Old time light and shadow

Gu Qingjiu felt that the child who made a mistake still needs to be given a heart-to-heart talk, even if the mistake was not intended to be made by him.

With Gu Qingjiu's participation, He Sinian's way of quitting opium has changed somewhat.

The morphine was disposed of by Gu Qingjiu, but he found another bottle from nowhere and put it in front of He Sinian.

He Sinian's addiction is almost over, and every time he becomes addicted, his consciousness is no longer very messy and cloudy.

But Gu Qingjiu didn't intend to end like this.

Only when you remain unmoved in front of your eyes can you truly quit.

Something like this addiction, and he didn't quit.

At the beginning, He Sinian consciously controlled himself. Under Gu Qingjiu's force, he could only look at the pile of pills on the coffee table.

The addiction is still not completely quit. Even if I don't want to, I still start to imagine the feeling of swallowing the pill uncontrollably.

Then, in the confusion of consciousness, he stretched out his hand to those morphines.

Gu Qingjiu would always stop He Sinian when his hand was closest to the morphine.

He Sinian would sometimes become manic and would knock over everything on the coffee table.

Sometimes when his hands come into contact with morphine, he will greedily lick off the morphine powder on his hands, and then he will be slapped by Gu Qingjiu.

Sometimes he would cry and ask Gu Qingjiu to shoot him. He didn't like this kind of person who was neither human nor ghost.

Sometimes he would roll on the ground in so much pain, and sometimes he would have a wild kiss with Gu Qingjiu in a blur of consciousness...

When Gu Qingjiu tolerated him infinitely, he felt uncomfortable with him.

He would touch He Sinian's hair soothingly, kiss his cheek lightly, and tell him in a voice that made He Sinian extremely reassuring,

"It's okay, it'll be over soon."

He Sinian has indeed passed, three months later.

One autumn rain and one rush, when the drizzle outside the window comes in late autumn, it also arrives quietly.

He Sinian shivered slightly, and hugged Xiao Hei in his arms a little tighter.

After a hellish summer, he finally got over this hurdle.

After these three months, He Sinian was so thin that he was weak. After such a toss, he looked even sicker.

It's just that the old spirit seems to be back a little bit.

He looked at the morphine tablet in front of him without changing his expression.

"I really don't want to?"

He Sinian smiled and shook his head, "I don't want to."

A smile finally appeared on Gu Qingjiu's face, and he reached out to touch He Sinian's head.

He Sinian looked very useful, and reached out to touch Xiao Hei's head in his arms.

Xiao Hei narrowed his eyes and let out a pleasant "meow—"

He Sinian fell limply on the sofa, lifted Xiao Hei up to amuse himself, and said casually

"Brother Qing, we've known each other for almost a year."

Gu Qingjiu hummed lightly.

He Sinian said again as if sighing, "Time flies so fast."

Gu Qing glanced at him for a long time, but did not speak to him.

He Sinian looked at Xiao Hei who was all white, and seemed to be talking to himself

"Why do you think this man's fate is so strange?" He Sinian pinched Xiao Hei's paw, "A year ago I followed Xiao Chongzi and the theater troupe around the rivers and lakes, but now I'm staying with you, the Shanghai commander. In the house."

He Sinian was rambling on, seeming to have a lot of feelings,

"At the beginning, I was almost shot to death by you. In the end, I was taken away by you in a daze."

"In the end, even Xiao Chongzi and the master were lost together." He Sinian scratched Xiao Hei again.

Then he turned his head to look at Gu Qingjiu, "Brother Qing, why did you shoot me at that time?"

Gu Qingjiu looked at him, but still didn't speak.

He Sinian didn't care about it, he still had a smile on his face, like someone who survived a catastrophe recalling all the good things in life and then thanking God for the gift.

"Afterwards, I followed you to the military headquarters every day, always thinking that you might be able to serve as an official for me." After speaking, she pursed her lips slightly, "But you always refused."

"I still thought that if I could achieve great success, I would let Xiao Chongzi and the master live a good life!"

"When I was young, the little bug always let me give me everything that was good, but I was always like a drag bottle." He Sinian looked at Xiao Hei, as if immersed in deep memories, "I can't either. Keep dragging them around like this."

"I don't think I'm the kind of person who doesn't have any skills, as long as there is a chance." Then he pursed his lips, "But I didn't expect that I would still be a fool here."

"Brother Rang Qing spoiled me all the time, and somehow became addicted to drugs, making me look like a ghost."

Gu Qingjiu looked at He Sinian's puckered mouth like a child, and reached out to rub He Sinian's hair.

"It's not a oil bottle."

He Sinian nodded, not sure if he listened.

It was just that a sentence He Sinian asked later made Gu Qingjiu's hand slightly stiff,

He asked, "Brother Qing, who is Shu Changhua?"