Cherish the other side

Lu Beiyuan pulled Li Qing into the house, and as soon as the door closed, Lu Beiyuan turned around and hugged Li Qing.Li Qing didn't struggle, but he didn't say anything either.

"Will you listen to my explanation?" Lu Beiyuan's tone was soft.

"Okay, tell me." Li Qing actually wanted to hear Lu Beiyuan's explanation at this time. He wanted to know what was going on before making a decision.

"I am indeed King Fan, but I didn't intend to hide it from you at first." Lu Beiyuan whispered, holding Li Qing's hand but did not let go, "I have never wanted to reveal my identity to the public. I move freely outside, so the people in Fancheng almost don’t know that I am King Fan. So for this reason, I didn’t tell you when I met you. But as time went by, I found that I fell in love with you, I really wanted to tell you at that time, but I learned your identity, you said you didn't want to have anything to do with the royal family, I was afraid that you would reject me because of this, so I kept it from you."

Lu Beiyuan gently hugged Li Qing's arms, put his hands on Li Qing's arms, looked at Li Qing, and said, "I'm really going to confess to you this morning, because of the things you asked yesterday. Question, I feel like I need to tell you now anyway. Can you... forgive me?"

Looking at Lu Beiyuan's expression, Li Qing felt distressed for a moment.Thinking about what Su Lijin said yesterday, he finally understood why Su Lijin persuaded himself to stay away from the person in front of him.King Fan will never be able to get rid of the identity of this huge weaving net, and he himself is a person who has already died once to escape from the cage.If you want to continue the life path you chose, then you must leave him.

Li Qing stroked Lu Beiyuan's face gently with his hands, and looked into Lu Beiyuan's eyes affectionately: "I don't blame you, thank you for liking me." After speaking, Li Qing pulled Lu Beiyuan's face down and kissed it on his lips.

Lu Beiyuan was startled at this moment, he didn't expect Li Qing to kiss him on his own initiative, immediately, Lu Beiyuan held the back of Li Qing's head with his hands, deepening the kiss.

After an unknown amount of time, Li Qing slowly left Lu Beiyuan's lips, broke away from Lu Beiyuan's embrace, took a step back and said, "I'm sorry."

At this time, Lu Beiyuan didn't understand Li Qing's meaning of sorry, and before Lu Beiyuan opened his mouth, he heard Li Qing continue: "I can't accept your love now, you know, because of my experience, I hope you can give me love." Time to think about it. Can you?"

Lu Beiyuan couldn't believe his ears. Just now he clearly thought that Li Qing had accepted his explanation: "Are you rejecting me?!"

"No, I need time for me to think clearly about my past and future." Li Qing paused, and then said: "I will come to you after I think about it. Let me be alone during this time."

"Then if you think about it clearly, you will have the option of leaving me, right?" Lu Beiyuan was very confused, he was anxious and helpless.

Li Qing looked at him, didn't answer anything, just smiled at him, just like when we met for the first time.

Lu Beiyuan looked at Li Qing in a daze, and watched Li Qing turn and leave Fan Wangfu.He suddenly panicked, for the first time he didn't know what to do.

Ling Zuo was a little helpless at this time, the prince locked himself in the room after Li Qing left in the morning, and he didn't get a response when he knocked on the door.Ling Zuo finally waited until Ling Yu returned home, and hurriedly asked about Li Qing's situation.

"Mr. Li Qing came to the school today." Ling Yu said while arranging his schoolbag, "He also taught us as usual, but he is always in a daze today."

It seems that the prince is not the only one who is sad, Ling Zuo thought to himself.

"Brother, did the lord and the gentleman quarrel and make up?" Ling Yu looked at Ling Zuo and asked.

"Yeah, Yu'er should talk to her husband more in the school."

"Yu'er knows." Ling Yu looked at Ling Zuo with a smile.

Ling Zuo took Ling Yu's hand and said, "Let's go, let's go eat."

Li Qing's side was indeed hit by Ling Zuo's words, and he was not feeling well at all.At the end of the day, he didn't know what he had taught, and after finally getting home, Li Qing didn't want to do anything, and lay down on the bed directly.Every frame in his mind was Lu Beiyuan, from the first time we met, to when he handed the jade pendant to him, to when he came to Beiyan Town.The memory of the scene is very deep. Although the time is not long, Li Qing always feels that seeing him is like seeing his own life.

So Li Qing is contradictory. If he chooses to stand firmly by Lu Beiyuan's side, then the memory he wants to forget will come back again, and he will even repeat the same mistakes.King Fan will not be content with Fancheng forever, as long as he is in the court and the opposition, he will definitely step into that muddy water again involuntarily.This is the life I swore I never want to live again.

Li Qing was very tired at the moment, he closed his eyes and fell asleep under his wild thoughts.The last picture he remembered was the shadow of swords and swords where his family members were killed...

After two days like this, the person who shut himself in the door finally came out.Ling Zuo just wanted to go up to condolences to his prince, but Lu Beiyuan took the opportunity.

"Is Ling Zuo's breakfast ready?"

Ling Zuo found that Lu Beiyuan's expression and tone were the same as before, and there was nothing wrong with it: "Not yet, today is the school's day off, and Yu'er hasn't gotten up yet, so it will be late. I'll tell the kitchen to do it now."

"It doesn't matter, I'm going out to eat, you take good care of Yu'er." After speaking, Lu Beiyuan was about to walk towards the gate.

"My lord..." Ling Zuo stopped Lu Beiyuan, "Are you okay?"

"It's time to cheer up and chase people back."

Looking at Lu Beiyuan who was gradually going away, Ling Zuo felt very relieved. Sure enough, the prince is the one he has always admired.

Lu Beiyuan randomly found a restaurant to have some breakfast, and after he was done, he walked around the street a few times, bought a few boxes of snacks, took them and walked towards Li Qing's house.He was not at all worried that Li Qing was not at home, nor that Li Qing would drive him out.Because he felt that he would take the trouble to find Li Qing.This kind of shamelessness even felt novel to Lu Beiyuan himself.

Li Qing did not go out at home that day, he was tinkering with his bookshelf, trying to rearrange his books.It turned out that Li Qing was too lazy to do this kind of physical work, but now he wanted to do this to let his mind clear and not to think about what he had.When Li Qing spread all the books on the bookshelf on the floor, the gate of the yard rang.

When Li Qing was thinking about who would come, the person who appeared at the door caught him off guard.

"I heard Yu'er said that you are resting today, and I brought you pastries, do you want to try it?" Lu Beiyuan said to Li Qing as if nothing happened.

"Well... Thank you, come in and sit down." Li Qing really didn't know what to do in this situation. Since Lu Beiyuan didn't care about anything, he should just be normal.

Following Li Qing, Lu Beiyuan snickered inwardly, it seemed that things were going relatively smoothly.Especially when he saw that Li Qing was still wearing the jade pendant he had given him, he seemed to be more confident.

But when Lu Beiyuan saw the room full of books, he was a little uneasy: "What are you... doing?"

"I'm so sorry, I'm cleaning out the bookcases, but I haven't cleared them yet." Li Qing hurriedly vacated a chair for Lu Beiyuan, and then said, "Sit here."