reverse fall

Thick curtains were drawn in the room, making it airtight and even less light-proof. The whole space was lifeless. The person on the bed was lying sluggishly, coughing from time to time, proving that the person was still alive.

Jiang Han frowned as soon as he entered the door, went to the window and opened the curtains, the bright sunlight shone directly into the room, and the person on the bed squinted his eyes because of the shaking.

"Are you still alive?"

Cheng Shu slightly raised his hand to cover the sun, frowned slightly, and said hoarsely, "Yes."

"You look like you are dying, can you still get up and eat?" Jiang Han said, putting the porridge and side dishes he bought on the bedside cabinet, "I guess you don't have much appetite, so I bought you porridge , Get up and drink while it’s hot.”

Cheng Shu wanted to say no to drinking, but inadvertently glanced at the words "Jiayufang" on the packaging bag, felt heavy in his heart, and sat up with difficulty propping up the bed.

After nearly a night of rain, Cheng Shu had a fever all morning, and now the temperature has subsided a little. At this time, his hands are weak, and the porridge bowl in his hand can't be held firmly.

"Just feed me."

Jiang Han resisted the urge to pin the porridge on his head, and drank his own share, "Brain burnt out? He ran to me early in the morning and gave me a punch without saying a word, and now he still wants to I feed you porridge? You think well."

"If you don't feed it, you won't feed it. What are you talking about?"

Cheng Shu drank the porridge slowly, but his mouth was dry and bitter, and he couldn't taste it.After stirring the porridge with a spoon for a long time, Cheng Shu couldn't hold back and asked first, "Shen Xingmian...has he gone to work today?"

"Otherwise, why don't you miss work?"

"Then...how is he?" Cheng Shu hesitated, "Is there anything wrong?"

Jiang Han is an old Jianghu at any rate, he can hear his concern, but remembering that he was punched in the morning, he deliberately pierced his heart: "It's good, I came humming a song in the morning, it looks like I'm in a good mood .”

"Oh..."

He didn't have any appetite at all, but hearing what Jiang Han said, Cheng Shu lost his appetite even more, and fell silent holding the porridge bowl.

"Tell me, what's the conflict again? Aren't you two making good progress?"

"..."

Cheng Shu couldn't open his mouth at all about what happened last night. He couldn't tell Jiang Han that he almost raped Shen Xingmian yesterday and was kicked out.

"If you don't want to say it, forget it, and drink the porridge quickly."

"I can't drink anymore, you go out first, I will sleep for a while."

Until the night fell, Cheng Shu didn't feel sleepy at all, Shen Xingmian's hurt expression mixed with shame and anger hovered in his mind, and he felt uncomfortable.

Jiang Han was not at home, so Cheng Shu got up and went to his room to change into some clean clothes, took the car keys on Jiang Han's coffee table, and went straight out the door.

Driving near Shen Xingmian's house, Cheng Shu parked the car far away, and sneaked downstairs to Shen Xingmian's house like a thief. He didn't have the guts to go upstairs, so he could only hide and look at Shen Xingmian's window secretly.

Shen Xingmian's busy silhouette was reflected in the window, Cheng Shu stared at it from a distance, and stayed there until the kitchen light was turned off, standing there until midnight.

Over there, Jiang Han returned home after dealing with the matter. As soon as he entered the door, he saw that the car keys on the table were gone, and even the people in the guest room were gone. No need to guess, he knew where Cheng Shu had gone.

The phone rang in his pocket for a long time before Cheng Shu picked it up impatiently, "What are you doing?"

"You don't need to say hello when you drive away, do you?" Jiang Han leaned on the sofa and lit a cigarette, "Where is Shen Xingmian?"

"downstairs."

"I don't have the guts to go up again, just come back."

"Don't worry about it, hang up."

It rained again in the middle of the night, and Jiang Han couldn't wait for Cheng Shu to come back at home. After thinking about it, he was still worried, so he put on his coat and took a taxi to the downstairs of Shen Xingmian's house.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Jiang Han saw Cheng Shu standing motionless in the rain like an idiot from a long distance, he hurried forward and pulled him into the umbrella, hating the iron and steel, saying: "So Who are you showing the heavy rain here?"

Cheng Shu didn't say a word, his whole body was shaken by such a tug, Jiang Han reached out his hand to touch his forehead, and frowned: "Where's the car key? Give it to me, I'll take you to the hospital."

At the entrance of the hospital, Cheng Shu was so burned that he was almost unconscious. Jiang Han had no choice but to carry him out of the car. The body of such a big animal was pressed on his back. Jiang Han was feeling strenuous, when suddenly there was a sound in his ear. Whispering: "What to do, I lost him..."

"Don't sell me badly, I won't accept your trick."

"I regret it...Shen Xingmian, please forgive me, please..."

Jiang Han didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and touched his phone to record Cheng Shu's embarrassing appearance, planning to make fun of him when he woke up, which was considered revenge for the punch in the face.

Cheng Shu fell asleep until dawn, Jiang Han was ordered by his mother to stay with him until dawn. Seeing that Cheng Shu's fever subsided, he stretched himself, got up and went to the bathroom to smoke a cigarette.

When he came out, Cheng Shu just woke up and opened his mouth to ask for water. Jiang Han poured him a glass of water, watched him drink it, and took out his phone, "Look at what you looked like last night."

Cheng Shu saw that there was no smile at all, and his eyes were gloomy, "Stop teasing me."

"Tell me, I am also someone who has been here, maybe I can give you some pointers."

Cheng Shu was hesitant to speak, and after some ideological struggle, he still explained the matter from the beginning, leaving Jiang Han stunned.

After pondering for a moment, Jiang Han patted Cheng Shu on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Why don't you choose a place with good geomantic omens and bury yourself with dignity."

"Is it hopeless?" Cheng Shu asked sadly.

"It's not about whether we can be saved or not." Jiang Han pulled the chair over and sat down beside the bed, "The problem between the two of you is not about what you did that night. It's useless to apologize blindly. I don't know where you went wrong..."

"It's too late, he will get a certificate with someone else in a while..." Cheng Shu rubbed his cheeks hard, and laughed at himself wearily, "I lost him, and I can't find him."

"How could someone as strong as Aunt Sally give birth to a timid guy like you?" Jiang Han crossed his arms, glanced at Cheng Shu lightly, annoyed him, "Did you do less shit in the past? Anyway You are not a good person, why are you pretending to be benevolent now, hasn't Shen Xingmian received his certificate yet? Are you going to die now?"

"Then what do you mean?"

"Jiehu, why do you have to let me make it so clear?" Jiang Han approached Cheng Shu, and explained in a mysterious way, "If this is done, the day when you get Shen Xingmian back will not be far away."

"Does it work?"

"Don't forget why Shen Xingmian liked you before, but now that you are so virtuous, why should he turn back?"

"I... I understand, thank you." Cheng Shu glanced at the bruise on Jiang Han's face, opened his mouth hesitantly and said, "And... I'm sorry."

[The author has something to say]: If you don’t vote, I don’t vote, when will Xiao Cheng be able to make his mark~