Your Majesty, please do not

"It's okay..." Statement Zhi waved his hand.He has a good capacity for alcohol, no matter how much he drinks, he just loses his body and never loses his mind.

After drinking heavily, he ran to the latrine and didn't want to go back to the table.He intends to take a walk in this garden. Although everything is withered in winter, looking at the branches can be regarded as a relaxation.

Brown trees, gray stones, reddish-brown carved beams and painted buildings.

He staggered through the garden with the smell of alcohol, but his mind was still clear, but his body was out of control.After wandering around in the garden for an unknown amount of time, he finally felt tired and chose a random place to sit down.

Sit down and look around, just in front of you is a huge stone tablet.He raised his head and read it, and it was inscribed on it that the first emperor repaired Qionglin Garden.Next to the big stone tablet were several small ones, and he read them one by one, they were erected every time the Qionglin Garden was rebuilt in the past dynasties.

The last stele was actually from this dynasty, and he couldn't see it clearly when he was sitting too far away, so he stepped forward and lay down in front of the stele, reading each sentence sentence by sentence, very attentively and carefully.

"On January [-]th of the first year of Chongjing, the imperial edict said: To the east of the Forbidden Palace there is a garden called Qionglin. Anyone who holds a banquet for the new Jinshi subjects must be fortunate in this garden..."

Liang Huan may have only read this imperial edict once, so he probably changed a few words.

But this is his article, the edict to repair Qionglin Garden, powerful, solemn and solemn, every word is worthy of a stele and inscription.

Everything about him is like the stone carvings on the imperial stele, standing majestically, proclaiming its majesty to the world.And I am the most insignificant steps and railings, I can only kneel on the ground and worship, and I must not reach out to touch them.

The body of the statement was weak, his hands and feet were stiff with cold, he leaned helplessly in front of the stone tablet, his nose was sore.

I've known it for a long time, but I just don't want to wake up...

"Xingli! Chen Xingli, is that you?"

Statement Zhi turned his head to look at the source of the voice, but his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see anything.He wiped his eyes quickly, and saw a face that he seemed to see often before, approaching him from a distance.

That face was the same as before, with proud brows, but always standing in front of others with an easy-going attitude.When he goes back and closes the door, the sharpness in his facial features will immediately soften, and I don't know if he looks like this when he is alone in front of others.

No, that's all an illusion of my own fiction.The person in front of him is not Lin Weiyang, he just has the same body.

The statement is clear-headed, and still has the strength to restrain emotions, knowing how to meet him in the proper way.He supported the base of the stele, stood up unsteadily, moved awkwardly in front of him, and knelt down on the spot.

He opened his mouth, searching for the right words.However, before he could say anything, Liang Huan pulled him up from the ground and said angrily, "Why are you sitting here? I've been looking for you for a long time."

The statement froze, he wanted to find himself?What are you doing?

"What's wrong with you? Who bullied you?" Liang Huan frowned and looked at his red eyes.

"No...the minister is fine." He bowed his head and replied.

Liang Huan didn't continue to stare at him and ask, but grabbed his arm, pulled him and walked out, briskly said: "But I haven't seen you for a while, let's go and sit in the room for a while, I still have a lot of things to do Didn't tell you."

Being pulled by him, Statement Zhi lost his balance and almost fell to the ground, but he was caught in time.

"Are you...drunk? Are those people feeding you all the time? Who are you? You're already Jinshi, and you're still like a hooligan..."

Listening to the familiar tone, some repressed memories of the statement were aroused, and at the same time, the accompanying emotions were aroused.

No, seeing him and listening to him, the memory that was originally pressed to the surface of the water will float again.In front of him, sooner or later it will be revealed.

Liang Huan was afraid that he would fall again, so he simply hugged one of his arms and held him firmly, no matter where he leaned, he would not fall.

Chen Zhi didn't dare to let him help him, let alone break free, so he could only do it like this, letting the familiar body temperature burn him.

The two walked to Qionglin Pavilion.This is a house in Qionglin Garden, there are only three rooms, and it is a temporary resting place for garden visitors.

Lu Yin first asked people to enter the house to light a charcoal fire, and Liang Huan then ordered him to get something to sober up.

When I got inside the house, my whole body became warm all of a sudden, and a rosy glow appeared on my cheeks after drinking too much wine.Liang Huan kept supporting Chen Zhi to the seat, and he couldn't sit if he wanted to.

Seeing his dejected appearance, Liang Huan said enthusiastically: "Xingli, don't hold back what's on your mind, just tell me, maybe I can help you."

After he finished speaking, he suddenly remembered that the day he went to Yongzhou Guild Hall for the last time, when he was about to leave, Chen Zhi cried.

"It won't have anything to do with me..."

Liang Huan showed a bit of embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I made up a name and identity to fool you. But I tried my best to help you. I took your test paper, and I didn't do it out of selfishness. , you should have won. Also, I have already written to your state party to mess up your marriage."

He thought he would forgive and thank himself after he finished these statements, but unexpectedly he lowered his eyes and asked, "Do you have anything else to say?"

Does he think the most important thing is identity?And other than that, nothing else matters.

"It's gone?" Liang Huan didn't know why.

"Then..." Chen Zhi closed his eyes, then carefully stood up while leaning on the chair.

Liang Huan pushed him back and gave him a blank look, "There are no outsiders, so there's no need to do this, it's weird."

"The minister asked something disrespectful, why do you go to that room every day?"

His voice is very smooth, and it sounds calm at first, but when you distinguish it carefully, you will find that it is trembling slightly.

Liang Huan didn't pay attention to his tone, but just moved his eyes up, recalled for a moment and said: "It's over, it's okay to tell you now. Someone is talking about confidential things on the other side of the board beside the bed, and I used to listen to them."

"It seems to have made up some excuse to fool you, don't mind, I don't dare to say that I'm going to listen to the corner."

This was said very easily, as if he just said a joke casually, and then apologized casually, it's no big deal.

The charcoal fire warmed the whole room, but it couldn't warm the cold body.

This answer didn't surprise the statement. He had imagined countless possibilities, and this was one of them.

He still wants to ask again, he wants to ask if the excuse is just used to cover up his purpose, and if there is nothing sincere about it.

But he didn't dare to ask, and felt that there was no need to ask.Liang Huan's attitude was clearly revealed in these light words.If you ask any more questions, you will only embarrass yourself.

In Liang Huan's eyes, Chen Zhi often showed a preoccupied look, so it's not surprising that he is now.He didn't pay attention to his emotions, explained what happened before, then changed into a relaxed tone, and started chatting:

"I haven't seen you for a long time. How are you doing? I can't see the injuries on my body. It's thanks to you. You saved me. I will definitely thank you. Don't be polite to me. If you need help, just Tell me, don't be embarrassed, many things here are easy..."

Listening to what he said, Chen Zhi didn't know how to respond at all.He couldn't make that innocuous gesture, and he felt that every word he was uttering now contained sorrow.

At this time Lu Yin came in with a bowl of hangover soup, and Liang Huan raised his chin to signal him to report it.Chen Zhi didn't think he needed to sober up, nor did he want to fill his stomach with water, but facing the scene in front of him, he had no choice but to drink that bowl of food.

"By the way, Xingli, your marriage, I told people to arrange another one for you in the capital, do you want me to help? I can find you a good one, or you can choose it yourself, who do you like, I'll go and tell you, how is it?"

"no need."

He couldn't listen to the statement anymore, he was afraid that if Liang Huan said a few more words, he would be unable to restrain his emotions.Maybe they will hug him and cry, and then there will be no way to end it.

So he stood up, leaned forward, lowered his head, and said in a very flat voice: "If you have nothing else to do, can I take my leave first?"

Liang Huan thought he had something to do when he went back, so he nodded easily, "Okay, I'll look for you over there when you get to the Imperial Academy. Be careful when you go back, if you fall after drinking so much, I'll find someone to help you ,—forget it, I’ll help you go back.”

As he spoke, he was about to get up and pull his arm, and Chen Zhi retreated half a step awkwardly, and said in a panic: "It's really unnecessary..."

Liang Huan also found that something was wrong with him today, but he said "no need" one by one, and he was not good enough to force him to do something.He had to sit back and agree to leave.

Before turning around, Chen Zhi raised his head boldly, happened to meet his eyes, and took a hasty look.

Those eyes should pretend to be all over the world, home and country, and he stated that such an insignificant person can really only look up.

Once you've seen it, that's it.

After leaving Qionglin Garden, his body suddenly became cold, and the turbulent emotions just now were completely frozen.

The capital city is as prosperous as before, looking at the pedestrians coming and going on the side of the road, I just feel dazzled and fascinated.

If there was still a faint hope in my heart when I saw him at the banquet at noon, then his few words just now completely tore up this hope, leaving no residue.

The place that I take care of carefully, when I come to him, I can take it away with a few words.He doesn't care, he doesn't even know he cares.

Everything is a dream that I wove for myself, and has nothing to do with him.

The hangover soup started to take effect, and the pace became more and more steady.Walking on the streets of the capital, if you just look up, you can easily see the place where the old things are wrapped.

What kind of theater building, what kind of busy city, and the tall towers in the distance, everywhere you look, there are episodes of bitterness.

No, I can't stay in this place any longer.Seeing this every day, and maybe even seeing him again, is torturing yourself.

Anyway, I didn't expect to pass the exam, so let's pretend I never passed it.There are thousands of ways to live in this world, why choose the most decent one in the eyes of the world, why endure so much unnecessary pain.

Staying here will not help those who are suffering from hunger and cold due to exorbitant taxes. It is better to go back to fishing, woodcutters, farming and studying, and poor houses with poor windows.

Thinking of this, Chen Zhizhi turned around, instead of going back to his residence, he went to the pier in the capital.

You can reach Yongzhou, the most northwest of Daping, along the river to the west. It just so happens that there is a boat departing for Yongzhou the next morning.