Your Majesty, please do not

The two left the inner city and walked to the street. Seeing him looking at him frequently, he had to carefully ask, "Where are you going?"

Upon hearing this, Liang Huan turned his head and smiled at him, "Just walk around."

casual walk?I don't believe it, but I don't know how to ask.

"I haven't seen you for so long, I miss you. You don't even miss me?" Liang Huan squeezed his hand, seemingly unintentionally.

Turn away from the statement, silent for a long time.It would be okay if I kept procrastinating like before; but I have tasted everything in those two days, and I can't let it go anymore.

He still whispered: "I dare not think about it."

"Blame me and refuse to forgive me, right?" Although Liang Huan said such words, his expression was still brisk, "That's okay, it's okay to go out for a walk."

Liang Huan dragged him around the city, and suddenly slowed down after turning a street.

Chen Zhi looked up and saw that this street was bustling and bustling, with small stalls on both sides one after another. For some reason, there was a feeling of déjà vu, but he couldn't remember when he had been there.

He didn't recognize the street until Liang Huan led him to a stall.This is a stall selling combs, he remembered that more than a year ago, when Liang Huan was still Lin Weiyang, he bought a comb for him here.

It had just snowed that day, and the street was a vast expanse of whiteness. Now that the season has changed, it's no wonder that I don't recognize it.

The stall owner selling combs was surprised when he saw the two of them: "Have you two gentlemen been here before? It's been a long time ago. You are so handsome, I still remember it!"

"I've been here, and I bought a comb from you." Liang Huan said, turning his head away, and patted Chen Zhi's arm, "See which one you like, and we'll buy another one."

The statement is a bit puzzled, why do you want to buy another comb where you bought it before?But in front of other people's stalls, it's not easy to ask too many questions, so I had to pick a handful at random, and it was still a plum blossom pattern.

Liang Huan paid the money, and continued to drag him forward, his eyes fell on the surrounding scenery, "Do you still remember, the last time we came to this street together, you had a fight with a sugar blower. You still Tell me, if you fail the test, go back to Yongzhou..."

The events that had passed for more than a year were revealed at this time, and the statements were still close in front of my eyes, and the sorrows related to them were put on the bright side together.

"How do you say this..."

Liang Huan turned to look at him for a while, and said slowly, "I knew you would pass the exam, so I said I would go back with you. I lied to you, sorry."

The statement was stunned.For him, that memory had long been sealed in his heart by the heavy snow that day, and his few words poured over him like warm water, melting away the dirt accumulated over the years.

Similar people, similar scenes, he remembered many things, he didn't expect to take out these memories one day, because it would only make him confirm again and again that everything Lin Weiyang said was a lie.

Liang Huan didn't care that he didn't respond, and kept pulling him along the established route.It was still dark early in the early spring, and it took a long time to identify the statement before realizing that it was the way out of the city. Going out from this gate will lead to... Zhenwei Tower?

Beside the steps under the tower, Liang Huan hugged him horizontally and said with a smile: "You are out of breath every time, I will carry you up."

"Don't let it go, let people see it again..." Chen Zhi refused with a blushing face.

"There is no one here. Besides, if you see it, you will see it. What is there to be afraid of seeing?"

Before he could say no again, Liang Huan carried him up to the top of the tower briskly.

As soon as he stood firmly, the statement heard the sound outside that seemed to be from another world. Looking out from the window, bunches of bright colors that exploded were within reach.

"Why are there fireworks today?" He wondered.

Liang Huan was on the sidelines as if nothing had happened, "Who knows, there might be another exam where the results will be released?"

When he said this, he understood it when he stated it.He stood outside, leaning on the railing and looking out.More than a year ago, I was also here, watching such a night scene with this person...

He understood that Liang Huan deliberately wanted to evoke his long-standing memory.But he didn't want to expose it now, but planned to go on and see what he was going to do.

Feeling his shoulders being embraced, Chen Zhi's body trembled violently, and then he saw that arm retracted in a panic.

"Xingli, if you feel that you can't stand it, just tell me." His voice was soft and cautious.

"Fortunately."

With permission, Liang Huan gently pulled his sleeve, making him face himself, then leaned forward with his upper body, stretched his head forward little by little, until it was in front of him, and got very close to him.

Suddenly this posture, statement involuntarily closed his eyes.

He knew that Liang Huan would do nothing to him at this time, but he just remembered the situation at that time, and he closed his eyes full of expectations, dreaming about the coming sweetness.

"At that time, what was it like?"

Liang Huan didn't really have the heart to ask this. He knew that those things were not good memories for the statement, but he had to recall them before he could think of a way to do something.

I was full of emotions stuck in my throat, and I didn't know how to express it, so I could only murmur: "At that time, I felt... very good."

Saying this is to pry open the door of my heart, and let out emotion: "It's better at that time, everything is true, I would rather not know anything."

Liang Huan was silent for a while, sighed almost inaudibly, and carefully took his hand, "It's not true, it's all lies. This person in front of you just wants to use you and try to make you trust him , just to achieve his purpose."

The tears that had been brewing for a long time finally fell, and the statement made a miserable smile, "I was stupid, but..." Halfway through the sentence, I felt that "I fell into his trick" was too disrespectful, and I didn't know what words to use to replace it.

"It's not your fault! How can you blame this?" Liang Huan was a little excited, holding his hand tightly, "I lied to you, it's my fault..."

After a pause, he put his hand on his chest and said solemnly: "I have owed you an apology for so long. Xingli, I'm sorry, I regret it very much. If I knew this was the case, I would never have done such a thing at the time .”

Chen Zhi slowly raised his head to look into his eyes, staring intently at the pale fireworks in his pupils, and unconsciously said, "What are you trying to do to me this time?"

"I admit, I have selfish intentions." Liang Huan bent his lips embarrassingly, "You don't know what I'm plotting against you?"

Dazed for a moment, Chen Zhi suddenly wiped his face with the back of his hand, turned his head away, and said indifferently: "Next, should we go to that room?"

Hearing this, Liang Huan didn't mind being pierced in the slightest, and tried his best to burst into a full smile.

The most luxurious room in the Yongzhou Guild Hall is very spacious, but when it is full, a wooden board will be erected in the middle to divide it into two small rooms.

It is the off-season now, and there are still many places in the store vacant, but today, this big room is still divided into two.

As soon as he entered the room, Liang Huan helped Chen Zhi to sit on a chair, and then took him to recall every corner of the room.He talked about reading, eating, washing, bathing, and sleeping all in one go.After the lecture, he took out the comb he had just bought to comb his hair.

The proprietress came in with a tray, and he followed the fragrance of the rice to see that there were two plates of hand-picked rice and a jug of wine.

Liang Huan sat next to him and brought him a plate of rice, "You made me a plate of this, and I didn't even say thank you. Xing Li, at that time... thank you."

"No, it's not troublesome to do this." Chen Zhi lowered his eyes.

"Thank you... for being so kind to me at that time."

Chen Zhi repeatedly chewed on this sentence, and suddenly saw him standing up, holding his hand, "Do you still remember, you were sitting here at that time, and you set your clothes on fire in order to test me..."

That's when the whole deception started...

He was in a daze for a long time before he realized that he should stand up, but Liang Huan pulled him to sit down together.Liang Huan held his hand between his two palms, leaned forward, raised his head and smiled, and said word by word: "Xingli, I have fallen in love with you for a long time."

The sweet and soft words hit his ears, and he felt dizzy for a while.This sentence carried too many memories, and everything he did later was to fulfill this lie.The past emerged in front of my eyes, and the long-suppressed emotions squeezed out of the eye sockets.

Liang Huan couldn't laugh anymore, he held his hand carefully, his face was full of worry, "Tell me a few words too, is there anything you want to say to me?"

The statement had already entered the drama, and he lowered his eyes for a moment, then gradually met his gaze, and his cold voice was mixed with sorrow: "Why do you use this excuse to casually say that something is not good? Even if you say there is no reason If you want to stay here with me, I can’t bear to beg you a few more words. What’s wrong with making it up, do you have to make it up?”

Liang Huan looked apologetic, "I didn't understand at the time, I thought you, like me, were acting on occasion..."

"Playing on the spot... So you think so." He frowned in pain, "Not everyone is like you, who can treat such things as a trifle."

Feeling that this was too much, he tremblingly covered his eyes with his arms, and got up to turn his back on him.

Liang Huan hurriedly followed him, not daring to hug him, so he pulled his hand from behind, thought for a while, and said seriously: "Xingli, I'll go back to the beginning and say it again. I want to stay with you for no reason, just I think, please don’t drive me away. I still want to watch fireworks with you, go to the theater, and do many things, just go with you, and I don’t have any messy thoughts.”

"Just pretend that's how we got here during that time, okay? - I'll definitely pay back what I owe you, but I don't want you to keep remembering those pains."

Standing with head bowed for a while, the statement's lips moved slightly several times before uttering soft words: "After you left, I felt as if I had lost my soul. When I opened my eyes every day, my eyes were all black. Last time I could leave the capital, If it happens again, I really don't know what to do. Moreover, you are such an unattainable person, and I am as small as dust, so I would be afraid."

Hearing this, Liang Huan was a little anxious. He tugged on his arm and said loudly, "I am unattainable, but you saved my life?"

The author has something to say: This is a psychotherapy technique. If you want to untie the knot in the past, you have to go back to the scene at that time, correct the mistakes in that time and space, and it will be easier to let go after returning to the present.

Statement: May I ask how do you feel that I am playing tricks when I take the initiative to kiss you and sleep with you?

Liang Huan: Because you are good-looking, good-looking people don't have feelings.

Statement: So this is your excuse for dumping me? ?