The Lost Gold Master and the Pumpkin Prince
Chapter 37
The man who bought the sugar cane was still wearing the old down jacket, he saw Shen Jingnan from the corner of his eye, he didn't want the sugar cane anymore, turned around and ran into the market.Shen Jingnan followed the man's back into the vegetable market and ran quickly. Chu Mingzhe originally followed not far behind Shen Jingnan, but now he also quickened his pace and stepped on his long legs to catch up with Shen Jingnan.
"Father!" Shen Jingnan ran for a long distance, he ran too fast, the mud splashed from the floor of the vegetable market sprayed onto his trouser legs, he ran across the vegetable market, and finally stopped at the back door of the vegetable market Get down and shout to the man not far in front of you, "Dad, why are you hiding from me?!"
The man stopped running for a moment, first he turned his head slightly and gave Shen Jingnan a serious look, and then slowly squatted down.When Shen Jingnan approached him, the 50-year-old man was already crying with tears all over his face.
"Father?" Shen Jingnan pulled him up and said happily, "It's really you!"
"Nannan... Dad, I'm sorry... I'm ashamed to see you." The man couldn't help but look at his son's face while wiping the tears on his face. The joy of reuniting with the son whom I haven't seen for many years, "Nan Nan, I'm not qualified to be your father..."
Shen Jingnan seriously looked at his father standing in front of him, he felt like he was dreaming.When my father left home, he was 42 years old. At that time, he didn't have so many gray hairs, and he didn't have so many wrinkles on his face. He also had to be stronger.Now his cheeks are thin and sunken, and there are fine lines around his eyes, even if he is wrapped in a thick down jacket, it is difficult to hide his thin figure.
Like the old down jacket on Dad, Dad is old.
Eight years of wind, frost, rain, snow and inner torment made this man age faster than his peers, or his appearance is not old, but his heart is already old.His demeanor is always exhausted, and every minute and every second of fleeing debts, he is also thinking about home, but there is a home that he cannot return to.
More than ten years ago, Shen Yunfei started to do business. About ten years ago, he borrowed a huge sum of debts. Without telling his family, he kept using the money from this family to pay the debts of that family, and then used the money from this family to make up other debts. The debts of the family just kept rolling up, and the interest rolled to an amount that neither he nor his family could bear.The debt collectors used various harassment methods to collect debts. He chose to leave and escape. He took his wife away recklessly. He thought that the debt collectors would stop collecting debts. Life is difficult for Xiao Xiao, but he can't think of a better way to face it all.
In the past eight years, he has lived like a year, thinking about home all the time.
Finally one day, he returned to his hometown, standing on the streets of his hometown, breathing the damp and earthy air of his hometown, even though standing in front of him was the son he had been thinking about for so many years, he didn't know what to say for a while.
Because he is a sinner.
"Dad, you've lost a lot of weight." Shen Jingnan leaned over to hold his father's hand and said, "Dad, where do you live now? Have you and your mother come back to live? Where's your mother? How is she? Is she in good health?"
Shen Yunfei cried even more unbearably for a while, he choked up and said: "Nannan, I'm sorry... I didn't take good care of your mother... She has passed away."
The smile that was still on Shen Jingnan's face disappeared in an instant.
Before, he often couldn't think of his mother's appearance, but at this moment, the picture of his mother holding his hand and walking on the small bridge suddenly appeared in his mind.In his impression, his mother was a very gentle woman. The person who had lived in his heart all these years suddenly disappeared like this.
Chu Mingzhe stood behind Shen Jingnan, gently held Shen Jingnan's hand, and turned to Shen Yunfei and said, "Uncle, it's cold here, where do you live now, take us to see."
"Oh, good." Shen Yunfei's tears still couldn't stop, he said, "...I'll take you there."
Shen Jingnan's thoughts flew far away.Thinking of one evening eight years ago, he passed this road on his way home from school. At that time, the spring breeze blew him very comfortably, and the weather was not as cold as it is today.The teacher praised his composition "My Future" well that day, and he wanted to show this composition to his parents, but he didn't expect that before he knew it, his parents had already left home with their luggage.
Since then, there are only two people left in his family.
The parents who left together back then, only my father returned to this road after eight years.
During this long period of time, on an ordinary day that couldn't be more ordinary, his mother quietly left the world, and he never even saw his mother's last face.
Not long after Shen Yunfei came back, he rented a small old house, which is near the cemetery here. Because it is close to the cemetery, most people don't want to live in it, so the house here is cheap.The house is on the shady side, damp and cold, and there is a faint musty smell as soon as you enter.Shen Yunfei is a clean person, he keeps the house neat and tidy, but there is no vitality in this dark house.
Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe sat on the cold stools, and a light beam of sunlight came in from the window, illuminating Shen Jingnan's face.Shen Jingnan looked along the sunlight and saw a lot of dust floating in the air.
Shen Yunfei poured hot water for Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe, and wiped his face with a towel.He didn't have any snacks and tea for guests at home, not even fruit.He looked at Chu Mingzhe's clothes, and at a glance he knew that the other party had a prominent status, and he probably couldn't get used to such a house.But Chu Mingzhe accompanied Shen Jingnan quietly, without saying anything, not even a small expression of reluctance.
"I should have bought sugar cane just now... Nan Nan likes to eat it." Shen Yunfei sighed, he was still a little at a loss when he saw his son, "Now I live alone, and there is nothing to eat at home."
"Dad, don't be so busy, drinking water is fine." Shen Jingnan sighed, and said, "Mom, when did you leave and how did you leave?"
"She committed suicide." Shen Yunfei sighed again, and said, "We walked for the second year and moved to Guangzhou. One night I fell asleep, and she jumped off the building while I was not paying attention. She has always missed you, she I feel sorry for you. She often said that she was ashamed of her children as a mother, and she often cried secretly at night. We always wanted to go home, but at that time we owed too much debt, and since we walked out, we couldn't go back ...I'm sorry Nannan, we are indeed irresponsible parents..."
"It's been so long, let the past go." Shen Jingnan was in a complicated mood for a moment, and could only say slowly, "Dad, as long as you are fine. When you come back, I will still have Dad."
Shen Jingnan was very sad in his heart, but he couldn't shed a single tear.He has become a little numb to the matter of his parents. He has thought about reuniting many times, but he never thought that reunion would be so sad.
How much determination and courage does a person have to commit suicide?
He has long since stopped resentment, and he has tried to remember his parents' kindness these years, but when he sat facing his biological father, he still felt an inexplicable sense of alienation.
"After your mother left, I went to work in the gold mine and coal mine. It was very profitable to work in the mine. It took me five years to pay off the money I owed back then, but I still dare not come back to see you." Shen Yunfei was relieved at this time Sighing deeply, he said, "The creditor was in a hurry, and I really didn't know what to do before I took your mother away. I'm sorry for you, your grandma, and your mother. It has brought you a lot of difficulties in life, Nannan, have those people made things difficult for you and grandma?"
"Not long after you left, they came to take a look and saw that my grandma and I had no financial means, so they stopped pestering us." Shen Jingnan said, "I know you were forced to do nothing at that time... Actually, I really don't hate you gone."
"Oh," Shen Yunfei burst into tears again when he heard his son's words, "I saw a drink commercial endorsed by Nan Nan on the construction site the year before last. At first, I thought it was incredible, and then I saw Nan Nan filming a TV series. At that time, I thought I would never see you again in this life. I was very happy and would watch it every day. Until not long ago, I watched the show and saw your grandma, and then I heard that Nannan was in the hospital... I knew something happened to your grandma son."
Shen Yunfei wiped away his tears, and said: "I didn't even have my own mother die... I want to come back and see her and burn some paper for her. Digging coal mines is very hurtful. When I came back, I found a grave guard here." Work, and buried your mother here by the way, and will guard the tomb and your mother here from now on."
"Father," Shen Jingnan calmed down, and continued, "Don't think about the previous things. There are many night shifts at the tomb guard. Change your job and come live with me in my apartment."
"No, no, I'll just live here. I hope my appearance won't affect your life. In fact, when I went to mine, I thought, just die in it, and it's over. Later, I thought it wouldn't work, I had to put the money It’s over. But after paying off the money, I’m even more reluctant to die... because I still want to see how much my son has grown, what he’s become now, and how he’s doing well. Now that I’ve seen it, I’m content. I I owe you too much, this life is not over..." Shen Yunfei murmured, "Nannan, just continue with your life and don't worry about me anymore."
"You are my father." Shen Jingnan shook his head and said, looked at his father and said, "Now that you are old, how can I ignore you. You take me to see my mother, and then we have a meal together, okay? No, you can't stay here any longer."
"Cough cough cough...cough cough cough." Shen Yunfei wanted to speak, but coughed violently for a while, he rushed into the toilet, came out soon, and said to Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe, "Okay, you guys come with me. I'll take you to the cemetery."
The cemetery where the mother is buried is much more modest than the one where the grandparents are buried, and the writing on the stele is more sloppy, just like the life of the owner of the cemetery.
Shen Jingnan, who is only 21 years old, has experienced more life and death than most of his peers.
Shen Jingnan stood in front of the cemetery of his mother whom he hadn't seen for eight years with flowers in his hands. He was stunned for a while before he smiled and said softly, "Mom, we meet again. Are you happy? Dad brought me to see you."
"I don't know if you are doing well there now, but I'm fine now."
"I don't blame you for a long time, and grandma doesn't blame you either. Dad said that you always feel guilty. It's been so long. You can't think about it. What is more important than life?"
"I used to think that I would never have the opportunity to be filial again, but now that I have grown up, I have financial means, and my father is back," Shen Jingnan said as tears suddenly fell, "It's a pity that you will never come back. "
Chu Mingzhe sighed behind Shen Jingnan, thinking that Shen Jingnan's mood has fluctuated too much recently, and it was too difficult for him.
After leaving the cemetery, Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe took Shen Yunfei to have a meal. After the meal, Shen Jingnan wanted to take Shen Yunfei away, but Shen Yunfei insisted not to live in Shen Jingnan's apartment, saying that he wanted to stay here with Shen Jingnan's mother.Shen Jingnan couldn't move him, so he said he would come to see him again. When he left, Shen Yunfei followed him all the way, his eyes full of reluctance.
Back in the car, Shen Jingnan was still depressed, Chu Mingzhe was worried about him, and asked, "It was cold just now, did you have a cold, did you have a headache?"
"No." Shen Jingnan looked at Chu Mingzhe and said, "I'm just confused. Dad still seems to be blaming himself. He has also had a hard time these years, and I feel sorry for him."
"Everyone is responsible for the mistakes they make. Some mistakes can be solved quickly, and some mistakes will take a lifetime to repay. These are not your faults, but your father's life," Chu Mingzhe said to Shen Jingnan , "I think as a son, you have done well enough, let him do other things. He can make himself feel less guilty towards you, and I can understand it."
"Hmm." Shen Jingnan lowered his head, twisted his fingers together, and sighed again, "Oh."
"The little pumpkin sighs and becomes an old pumpkin." Chu Mingzhe said with a smile.
"Become an old pumpkin..." Shen Jingnan hugged his knees and nestled on the co-pilot seat. His body is very flexible, comparable to a ball of eggs, so there is only a small ball when he nests up, "Then you have to find watermelon, winter melon ..."
"So don't sigh!" Chu Mingzhe looked at Shen Jingnan and said, "I can accompany you for many years. There is a handsome guy who wants to grow old with you, are you happy?"
Shen Jingnan bent his eyes, touched Chu Mingzhe's crotch with his small hand and squeezed, "I'm happy."
Chu Mingzhe slammed on the brakes, thinking that if he wasn't on the highway, he would have put Shen Jingnan in the car.
"Don't make trouble! Be good!"
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Aunt Chu Mingzhe and the others came to Chu Mingzhe's house to play together. Ye Zhen followed Deng Yunlou, led the dog, the rabbit, and Deng Ling who had returned from abroad.Eggy, who had been quiet for a few days, saw Shrek, was startled, and ran to chase the dog with a whoosh.Jiji and Alice lay on their stomachs together, watching in awe.
"Hello, Auntie, Uncle." Shen Jingnan came to say hello.
"Oh, this is Mingzhe's." Zhao Yaqin's sister, Zhao Shuqin, looked at Shen Jingnan and said, "Auntie, I watched your singing show a while ago. It's so good. Both of us have celebrity sons-in-law~"
"Thank you auntie..."
Shen Jingnan blushed, eyes widened, Zhao Shuqin laughed and said, "Oh, so cute."
Ye Zhen and Shen Jingnan got along well, and the two chatted about Shen Jingnan joining the film crew. Ye Zhen was surprised to hear that Shen Jingnan's partner was Xu Li, and said: "Xu Li is coming back? When I was filming with her last time No baby yet. You don't need to be too stressed, she is quite easy-going."
"Well, good." Shen Jingnan nodded obediently.
"I think that the career of an actor requires experience and life experience. It is good to accumulate experience slowly. No matter what stage you are in, it is always good to accept some scripts that suit your age," Ye Zhen thought for a while and said, "Then happy good."
Chu Mingzhe, Deng Yunlou, Chu Zhi, and Deng Feihong started their entertainment project for many years - playing mahjong.Chu Xiaoyu went downstairs with a bunch of snacks, and dragged the two celebrity sisters-in-law and Deng Ling to watch the battle.Deng Ling didn't go, and stayed in the living room to play with the cats and dogs. Shen Jingnan and Ye Zhen sat behind their husband in perfect harmony, eating popcorn and fishing.
"Hahahaha, uncle~" Deng Yunlou drank a glass of water and said, "Everyone, get your banknotes ready!"
After playing a few games, Chu Mingzhe neither lost nor won, Deng Yunlou won three games, Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong both lost.But Jiang was still old and spicy. It didn't take long for Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong to start winning money. After a few games, Deng Yunlou lost the most. Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong won money, and Chu Mingzhe neither lost nor won.
"Sister-in-law, did you win the fishing?"
"I won one hundred." Ye Zhen sighed and said, "It's not enough for my husband to lose. It is said that he loses every year."
As Ye Zhen spoke, he kicked Deng Yunlou's stool and said, "Go down, I'll come!"
Ye Zhen replaced the disgraced Mr. Deng with a smile, and Ye Zhen won consecutively after a few blows.Shen Jingnan watched the live version of the God of Gamblers movie in amazement, thinking that the male god is indeed a male god, and the male god is so handsome even playing mahjong.
Shen Jingnan silently caught another small fish, showing a small smile.
The family has been busy these days of the Chinese New Year, and Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe only returned to their home on the fourth day of the lunar new year.When the two lived in the same house, they would restrain themselves a lot. Chu Mingzhe calculated that he hadn't played with Shen Jingnan for another four or five days. As soon as he got home, he went upstairs to make out with Shen Jingnan in his arms.Shen Jingnan was also good and let him do whatever he wanted. After the sixth day of junior high school, he joined the film crew and couldn't accompany Chu Mingzhe for a long time.
On the fifth day of the lunar new year, Shen Jingnan went back to see his father again. This time he came by himself. He brought some fruits, vegetables and supplements to his father, and then said, "Dad, I'm going to the set tomorrow. You can move to my apartment." Come on, so I can rest assured. I am living in my friend's house now, and my house is empty, if you don't live in it, it will be empty."
"Oh, good boy, there's no need." Shen Yunfei still didn't want to go, "I'm fine here. You're fine on your own."
"En... that's good." Shen Jingnan lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "Father, the one who came with me that day was my boyfriend. I'm staying at his house now, and I've met his parents too."
Shen Yunfei was surprised and speechless for a while, but quickly said: "Okay, as long as you think it's appropriate."
"Well, he is very kind to me." Shen Jingnan said, "If you want to move to live with me, please contact me anytime, okay?"
Shen Yunfei opened his mouth and said after a long time: "Okay."
There are often happy endings in TV dramas, but in real life, they are often not so happy.
But even if it wasn't perfect, Shen Jingnan thought, he still wanted to be worthy of his heart.
He did it, and for him, it was fulfillment.
One would meet so many noble people in one's life, Shen Jingnan felt that Chu Mingzhe was the noble person in his life.
He couldn't find any more beautiful people and things than Chu Mingzhe in this world. Love is mutual, and we share weal and woe together.
Although he has very little, if he can, he also wants to be a knight and try to protect his love.
Shen Jingnan returned to Chu Mingzhe and his home at noon, and Chu Mingzhe was helping him pack his suitcase.Chu Mingzhe is a very rigorous person, and he packs the boxes neatly.Eggy might have realized that Shen Jingnan was going on a long trip, so she lay down in the suitcase, not long after Meiji came to look for Dandan, she also put herself in the suitcase and lay down on her stomach.
"Mingzhe, I'm back." Shen Jingnan said, "What are you packing? Actually, I don't have anything to bring."
"VC slices, remember to eat them. And I asked Alice to buy fruit for you, you have to eat it every day." Chu Mingzhe said, "Hengdian is near here, I will visit you often. If you miss me, give it to me." Call and text."
As Chu Mingzhe talked, he felt that he had begun to miss his wife. He was a little tired from packing his luggage, so he collapsed on the carpet and said, "Come on, I'm looking forward to your new drama."
Shen Jingnan leaned over and sat on the collapsed Chu Mingzhe's lap, then closed his eyes and kissed Chu Mingzhe's lips, licking the other's mouth over and over again with the tip of his tongue.After that, he also lay down on the carpet, turned his face to look at Chu Mingzhe and said, "I don't want to leave you either."
Chu Mingzhe chuckled and said, "Little fool."
Shen Jingnan leaned against his chest and said, "But I will try my best to become a super pumpkin."
Shen Jingnan closed his eyes, thinking, next time he comes back he must become better, even if he can't become a superstar like Ye Zhen all at once, but he doesn't want to go downhill, he wants to become better and better little by little. good.Then one day, he will be able to stand beside Chu Mingzhe with his best appearance.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the crew of "Fox Fairy" officially started filming.Shen Jingnan dragged his suitcases to the hotel in Hengdian. The Spring Festival had just passed, but there were quite a lot of production crews and people in Hengdian, and even many of the cast and crew didn't go home for the New Year.
The weather was still cold. After the filming officially started in the afternoon, Shen Jingnan and other actors also changed into ancient costumes.The materials of ancient costumes are all thin, and the temperature of minus one degree is very unbearable.Shen Jingnan's piece was made of yarn, and the first scene was soaked in cold water to be tortured.It was Zhang Fan, the second male lead, who played the opposite role with him.Zhang Fan also seized the opportunity to torment Shen Jingnan, excused that he was not in good shape at the beginning of the filming and made various mistakes, and asked the director to NG over and over again.Buckets of cold water were poured on Shen Jingnan's body. Shen Jingnan frowned and shivered, but still finished the scene very professionally.
After the filming of this scene, Shen Jingnan gritted his teeth from the cold when he returned to the nanny's car, but fortunately he was in good health, and he was fine after drinking some hot water and covering himself with the quilt for a while.
"Father!" Shen Jingnan ran for a long distance, he ran too fast, the mud splashed from the floor of the vegetable market sprayed onto his trouser legs, he ran across the vegetable market, and finally stopped at the back door of the vegetable market Get down and shout to the man not far in front of you, "Dad, why are you hiding from me?!"
The man stopped running for a moment, first he turned his head slightly and gave Shen Jingnan a serious look, and then slowly squatted down.When Shen Jingnan approached him, the 50-year-old man was already crying with tears all over his face.
"Father?" Shen Jingnan pulled him up and said happily, "It's really you!"
"Nannan... Dad, I'm sorry... I'm ashamed to see you." The man couldn't help but look at his son's face while wiping the tears on his face. The joy of reuniting with the son whom I haven't seen for many years, "Nan Nan, I'm not qualified to be your father..."
Shen Jingnan seriously looked at his father standing in front of him, he felt like he was dreaming.When my father left home, he was 42 years old. At that time, he didn't have so many gray hairs, and he didn't have so many wrinkles on his face. He also had to be stronger.Now his cheeks are thin and sunken, and there are fine lines around his eyes, even if he is wrapped in a thick down jacket, it is difficult to hide his thin figure.
Like the old down jacket on Dad, Dad is old.
Eight years of wind, frost, rain, snow and inner torment made this man age faster than his peers, or his appearance is not old, but his heart is already old.His demeanor is always exhausted, and every minute and every second of fleeing debts, he is also thinking about home, but there is a home that he cannot return to.
More than ten years ago, Shen Yunfei started to do business. About ten years ago, he borrowed a huge sum of debts. Without telling his family, he kept using the money from this family to pay the debts of that family, and then used the money from this family to make up other debts. The debts of the family just kept rolling up, and the interest rolled to an amount that neither he nor his family could bear.The debt collectors used various harassment methods to collect debts. He chose to leave and escape. He took his wife away recklessly. He thought that the debt collectors would stop collecting debts. Life is difficult for Xiao Xiao, but he can't think of a better way to face it all.
In the past eight years, he has lived like a year, thinking about home all the time.
Finally one day, he returned to his hometown, standing on the streets of his hometown, breathing the damp and earthy air of his hometown, even though standing in front of him was the son he had been thinking about for so many years, he didn't know what to say for a while.
Because he is a sinner.
"Dad, you've lost a lot of weight." Shen Jingnan leaned over to hold his father's hand and said, "Dad, where do you live now? Have you and your mother come back to live? Where's your mother? How is she? Is she in good health?"
Shen Yunfei cried even more unbearably for a while, he choked up and said: "Nannan, I'm sorry... I didn't take good care of your mother... She has passed away."
The smile that was still on Shen Jingnan's face disappeared in an instant.
Before, he often couldn't think of his mother's appearance, but at this moment, the picture of his mother holding his hand and walking on the small bridge suddenly appeared in his mind.In his impression, his mother was a very gentle woman. The person who had lived in his heart all these years suddenly disappeared like this.
Chu Mingzhe stood behind Shen Jingnan, gently held Shen Jingnan's hand, and turned to Shen Yunfei and said, "Uncle, it's cold here, where do you live now, take us to see."
"Oh, good." Shen Yunfei's tears still couldn't stop, he said, "...I'll take you there."
Shen Jingnan's thoughts flew far away.Thinking of one evening eight years ago, he passed this road on his way home from school. At that time, the spring breeze blew him very comfortably, and the weather was not as cold as it is today.The teacher praised his composition "My Future" well that day, and he wanted to show this composition to his parents, but he didn't expect that before he knew it, his parents had already left home with their luggage.
Since then, there are only two people left in his family.
The parents who left together back then, only my father returned to this road after eight years.
During this long period of time, on an ordinary day that couldn't be more ordinary, his mother quietly left the world, and he never even saw his mother's last face.
Not long after Shen Yunfei came back, he rented a small old house, which is near the cemetery here. Because it is close to the cemetery, most people don't want to live in it, so the house here is cheap.The house is on the shady side, damp and cold, and there is a faint musty smell as soon as you enter.Shen Yunfei is a clean person, he keeps the house neat and tidy, but there is no vitality in this dark house.
Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe sat on the cold stools, and a light beam of sunlight came in from the window, illuminating Shen Jingnan's face.Shen Jingnan looked along the sunlight and saw a lot of dust floating in the air.
Shen Yunfei poured hot water for Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe, and wiped his face with a towel.He didn't have any snacks and tea for guests at home, not even fruit.He looked at Chu Mingzhe's clothes, and at a glance he knew that the other party had a prominent status, and he probably couldn't get used to such a house.But Chu Mingzhe accompanied Shen Jingnan quietly, without saying anything, not even a small expression of reluctance.
"I should have bought sugar cane just now... Nan Nan likes to eat it." Shen Yunfei sighed, he was still a little at a loss when he saw his son, "Now I live alone, and there is nothing to eat at home."
"Dad, don't be so busy, drinking water is fine." Shen Jingnan sighed, and said, "Mom, when did you leave and how did you leave?"
"She committed suicide." Shen Yunfei sighed again, and said, "We walked for the second year and moved to Guangzhou. One night I fell asleep, and she jumped off the building while I was not paying attention. She has always missed you, she I feel sorry for you. She often said that she was ashamed of her children as a mother, and she often cried secretly at night. We always wanted to go home, but at that time we owed too much debt, and since we walked out, we couldn't go back ...I'm sorry Nannan, we are indeed irresponsible parents..."
"It's been so long, let the past go." Shen Jingnan was in a complicated mood for a moment, and could only say slowly, "Dad, as long as you are fine. When you come back, I will still have Dad."
Shen Jingnan was very sad in his heart, but he couldn't shed a single tear.He has become a little numb to the matter of his parents. He has thought about reuniting many times, but he never thought that reunion would be so sad.
How much determination and courage does a person have to commit suicide?
He has long since stopped resentment, and he has tried to remember his parents' kindness these years, but when he sat facing his biological father, he still felt an inexplicable sense of alienation.
"After your mother left, I went to work in the gold mine and coal mine. It was very profitable to work in the mine. It took me five years to pay off the money I owed back then, but I still dare not come back to see you." Shen Yunfei was relieved at this time Sighing deeply, he said, "The creditor was in a hurry, and I really didn't know what to do before I took your mother away. I'm sorry for you, your grandma, and your mother. It has brought you a lot of difficulties in life, Nannan, have those people made things difficult for you and grandma?"
"Not long after you left, they came to take a look and saw that my grandma and I had no financial means, so they stopped pestering us." Shen Jingnan said, "I know you were forced to do nothing at that time... Actually, I really don't hate you gone."
"Oh," Shen Yunfei burst into tears again when he heard his son's words, "I saw a drink commercial endorsed by Nan Nan on the construction site the year before last. At first, I thought it was incredible, and then I saw Nan Nan filming a TV series. At that time, I thought I would never see you again in this life. I was very happy and would watch it every day. Until not long ago, I watched the show and saw your grandma, and then I heard that Nannan was in the hospital... I knew something happened to your grandma son."
Shen Yunfei wiped away his tears, and said: "I didn't even have my own mother die... I want to come back and see her and burn some paper for her. Digging coal mines is very hurtful. When I came back, I found a grave guard here." Work, and buried your mother here by the way, and will guard the tomb and your mother here from now on."
"Father," Shen Jingnan calmed down, and continued, "Don't think about the previous things. There are many night shifts at the tomb guard. Change your job and come live with me in my apartment."
"No, no, I'll just live here. I hope my appearance won't affect your life. In fact, when I went to mine, I thought, just die in it, and it's over. Later, I thought it wouldn't work, I had to put the money It’s over. But after paying off the money, I’m even more reluctant to die... because I still want to see how much my son has grown, what he’s become now, and how he’s doing well. Now that I’ve seen it, I’m content. I I owe you too much, this life is not over..." Shen Yunfei murmured, "Nannan, just continue with your life and don't worry about me anymore."
"You are my father." Shen Jingnan shook his head and said, looked at his father and said, "Now that you are old, how can I ignore you. You take me to see my mother, and then we have a meal together, okay? No, you can't stay here any longer."
"Cough cough cough...cough cough cough." Shen Yunfei wanted to speak, but coughed violently for a while, he rushed into the toilet, came out soon, and said to Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe, "Okay, you guys come with me. I'll take you to the cemetery."
The cemetery where the mother is buried is much more modest than the one where the grandparents are buried, and the writing on the stele is more sloppy, just like the life of the owner of the cemetery.
Shen Jingnan, who is only 21 years old, has experienced more life and death than most of his peers.
Shen Jingnan stood in front of the cemetery of his mother whom he hadn't seen for eight years with flowers in his hands. He was stunned for a while before he smiled and said softly, "Mom, we meet again. Are you happy? Dad brought me to see you."
"I don't know if you are doing well there now, but I'm fine now."
"I don't blame you for a long time, and grandma doesn't blame you either. Dad said that you always feel guilty. It's been so long. You can't think about it. What is more important than life?"
"I used to think that I would never have the opportunity to be filial again, but now that I have grown up, I have financial means, and my father is back," Shen Jingnan said as tears suddenly fell, "It's a pity that you will never come back. "
Chu Mingzhe sighed behind Shen Jingnan, thinking that Shen Jingnan's mood has fluctuated too much recently, and it was too difficult for him.
After leaving the cemetery, Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe took Shen Yunfei to have a meal. After the meal, Shen Jingnan wanted to take Shen Yunfei away, but Shen Yunfei insisted not to live in Shen Jingnan's apartment, saying that he wanted to stay here with Shen Jingnan's mother.Shen Jingnan couldn't move him, so he said he would come to see him again. When he left, Shen Yunfei followed him all the way, his eyes full of reluctance.
Back in the car, Shen Jingnan was still depressed, Chu Mingzhe was worried about him, and asked, "It was cold just now, did you have a cold, did you have a headache?"
"No." Shen Jingnan looked at Chu Mingzhe and said, "I'm just confused. Dad still seems to be blaming himself. He has also had a hard time these years, and I feel sorry for him."
"Everyone is responsible for the mistakes they make. Some mistakes can be solved quickly, and some mistakes will take a lifetime to repay. These are not your faults, but your father's life," Chu Mingzhe said to Shen Jingnan , "I think as a son, you have done well enough, let him do other things. He can make himself feel less guilty towards you, and I can understand it."
"Hmm." Shen Jingnan lowered his head, twisted his fingers together, and sighed again, "Oh."
"The little pumpkin sighs and becomes an old pumpkin." Chu Mingzhe said with a smile.
"Become an old pumpkin..." Shen Jingnan hugged his knees and nestled on the co-pilot seat. His body is very flexible, comparable to a ball of eggs, so there is only a small ball when he nests up, "Then you have to find watermelon, winter melon ..."
"So don't sigh!" Chu Mingzhe looked at Shen Jingnan and said, "I can accompany you for many years. There is a handsome guy who wants to grow old with you, are you happy?"
Shen Jingnan bent his eyes, touched Chu Mingzhe's crotch with his small hand and squeezed, "I'm happy."
Chu Mingzhe slammed on the brakes, thinking that if he wasn't on the highway, he would have put Shen Jingnan in the car.
"Don't make trouble! Be good!"
On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Aunt Chu Mingzhe and the others came to Chu Mingzhe's house to play together. Ye Zhen followed Deng Yunlou, led the dog, the rabbit, and Deng Ling who had returned from abroad.Eggy, who had been quiet for a few days, saw Shrek, was startled, and ran to chase the dog with a whoosh.Jiji and Alice lay on their stomachs together, watching in awe.
"Hello, Auntie, Uncle." Shen Jingnan came to say hello.
"Oh, this is Mingzhe's." Zhao Yaqin's sister, Zhao Shuqin, looked at Shen Jingnan and said, "Auntie, I watched your singing show a while ago. It's so good. Both of us have celebrity sons-in-law~"
"Thank you auntie..."
Shen Jingnan blushed, eyes widened, Zhao Shuqin laughed and said, "Oh, so cute."
Ye Zhen and Shen Jingnan got along well, and the two chatted about Shen Jingnan joining the film crew. Ye Zhen was surprised to hear that Shen Jingnan's partner was Xu Li, and said: "Xu Li is coming back? When I was filming with her last time No baby yet. You don't need to be too stressed, she is quite easy-going."
"Well, good." Shen Jingnan nodded obediently.
"I think that the career of an actor requires experience and life experience. It is good to accumulate experience slowly. No matter what stage you are in, it is always good to accept some scripts that suit your age," Ye Zhen thought for a while and said, "Then happy good."
Chu Mingzhe, Deng Yunlou, Chu Zhi, and Deng Feihong started their entertainment project for many years - playing mahjong.Chu Xiaoyu went downstairs with a bunch of snacks, and dragged the two celebrity sisters-in-law and Deng Ling to watch the battle.Deng Ling didn't go, and stayed in the living room to play with the cats and dogs. Shen Jingnan and Ye Zhen sat behind their husband in perfect harmony, eating popcorn and fishing.
"Hahahaha, uncle~" Deng Yunlou drank a glass of water and said, "Everyone, get your banknotes ready!"
After playing a few games, Chu Mingzhe neither lost nor won, Deng Yunlou won three games, Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong both lost.But Jiang was still old and spicy. It didn't take long for Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong to start winning money. After a few games, Deng Yunlou lost the most. Chu Zhi and Deng Feihong won money, and Chu Mingzhe neither lost nor won.
"Sister-in-law, did you win the fishing?"
"I won one hundred." Ye Zhen sighed and said, "It's not enough for my husband to lose. It is said that he loses every year."
As Ye Zhen spoke, he kicked Deng Yunlou's stool and said, "Go down, I'll come!"
Ye Zhen replaced the disgraced Mr. Deng with a smile, and Ye Zhen won consecutively after a few blows.Shen Jingnan watched the live version of the God of Gamblers movie in amazement, thinking that the male god is indeed a male god, and the male god is so handsome even playing mahjong.
Shen Jingnan silently caught another small fish, showing a small smile.
The family has been busy these days of the Chinese New Year, and Shen Jingnan and Chu Mingzhe only returned to their home on the fourth day of the lunar new year.When the two lived in the same house, they would restrain themselves a lot. Chu Mingzhe calculated that he hadn't played with Shen Jingnan for another four or five days. As soon as he got home, he went upstairs to make out with Shen Jingnan in his arms.Shen Jingnan was also good and let him do whatever he wanted. After the sixth day of junior high school, he joined the film crew and couldn't accompany Chu Mingzhe for a long time.
On the fifth day of the lunar new year, Shen Jingnan went back to see his father again. This time he came by himself. He brought some fruits, vegetables and supplements to his father, and then said, "Dad, I'm going to the set tomorrow. You can move to my apartment." Come on, so I can rest assured. I am living in my friend's house now, and my house is empty, if you don't live in it, it will be empty."
"Oh, good boy, there's no need." Shen Yunfei still didn't want to go, "I'm fine here. You're fine on your own."
"En... that's good." Shen Jingnan lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "Father, the one who came with me that day was my boyfriend. I'm staying at his house now, and I've met his parents too."
Shen Yunfei was surprised and speechless for a while, but quickly said: "Okay, as long as you think it's appropriate."
"Well, he is very kind to me." Shen Jingnan said, "If you want to move to live with me, please contact me anytime, okay?"
Shen Yunfei opened his mouth and said after a long time: "Okay."
There are often happy endings in TV dramas, but in real life, they are often not so happy.
But even if it wasn't perfect, Shen Jingnan thought, he still wanted to be worthy of his heart.
He did it, and for him, it was fulfillment.
One would meet so many noble people in one's life, Shen Jingnan felt that Chu Mingzhe was the noble person in his life.
He couldn't find any more beautiful people and things than Chu Mingzhe in this world. Love is mutual, and we share weal and woe together.
Although he has very little, if he can, he also wants to be a knight and try to protect his love.
Shen Jingnan returned to Chu Mingzhe and his home at noon, and Chu Mingzhe was helping him pack his suitcase.Chu Mingzhe is a very rigorous person, and he packs the boxes neatly.Eggy might have realized that Shen Jingnan was going on a long trip, so she lay down in the suitcase, not long after Meiji came to look for Dandan, she also put herself in the suitcase and lay down on her stomach.
"Mingzhe, I'm back." Shen Jingnan said, "What are you packing? Actually, I don't have anything to bring."
"VC slices, remember to eat them. And I asked Alice to buy fruit for you, you have to eat it every day." Chu Mingzhe said, "Hengdian is near here, I will visit you often. If you miss me, give it to me." Call and text."
As Chu Mingzhe talked, he felt that he had begun to miss his wife. He was a little tired from packing his luggage, so he collapsed on the carpet and said, "Come on, I'm looking forward to your new drama."
Shen Jingnan leaned over and sat on the collapsed Chu Mingzhe's lap, then closed his eyes and kissed Chu Mingzhe's lips, licking the other's mouth over and over again with the tip of his tongue.After that, he also lay down on the carpet, turned his face to look at Chu Mingzhe and said, "I don't want to leave you either."
Chu Mingzhe chuckled and said, "Little fool."
Shen Jingnan leaned against his chest and said, "But I will try my best to become a super pumpkin."
Shen Jingnan closed his eyes, thinking, next time he comes back he must become better, even if he can't become a superstar like Ye Zhen all at once, but he doesn't want to go downhill, he wants to become better and better little by little. good.Then one day, he will be able to stand beside Chu Mingzhe with his best appearance.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the crew of "Fox Fairy" officially started filming.Shen Jingnan dragged his suitcases to the hotel in Hengdian. The Spring Festival had just passed, but there were quite a lot of production crews and people in Hengdian, and even many of the cast and crew didn't go home for the New Year.
The weather was still cold. After the filming officially started in the afternoon, Shen Jingnan and other actors also changed into ancient costumes.The materials of ancient costumes are all thin, and the temperature of minus one degree is very unbearable.Shen Jingnan's piece was made of yarn, and the first scene was soaked in cold water to be tortured.It was Zhang Fan, the second male lead, who played the opposite role with him.Zhang Fan also seized the opportunity to torment Shen Jingnan, excused that he was not in good shape at the beginning of the filming and made various mistakes, and asked the director to NG over and over again.Buckets of cold water were poured on Shen Jingnan's body. Shen Jingnan frowned and shivered, but still finished the scene very professionally.
After the filming of this scene, Shen Jingnan gritted his teeth from the cold when he returned to the nanny's car, but fortunately he was in good health, and he was fine after drinking some hot water and covering himself with the quilt for a while.
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