Your Majesty, please do not
Chapter 37 Farewell
The only thing he could say was a wry smile, "Can you stop mentioning him, I'm really not familiar with him."
"How is it possible, you were..."
When the food was served, people cheered one after another.I thought Xia Ling was the first to drink and get down on the ground, but everyone was wrong.Qi Zhuan, who was sitting next to her, had been taciturn at first, but suddenly stood up while drinking, pointed at Xia Ling and cursed.
Everyone was stunned, and before they could react for a while, they saw him finish scolding Xia Ling, then started scolding the caravan servants, and finally walked around in the lobby, scolding every passing guest.
The proprietress was startled when she saw this, and hurried up to stop Qi Zhuan, trying to drag him into the room.However, Qi Zhuan lay in the arms of the proprietress, pointed at her face and said: "You, this slut, you look so attractive...it must be very cool..."
After speaking, he vomited out a mouthful of filth, and his legs softened and he fell to the ground.
Everyone felt very embarrassed when they saw this scene.Xia Ling looked around, and finally felt that it was best to go by herself, so she had to endure the nausea and bring Qi Zhuan back to the house.
After being teased by him like this, no one at the table lost interest, and hurried away without taking a few bites.
The sky has completely dimmed, but the heat has not subsided, and Chen Zhi walked home slowly, still sweating all over.
After washing his head and returning to the room, he suddenly heard Chen Suihan yelling outside: "Son, come down quickly! Someone is looking for you—"
"Wait a minute, I'll go down after I dry my hair." One of the statements said while holding her hair with a towel.
"You have so many things to do, let him go up first..."
There was a knock on the door soon, and Chen Zhizhi was dealing with the hair in the room, and said loudly: "Who is it? Wait a moment, I am still tidying up."
He didn't hear an answer for a long time, he hurriedly combed his hair, straightened his sleeves, and went to open the door.
He was startled when he opened the door. Liang Huan just stood there stiffly, his eyes dazed, as if absent-minded.
He was supported just as he was about to salute, Liang Huan pushed him into the room, then turned around and closed the door, nonchalantly said: "Tomorrow there will be a decree for you, finish the marriage as soon as possible, and you will be fine."
The statement was answered, but it was a bit inexplicable. He came to his home at night just to say this?
He was about to ask, but he saw Liang Huan let go of his hand, sat on the chair by the window by himself, turned his head away and said, "I... just came to see you."
"After tomorrow, I haven't come to look for your name again, so today, I want to see you again."
The voice sounds flat at first glance, but it can be discerned carefully, which conceals the constant conflicting emotions.
Then, he saw Liang Huan slightly open his arms, and said in a low voice, "Come here."
He hesitated to go over, but before he could stand still, he was embraced by Liang Huan.
He was a little dazed, not knowing what this meant, and Liang Huan didn't say a word, just hugging him motionless.After a long time, he gradually felt that his back was wet, presumably it was because his hair was not dry yet, and water was dripping.
It was a bit hot in such a posture in such a weather, and sweat oozed from his chest, so Liang Huan still let go of his arms.
He took Chen Zhi's hands, these hands were long and soft, and his ten fingers that did not touch the spring water were exquisitely crafted, but he picked up a pen and did a good job of writing, which condensed his full of talent.
"Xingli, I'm quite worried about you. You've always been desperate for things. In the past, I always stopped you. If I'm not by your side, you should take it easy and don't really put yourself in it."
His words were slow and earnest, and his statement was still a little slow, and he didn't know why he said this.
"Although I am not as stable as you, and you are more transparent than me in many things, but bystanders can tell, I have been with you for so long, and I know your problems best. In the future, you should live more freely, don't always put shackles on yourself, follow me It's not comfortable being together, so others don't hinder it. Otherwise, you won't know how to live a happy life if you get entangled in those things..."
Listening to his rambling, the statement finally understood why he came here.He couldn't dodge his hand, so he could only lower his head and say, "If you don't want to, why...why do you propose like that?"
Liang Huan smiled miserably, but what he uttered was a detached voice: "That's the path you should take. Marry a wife and take concubines, have children, and have grandchildren. Everyone is walking this path. You are so kind. I should get these more. But I was forced to have nowhere to go, and these days were delayed for nothing. This is all my fault."
"From the beginning to the end, I have been sorry for you. I don't know how to repay what I owe you. When we meet in the future, it will be the same relationship as before. If you need me to do something, don't be polite to me..."
Speaking of these nonsense words, although Liang Huan's tears rolled down his cheeks, he still tried his best to smile. He raised his eyes and looked at the usual elegant and elegant face in front of him for a long time, even unwilling to blink.
In the past, he might still pretend to be pitiful to win his sympathy, but now, there is no need to ask him for anything.
After all, he still knew enough was enough, he had said what he had to say, and he stood up without waiting for his response, and shook his hand tightly, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself."
Watching Liang Huan's figure disappear at the door, Chen Zhi chewed over and over again what he had just said.
So, is he coming to say goodbye?
It turned out that he allowed himself to marry Bai Wanwan's daughter, not because he didn't care, but because he felt guilty and delayed his own path.
How much pain does it have to be in order to come to my home specially, say those inexplicable words, and shed tears again?
What is he not willing to bear with himself?When it comes to appearance, not to mention being superior to oneself, there are always quite some.In terms of talent, there is no shortage of people he can come into contact with.When it comes to personality, anyone is more likable than me.
Could it be that he is remembering the kindness that he saved his life back then?If so, why were they all lies?
His heart was in a mess, and he didn't know where the impulse came from. He pushed open the door and went downstairs quickly, and opened the door again.Maybe just to watch him go, to try to read some of his thoughts.
However, he saw Liang Huan standing motionless on the field ridge in the thick night, and Lu Yin standing aside, handing him a handkerchief.
Seeing him coming out, Lu Yin immediately disappeared.Chen Zhi stood there for a while, he had no choice but to walk towards Liang Huan hesitantly.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Liang Huan hurriedly wiped his face with a handkerchief, smiled at him, and said lightly: "It's okay, don't worry about me."
Statement fixedly stared at the tearful face with swollen eyes.
Seeing him standing like that all the time, Liang Huan felt a little guilty, avoided his gaze and blinked, "Yes... it's a little sad, it's inevitable. I told you a joke, don't tell it."
As he spoke, he was about to cry again, and hurriedly turned his head away.As long as he sees this person, his uncomfortable energy will keep rushing to his head.
"His Majesty……"
The half of the statement lowered his head and hesitated for a long time, then suddenly raised his eyes to look at Liang Huan's silhouette, and said in a very clear voice: "I won't marry you, okay?"
Liang Huan's body twitched suddenly, and he turned around a little bit, the expression in his eyes could not be seen clearly in the darkness.
"why?"
"Because..." Chen Zhi stood up straight, but lowered his head, "Otherwise, you will be sad."
Hearing this reason, Liang Huan raised his head and smiled, "Then you don't have to. If you don't marry now, you will marry sooner or later, then I will be sad sooner or later. It's better to have a good time."
Chen Zhi said without hesitation: "As long as you still feel sad about this matter, I will never marry you."
"What nonsense."
After deliberating over the words, the statement slowly explained: "If the minister is a woman and has served you, then whether you will remember it or not in the future, she should keep her chastity for you. There is no reason to find someone else."
Liang Huan looked at him in disbelief, "Why do you think so!"
"I didn't think about it before, but just at that moment, I figured it out."
Hearing this, Liang Huan wiped his face with his sleeve, and suddenly came to him, grabbed his wrist, and looked at him with longing eyes, "I didn't think about it before, why did I think about it just now? Because you can't bear to look at me Are you sad? You have me in your heart, right?"
The statement never knew the answer to this question.He closed his eyes and said softly: "I can't tell what I think of you."
Liang Huan didn't care about this ambiguous answer, he was full of what he said just now.With the personality of the statement, he might really think that way, if he really thinks that way, he still has to leave, and he can't use such a reason to kidnap the rest of his life.
But he just stood there, clung to himself, like a person who has been in the dark for a long time and sees the first ray of sunlight in the morning, rushing hungrily, refusing to let go.
So he can't go deep into whether the reason stated is true or not, he can only tell himself that this is just an excuse he made, the real reason is that he is reluctant to bear himself, it must be like this.
Since he can't bear to part with himself, he won't let him go again.For the reason, just use the one he said.
He calmed down, took the person in front of him into his arms, and acted like a baby in the crying voice: "You said this yourself, you will follow me from now on, and no one else is allowed... Now you don't have me in your heart." , I don't believe it, after waiting for a lifetime, I still can't wait for you..."
Only then did the statement realize that once a momentary thought is spoken, it cannot be regretted.
Well, that's fine too.Although this choice cannot be explained to anyone, if he can really die like this, it can be regarded as a fulfillment of his reputation in his heart.
Released by Liang Huan, he thought the matter was over, and was about to say go back first, but he turned his head and said, "You go back with me tonight, I'm afraid you'll change your mind once I leave."
"Will not……"
"Go back with me!"
There is no way to make a statement, so I can only listen to him: "The minister will go back and get something."
"Don't take it, is there anything in Weiyang Palace?"
"I have to hand in the homework tomorrow."
"...Go and come back quickly."
The author has something to say: State it: I implore the imperial court to set up a chastity archway for me.
Let me explain, here actually subconsciously has already been tempted, but he refuses to admit it, because admitting this kind of feeling is to put himself in danger in the past, so he can only find any reason to keep the other party.
"How is it possible, you were..."
When the food was served, people cheered one after another.I thought Xia Ling was the first to drink and get down on the ground, but everyone was wrong.Qi Zhuan, who was sitting next to her, had been taciturn at first, but suddenly stood up while drinking, pointed at Xia Ling and cursed.
Everyone was stunned, and before they could react for a while, they saw him finish scolding Xia Ling, then started scolding the caravan servants, and finally walked around in the lobby, scolding every passing guest.
The proprietress was startled when she saw this, and hurried up to stop Qi Zhuan, trying to drag him into the room.However, Qi Zhuan lay in the arms of the proprietress, pointed at her face and said: "You, this slut, you look so attractive...it must be very cool..."
After speaking, he vomited out a mouthful of filth, and his legs softened and he fell to the ground.
Everyone felt very embarrassed when they saw this scene.Xia Ling looked around, and finally felt that it was best to go by herself, so she had to endure the nausea and bring Qi Zhuan back to the house.
After being teased by him like this, no one at the table lost interest, and hurried away without taking a few bites.
The sky has completely dimmed, but the heat has not subsided, and Chen Zhi walked home slowly, still sweating all over.
After washing his head and returning to the room, he suddenly heard Chen Suihan yelling outside: "Son, come down quickly! Someone is looking for you—"
"Wait a minute, I'll go down after I dry my hair." One of the statements said while holding her hair with a towel.
"You have so many things to do, let him go up first..."
There was a knock on the door soon, and Chen Zhizhi was dealing with the hair in the room, and said loudly: "Who is it? Wait a moment, I am still tidying up."
He didn't hear an answer for a long time, he hurriedly combed his hair, straightened his sleeves, and went to open the door.
He was startled when he opened the door. Liang Huan just stood there stiffly, his eyes dazed, as if absent-minded.
He was supported just as he was about to salute, Liang Huan pushed him into the room, then turned around and closed the door, nonchalantly said: "Tomorrow there will be a decree for you, finish the marriage as soon as possible, and you will be fine."
The statement was answered, but it was a bit inexplicable. He came to his home at night just to say this?
He was about to ask, but he saw Liang Huan let go of his hand, sat on the chair by the window by himself, turned his head away and said, "I... just came to see you."
"After tomorrow, I haven't come to look for your name again, so today, I want to see you again."
The voice sounds flat at first glance, but it can be discerned carefully, which conceals the constant conflicting emotions.
Then, he saw Liang Huan slightly open his arms, and said in a low voice, "Come here."
He hesitated to go over, but before he could stand still, he was embraced by Liang Huan.
He was a little dazed, not knowing what this meant, and Liang Huan didn't say a word, just hugging him motionless.After a long time, he gradually felt that his back was wet, presumably it was because his hair was not dry yet, and water was dripping.
It was a bit hot in such a posture in such a weather, and sweat oozed from his chest, so Liang Huan still let go of his arms.
He took Chen Zhi's hands, these hands were long and soft, and his ten fingers that did not touch the spring water were exquisitely crafted, but he picked up a pen and did a good job of writing, which condensed his full of talent.
"Xingli, I'm quite worried about you. You've always been desperate for things. In the past, I always stopped you. If I'm not by your side, you should take it easy and don't really put yourself in it."
His words were slow and earnest, and his statement was still a little slow, and he didn't know why he said this.
"Although I am not as stable as you, and you are more transparent than me in many things, but bystanders can tell, I have been with you for so long, and I know your problems best. In the future, you should live more freely, don't always put shackles on yourself, follow me It's not comfortable being together, so others don't hinder it. Otherwise, you won't know how to live a happy life if you get entangled in those things..."
Listening to his rambling, the statement finally understood why he came here.He couldn't dodge his hand, so he could only lower his head and say, "If you don't want to, why...why do you propose like that?"
Liang Huan smiled miserably, but what he uttered was a detached voice: "That's the path you should take. Marry a wife and take concubines, have children, and have grandchildren. Everyone is walking this path. You are so kind. I should get these more. But I was forced to have nowhere to go, and these days were delayed for nothing. This is all my fault."
"From the beginning to the end, I have been sorry for you. I don't know how to repay what I owe you. When we meet in the future, it will be the same relationship as before. If you need me to do something, don't be polite to me..."
Speaking of these nonsense words, although Liang Huan's tears rolled down his cheeks, he still tried his best to smile. He raised his eyes and looked at the usual elegant and elegant face in front of him for a long time, even unwilling to blink.
In the past, he might still pretend to be pitiful to win his sympathy, but now, there is no need to ask him for anything.
After all, he still knew enough was enough, he had said what he had to say, and he stood up without waiting for his response, and shook his hand tightly, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself."
Watching Liang Huan's figure disappear at the door, Chen Zhi chewed over and over again what he had just said.
So, is he coming to say goodbye?
It turned out that he allowed himself to marry Bai Wanwan's daughter, not because he didn't care, but because he felt guilty and delayed his own path.
How much pain does it have to be in order to come to my home specially, say those inexplicable words, and shed tears again?
What is he not willing to bear with himself?When it comes to appearance, not to mention being superior to oneself, there are always quite some.In terms of talent, there is no shortage of people he can come into contact with.When it comes to personality, anyone is more likable than me.
Could it be that he is remembering the kindness that he saved his life back then?If so, why were they all lies?
His heart was in a mess, and he didn't know where the impulse came from. He pushed open the door and went downstairs quickly, and opened the door again.Maybe just to watch him go, to try to read some of his thoughts.
However, he saw Liang Huan standing motionless on the field ridge in the thick night, and Lu Yin standing aside, handing him a handkerchief.
Seeing him coming out, Lu Yin immediately disappeared.Chen Zhi stood there for a while, he had no choice but to walk towards Liang Huan hesitantly.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Liang Huan hurriedly wiped his face with a handkerchief, smiled at him, and said lightly: "It's okay, don't worry about me."
Statement fixedly stared at the tearful face with swollen eyes.
Seeing him standing like that all the time, Liang Huan felt a little guilty, avoided his gaze and blinked, "Yes... it's a little sad, it's inevitable. I told you a joke, don't tell it."
As he spoke, he was about to cry again, and hurriedly turned his head away.As long as he sees this person, his uncomfortable energy will keep rushing to his head.
"His Majesty……"
The half of the statement lowered his head and hesitated for a long time, then suddenly raised his eyes to look at Liang Huan's silhouette, and said in a very clear voice: "I won't marry you, okay?"
Liang Huan's body twitched suddenly, and he turned around a little bit, the expression in his eyes could not be seen clearly in the darkness.
"why?"
"Because..." Chen Zhi stood up straight, but lowered his head, "Otherwise, you will be sad."
Hearing this reason, Liang Huan raised his head and smiled, "Then you don't have to. If you don't marry now, you will marry sooner or later, then I will be sad sooner or later. It's better to have a good time."
Chen Zhi said without hesitation: "As long as you still feel sad about this matter, I will never marry you."
"What nonsense."
After deliberating over the words, the statement slowly explained: "If the minister is a woman and has served you, then whether you will remember it or not in the future, she should keep her chastity for you. There is no reason to find someone else."
Liang Huan looked at him in disbelief, "Why do you think so!"
"I didn't think about it before, but just at that moment, I figured it out."
Hearing this, Liang Huan wiped his face with his sleeve, and suddenly came to him, grabbed his wrist, and looked at him with longing eyes, "I didn't think about it before, why did I think about it just now? Because you can't bear to look at me Are you sad? You have me in your heart, right?"
The statement never knew the answer to this question.He closed his eyes and said softly: "I can't tell what I think of you."
Liang Huan didn't care about this ambiguous answer, he was full of what he said just now.With the personality of the statement, he might really think that way, if he really thinks that way, he still has to leave, and he can't use such a reason to kidnap the rest of his life.
But he just stood there, clung to himself, like a person who has been in the dark for a long time and sees the first ray of sunlight in the morning, rushing hungrily, refusing to let go.
So he can't go deep into whether the reason stated is true or not, he can only tell himself that this is just an excuse he made, the real reason is that he is reluctant to bear himself, it must be like this.
Since he can't bear to part with himself, he won't let him go again.For the reason, just use the one he said.
He calmed down, took the person in front of him into his arms, and acted like a baby in the crying voice: "You said this yourself, you will follow me from now on, and no one else is allowed... Now you don't have me in your heart." , I don't believe it, after waiting for a lifetime, I still can't wait for you..."
Only then did the statement realize that once a momentary thought is spoken, it cannot be regretted.
Well, that's fine too.Although this choice cannot be explained to anyone, if he can really die like this, it can be regarded as a fulfillment of his reputation in his heart.
Released by Liang Huan, he thought the matter was over, and was about to say go back first, but he turned his head and said, "You go back with me tonight, I'm afraid you'll change your mind once I leave."
"Will not……"
"Go back with me!"
There is no way to make a statement, so I can only listen to him: "The minister will go back and get something."
"Don't take it, is there anything in Weiyang Palace?"
"I have to hand in the homework tomorrow."
"...Go and come back quickly."
The author has something to say: State it: I implore the imperial court to set up a chastity archway for me.
Let me explain, here actually subconsciously has already been tempted, but he refuses to admit it, because admitting this kind of feeling is to put himself in danger in the past, so he can only find any reason to keep the other party.
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