C position study, God chooses the way

Listen to Mu Heng's self-confession.

Ke Han suddenly thought of a question.

He interrupted Mu Heng and asked him: "I still remember Chu Baiyue said that when you were in Tianer, you were supposed to be an outstanding graduate, but you ran away because you jumped through the window at the graduation awards ceremony. That's because... what?"

Mu Heng looked at Ke Han with an unusually sincere expression.

"It was because my grandmother had a heart attack," he said.

"But that's just one of the reasons, there's actually another reason."

"My grandma was mad at me."

"She saw things that caused me to doubt my sexuality, and that's something that I'm having a hard time saying in front of people now."

Ke Han: "This is normal."

He thought for a while, and still expressed his thoughts: "At least I, in foreign countries before, although I suffered a lot of special discrimination, but...they did teach me that no matter who you like, you are normal. "

"It's normal to have desires when you like someone."

Mu Heng: "Do you like blow-up dolls?"

Ke Han: "..."

Mu Heng: "Although I didn't buy that inflatable doll, it was a birthday present raised for me by my group of silly friends in Guangming Middle School. Moreover, they bought a custom-made inflatable doll just to ridicule me. 60.00% similarity to myself."

"Mocking me that I didn't fall in love in Guangming Middle School, and I didn't fall in love in Tiange No. [-] Middle School. I'm probably a narcissus who only likes myself."

Ke Han hesitated for a few seconds before saying: "...you can now prove to them that you are not a Narcissus."

Mu Heng: "Actually, not necessarily."

He laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "So do you still like me like this?"

Ke Han also laughed.

He said, "You don't think I'm mentally ill, do you?"

Mu Heng grabbed Ke Han's hand on the table: "You are the best in my eyes. No matter what kind of you you are, because you are always in front of me."

"If one day you really fall ill and cannot be saved, I am willing to buy a psychiatric sanatorium for you, and study psychiatric medicine for you. I will accompany you to slowly recover, or I will become mentally ill together with you. together."

"I hope that when the time comes, you won't dislike me for being sicker than you."

Ke Han held Mu Heng's hand instead.

His hands are cold.

Because mental illness hurts the body too much, his physique has never returned to full health.

"Me too, I will work hard to be a normal person for you."

Mu Heng put his other hand on: "Actually, you don't have to be too normal, after all, I wasn't that normal either."

"You just have to do what makes you happy."

When Mu Heng said this, he couldn't help but be serious.

He asked Ke Han: "So, can you accept me and my inflatable doll?"

Ke Han: "...then can you accept me and your inflatable doll?"

Mu Heng: "Then it's better to send it to the fire, I'll call my grandma now."

Ke Han: "Are you serious?"

Mu Heng: "I'm just kidding, that inflatable doll is usually placed in a glass shed, mainly for my grandma to miss me. The workmanship is quite good, but the prototype is the one with the most unstable aesthetic performance. several years."

"White-haired one, you'll know when you see it."

Ke Han: "I think if it's you... I can also like your inflatable doll."

"..."

Mu Heng knew that Ke Han was joking with him: "I will give you another chance to speak again."

Ke Han's eyes moved slightly.

He said: "But even if I like it, it is because it is like you. If it is not like you, I will not even look at it."

The wind in the night sky is blowing.

Obviously he couldn't blow him, but Mu Heng felt that he was in the wind, and his heart was shaking.

When Mu Heng spoke again, his voice was inevitably hoarse and helpless.

"You are really sent by God to clean me up."

"Every time I thought I loved you enough, you gave me something new, slapped me in the face, and told me I could fucking love you more."

When he said this, he blinked his eyes: "Oh, by the way, I forgot to confess to you, I can say dirty words, very dirty ones, I learned from those guys in Guangming Middle School."

"And I've learned pretty well. From the beginning, I didn't know anything. In the end, I could even scold a group of aunts for half an hour without taking a breath."

"If you need it in the future, you can learn from me and learn how to line up with others."

Ke Han: "It's enough for me to have you, and you can do this."

Mu Heng: "Grass."

"Can you say a few less words? Every time you say a word more, I want to press you against the glass windbreak wall behind you and kiss you for an extra minute."

Ke Han: "Kiss it."

Mu Heng did as he did.

Even Ke Han did as he said it.

The head chef of the private kitchen originally wanted to come up and ask how the dessert he had learned temporarily tasted. If he didn't like it, he could improve it according to the new requirements.

But the timing of his arrival was too unfortunate.

As soon as he showed up, he saw Mu Heng pushing the little boy into the stool and chewing on it.

head chef:"……"

farewell.

By the way, he also held down his new cutting board assistant who was not winking.

Signal him to step back a little, not to go up and disturb the young man.

The love of young people is so passionate that a greasy middle-aged man like him is sincerely envious.

Mu Heng hugged Ke Han, put his hands under the back of Ke Han's head, and kissed hard, but in the end, he got all angry, controlled his emotions before he couldn't hold back, and then separated the two.

In this regard, Ke Han is like a hard-working little daughter-in-law.

Even if he is pushed into the chair, he can work hard to cooperate with Mu Heng and do things that Mu Heng finds incredible.

For example, just now, in a few seconds, Ke Han was almost broken by Mu Heng. His waist had already bent a little bit, but Ke Han didn't respond at all. At most, his face turned redder and he was angry. He couldn't breathe anymore, and his slightly pale brows frowned slightly.

Mu Heng stretched out his hand to straighten Ke Han's collar.

He lowered his black eyes and explained word by word: "In the future, if you feel uncomfortable, please tell me in time. This is the first time for me. I am not as skilled or experienced as you think."

"If it hurts, you can struggle. If you feel uncomfortable, you can still hit me, but you must not bear it."

"If I don't make you comfortable, you can bite me, anywhere, and I won't be angry with you."

"My temper was not good before, but for you, I will make it better."

Ke Han: "No, I'm happy, I'm... comfortable."

Mu Heng: "You're lying, your brows have been frowning just now, and you haven't let it go."

Ke Han: "But with you, even if you want my heart, I can give it to you."

He was serious.

There is a brilliant sea of ​​light reflected in the eyes, which are the lights of the bustling city.

Mu Heng felt his throat was a little stagnant like he was about to catch a cold.

He lowered his voice, leaned into Ke Han's ear, and said to him, "Do you know? If you look like this, I really can't control myself."

"What did my mother say about me, you heard it in the box just now?"

"When I was in kindergarten, I was not a good thing. It was very bad. I was just a born bad embryo. When I was young, my 'territorial consciousness' was very strong. How strong was it? It was so strong that I saw my brother hugging my mother. I will be very angry, so angry that I want to throw away my mother, and never want this mother again."

"Besides, I also have a criminal record. When I was in kindergarten, I took a knife I didn't know where to get, and directly scratched the older child who robbed me. If it weren't for the fact that there were more management teachers in the kindergarten, If they were more careful, I might have stabbed that guy to death on the spot."

Hearing Mu Heng's words, Ke Han's heart suddenly moved.

For some reason, he always felt as if he had seen this kind of scene somewhere—was it on the news?

Mu Heng: "Actually, when that guy bled, I wasn't scared at all, or I don't remember feeling scared at the time."

"If he dares to steal my things, he will have to pay the price."

"But I have forgotten why I used the knife at that time. I have never found that thing since then, and my mother never told me about it."

"After that incident, I went back to China for elementary school after a while."

Ke Han didn't let himself think about it, he just pressed Mu Heng's hand, trying to comfort him: "I am yours, I will protect myself, and I will not let myself be snatched away, don't worry."

Mu Heng: "My brother said that what you like should be protected by yourself, and you should fight for it yourself."

"Of course, you are not a thing. You are a person, a living person. I will remind myself of this in time, and you can rest assured."

Ke Han: "If I have to leave one day, you should keep me, no matter what method you use, just keep me."

Just as Mu Heng was about to say "this is not possible", he heard Ke Han say.

"I don't want to regret it."

Ke Han paused: "I don't want you to regret it either."

Mu Heng didn't allow the conversation between the two of them to continue, because he always felt that if it continued, they might discuss that if one person wanted to leave first, the other would have to braise or steam him.

"By the way, what did Teacher Cui ask you to do today?"

Ke Han answered Mu Heng's question truthfully.

"Coach Cui asked me if there is any way to stimulate everyone's interest so that everyone can actively participate in the national training. It is best to let those students who basically come to play games feel that they are interested in mathematics. I hope they can join in the learning activities with you in time."

Mu Heng: "He asked you this? He asked you this, can you solve it for him? Sand sculpture students, online passionate brush questions?"

Ke Han: "I told him he could try 'Peak Competition'."

Mu Heng: "..."

"It seems that we haven't logged into 'Peak Race' for a long time?"

This is not actually a question sentence.

Because Mu Heng only needs to open the usage records of the mobile phone app to see that they have indeed not logged in to "Peak Contest" for a long time, and even it is almost becoming an "infrequently used app that is recommended to be deleted".

"Let's log in and have a look now?"

Ke Han took out his mobile phone calmly: "OK."

……

Probably, parents all over the world would never have imagined that when their children celebrate their boyfriend's adult birthday, they are still normal before, but later they will go to the road of no return.

If someone told Mu Heng's parents about this kind of thing, they would most likely listen to it as a joke instead of taking it seriously.

The two parents came down from the top floor of the building together. On the way, they met a manager of a brand store who stopped them and gave them a "gift".

The manager who gave the gift was considered friends with Mrs. Mu. Her children were sent abroad to study in the early years. They went to the same kindergarten as Mu Heng. Mrs. Mu helped to find the relationship and sent them there.

In order to build this building and attract international brands to move in, Mrs. Mu also spent a lot of effort.

The manager asked about Mu Heng's current situation.

She said that when she saw Mu Heng, she felt that the child was blessed and smart. Now, it seems that she is indeed very smart-"Sister Su's child should go to college next year, right? I heard from our family Yu'er , it seems that next year Mu Heng is going to win the top prize in the college entrance examination in Jiangnan? Isn't that too good?"

Mrs. Mu smiled: "Where is it, he has been participating in competition training in the capital recently, and I don't know if he can do well in the college entrance examination next year. After all, this child is now taking competition classes here, and other students But in school, he is wholeheartedly preparing for the college entrance examination, maybe."

The manager also smiled.

She said: "That's great, maybe you can enter the national team, then Qingbei will be stable then? The child of Sister Su's family should not worry, the one in our family, he is now abroad every day If you don’t learn well, you will probably learn design art or something in the future, and I don’t know if you can earn a living.”

After a short routine of pleasantries, Mrs. Mu just rightly proposed to leave.

The manager is also a person who is struggling in the crowd, so he said "yes" three times in a row, and by the way, he said politely to Mrs. Mu, saying that he would ask his son who is not good enough to disturb Mu Heng's study after he finished his college entrance examination. one time.

In fact, the Mu family's life style is very plain. They didn't bring a driver with them when they came out today. It was Mrs. Mu who drove the car.

She got into the car, put on her seat belt, and pressed the soundproof button in the car.

It wasn't until this time that she turned her face away and said to Mr. Mu with some confusion: "I remember when Heng Heng and I were studying in kindergarten abroad, did he use a knife for a mixed-race child with different pupils, and then did he kill someone?" Returning country?"

Mr. Mu rubbed his temples, casually dug out an investigation file from the shelf of the car, and handed it to Mrs. Mu.

He said: "Although we won't interfere too much with Mu Heng's life, there are some things we still have to check in advance."

Mrs. Mu took the file bag casually and flipped through it, and said in surprise, "So it's really him?"