you are my love bean

Yang Chen was in Class [-], and Xu Yi was in Class [-]. It was like a joke made by God, bringing the two together again.

Xu Yi's grades and class management ability are good, and he was appointed as the monitor, while Yang Chen next door is the deputy monitor.

Immediately after the military training, their two squads were facing each other, and only then did they realize that they were so close.

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The clock on the desk showed nine o'clock at night, Yang Chen finished solving the last physics problem, closed his notebook, got up and went downstairs.

Many years ago, after their mother and son moved here, Yang Chen's mother found a job as a tailor in a shop specializing in cheongsam. When she was in the countryside, Yang Chen's mother opened a cheongsam shop. She sewed all the clothes by herself, and the style was beautiful without being fancy.

Yang Chen's mother has to work, but also has to lead him to live alone in this city. Watching him grow up, although it is hard work, fortunately, she has survived. The little boy back then is now stronger than her. It's even taller, and she no longer needs to stretch out her arms to protect her.

The air in the alley at night was a bit humid. Yang Chen stood outside the threshold and raised his hand to settle down. A drop of falling rainwater hit the tip of his index finger, making it feel cool.

It was raining lightly, Yang Chen turned back and took the umbrella, the moon in the dark looked moist, as if it was wet by the rain.

The cheongsam shop has been a little busy these two days, often working overtime at night, Yang Chen will go out to pick up his mother after nine o'clock.

The road was not very far, and when they reached the door of the store, Yang Chen's mother happened to be the last one to leave, turned off the light and locked the door, and saw her son came back on time, she couldn't help showing a warm smile on her face.

"Oh, I've said it several times, I don't want you to come pick me up, you insist, I'm not old enough for you to take care of me, am I?"

Yang Chen smiled and moved the umbrella in his hand, and the mother and son walked side by side.

The high-heeled shoes sounded on the side of the rainy street. Yang Chen's mother stroked her arms, feeling that the day was getting colder and colder, and it became colder when it rained.

Thinking of something, Yang Chen's mother turned to look at her son holding an umbrella, and said:

"Xu Yi from the opposite door went to the same high school as you, have you seen him?"

……

Yang Chen, who was walking outside, lowered his eyes and did not answer.

A barely audible sigh came, and Yang Chen's mother raised her hand, covered the hand holding the umbrella, and said softly:

"Let me come, your hands are so cold..."

After returning, Yang Chen took a hot bath, just like when he was a child, he liked to put a lot of water in the bathtub, and sat in with his knees hugged, the warm water overflowed to the brim.

If there is a lot of water in the bathtub, people sitting in it will feel a force supporting and surrounding them, allowing the limbs to relax slowly.

……

In the thin heat, Yang Chen leaned back slightly and closed his eyes, recalling those things when he was a child, those pains that he never dared to touch lightly.

That's right, Yang Chen has to admit that he still deeply cares about Xu Yi, the boy who pushed him away mercilessly.

If time could be turned back, how much Yang Chen wanted to stay in the July when he just arrived, even if he was still doomed to break up unhappy, he would still be willing to taste that kind of sweetness again...

After seeing Xu Yi again during the military training, Yang Chen couldn't help thinking.

A heart that hurts and heats up, it can be such a tormenting person, Yang Chen, who originally planned to give up his mind to forget him, unexpectedly fell into this kind of pain again, with absurd thoughts burning in his head, after many years The suppressed desire was as fierce as dry wood and fire, and it was out of control.

"I'm really sick... sick..."

Yang Chen's eyes were red, and his face was full of exhaustion and fragility. He curled up and submerged in the hot water, struggling alone and painfully.

How long will he have to endure this unseen desire?

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The physical education class was held on the basketball court next to the playground. Xu Yi had a good time with a few boys in the class. He stood in the last row discussing how to play in teams after the dissolution. His best buddy was called Cao Wendong, and everyone called him Dong East.

Cao Wendong's skin is not fair, and he is wheat-colored. He especially likes to tell jokes about mountains and rivers.

"Dongdong, do you understand, fight well later, you know?"

"Understood, I will beat you to death later!"

"Tsk!"

Xu Yi reached out and hit him on the head with a hammer.

Just as they were talking, another class of physical education came in front of them. Yang Chen's conspicuous face was quickly caught by Xu Yi's eyes.

Looking back, Xu Yi's expression became indifferent.

Cao Wendong laughed with the people next to him, caught a glimpse of Xu Yi who suddenly stopped talking, touched him with his arm, and asked:

"What's the matter, with a cold face all of a sudden?"

Xu Yi didn't answer him, but looked away, a little distracted.

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After the physical education class, the group of people who played ball were sweating, including Xu Yi, whose forehead was covered with sweat. He walked with Cao Wendong in the corridor back to the classroom, and urged the person who went to buy water to run away. Come on, wait.

Standing in the corridor for a rest, the two leaned against the wall, Cao Wendong shook his head, and Xu Yi's face was dripped with sweat.

Xu Yi frowned and whipped him.

"Don't look at the side? Just throw it away."

Cao Wendong covered his shoulders and smiled:

"Brother Yi, let me clean it for you!"

"Go to the side."

……

"Yo~"

Suddenly, a group of people watching the show sounded at the door of the next class.

Xu Yi and Cao Wendong turned their heads and saw a long-haired girl standing there with a love letter in her hand, and the one who was coaxed to pick it up was the handsome boy next door, Yang Chen.

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"Hey, you say how lucky this guy is. In this era where fresh meat is popular, he is so fair and tender that he can squeeze water out. How many girls like him!"

Xu Yi couldn't hear what the narrator Cao Wendong said, he looked at Yang Chen with cold eyes, his chest was heavy, and he felt a little uncomfortable.

……

Undoubtedly, Yang Chen's approach again made Xu Yi feel very bad.