Cannon fodder is always forced to become a group favorite

The young man under the cherry blossom tree looked at them with pain and disappointment in his eyes, but he held back his words carefully: "...I forgot the piano score with you."

Seeing him going back and forth, Yunyou panicked for a moment, then frantically took out the sheet music from the schoolbag he was carrying.

Under Lin Yun's cold, snake-like gaze, Yunyou walked down the steps and walked up to Ling Xiaoxing step by step. For some reason, he couldn't raise his head: "... here you are."

Ling Xiaoxing held the piano score in his hand, did not let go, and asked him in a low voice: "Do you have to stay in City S?"

Yun You closed his eyes, and said ruthlessly, "Yes, I won't leave."

"but you……"

"You still don't understand?" Yun You's voice rose once, with a serious and sad expression, "Ling Xiao Xing, you should go home, we are not in the same world at all."

Ling Xiaoxing opened his mouth to refute, but Lin Yun called him from a distance: "Yunyou, are you alright?"

Yunyou responded, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Ling Xiaoxing grabbed it.

Ling Xiaoxing said in a hurry: "I came back not only to get the piano score, but also to tell you about me..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Yun strode over directly, Yunyou hurriedly let go, shook off Ling Xiaoxing's hand, took two steps back to distance himself from him, Lin Yun glanced gloomyly between the two of them. Suddenly, he grabbed Yunyou by the collar of his clothes and dragged him away.

Ling Xiaoxing didn't expect Lin Yun to treat his son like this, and wanted to stop him in astonishment: "Auntie!..."

"It's okay, it's okay, you go back first!" Yun Youge staggered, nearly fell, and desperately waved his hands to signal Ling Xiaoxing to leave quickly.

Ling Xiaoxing watched Lin Yun drag Yunyou into the door stumblingly, and closed the door with a "bang".The hand that was thrown away by Yunyou clenched tightly, but he knew that this was something he couldn't get involved in, so he couldn't help but let go again, and his shoulders drooped.

Hearing the sound of quarreling and throwing things that could not be blocked by the door, Ling Xiaoxing's expression became more and more sad.

He hated the feeling of powerlessness.

******

After returning home, Lin Yun lost her temper with him and threw everything that could be dropped over and over, even knocking over the medicine bottle, and Yun You knelt silently on the ground to pick it up one by one.

The medicine is very expensive, and one can't afford to waste it.

In the end, Lin Yun lost her temper enough, and sat in the messy living room out of breath, like a released balloon, full of wrinkled fatigue.

Yunyou wiped off the medicine, put it back into the bottle, and cleaned up the messy living room.

Lin Yun looked at him, and tears suddenly flowed down again.

"Youyou, are you going to leave with that boy, and you don't want your mother anymore?"

Yunyou repeated the answer he had repeated many times: "No."

"If you leave too, mother will die." Lin Yun said, not a hoarse threat, but a statement that was extremely calm.

Yunyou didn't speak, but tore off a few sections of toilet paper for her wearily, and handed them to her.

It was already 10:30 when he finished cleaning the house, Lin Yun was tired from crying on the sofa, and went to bed after venting.

Yunyou finally had time to take out his mobile phone to contact Ling Xiaoxing.

He only has an old mobile phone with a slider, which was eliminated by his father. The buttons are so worn out that they can't be seen clearly, but it still works.

Every time he turned on his phone, there would be several messages from "0xx" in his inbox, but tonight he turned it on, and there were none.

Yunyou sent a message to Ling Xiaoxing.

Ling Xiaoxing didn't reply, usually within seconds.

I sent a few more messages in a row, but it was still the same situation, and there was no response.

A cloud of gloom passed over Yunyou's heart, he opened the door and looked at Lin Yun's room, but there was no movement, he locked the door and called Ling Xiaoxing.

Listening to the "beep" sound from the microphone, Yunyou felt more and more uneasy. He made five or six calls in a row but couldn't get through. In the end, he just turned off the phone and couldn't get through at all.

Yunyou became more and more worried, he hesitated for a long time, but decided to sneak out to have a look at Ling Xiaoxing.

Before Ling Xiaoxing finished his sentence, he felt that it was a very, very important matter.

Yunyou locked the bedroom door, sat down in a disguise, closed the curtains and jumped out of the window.

He remembered the hotel where Ling Xiaoxing stayed, and it took 10 to [-] minutes to ride there from his house, and it was already eleven o'clock when he arrived.

Yunyou glanced at the parking shed, there was no car for Ling Xiaoxing.

It's so late, where has he gone?

The uneasiness in Yunyou's heart became more and more serious. He ran up the steps in three steps and rushed into the hotel. The drowsy front desk was awakened by such a loud noise. He wiped the corners of his mouth and asked, "Are you checking in?" ?”

"I want to ask how to get to room 304? I'm his friend."

"Room 304 goes up the stairs... ah, wait a minute," the receptionist said, turning on the sleeping computer, "The guest in Room 304 has already checked out."

"Checked out?" Yunyou's eyes suddenly widened.

"Well, yes, I left more than half an hour ago. It seems that I ran away from home and tried to run away in my car, but I was caught. Wow, his car is really luxurious," the front desk said, smacking his lips, "I've never seen that kind of car logo."

A stream of blood rushed to Yunyou's brain, and amidst the buzzing, he heard his trembling voice ask: "Did you say where they went?"

"I didn't say it, but I heard things like airport flights." The front desk yawned and recalled, and suddenly thought of something, "Oh, yes, I also heard 'America', it should be going abroad, it looks like The young master of a rich family... hey, run slowly!"

Yunyou ran out again, but his mind was in a mess, and he stumbled, not knowing where to go.

...Ling Xiaoxing finally left.

He grabbed his hair vigorously, buzzing in his head, his whole body was dizzy and weightless, top-heavy.

However, when he finally stood up with the support of the wall, he found that his body seemed to become lighter, and his consciousness was slowly separated from his body. The surrounding scenes were abstracted with psychedelic colors and lines, revolving around him.

When he came back to his senses, he saw himself appearing in his home.

No, that's not him.

To be precise, it is another "cloud tour".

"Yunyou" was also very confused about his sudden passage. Facing Lin Yun when he was ill, he was even more baffled. He looked at this woman like a crazy woman, and pushed her aside impatiently.

Lin Yun's forehead hit the sharp corner of the wall, and blood flowed profusely immediately, and even though she covered her bleeding head, she sat on the ground and pointed at Yunyou and yelled at him, calling him a white-eyed wolf, until she was out of breath. He passed out directly.

"Yun You" was scared at first, but he just passed out after seeing that she was fine, he was slightly relieved, and quickly searched the house for anything to take away, packed a backpack and fled the house.

When Lin Yun woke up and saw her son really running away, tears welled up. She tore off a few pieces of paper, covered her forehead, and took out an iodine wine swab to disinfect herself.

At first she thought that "Yunyou" just ran away in a fit of anger, but she didn't expect him to come back. She waited for two days, and finally couldn't help but went out to look for him, but she never heard from him.

"Yunyou" just disappeared.

The last bit of straw collapsed, and Lin Yun went completely insane and tried to commit suicide, but fortunately, she was rescued by a neighbor and sent to a mental hospital.

Yunyou also saw that Ling Xiaoxing also sneaked back to look for him several times, but there was no news. He sent Lin Yun to a nursing home and sent money to pay for it regularly, but he has been persistently searching for news about him.

Yun You watched the young boy in his memory gradually become more serious, showing neither emotion nor anger.

Ling Xiaoxing's pseudonym "Dongyao" in high school has been continuously and productively producing music works on the Internet. After Yunyou disappeared, he disappeared completely, withdrawn from the public's sight, and never even touched the piano again.

Ling Xiaoxing still didn't take the Juilliard exam, so he filled in a random building and finished his undergraduate degree in a daze. After graduating from university, he learned that "Yunyou" actually came to participate in the "Star-making Project" audition, so he flew directly to Lanzhou. Coming to see "Yunyou" from the city, "Yunyou" not only changed his temperament and habits drastically, but also completely forgot Lingxiao Xing.

Ling Xiaoxing also thought that he had lost his memory because of something, and even condescended to participate in the "Star-Making Project", trying to wake up his memory by accompanying him.

But there is no Yunyou in that shell at all, and it is useless to wake him up.

When Yunyou saw that Ling Xiaoxing made "Yunyou" a bento with his own hands, but was mercilessly knocked over and thrown away by "Yunyou" and called him a "disgusting homosexual", he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

Ling Xiaoxing finally realized the fact that "Yunyou" had completely become another stranger, and tried hard to get away from the world of "Yunyou", often sitting alone until dawn.But when he knew that the program team was going to kick Yunyou out of Qi Caifan's group, he still couldn't help having the last hope and took the initiative to include him in his group.

Fortunately, the real Yunyou came back.

But when Ling Xiaoxing realized that the familiar Yunyou finally came back, before he could rejoice, he found that Yunyou had forgotten him.

He saw himself teasing and joking with Ling Xiaoxing ignorantly, and Ling Xiaoxing agreed with a light smile, but there was a trace of unknown bitterness hidden in his smile.

After Ling Xiaoxing returned to the dormitory, he stood on the balcony and smoked all night.

Yun You was on the verge of tears.

"Youyou, youyou?"

In the distance, there was a voice calling him, familiar and anxious.

It seems that a minute has passed, and it seems that a century has passed.

His floating consciousness gradually came back into the cage, and his limbs seemed to fall to the ground.

Yunyou opened his eyes with difficulty, his vision was blurred and focused, he saw Ling Xiaoxing's face and the anxious faces surrounded by other members, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaoxing..."

Ling Xiaoxing immediately hugged him tightly, as if he was finally embracing a lost and recovered treasure, and buried his head in Yunyou's shoulder.

Yunyou felt his shoulders warm, as if tears were streaming down his face.

Yunyou smiled, hugged him back, ignored the surprised eyes around him, and sighed, "Brother Ling, you've worked hard."