C position study, God chooses the way

The room for Mu Heng's reflection was very quiet.

He listened intently to the footsteps outside the door, and when he was almost stable, he carefully dug out the small backpack he had hidden in the corner, leaving behind a letter saying "I'll go out to calm down, and I'll be back when I'm done". Will come back with a message in the future.

Then, following the route he had prepared a long time ago, he climbed down and escaped through the window through the professionally planted vines on the wall.

To be honest, Mu Heng wanted to do this for a long time.

If his brother hadn't tried most of the operations at home when he was young, he wouldn't be living such a difficult life now.

Even running away from home takes a long time of careful planning before it can be barely completed.

Of course, Mu Heng's main reason for running away from home is to find an environment where he can devote himself to learning mathematics for the competition, so that he can participate in next year's provincial preliminaries.

By the way, see if you can form a few teammates to increase your chances of success.

He has been living in the shadow of his brother since he was a child, not only because his brother has reached a certain level of excellence, but also because his brother has taken all the wrong paths that young people would take, and let him even try the wrong opportunity. nothing.

The most frustrating thing for Mu Heng was that because his brother did not inherit the family business, it became a certainty that he would inherit the family business.And once he made a behavior that seemed to be like repeating his brother's mistakes, and might not come back to inherit the family business, the two parents of his family would do ideological work for him even if they were abroad, even if they held a video conference.

Inheriting the family business starts from the baby.

Mu Heng was very annoying.

Annoyance finally broke out together today, let him directly decide to run away from home falsely, and pay attention to Ke Han by the way.

It didn't take much time to go straight to school.

When he rushed to the flower bed in front of the laboratory building, the exam was just halfway through.

A few students on the edge of the flower bed were holding math books and lecturing each other to study. They barely looked like students.

The corner of Mu Heng's mouth was bent, and he was about to walk over, but at this moment, he found Ke Han walking out of the laboratory building.

Ke Han, with reddish eyes, was walking and talking with Wen Qingqing.

Wen Qingqing didn't stop talking, letting Mu Heng hear the content clearly - why didn't you write...

Mu Heng frowned, but quickly regained his composure.

Combined with some of the facts he learned from Ke Han's mother, Mu Heng felt that he really had to take some responsibility for Ke Han.

After all, no matter what, he was under certain coercion, which made Ke Han sad to study mathematics for so many days.

He sighed deeply.

Ke Han is really a scumbag with a story.

Thinking of this, he responded to the greetings from several classmates at the flower bed, walked up to Ke Han in two steps, grabbed his arm, and said something to Wen Qingqing. He took Ke Han back to the laboratory building on the spot.

The two of them had formed a tacit understanding and walked step by step to the door of the semi-open roof.

Mu Heng took out a rusty key, and after unlocking it, he saw the rooftop with clumps of moss and weeds.

Going around the canopy, you can still see the empty room with the door open next to it.

The basement of the room was covered with dust, with only a few extremely sparse footprints, and only a dilapidated old piano was placed inside.

Ke Han looked at the surrounding environment with interest, until Mu Heng stopped, turned to him and said: "There is nothing to be afraid of in learning, at least you have taken the first step."

As he spoke, he pulled two broken stools from the side, took out a piece of paper from his pocket and wiped it, motioning for Ke Han to sit down and talk with him.

"sit."

Ke Han didn't understand what kind of medicine Mu Heng was selling in the gourd this time.

But sitting was more comfortable than standing, so he sat down obediently.

"I apologize first." Mu Heng said without hesitation, "Actually, what I said that day did not mean to persuade you to retire."

Ke Han raised his eyebrows.

Mu Heng: "What I mean is, if you don't have a reason to do something yourself, then that thing is irrelevant to you."

"I don't like to force others to follow my plan."

Ke Han looked at him with a bright expression on his face: You didn't say that when you followed me to learn mathematics.

Mu Heng turned his face away, his expression slightly solemn.

His gaze swept across the semi-open top floor of the experimental building, and finally stopped at the farthest corner of the guardrail.

Maybe it's time to share a little bit of my past with Ke Han, and stabilize his emotions through the resonance between the two.

Ke Han then heard Mu Heng think about it and say: "About ten years ago, I was standing in that corner of the rooftop, standing on tiptoe and looking down, a bit wanting to try free fall."

This is Mu Heng's real experience.

I hope it can help Ke Han get out of the shadow of his failure in the school-level selection competition just now.

Ke Han was shocked and said, "Are you serious?"

Mu Heng nodded calmly: "I have an older brother who is excellent. He is so excellent that he is like a dark cloud that will always weigh on my head, preventing me from seeing a clear sky forever. In front of all my honors, Everyone would add - oh, it's that man's brother, no wonder."

"What's more, I was not as good as him before."

"I think you can experience that feeling. After a long time, it will really make people feel like they are in hell. They can't climb out with all their strength, and they can't see a ray of light." Mu Heng's face is cloudless. With a light smile, "everything I say is true."

"But then, I finally figured it out. What I want is not free fall, what I want is freedom."

Ke Han's heart beat a few beats faster.

He could fully understand what Mu Heng said.

Including the kind of overwhelming negative emotions.

Mu Heng stood up in his sight, and said softly, "Come with me."

Ke Han curiously followed behind him, and finally came to the only small wooden door in the big room.

"I am the only one who knows about this place. Now, I will tell you." Mu Heng said word by word, and then stretched out his hand to untie the tight metal wire on the door, "If you have any sadness in the future, there is no way If you share it with others, you can come here and be quiet.”

"Whoa."

The moment the small door was opened, all the old books stacked up to the ceiling fell down like an avalanche.

Mu Heng had expected to hide an inch to the side, and even the furthest rolled book only touched his toes.

Dusty.

"This is an old book that was eliminated in the school library a few years ago. It is rich in content. You can read it quietly here alone."

"What difficulties and emotions do you have? When you calm down, you will find that it doesn't seem to be a big deal."

Ke Han interrupted Mu Heng suspiciously: "So what do you want to say?"

Mu Heng looked at Ke Han with tenderness and compassion in his eyes.

"I know you didn't write down the questions on the paper, but it's not that you can't do it, you just don't want to do it..."

"Ok?"

Ke Han was even more puzzled.

"When did I say I didn't do it?"

Mu Heng: "..."

"what are you thinking about?"

Mu Heng's expression was stiff, and it took a while before he answered: "Did you do well in today's preliminary exam?"

Ke Han suddenly seemed to understand something, and laughed: "I didn't write the process except mathematics, and I filled in the rest. How is it?"

Mu Heng: "..."

Ke Han sighed again with a smile, and added: "If there is no other way, I might have written a little bit about the process of the math problem, but it doesn't matter, anyway, Wen Qingqing said that she thinks I must be more right than Yan Zhao .”

Mu Heng froze in place, almost turning into a statue.

He exhausted all his reason to squeeze out a sentence: "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

Ke Han raised his eyebrows: "You didn't ask, and you rushed over and dragged me away. I wonder why you dragged me..."

The two people met their gazes and met at a certain point in the air.

Mu Heng covered his eyes with his hands.

He introspected desperately: "Why didn't I ask earlier?"

Ke Han looked at him, as if he had suddenly realized this matter completely.

The smile on his face got bigger and bigger, and finally he laughed until his eyes disappeared, and he laughed very loudly.

Even the dust on the ground seemed to be shaken up.

"Mu Heng, I found that you... hahaha... your brain circuit is very strange."

Abbreviation, wonderful.