intracranial fetters

When everyone left, it was already early morning.

The weather in October is hot during the day and cold at night.

Lin Chan didn't know whether he was drunk or sleepy, and he couldn't walk steadily. Cheng Lin looked helpless and pampered, hugged Lin Chan tightly in his arms, and got into the car.

Everyone felt like they were being fed a mouthful of dog food again.

After getting in the car, Lin Chan seemed to be a little more sober, she stopped leaning on Cheng Lin, straightened up and looked towards the window.

Lin Chan's Adam's apple twitched, "I want to visit G Mountain."

"Huh?" Cheng Lin looked at Lin Chan, "Why do you think of going?"

"I haven't visited the landlady's wife's tomb yet."

The ashes of the landlord's wife and the others were arranged by Cheng Lin's subordinates last time. Lin Chan originally planned to wait for Cheng Lin to go to see them together after he was busy for a while.

Cheng Lin frowned, "How long?"

"It's been a month or two. I haven't visited those children for a long time. I'll give them an art class by the way."

Cheng Lin obviously disagreed, "Frost will fall in the next few days, and you will have to stay until the winter solstice in a month or two. You are afraid of the cold, and the temperature in G mountain area is low. You can go there in summer, but not now."

"I want to visit them before the Chinese New Year."

"I can only go for a week at most." Cheng Lin took a step back.

Shrugging her shoulders, Lin Chan agreed, and initially planned to go with Cheng Lin for only about a week.

"When are you planning to go?"

"It's the 26th of this month." Lin Chan looked at Cheng Lin, "Are you coming to see me off?"

It was very strange for Lin Chan to ask Cheng Lin to send him off. Cheng Lin thought about it, and the 26th happened to be the Wednesday of Xia Chuan's audition, so he had to say, "Why don't you go a day later? I have something to do that day, and I made an appointment in advance. "

Lin Chan turned his gaze away and smiled, "Now I want Jiangshan instead of me."

Cheng Lin sat closer to Lin Chan and rubbed Lin Chan's hair, "Why don't you want me?" After a pause, he lowered his head and kissed Lin Chan, "It's just that those things were arranged in advance, sorry."

Lin Chan's smile looked a little bleak.

"Didn't you want me to see you off when you went out before?" Cheng Lin asked.

"Is it okay to suddenly want to act coquettish?" Lin Chan couldn't lift the corners of his mouth.

Cheng Lin smiled, and squeezed Lin Chan's hand, "Why don't you wait until the weather is warmer next year, and I'll be with you."

Lin Chan didn't speak any more, she rested her head on Cheng Lin's shoulder, "I'm a little sleepy, I'll sleep for a while, call me when we arrive."

"Go to sleep."

When Cheng Lin arrived, he didn't wake up Lin Chan, but gently let Lin Chan's head rest on the neck pillow beside him, and after getting out of the car, he bent down to hug Lin Chan.

After a while, Lin Chan opened her eyes, "Are you there?"

"Yeah." Cheng Lin hugged Lin Chan firmly.

Lin Chan put his arms around Cheng Lin's neck, but said, "Put me down."

Cheng Lin smiled, "I'll hug you a few more times while I'm still young, and I don't know how many more years I can hug you."

"That's right," Lin Chan looked at Cheng Lin's side profile through the light, the outline was simple and tough, "You also lose weight and let me hug you a few times."

Cheng Lin couldn't help laughing, "Is it because I am heavy or you have no strength?" Dun Dun said again, "You have to gain weight, but you have lost weight during this period. If I hug you like this, I will feel uncomfortable. Eat more and grow longer. Is the meat good?"

Lin Chan hooked the corner of his mouth.

After the two people who were very tired after taking a bath, they lay on the bed but couldn't sleep.

Lin Chan turned over.

Cheng Lin turned sideways, hugged him from behind Lin Chan, and wrapped his left arm around Lin Chan's waist, "Can't sleep?"

"A bit."

Cheng Lin had calluses on his hands, and he stroked Lin Chan's abdomen one after another, feeling rough but familiar and comfortable.

Lin Chan suddenly felt that Cheng Lin was comforting a crying baby, and smiled, "Do you still want to sing me a lullaby?"

"If you want to hear me sing."

"Forget it, you'd better chat with me."

"Yeah." Cheng Lin's cheeks were itchy from the ends of Lin Chan's hair, and he rubbed them against each other.

Lin Chan's voice was very gentle, "Am I not in a good temper?"

"Fortunately, it's true that when you're in a good mood, you can spoil people so much that you can't find Bei."

"What about when you're in a bad mood?"

"Cold violence." Cheng Lin's fingers drew circles on Lin Chan's abdomen.

"Then am I often in a bad mood?"

"It's okay, except when drawing and sleeping are disturbed."

Lin Chan held Cheng Lin's finger, "If I asked my brother that, my brother would definitely say, yes, you have a bad temper."

Hearing Lin Chan mention his younger brother's affairs, Lin paused, "Huh?"

"When I was a child, I was very angry when I woke up. At that time, my house hadn't changed houses. There were only two bedrooms. My brother and I slept on the same bed. The bed creaked when we moved. My brother was not honest in his sleep. , I always like to turn around."

"and then?"

"Then I told him a horror story every night, saying that those things like to find children who like to turn over at night when they sleep."

"Hahaha." Cheng Lin laughed.

"I don't know why, but now I often think about the past, do I like nostalgia when I get older?"

"Yes, I used to be fearless when I was young, but the more I have, the more I am afraid of losing, afraid of the future, and like nostalgia."

Lin Chan turned to face Cheng Lin, the moonlight entered the room through the gap in the curtains, dim and desolate.

Lin Chan stretched out his hand to touch the white hair on Cheng Lin's head, his eyes were soft, "Old Man Cheng."

"Grandpa Lin."

Lin Chan tugged at Cheng Lin's ear, "Old man Cheng, you don't seem to be very nostalgic, are you full of longing for other newcomers in the future?"

Cheng Lin smiled and reached out to pat Lin Chan's butt, "I haven't played enough here yet."

Some words were pressed in Lin Chan's chest, and she couldn't say them.

Old man Cheng, how many years do you think we can be together?Will we no longer love each other in the end, old clothes are always not worth the newcomers, will we consume each other's love until we end up bored with each other, will we... not survive these seven years.

Lin Chan just curled up, like a cat nestled in Cheng Lin's arms, "Winter is coming soon."

"Well, is there anything you want to go next year?"

"If you have a chance, you can go to mountain G with me. I haven't thought about anything else yet, let's talk about it after this winter." Lin Chan yawned, "Go to sleep, it's getting late."

"OK, good night."

"Good night." Lin Chan raised her head and kissed the corner of Cheng Lin's mouth.

Lin Chan still didn’t go to Mountain G on Wednesday. The temperature has dropped suddenly in the past few days. Shirts, sweaters and sweaters sometimes feel cold. When it’s cold, Lin Chan tends to get lazy and stay at home unwilling to go out.

When Cheng Lin went out, Lin Chan didn't move, didn't send a good morning kiss, just said to come back early.

Cheng Lin always felt that something was missing today, and he remembered it when he walked to the door, then turned back and opened the door, Lin Chan was lying on the bed with his pillow in his arms.

Hearing the voice, Lin Chan turned to look at him, Cheng Lin bent down, kissed Lin Chan's cheek, "Good morning."

Lin Chan smiled and kissed back, "Good morning."