Your Majesty, please do not

It rained all the way to the capital, and Chen Zhi went to the house where he used to live in the rain, and said hello to his family of four.Chen Suihan had long been used to him not being at home, so he didn't say anything. Instead, Chen Xian held his arm and kept talking about him.

Then he went to the hospital where his mother was. After seeing her, he tried to look calm and slightly joyful, and said with a smile: "I was injured on the battlefield, and I have been in Yongzhou for a while before I come back. The capital has me Did you hear the news, did it mean that I died on the battlefield? By the way, mother went to save someone, but she came back?"

After listening to his words, Yu Wenjing was silent for a long while, and did not answer him, but only spit out two sentences: "Your majesty came to you and said that he knew everything. You go to him first, he will never see you again." You, I'm afraid you're going crazy."

The statement was stunned at the moment, her words were understated, as if it was a casual joke, which seemed untrue in this situation.

"He... knows..."

"Go ahead and talk to him yourself if you have anything to say."

Only then did he react, put down his luggage on the spot, and walked out quickly.

He always carried the fish talisman when he entered the palace with him. He thought it would be just a souvenir in the future, but he didn't expect that it would be useful one day.

He has walked the road from Jiaomen to Weiyang Palace too many times in the past, and now the furnishings on both sides have not changed at all, but he seems like a lifetime away.

Holding an umbrella, his footsteps gradually slowed down, and a trace of fear gradually rose in his heart.He knows these things, so how are the Wu couples doing?After knowing this, what is his attitude?Did he come to him to scold him?But why is he "going crazy"?

If he really came to scold him, then he would rather everything stand still before today, than let the two of them tear their faces and become the end of the whole matter.

Though thinking this way, people have already come here, and it is too late to turn back.

He found several medicine stoves that hadn't existed before near Weiyang Palace, and a pile of medicine dregs wetted by rain were scattered beside each stove.His heart sank, who is sick?Decocting medicine near Weiyang Palace, could it be...

He didn't dare to think about it any more, and hurried to the door.The little eunuchs guarding the gate all recognized him, but they didn't know whether to let him in or not.It is said that he used to live here often, but now it is different...

Taking advantage of their hesitation, the statement broke in.He raised his eyes nervously and looked around, the inner room was cleaned up spotlessly, without any trace of people living there.And in the main hall... there were a few scattered people sitting there, all writing with their heads down.

Deng Zhi, Zhu Xing, Bai Wanwan, and others did not recognize each other.

Before he could speak, Deng Zhi noticed him first, his face was full of surprise, "State it? Are you still alive?"

As soon as he spoke, all eyes in the room were fixed on the statement.Only then did Deng Zhi realize that he shouldn't have said this, and said, "Why did you come here? This is not where you should be."

Statement Zhi was thinking about how to respond, but his eyes inadvertently stopped on the paper on Deng Zhi's desk.After a cursory glance, he seemed to be frightened, and after a few more glances, he was really frightened after reading it quickly.

So, the medicine stove at the door really is...he is now...

The sky was spinning before his eyes, and his body was shaking. He grabbed it desperately to prevent himself from falling down here.

In the past, I was able to suppress my grief because what I faced was only separation, which is no big deal, anyone who leaves can live.

But he still loves him.

So he couldn't accept the matter in front of him.

Deng Zhi also saw that something was wrong with him, stood up and said in a low voice: "Since you are safe and sound, you can still return to the Ministry of War, and everything will continue as usual. You still have a long way to go, so don't let your talents go to waste. As for this kind of thing, it has been done in the past It's over, you want to open it up."

He couldn't listen to a single word of such a statement, his mind was full of Liang Huan lying on the bed in Weiyang Palace, holding the medicine soup in his hand, dying.

Driven by the piercing pain, he uttered with difficulty: "Deng Shangshu, can you let me... meet again."

Deng Zhi was taken aback, and said in a deep voice, "No, there is no such rule."

Under the impact of despair, Chen Zhi didn't give up, tears filled his eyes, and he held back, his voice trembling: "I beg you...let me, I..."

Listening to his incomplete words, Deng Zhi sighed, "Don't embarrass me, I can't make the decision. You listen to me, go back now, and never enter the palace again."

Chen Zhizhi knew that this request was unreasonable, but Deng Zhi refused, and it was useless to force him.He took two steps back, choked up and said, "I see."

When he left, everyone in the room looked at Deng Zhi suspiciously, and some people asked directly: "Who is this person?"

Deng Zhi glanced at the crowd coldly, "Just pretend that this person has never been here before, and don't say a word outside."

Chen Zhi didn't go back immediately, he still had one place he wanted to take a look at.

He stumbled along the palace road, his shoulders were mostly wet, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't figure out why he became like this.

Such a person, who is alive and kicking all day long, was in good health a few months ago. In the past few months, Chaduo has become a minister, and the government and the people are clear. What is it that breaks him down like this?

He remembered what Yu Wenjing said, he had gone to him, and he knew everything.Before I left Beijing, I told my parents that I would come back later, even if they were delayed in Yongzhou for a few months, they would not be in a hurry.But I never said that to him...

He knew that he didn't go to Chaduo and didn't return to Beijing, did he really think that he... was dead?then……

No, it won't be like this.Isn't he always indifferent and merciless, taking everything as a joke?

He told himself again, stop kidding yourself.To this day, do you still feel that all this is a scam designed by him?

He walked between the circuitous rocks and drilled into the rockery.The door of Baoyan Pavilion was only ajar, and when it was pushed in, the papers piled up everywhere disappeared.

Statement Zhi was about to cry in this deserted place, but a gust of cool wind came in from the open door, and a few scattered pieces of paper blew down from the gap between the table and the wall.

I guess I missed it when I packed it up.He leaned over to pick it up, unfolded it, and found that the first two sheets were actually written by the two of them the night he ran to Jiangzhou and Liang Huan chased after them.

The last one is written by Liang Huan. First, he expresses his feelings about seeing old things again:

In retrospect, I was too stupid in the past, thinking that everything I got was taken for granted, and I didn't know how to cherish it.In the past few years, I have left a lot of regrets, but it is a pity that there is no way to make up for them, and all of them have become memories.

There are a few poems after that, although they are not written clearly, they can be seen that they are written for themselves.The poem is not very well written, and the words have been heard a thousand times, but at the last few lines, the ink bleeds and the paper is slightly wrinkled.

Among them, the statement read a sentence: "Where is the lost return, there are two boundless things outside."

He chewed this sentence several times, and felt that it confirmed his previous guess.

He thought he died on the battlefield, so he couldn't live anymore.

Thinking of this conclusion, he could only smile wryly.He had refused to admit his intentions countless times, because he was afraid of being hurt like before.It wasn't until he was driven to death by himself that he finally believed him.

However, if he really died because of him, then he had to accompany him.

This kind of thing has already happened to Bai Zhen once, and now, he has no other choice, and he will not hesitate at all.

He sat down at the table and wrote a letter to his parents with the pen and ink on the table, and no one else could care about it.He didn't have enough emotions to meet anyone again, just writing and sending letters took almost all of his strength.

After finishing writing, he began to hesitate again, where should he go?If you want to accompany him, you should stay closer to him, but you can't die in the forbidden palace.

Looking at the heavy rain outside the window, the face of the old man was clear and fuzzy in his mind.When saying goodbye, he thought of the place where it all started.

At that time, he rolled from the hillside to the foot of the mountain, the road halfway up the mountain, and a little further on was the cliff.

He got up with the letter and looked back when he walked to the door. On the chair under the window, he seemed to be sitting there, turning his head and laughing at himself standing behind him.

He closed his eyes, pushed open the door, and threw himself into the torrential rain without taking an umbrella.

On the trail below the mountain, a carriage was galloping in the rain.The wheels ran over the muddy ground without rain, splashing a splash of water.

In the spacious carriage, Liang Huan's whole body was pressed against the window.He was wearing a coarse cloth at this moment, which didn't quite match his heroic spirit, fine sweat oozes from his forehead, and his face is scorched.

Why did he show up at that hotel?How did he survive, and where did he go from here?

No matter where he is going, as long as he is alive, he can always be found after searching the whole Daping.The most urgent task is to go back and stop Deng Zhi's group.

Confused in his heart, he lifted the curtain of the car with his fingers. He wanted to watch the scene to relieve his worries, but suddenly he saw a figure flashing by the side of the road.

This scene aroused his long-term memory. Although the man did not call for help, he still called the driver: "Stop, there are people on the side of the road!"

Then the carriage gradually stopped, and he said to Wu Jing beside him: "Sister, wait for me, I will come as soon as I go."

He originally wanted to hold an umbrella, but felt that the rain was too fast to hold up, and it was useless, and it was still in the way, so he just got into the rain and walked quickly towards the black shadow.

That day, when he couldn't see it, did he also walk towards him from this direction, drenched in such rain?

The ruts and footsteps startled the man who collapsed on the ground. He didn't turn his head, but called softly: "I'm going up the mountain, but I sprained my foot here, and I can't get up. Can you give me a hand, and help me find the root?" Branches and sticks, let me go up the mountain..."

Liang Huan didn't respond, and quietly stood beside the man, looking at him with thousands of emotions in his eyes.

The person on the ground curled up into a ball didn't hear a reply for a long time, and finally raised his head.

"I can help you, but you have to tell me, what are you doing up the mountain?"

"...I don't want to go up the mountain."

"Then let me help you where?"

"Help me... go home."

The author has something to say: the end of the text~ obsessive-compulsive disorder, there are no repeated words in the titles of all chapters, but I am exhausted...

Liang Huan: Why did the unscrupulous author stop here?So did we cry and talk to each other that night and sleep again?

Statement: Don't worry, you will sleep with me for decades in the episode.