you are my love bean

The rain in late autumn drenched the clothes on the body, which made people feel very cold.

Xu Yi shivered slightly, looked up at Yang Chen who was standing next to him, and felt that his eyes were wet, and the rain blurred his vision.

Originally, under the street lights at night, seeing things is not as clear as during the day.

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The clothes on his body were soaked in water and were very sticky. He lowered his head and wiped his face. Xu Yi stood up without saying a word or looking at each other. He just walked around the rear of the car and walked out of the umbrella covering his head. , It was raining heavily again, and I wanted to push the car and ride away.

Standing in this cold and lonely alley in the rain, Yang Chen stood motionless, his eye circles turned red for a moment, he moved his feet and turned in Xu Yi's direction hastily, and asked him loudly:

"Is it okay for me to talk to you?"

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With the last word out, Yang Chen's throat began to choke uncontrollably.

How many years has it been... At this moment, his eyes are fixed on the person in front of him so tightly, his heart seems to be clenched, and in a moment, he tasted all the bitterness and bitterness.

In the torrential rain, Xu Yi, who had stopped to support the car, was still in good shape. His clothes were soaked and stuck to his broad back.

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After a few seconds, Xu Yi, whose face was dripping with rain, let go of the bicycle, and walked towards Yang Chen.

I really hope it's an illusion, Xu Yi's brows and eyes look so cold and hard, making Yang Chen look humble and timid when he meets him, his heart beats chaotically, Yang Chen holds the umbrella handle with his hand, and lowers his eyes.

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Xu Yi walked in front of Yang Chen, and looked at Yang Chen without the slightest evasion in his eyes. In his eyes, there was that band-aid with a pattern printed on it.

Stretching out his hand to grab Yang Chen's collar, Xu Yi pulled him in front of his face, looked down slightly, he was a few centimeters taller than him, close to each other, just like when he was a child, he still said fiercely to him:

"I said, don't follow me anymore, don't think I won't do it."

Xu Yi gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, his hatred was not lacking at all.

Yang Chen's collar was loosened coldly, his lips also lost color, looked very pale, hot tears flowed down, mixed with the rainwater on his face just now.

Can't tell.

Yang Chen felt as if a big hole had been dug in his chest, the rain was cooling his heart, and the umbrella in his hand was knocked off the ground with a bang. This feeling of suddenly being separated from the palm of his hand was like a carefully held love coming from his heart. Immediately pull it out, it hurts.

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The two stood together in the heavy rain. Yang Chen's voice was so low that it was almost covered by the sound of the rain, and he choked up and said:

"Did you hate me all your life..."

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"Yes."

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Just like when he was a child, Yang Chen stood weakly in the rain with his shoulders shrunk and wept. His heart ached more and more from crying, and his sight was blocked by the heavy rain and tears, but he could only cry.

In fact, they haven't grown up yet.

This scene suddenly felt so similar to that day many years ago.

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When Xu Yi returned home soaking wet, his parents couldn't help being scolded when they saw him, blaming him for being drenched like this without a raincoat.

If you catch a cold on such a day, it will take many days to get better, how uncomfortable it is.

After going upstairs, Xu Yi took a towel and wiped it briefly, and then took off his clothes in the bathroom to take a shower. His head was dizzy, even if he didn't catch a cold, the uncomfortable feeling might not disappear in a day or two.

That's right, the current Xu Yi has an unbearable headache, his chest is heavy, and his heart feels like a heavy weight is being placed on his heart. Every time he gasps for breath, he uses up all his strength.

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The corners of his eyes became hot. Standing in the hot water, Xu Yi stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, and the other hand propped on the wall clenched his fist fiercely.

He didn't know what he was suffering from.

How could it be so uncomfortable.

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Before falling asleep, Xu Yi stood at the window and looked at it for a long time. He couldn't see anything except the curtains, but he kept looking at it for a long time.

Moonlight shines through the curtains, faintly shining on his smooth upper body, quietly, like a statue at night.

Later, in the middle of the night, in a trance, he dreamed of Doudou, who was smiling in the midsummer sunshine.

With that bright and lovely appearance and big eyes, Xu Yi burst into tears for no reason.

Under the confusion of light and shadow, the deep darkness struck again, surrounded him, and another person who couldn't see clearly, the fiery breathing sounded more and more clearly in his ears, accompanied by whispering, choking... …

Can't tell who it is, can't tell whose voice it is...

In the darkness, Xu Yi's body was extremely hot, and he was moving like crazy, like a beast, constantly demanding from the man below, clasping the man's wrist with both hands, breathing disorderly, sweating profusely, desperate to know what to do. Tired of possessing him hard.

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"Brother Xu Yi..."

"Brother Xu Yi, you are so kind..."

Dreamy voices overlapped and crisscrossed, and then, a mournful voice suddenly and vividly sounded in his left ear:

"Have you... hated me all your life?"

This voice, full of dampness from the rain, made Xu Yi open his eyes in shock. In an instant, the dream and reality brushed away, and he saw clearly and astonishedly that the person he was pressing down had actually grown up. The face was exactly the same as Yang Chen's.

Sweaty forehead, furrowed brows, blushing lips, and deep bite marks on the collarbone...

Xu Yi stood up and sat up, his heart felt weightless like a free fall. He panted heavily and kept taking deep breaths. In this night, all his clothes were soaked, his back was slightly arched, and he buried his face in his palms with his head down. , The chest rose and fell.

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Pulling back the quilt and reaching down, he was actually in this absurd dream (mosaic).