reverse fall

Being scolded by Shen Xingmian while pointing at his nose, Cheng Shu didn't even think about this scene. Surprised by Shen Xingmian's reaction, Cheng Shu didn't come forward impulsively after being pushed away.

Although Shen Xingmian was happy after pushing and cursing, she immediately became afraid, and silently moved a few steps back to the door, and suddenly saw Cheng Shu stretching out his hand, so scared that he ran out of the door as if fleeing.

With slippers on his feet, Shen Xingmian was about to stagger after a few steps. After running out of the community with all his strength, he confirmed that Cheng Shu was not chasing him, so Shen Xingmian held the small tree on the side of the road and breathed a sigh of relief.

I can't go back home, not to mention Cheng Shu is there, even if he is not there, there is no door, and no one can sleep.

Go find Zhou Yang, in the middle of the night, two young lovers are in love with each other, it would be too much of a hindrance for him to go.

Shen Xingmian squatted at the intersection, feeling so helpless for the first time.When he ran out, he didn't even bring his mobile phone, let alone his ID card, and he couldn't even stay in a hotel.

Wandering in the street like a wandering soul, Shen Xingmian stopped and walked, sleepy, hungry and tired, the night wind blew him tightly wrapped his clothes tightly, his thin shirt was pulled and wrinkled, but he couldn't get up A little bit of windshield.

It was already late at night, Shen Xingmian thought that the most urgent thing to do was to find a place to rest, so he wandered to the park and found a row of benches to lie down for the night, but when he got down, he found that he could barely lie down with his legs curled up .

It's better to have a place to sleep than not to have one. Shen Xingmian bowed himself like a shrimp to lie down, rubbed his arms trying to keep warm, but had little effect.

Sneezed twice in a row by the cold wind, Shen Xingmian finally couldn't lie down anymore. When he stood up, he realized that he was right next to the artificial lake. The wind was blowing harder than other places, so it's no wonder it wasn't cold.

The house leak happened to be raining all night, Shen Xingmian just got up to change the bench, a drop of rain hit his face, followed by the top of his head, the tip of his eyebrows, and then pattered into a patch on the ground.

The weather always seems to like to cooperate with people who have lost their love. Shen Xingmian was originally relieved by the sadness of being homeless, but now that it rains, the sadness surges up again.

The park can't stay anymore, Shen Xingmian can only go back to the commercial street, without a penny in his pocket, it is unrealistic to sneak into any 24-hour shop.

Shen Xingmian really couldn't walk anymore, the rain covered him from head to toe, and the wet cloth stuck to his body and he couldn't even move his legs.There was a 24-hour convenience store not far in front of him, and Shen Xingmian walked over quickly as if seeing a savior.

There are several steps at the entrance of the convenience store, which happened to be out of the rain. Shen Xingmian squeezed the water on his body, and sat down on the steps tiredly, heaving a sigh of relief as if he had been reborn.

"The Light Chaser" was playing in the store, and the only clerk was humming a song while arranging the shelves. Shen Xingmian leaned against the door and listened to the lyrics. The more he listened, the more he felt his heart hurt.

"If you are the fireworks on the sea, and I am the foam of the waves, at a certain moment, your light illuminates me..."

Shen Xingmian hugged her knees tightly, and her thoughts were pulled back by the lyrics to the day when she first met Cheng Shu. The radiant Cheng Shu back then was just the fireworks that unintentionally illuminated him, and she was the bubble looking up at him.

But he never thought that no matter how beautiful the fireworks are, they are fleeting, and the foam under his waves is even more fragile.

Cheng Shu is undoubtedly excellent, and Shen Xingmian still admits it until now.It's just that he suddenly understood that the original unequal relationship was a kind of bondage and harm to both of them.

In the past five years, Cheng Shu had planted a prairie on top of his head. It was not that he had no chance to discover it, but his humbleness made him never dare to interfere with Cheng Shu's affairs. He was afraid that if he was not careful, he would push Cheng Shu away. Far away, returning to the high altitude that he can no longer touch.

Cheng Shu is probably determined that he cannot do without him, so he dares to do such nonsense, Shen Xingmian thought to himself.The songs in the store were on a loop, and Shen Xingmian was familiar with the lyrics after listening to them a few times, so she hummed along with them outside the door, and tears fell while she sang.

Shen Xingmian didn't wipe it off, just let it flow, thinking about breaking up today, just cry.Every sentence in the lyrics pokes at the heart. It was originally a warm and positive song, but it was extremely sad to his ears.

After chasing Cheng Shu's light for ten years, it's finally time for this humble shadow of himself to exit.

The door behind him was suddenly pushed open, Shen Xingmian hurriedly moved aside, but heard the clerk calling him: "Come in and sit down."

Shen Xingmian glanced at his wet clothes, then smiled embarrassedly and refused, but the clerk insisted on letting him in, and couldn't refuse, so Shen Xingmian had to follow the clerk into the door.

Putting him at the long table near the floor-to-ceiling windows, the clerk boiled hot water for Shen Xingmian to make a bowl of noodles, handed it to him, and said with a smile, "You probably haven't eaten, have you?"

"I, I didn't bring any money..." Shen Xingmian froze for a moment, and quickly waved his hand to refuse.

"If you had money, would you still be wandering on the road in the middle of the night? Eat quickly, I'll treat you." The clerk pushed the noodles in front of him without refusing, turned around and went to do other things.

"Thanks, thank you..."

A warm feeling suddenly rose in his heart, holding the bowl of instant noodles, Shen Xingmian gratefully thanked the clerk, his nose was sore for a while, and tears poured down on the bowl of instant noodles.

The clerk heard that there was something wrong with him, so he leaned over and saw him crying bitterly while holding a bowl of instant noodles, and couldn't help but tease: "Isn't it? It's just a bowl of instant noodles. Do you want to be so moved?"

Shen Xingmian couldn't speak, she just shook her head vigorously, then lowered her head and staggered to open the lid, and started eating noodles while crying, that was so funny that the clerk laughed out loud.

After eating the noodles, the clerk didn't chase him away, but chatted with him casually, and within a few words, he could tell that he must have broken up in love, especially when Shen Xingmian heard the chorus of the song, his emotions The greater the fluctuation, the more confirmed my conjecture.

The clerk thoughtfully cut the song, found a towel to dry his clothes for him, and then said a few words of comfort to him, without mentioning anything about feelings.

The rain stopped near dawn, and the clerk yawned and changed his clothes to change shifts with others. Seeing this, Shen Xingmian took the initiative to leave the store first, and thanked the clerk sincerely before leaving.

Expecting that Cheng Shu should have left at this time, Shen Xingmian went straight home. When he arrived at the door, he saw that the demolished door had been repaired, and he was stunned.

With a mentality of giving it a try, Shen Xingmian lifted the mat at the door, and unexpectedly found that the keys of the house were actually hidden underneath.

Shen Xingmian picked up the key and found that it wasn't his key, but Cheng Shu's, and couldn't tell what it was like.

He even returned the key, which means that he also agreed to break up.

[The author has something to say]: I still ask for a monthly ticket recommendation ticket for a reward~