intracranial fetters

Cheng Lin and Xia Chuan didn't talk much when they were doing that, and Xia Chuan didn't make much noise.

Both of them seem to be restraining, but also like silent indulgence.

After finishing, Cheng Lin lit a cigarette, and Xia Chuan lay on the side with his eyes closed, with red marks on his body, breathing up and down with his chest, rested for a while, picked up the water glass on the bedside table and drank water, his Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Cheng Lin flicked the ashtray into the ashtray at hand, and said with a smile, "Lin Chan also likes to drink water at this time, he's as thirsty as a fish on shore."

"Am I like him?" Xia Chuan didn't ask who Lin Chan was.

Cheng Lin shook his head, his eyes glowed softly, "You are more honest than him, he is too noisy."

"Is this why you separated?" Xia Chuan asked tentatively.

"That's right." Cheng Lin took a drag on his cigarette.

Xia Chuan stared at the water glass, "Did you ever think he won't come back?"

Cheng Lin's Adam's apple twitched, "It would be best for him to come back. If he can't come back..." Cheng Lin looked at Xia Chuan, "Then you can stay with me." After a pause, he asked again, "Are you willing?"

Xia Chuan didn't meet Cheng Lin's gaze, and put the water glass in his hand on the bedside table, "What can I not want to do? Mr. Chen is my benefactor, and I can't even enjoy it. When the rightful lord comes, it's me who takes the throne." Got it."

Cheng Lin laughed, "You are quite open."

"What you love and what I wish." Xia Chuan said lightly.

Cheng Lin nodded, "You graduated from M University?"

"How do you know?" Xia Chuan looked at Cheng Lin with a twinkle in his eyes.

Cheng Lin didn't answer, but just smiled and said, "Then your university is quite close to mine, just across the street."

Xia Chuan continued to ask, "Have you seen me before?"

Cheng Lin thought Xia Chuan's question was a bit funny, so he just asked, "Then have you seen me before?"

Xia Chuan froze for a moment before replying, "No."

"That's it." Cheng Lin reached out and rubbed Xia Chuan's head, "I'm several years older than you."

"Have you been to M University before?"

Cheng Lin squinted his eyes and thought for a while, "No. What? You want to take me to M University?"

The light in Xia Chuan's eyes gradually dimmed, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth remained unchanged, "Yes, I want to take you to M University to have a look."

"Next time, when I have time." Cheng Lin was not very interested.

Xia Chuan didn't continue talking.

It was only when dawn was approaching, and when Cheng Lin turned his back to go to sleep, Xia Chuan said, "Can I ask another question?"

"Ask." Cheng Lin's voice sounded sleepy.

"why me?"

Cheng Lin frowned, "It looks pleasing to the eye, clean and obedient and safe."

Xia Chuan also turned his back, "Okay, go to sleep, good night."

"Ah."

After saying good night, Cheng Lin couldn't fall asleep.

Cheng Lin likes to turn over when he is sleepy but can't fall asleep. Lin Chan is a light sleeper and wakes up easily, but he is still angry when he wakes up. After a few years, Cheng Lin has developed a habit. Every time this time, he likes to get up and go to the terrace to smoke a cigarette .

Out of habit, Cheng Lin got up and went to the terrace.

The rain had just stopped outside, and there was still some moisture in the air.

In fact, he didn't intend to let Lin Chan come back.

As I said before, it is best not to even be friends, never to be in touch.But the reality is always different from the plan.

After the separation, I just felt lonely at first, and needed another person to accompany me and take care of myself, but after I had someone else around me, I realized that it was impossible for another person to have the guts to be stubborn with me like Lin Chan, and I didn't care about it myself. It's not that she doesn't want to be with Lin Chan anymore, it's not that she's tired of being with him.

It's just that in the past few years with him, I have been chasing after him, and I have been lowering the bottom line, and I am tired after doing this.If there was such a time, Lin Chan could take the initiative to come back, and he could take care of this sweetness for the rest of his life.

But Lin Chan has more backbone than himself. Every time he walks away, he never looks back. He can completely forget about himself when he goes out to play. If he doesn't take the initiative to call him, let alone his voice I can't hear it, and it's not impossible for people not to come back for a whole year.

Once the two of them got into a serious fight, and he could intentionally seduce someone to let him see that he didn't care what he did to that person afterwards. He was sure that he couldn't do anything to him, and all he could do to him was indeed After washing him over and over again, and then getting his own breath, he also said with a smile that he hasn't done it with others yet. He is so heartless but makes his liver hurt.

Cheng Lin exhaled smoke.

If you can't be cruel enough to break up with him, then be cruel and let him come back to find you once.

Just this time.

Xia Chuan is also very smart, understands his own intentions, is free and easy, without emotion.

In this way, when Lin Chan came back, he would not pester him.

Sloppiness is annoying.

Cheng Lin crushed out the cigarette butt, entered the room, and lay down gently on the bed.

The next day, Xia Chuan was rushing to go out to film a movie, so he got up early in the morning, and Cheng Lin actually woke up, and pretended to sleep with his eyes closed to see if Xia Chuan would come and call him to see him off, or give him a good morning kiss like Lin Chan , but nothing, Xia Chuan packed his things lightly, for fear of disturbing himself, Cheng Lin didn't move, turned over and continued to doze off.

In the evening, when Cheng Lin saw the people below sending him a message telling him to rush to the livehouse, he knew it was Lin Chan's affair.Sure enough, when I got to the backstage, I saw Lin Chan, who was drunk, holding the band's DJ brother and refused to let go. Today's performance was a French electronic band, and the foreign friend who was hugged looked helpless.Cheng Lin had no choice but to forcibly pull Lin Chan to his side, smiled and apologized to the foreign friend, then hugged Lin Chan by the waist and left.

There is a room in the backstage specially prepared for Cheng Lin. Lin Chan likes to listen to electronic music and rock, and prefers the atmosphere of the scene, so Cheng Lin often brings Lin Chan here. He bent down and carried him on his shoulders and went to the room.The room is not small but there is no bed, only office desk and chair, coffee table, sofa, a bathroom, and a bookcase filled with books that Lin Chan likes to read.

The people under his command knew what this room was used for, and once they came to ask Cheng Lin if he wanted an extra bed in his room, Cheng Lin curled his lips, looked at Lin Chan beside him, and replied, "No extra bed, The sofa is pretty good." Lin Chan quit after hearing this, "The sofa is too small and uncomfortable." Cheng Lin just smiled and said, "Just change to a slightly bigger sofa."

They have done it countless times on this sofa in this room. Lin Chan used to say that he could smell the smell just by lying here with his eyes closed. The accumulated memories of those things seem to be able to ferment, which is confusing. In love, Cheng Lin didn't speak at that time, but just hugged Lin Chan tightly to let him feel his own warmth.

Lin Chan suspects that Cheng Lin's identity is also in this room. In fact, there is a biubiubiu hidden in the sofa. Somehow he discovered it. Lin Chan pulled the safety catch and pulled the trigger and asked himself coldly what it is. Cheng Lin didn't know how to speak, he looked at Lin Chan's shining eyes and moved closer, Lin Chan's lips were hot as opposed to his attitude, the biubiubiu in Lin Chan's hand was pressed against his chest, Cheng Lin didn't care, continue.

Lin Chan didn't shoot. At the end of that night, the gun was thrown on the ground, and they were lingering on the sofa.

Cheng Lin was distracted looking at the person sleeping on the sofa in front of him.

Lin Chan seemed to be really drunk, and kept holding his hand and refused to let go. Cheng Lin was a little soft-hearted, but he still pulled out his hand. Just as Cheng Lin was about to turn around and leave, Lin Chan's eyes opened, and his voice was a little languid. Lazy, "Leave without helping me take off my clothes?"

Cheng Lin's Adam's apple twitched, "Are you awake?"

"Don't you ask me for nothing." Lin Chan impatiently lifted the blanket on her body and sat up, kicked Cheng Lin's leg with her bare feet, raised her eyebrows lazily, "You will never put I brought it here just to sleep."

"There are still people waiting for me at home." Cheng Lin looked away.

Lin Chan smiled contemptuously, "Which family are you?"

"The place where I live most often."

"You took him back?" Lin Chan looked a little angry for a moment.

"There must be such a person." Cheng Lin's tone was very flat.

When Cheng Lin was thinking about what else to say, Lin Chan raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "You can find a newcomer casually. My problem here hasn't been solved for a long time, please help me?"

Cheng Lin squinted his eyes and sat down. It was a touch that both of them were familiar with. In the past, he liked to tease Lin Chan, and he always stopped at the critical moment and waited for him to beg him to come back later. This happened repeatedly.Today, Cheng Lin was extraordinarily straightforward, and Lin Chan was released after a while. It seemed that he hadn't found someone else to solve it for quite a long time.

Lin Chan leaned on Cheng Lin's shoulder, closed his eyes and breathed, and when he was waiting for Cheng Lin's next move, Cheng Lin stretched out a hand against Lin Chan's back, motioning him to sit up, and then Cheng Lin Stand up and go to the bathroom.

Lin Chan grabbed the hem of Cheng Lin's clothes, "Where are you going?"

Cheng Lin had no expression on his face, "I'll go to the bathroom to solve it myself, I can't go out like this."

Lin Chan tightly clutched Cheng Lin's clothes.

When the atmosphere was at a stalemate, Cheng Lin's cell phone rang, and it was Xia Chuan calling, the usual good night call every day.

Cheng Lin connected, hummed a few times and said, "I'll be back in a while." He hummed again before hanging up.

Lin Chan let go of her hand and smiled coldly, "Did your family urge you to go back?"

"Ah."

Lin Chan picked up the ashtray on the coffee table and threw it at the wall, "Get out of here!"

One corner of the ashtray broke and fell to the carpeted floor, limply and without sound.

Cheng Lin frowned, and lost the interest in going to the bathroom to solve the problem. He hesitated and said, "Be careful not to step on the scum later." Then he turned and walked towards the door.

"If you still want me to go back, don't overdo it."

Cheng Lin paused, and asked with a half-smile, "Do you want to come back?"

No one spoke anymore, Cheng Lin walked out of the room and closed the door.