Your Majesty, please do not

Chen Zhi wandered around the street all day, looked at the sporadically opened shops on the side of the road, looked at the soldiers guarding the city gate, looked at the smoke from every household, and finally came to the back of Baizhen City on the hill.

This mountain is the only one nearby, and its name is Baizhen Mountain.It's not very tall, and it's also very barren, with no vegetation growing.However, there are many large and small caves on the mountain. Since the beginning of the war, Bai Zhenren began to repair these caves and build a road from the county town directly to the mountain for shelter in case of invasion.

Statement Zhi went around the caves and climbed to the top of the mountain.There is soil but no wood on the top of the mountain, only a dilapidated thatched hut.He went up to see that the house was too messy to live in, but the well at the door was still usable.He fetched some water to quench his day's thirst.

Then he sat down on the top of the mountain, overlooking the human fireworks in Baizhen City.At this moment, the sky has darkened, and the houses are lit with bright lights.He searched for a long time, but he couldn't find any light coming from the county government office.

Walking up and down all day just to avoid the chaotic thoughts in my head.But now that I am sitting here, I can no longer avoid it, so I should think about it.

In two days, three thousand Chaduo troops will arrive.If the reinforcements did not arrive in time, Sheng Xi said, Baizhen County would definitely fall.

At the beginning, Liang Huan vowed that nothing would happen, but there are so many unexpected things in this world, beyond the scope of human calculation.

If he knew it would be like this at the beginning, he would not let him come even if he died.But even if he really died, he might still want to come.

Now is the time for him to face the consequences.In fact, he should have known earlier that if something happened to him during the war, there was probably only one consequence.While this would cause a wave of turmoil, his reputation must be preserved.

He began to think about the impact of a king's death on the court and the country. After thinking about it for a long time, the more he thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable. Only then did he realize that these things had nothing to do with him at all.What he should think about is the impact of Liang Huan's death on him.

Thinking of Liang Huan, his first feeling was hatred.No matter how much favor he gave himself, he could never completely forgive him for being deceived and betrayed in the past.

The second feeling is gratitude.It is undeniable that he has done too much for himself, no matter what the purpose is, those are indeed what he needs.

Are there any more?

It seems that there is something hidden deep in my heart, and if I try hard to think about it, I will feel uncomfortable.But if you don't want to, you may never know.

The tip of his nose felt cold, and he raised his head to find that there were scattered snowflakes falling from the sky.

The first snow of the year...

I don't know how many games have been played in the capital, anyway, Yongzhou is the first game.

In the first snow last year, he played with Lin Weiyang on the street for an afternoon, and he still remembers that Lin Weiyang hit him with a snowball, and he didn't have time to fight back.

On the second snowfall last year, he was so distraught in Qionglin Garden that he almost escaped by boat.

On the third snowfall last year, Liang Huan suddenly ran to his house and said he wanted to see him. He remembered that Liang Huan was very strange from head to toe that day.

Having been in the capital for more than a year, too many memories are related to him.

He has been by his side for so long, and he never thought about his purpose.If he's just playing around, he shouldn't be so persistent, and his tears and desperation are real.But if he was serious... who would believe that he was serious, he would put himself in a dangerous situation.

If he is leaving in two days, the relationship between me and him will end here, okay?

He felt that it was still not possible.

Some things are pressed in the bottom of my heart, and I have been procrastinating to face them.But now there are only two days, if you don't face it, you will miss it forever.

After dinner, Liang Huan stayed at his desk to read things.Chen Zhi took a chance to squeeze over, stretched his head and asked, "What is Your Majesty looking at?"

Liang Huan turned to him and pointed to the numbers on the paper, "I'm looking at Baizhen's population. Tomorrow, I plan to transfer the people to the mountain. There are caves on Baizhen Mountain where people can live. Let them go down the mountain when they are settled. Chaduo Although people don’t kill wantonly, they are afraid that they will be harmed when the city is broken.”

Chen Zhi nodded and said, "Then let me go together. Also, do you want to check the defense of the city gate?"

"it is good."

"There are also Fuzhifu and Guzhixian. They need to be settled in advance, for fear that they will commit suicide again."

Liang Huan tilted his head to look at him, and said with a smile: "What else? You are so thoughtful, why don't you write the will for me?"

Statement Zhi's heart was seized suddenly, his expression froze.

He stood still for a long while, then suddenly leaned down, and asked Liang Huan close to his ear, "What are you going to do after finishing reading in a while?"

"I don't know. Why, you arranged it for me?" Liang Huan raised his eyes and saw his face so close, he was a little nervous.

"Then..." Chen Zhizhi blushed, lowered his eyes, and said softly, "Go for a walk in the garden at the back, okay? I'll go first."

Liang Huan felt that he was acting strange today, but at this critical moment of life and death, it was normal for him to be a little strange.

"You asked me out, I don't even want to read it...then you go first, I'll come soon."

The weather in the northwest is dry and cold, and the wind is like a knife on the face.The snow is getting bigger and bigger, and the bright moonlight is struggling to squeeze through the gaps of the goose feathers, dimly illuminating the road under the feet.

In order to hide from the snow, Chen Zhi put on his sleeves and got into the artificial cave in the garden, staring at the white curtain beyond the entrance of the cave.

Soon, he saw a familiar figure approaching from a distance.He can be seen directly from the outside, but the color of his clothes is too plain, so he must be carefully distinguished so as not to be mixed into the snow.

Liang Huan stood in front of the mountain, then headed straight for the cave.Clothed in white snow, he walked through the hole, wiped the melted water on his forehead with his sleeve, and leaned against the person in the hole.

Seeing him coming, one of the statements uncharacteristically did not get up and salute.For a long time, neither of them spoke, but quietly felt the faint warmth around them, as if they could resist the overwhelming cold.

Statement Zhi hadn't considered the right words and sentences, and was afraid that he would be impatient, so he tentatively held his hand and said softly, "Is there... is there no other way?"

Liang Huan was taken aback when he heard the words, and then he grinned full, with the same oily tone: "Why, can't you bear me?"

Hearing this, Chen Zhi suddenly started to cry, he lowered his head to cover up, but he was still clearly seen.

Liang Huan suppressed his smile, stretched out his other hand to touch his cheek, and said in a firm voice, "Don't be afraid, I'll write something back and find someone to take care of you in the capital. Without me, someone will treat you OK."

"no……"

"Or, are you feeling sorry for me because you feel it's right?"

"No."

Statement Zhi raised his head slowly, and looked at him for a while with eyes mixed with complex emotions.The person in front of him is still as handsome as before, even in the face of crisis, the calmness in his eyes has not diminished in the slightest, and he uses his most brilliant face to spread brilliance for everything around him.

Following the radiance, he leaned against his arm little by little, with his chin resting on his shoulder, raised his head, and the corners of his eyes were still shining brightly.

"What are you doing?" In Liang Huan's impression, as soon as he got close to him, nothing good would happen.

Chen Zhi leaned over to kiss him.

Feeling his softness, Liang Huan's whole body went numb, and a fire was ignited in the ice and snow.The cold weather calmed him down, he pushed away the person who was pasting him hard, and said with a frown, "What is it for this time? I don't think I can live for a few more days, pity me? Or do you want to thank me and repay me? "

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Liang Huan raised his eyebrows with a frivolous look, "I said it last time, and next time I will do it willingly. If you come again, I will believe it."

Hearing this, Chen Zhi clumsily broke free from his hands, leaned closer to kiss him again, and then leaned his head on his shoulder, deliberately avoiding his gaze.

In the quiet cave, his soft voice could be heard clearly, but the sobs in his words were diluted into the fine snow outside the cave:

"Originally, when I planned to leave the capital, I should let it go, but the same person is by my side every day, and everything from the past has been revealed. I know that the person in front of me is not Lin Chengping, but no matter how different you are, It's still the same after all..."

Liang Huan's eyes suddenly flashed light, he hugged the person in his arms tightly, his lips were smiling and his eyes were crying, his voice was trembling: "Xingli, you have me in your heart, you like me, right?"

The cave was quiet for a while, and Chen Zhi buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, and said inaudibly: "Yes, I like it."

Holding a solid body between the arms, it is like the river bank for the first time after wandering for a long time. The warmth penetrates through the skirt and pours into the chest and heart.

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

After Liang Huan asked, he answered first: "You are afraid that I will lie to you again and hurt you again like before."

"How did you..."

Liang Huan lowered his head and kissed the earlobe he left in front of him, "You told me yourself. That day in the Yongzhou Guild Hall, you were too drunk and told me a lot."

While talking, he suddenly stroked his back, "I'll think of other ways, at worst, escape. If it's just me, then it's fine. But I can't leave you alone."

Chen Zhi smiled wryly, and said to the wall of the cave: "If it weren't for this situation, I would never have said these words. There are only two days left. You can't like me for one day, and then abandon me for another day. One day It doesn’t make any difference whether it’s one day or two days, it’s better not to regret it.”

Liang Huan thought for a while, then suddenly smiled.He had already arranged everything, leaving only the only way for himself, so there was nothing to consider.

He took the statement off himself, held his face and looked at it for a while, then pressed his forehead against his forehead, tapped his lips twice with a finger, and smiled softly, "What do you mean 'not to stay? Pity'?"

"His Majesty……"

"Don't call me that."

Liang Huan covered his mouth and stared into his eyes, "I have been nothing for the past two days, I have no identity, I am just an infatuated person who has been thinking about you for a long time..."

"No regrets..." Chen Zhijiu frowned, took his hand away, lowered his eyes and said, "It's too cold here, let's go back."

The author has something to say: The meaning of the chapter title: The part of the iceberg that is underwater, the subconscious surfaced