snowflakes flew in through the cracks of the window and fell on the windowsill and melted slowly.Chen Zhi lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.
Seeing his silence, Liang Huan thought he was fine, so he went to brush his hair to check the hidden wounds.
"The longer the better, it won't hurt if you touch it like this?"
The scalp was numb for a while, and Chen Zhi hid those emotions, and said calmly: "It doesn't hurt anymore. You don't mind, it will be fine no matter what."
Liang Huan was stunned for a moment before he understood what he was referring to. He smiled slightly, patted Chen Zhi on the back and said, "Don't worry, let's take care of it for a while. I'm afraid I'll think too much and bump around."
Hearing this kind of talk too much, the statement no longer blushed at all, and could continue to say solemnly: "Actually, I am also a little afraid of getting close to you, afraid that the feeling at that time will reappear."
"It's okay, take your time." Liang Huan's voice was very relaxed, "If it doesn't work, forget it."
These few words made Chen Zhi a little guilty, his eyes flickered, "How can it be forgotten, you are not willing to find someone else..."
Hearing this, Liang Huan became impatient: "What are you talking about, I am like this in your eyes?"
"But you used to..." The statement was a little aggrieved.
"Every day? From December of the fourth year to November of the fifth year, I have been greedy for you for a year. Have you ever touched you? You have lived with me for more than half a month. Didn't I avoid you one day? You came to seduce me Go to bed, didn't I hold back? If you don't believe me, you should never recruit me, see if I will go to someone else!"
Only then did Chen Zhi know that he had said something that provoked him, but if he would hide from him forever, would he go to someone else? Of course he would. Do you still need to ask?
It wasn't that he doubted his position in Liang Huan's heart, but the premise was that everything was fine and satisfied him.If his needs cannot be met, he is not without other options.
So even if you are dying of exhaustion at night and just want to go to bed quickly, even if you have not recovered from the pain and injury the day before, you will never refuse him.
In the past, he could bear it because he never let go; now he can bear it because he was really hurt.However, after he recovered, there was no longer any reason to reject him, and "don't want to" was no reason.
However, if Liang Huan insisted on saying this, promising something that could not be verified, and showing an unwavering loyalty, what else could he do?
Chen Zhi really didn't want to trick him into believing what he said.He turned around, leaned against him with his upper body, hugged his body, and raised his head slightly, "Don't be angry, it's not that you're going to get better, don't think about such meaningless things..."
Liang Huan felt that he was avoiding the problem by saying this, but seeing his pitiful appearance, he was too embarrassed to hold him any longer.
He patted Chen Zhizhi's hand on his waist, "Stay away from me, I'm very fragile now, this won't work."
Seeing that he was no longer angry, Chen Zhi obediently withdrew his hand, turned around and lay down on the window to watch the snow.
Liang Huan hastily wrote "re-discussion" on the memorial and threw it away, watching him and snow from behind.
He seems to be obedient, and he keeps saying flattering words, but his obedience is all out of morality.He had never really trusted himself, and he had never given his all to himself with confidence.
However, it is true that I failed him first.No matter how much he paid later, he was no longer qualified to demand anything from him.
The author has something to say: Do you still remember why Wang Qian wanted to mess with Zhang Xintian?
Liang Huan: All my things are yours, what do you want?
Statement: your heart is enough.
Liang Huan: That won't work, you have to take my body too.I'll give you a taste first...this?
"It doesn't matter, I don't own anything." Liang Huan said lightly, pressing on the bruised and swollen wound on his face.
"pain……"
Liang Huan was startled by the pain in this voice, he quickly let go, touched his back, and said softly: "After applying the ointment, it must be painful for the first few days, just bear with it for a while."
Chen Zhizhi was still immersed in the words just now, and held back for a long time before he could say: "I don't know how to serve you anymore."
Liang Huan quickly came out of his emotions, looked into his eyes, and said with a playful smile: "The face is hurt, but the mouth seems to be fine. Even if it hurts when you prop it up, the hand is still intact."
The heart of the statement was so tired that I couldn't laugh at all.
Suddenly there were two knocks on the window, and Liang Huan knew that it was Lu Yin who had come, so he walked over and said, "We don't have any money, you can give some to the proprietress..."
Lying on the couch, Chen Zhi repeated what Liang Huan said just now over and over again.
For a moment he felt, what if he was sincere?
When getting along with others, he rarely doubts the sincerity of the other party.But for him, no matter how confident he is, he will feel fear, doubt and uneasiness in the face of the disparity.If you feel that you are not good enough for him, and that he has many better options besides yourself, you will naturally worry about being abandoned by him.
But he also felt that even a fisherman, woodcutter, farmer and weaver would not be able to say what he just said.It is impossible for the other party to betray him without changing his attitude towards him.
So, just take it as deceptive words, listen to it, and imagine what it would be like if it were true, and forget it.As long as he doesn't hold on to this incident, he will be very lucky.
Seeing Liang Huan come back and sit by the bed, Chen Zhi endured the pain and moved over, wrapping his arms around his body.
Liang Huan looked at him sideways and said, "Have you made arrangements for the store opposite?"
"Okay, I'll let the shop owner take the initiative to report to the officials, and Wang Qian will be blamed for all the crimes."
"I can't wait to kill those people now." Liang Huan gritted his teeth.
Chen Zhi lowered his eyes, "I can't blame them, it's Wang Qian who sold me."
Liang Huan took off his own arms that surrounded him and put them back, and went to help him remove the quilt, "Is your head better? It's still a while before dawn, so go to sleep. I'll get a car and take us to bed at dawn." go back."
Seeing him start working again, he quickly grabbed the quilt and covered himself up, "I'd better go home. The Criminal Department will definitely come to question me, so they can find me."
"You look like this, I don't worry..."
Covering the quilt and laying down on the pillow, Chen Chen forced a smile, "It's all trauma, nothing serious. I'll go back when I get better."
"No, the people from the Ministry of Punishment will come back after they have gone."
"……it is good."
In late autumn, in the middle of the night, the room gradually cooled down.Liang Huan blew out the lamp and went out to ask someone for a charcoal basin.
On October 31, a body was found by a river outside the city.After being inspected by the Ministry of Punishments, this person was Wang Qian, the Dianshu of the Imperial Academy, who died after falling from the embankment.If no evidence of murder is found, it will be treated as an accident.
On the same day, Hou Qingxiao, the owner of the Yongzhou government-run guild hall, reported that Wang Qian was doing business as an official, and took out the account books and receipts in the store as proof.He also reported that Wang Qian had beaten someone in the store yesterday, and the people from the Ministry of Punishment went to the statement's home for an examination of the injuries.
The crimes are listed, but the person is already dead, and there is no point in settling accounts. In the end, it is just a change of merit to avoid funeral money.Although Hou Qingxiao took the initiative to report Wang Qian, but in the end there was a problem in his store and he was ordered to suspend business for rectification.
However, when Wang Qian's residence was searched, a notebook was found with hundreds of records written on it, all of which were evidence that the imperial historian Zhang Xintian had accepted bribes.Naturally, Ouyang Qing would not let these things go, and asked the Criminal Department to investigate one by one, and most of the results were verified.
Due to the huge amount, Lin Zhuhui ran around in many ways, but in the end he failed to save Zhang Xintian and was sentenced to death.Some people wondered why Wang Qian wanted to collect criminal evidence against Zhang Xintian, who had nothing to do with him. It was unknown what the relationship was between them.
Chen Zhizhi originally thought that a little injury would not be a problem, and he didn't even plan to ask for leave.But after going to the Ministry of War for a day, I found that I was in a trance and couldn't do anything.He had no choice but to go home and lie down for a few days.
These days, the images in that room flashed back in his mind from time to time, and the feeling of nausea reappeared from time to time.He can't sleep well at night, and can't do things during the day, and a few barking dogs outside the door can scare him to half his life.
When Chen Suihan sees him like this, he will always be scolded, saying that he is cowardly, cowardly and worthless.Finally he couldn't bear it anymore and decided to move back to Weiyang Palace.
At least every time he was scared or thought of something bad, Liang Huan would hug him and kiss him instead of scolding him.
He used to always blame himself for neglecting his father, but now it seems that his father doesn't care about him anyway, so of course he will go with whoever treats him well.
On November [-]th, the first snow in Chongjing's six-year winter fell.The snow is not heavy, just scattered salt grains, but it is enough to get excited for people who haven't seen it for a long time.
It was a day off, and Chen Zhi lay in bed all morning plus one noon.When he woke up from a nap and saw snow, he also felt fresh, so he planned to get dressed and go out to watch.
Liang Huan was sitting under the window looking at things, seeing that his cloak was on, he frowned and asked, "What are you doing?"
"I want to go out and see the snow."
"Don't go!" Liang Huan dropped the things in his hands and stared at him, "The injury is not healed yet, will it make things worse if you go out? Just look inside and see if it's fine."
"It doesn't hurt anymore..." Although Chen Zhi said, he still sat next to him, opened the window and looked out.
Liang Huan locked him in the house these days, and when he wanted to go out during the day, he was taken there by car.When he came back at night, he was not allowed to go anywhere.After changing the prescription from the imperial hospital, the wound on his head grew quickly, but as long as the traces could still be seen, Liang Huan would not allow him to go out.
The fine snow spread a thin layer on the ground and roof tiles, and the cool air poured in through the windows.
Liang Huan read a memorial and told him casually: "Zhang Xintian's deputy said that Zhang Xintian left because of corruption, but his work was done well, so he wanted to continue reforming according to the original method. Ouyang Qing previously I plan to let my own people take over Zhang Xintian's seat, I want Ouyang Qing's person to be the deputy, and the original deputy will be promoted, do you think it will be better?"
The mind of the statement was in a mess, and he didn't listen to a word.Unexpectedly, he asked himself after he finished speaking, so he could only reply "yes".
Liang Huan noticed that he was absent-minded, threw the memorial, sat beside him and put his arms around his shoulders, asking, "What are you thinking about?"
"It's nothing, I haven't woken up yet."
"Remember that incident again?"
The statement knew that he couldn't hide it from him, so he told the truth: "I just remembered something..."
"I was thinking, why people's hearts can be so vicious. I obviously didn't do anything, but someone wanted to put me to death. If you came later that day, I might really have to die. It's also my fault. I know it's a disaster. Days go by..."
Liang Huan sighed in his heart, how could this person come up with a new reason to torture himself every day.
Then he can't help it, he can't just leave him alone, he has to go to comfort him.Liang Huan stroked his shoulder and said, "What's wrong with you? The one who caused you is the one who caused you. That bastard has already received his retribution. What do you care about with a dead man? You still dare to die. Your life is mine. I won't let you die, you have to live well for me."
Snowflakes flew in through the cracks of the window and fell on the windowsill and melted slowly.Chen Zhi lowered his head and did not speak for a long time.
Seeing his silence, Liang Huan thought he was fine, so he went to brush his hair to check the hidden wounds.
"The longer the better, it won't hurt if you touch it like this?"
The scalp was numb for a while, and Chen Zhi hid those emotions, and said calmly: "It doesn't hurt anymore. You don't mind, it will be fine no matter what."
Liang Huan was stunned for a moment before he understood what he was referring to. He smiled slightly, patted Chen Zhi on the back and said, "Don't worry, let's take care of it for a while. I'm afraid I'll think too much and bump around."
Hearing this kind of talk too much, the statement no longer blushed at all, and could continue to say solemnly: "Actually, I am also a little afraid of getting close to you, afraid that the feeling at that time will reappear."
"It's okay, take your time." Liang Huan's voice was very relaxed, "If it doesn't work, forget it."
These few words made Chen Zhi a little guilty, his eyes flickered, "How can it be forgotten, you are not willing to find someone else..."
Hearing this, Liang Huan became impatient: "What are you talking about, I am like this in your eyes?"
"But you used to..." The statement was a little aggrieved.
"Every day? From December of the fourth year to November of the fifth year, I have been greedy for you for a year. Have you ever touched you? You have lived with me for more than half a month. Didn't I avoid you one day? You came to seduce me Go to bed, didn't I hold back? If you don't believe me, you should never recruit me, see if I will go to someone else!"
Only then did Chen Zhi know that he had said something that provoked him, but if he would hide from him forever, would he go to someone else? Of course he would. Do you still need to ask?
It wasn't that he doubted his position in Liang Huan's heart, but the premise was that everything was fine and satisfied him.If his needs cannot be met, he is not without other options.
So even if you are dying of exhaustion at night and just want to go to bed quickly, even if you have not recovered from the pain and injury the day before, you will never refuse him.
In the past, he could bear it because he never let go; now he can bear it because he was really hurt.However, after he recovered, there was no longer any reason to reject him, and "don't want to" was no reason.
However, if Liang Huan insisted on saying this, promising something that could not be verified, and showing an unwavering loyalty, what else could he do?
Chen Zhi really didn't want to trick him into believing what he said.He turned around, leaned against him with his upper body, hugged his body, and raised his head slightly, "Don't be angry, it's not that you're going to get better, don't think about such meaningless things..."
Liang Huan felt that he was avoiding the problem by saying this, but seeing his pitiful appearance, he was too embarrassed to hold him any longer.
He patted Chen Zhizhi's hand on his waist, "Stay away from me, I'm very fragile now, this won't work."
Seeing that he was no longer angry, Chen Zhi obediently withdrew his hand, turned around and lay down on the window to watch the snow.
Liang Huan hastily wrote "re-discussion" on the memorial and threw it away, watching him and snow from behind.
He seems to be obedient, and he keeps saying flattering words, but his obedience is all out of morality.He had never really trusted himself, and he had never given his all to himself with confidence.
However, it is true that I failed him first.No matter how much he paid later, he was no longer qualified to demand anything from him.
The author has something to say: Do you still remember why Wang Qian wanted to mess with Zhang Xintian?
Liang Huan: All my things are yours, what do you want?
Statement: your heart is enough.
Liang Huan: That won't work, you have to take my body too.I'll give you a taste first...this?
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