Half life, for Jue

The summer heat is gone, and I am panicking with the cold now. "

"Cough cough" Bai Bi coughed suddenly, his eyes wandered slightly, "Yuan'er's recipes are always good, it's not easy to drink the tea I made, you still think it's too cold?"

"How dare you suspect it." Xiao Jingyan straightened Bai Bi's head, let his eyes fall on himself, and said helplessly, "I just feel that I am really innocent and at a disadvantage."

"Where are you innocent, and what can you suffer?" Bai Bi suppressed the little bit of guilt, making his eyes look upright and sincere.

Xiao Jingyan didn't answer but just stared at him, Bai Bi straightened his back and looked back.

The corners of Xiao Jingyan's lips became higher and higher, and finally he couldn't help laughing sullenly, with joy and exclamation in Bai Bi's slightly narrowed dangerous gaze: "I never thought that we would have such a day, Bai Bi Bi..." He seriously integrated him into his eyes, mind, and heart, "...I just suddenly wanted to wait until decades later, when we were all white. Gray hair, and then still standing together like now, talking about something happy or sad. I tell you, you tell me. Then...you get old."

I tell you, you tell me...

And then... get old...

When the gray hair turns gray...

"Jingyan..." Bai Bi didn't expect Xiao Jingyan to say such words suddenly, but felt that his throat became stiff instantly, making it difficult to move.

Xiao Jingyan was silent, and the brilliance in his eyes also dimmed. He supported Bai Bi and walked to the room, bowed his head and said, "I know, this is just a thought of mine, you don't have to take it to heart. By the way, Miss Rong gave me another chance at night." Do you know what medicinal diet you have prepared?"

Bai Bi held Xiao Jingyan's arm, followed Xiao Jingyan's lead to change the subject, and pretended to smile helplessly, "Let me go. I don't know where Yuan'er's whimsy came from, all kinds of food are unheard of, alas, I just hope that tonight's... can be imported."

...Jingyan, I'm sorry, I can't promise you...a lifetime of white hair.

Yan Hou's birthday banquet, Bai Bi went with Xiao Jingyan and did not attract anyone's attention.

With Xiao Jingyan's current status, there are countless people who seek him out to greet him. Bai Bi originally intended to pay homage to Marquis Yan's birthday, but it happened that Marquis Yan had an old friend who was visiting him.So she was dragged by Rong Wenyuan to find Yan Yujin to play with.

With a casual glance, Xiao Jingyan saw Bai Ying going away, feeling unreasonably astringent in his heart.In his heart, Bai Bi is an absolutely talented person who should be dazzling and peerless, but that person restrained all his sharpness and buried himself among the crowd. He understood Bai Bi's many scruples, but felt sorry for all he let go paid for.

There is no scholar who does not want to build a career and leave a name in history.Bai Bi is the same.But for him, there are too many things in front of him, and since they are all his own choices, then he can pay the price.If he wants to overturn the case, the less attention Bai Bi gets, the better.He wanted Xiao Jingyan to be dazzling, so Bai Bi had to restrain his brilliance.Even though there are some regrets, it is all worth it, willingly.

Since Bai Bi came back from Mount Jiu'an, Mei Changsu hadn't seen each other again. The two of them cultivated and worked on their own, and most of the news was passed on by Rong Wenyuan. Today was the first time they met in recent days.

As soon as Rong Wenyuan saw Yan Yujin, she sat down, and Bai Bi, Yan Yujin, and Mei Changsu greeted each other, and found a seat to sit down too.

Bai Bi took out a roll of rice paper from his sleeve, which looked like a letter, and while handing it to Mei Changsu, he said, "I originally wanted to ask Yuan'er to give it to you, but now that I see it, I just give it to you."

Mei Changsu took it but didn't take it apart immediately, but asked, "Did you find Mrs. Han? It's just that she has been separated from Xia Jiang for more than ten years, so she probably doesn't know much about it."

Bai Bi nodded and shook his head again, and said: "I guess she will arrive in a few days, but it seems that you are already in Yanhou's mansion, is it the old friend who was entertained by Yanhou? I think she knows Maybe not much, but maybe..." Bai Bi paused.Mei Changsu continued, "Perhaps the older she is, the deeper she hides, but she knows."

On the other end, Yan Yujin was talking with Rong Wenyuan, but he also paid attention to the conversation between Bai Bi and Mei Changsu. At this moment, he heard the conversation and asked, "Brother Su, what are you talking about? Who is that lady?" ?”

Mei Changsu smiled when he heard this, and Bai Bi took a sip of his tea. He knew that Yanhou was on Xiao Jingyan's side, and Yan Yujin should know everything. Thinking of what he heard a few days ago, he said Laughing: "You know that if you are a woman, your mother appointed you a long marriage contract early on."

"This... I have heard Prince Ji mention this, but he never told me who my mother would promise me to if I were a girl. Does Brother Bai know?" Yan Yujin is a good at playing. Noisy, I didn't care about this, and asked curiously.

Bai Bi's smiling eyes turned around Rong Wenyuan's somewhat sluggish face, then looked at Yan Yujin, and said calmly, "Actually, it's a lot of emotion now. Xia Jiang once had a son, and his wife It is Mrs. Han who came to look for Marquis Yan today, I think she should be accompanied by... Miss Yan's fiancé-in-law who does not exist."

Bai Bi seemed to think that such a topic was heavy, and besides suggesting to lower his tone, he paused and raised his voice in the last sentence, which made people laugh a little while ignoring the unpleasantness of the topic itself.

Yan Yujin and Rong Wenyuan became acquainted with Bai Bi gradually, and knew a lot of things around Yan Hou, so he smiled and said, "Brother Bai still talks about me. I heard from my father that if you are a Miss, you have a marriage contract with His Highness the Crown Prince right now. But Brother Bai is also good, the elders said that if a pair of boys become brothers, Brother Bai and His Highness the Crown Prince will keep their promises very well."

As soon as this remark came out, Wen Yuan choked out a sip of water with a "poof", and then lay down on the side with a shocked face and coughed violently. Seeing her reaction like this, Yan Yujin patted her on the back amusedly. .

Ever since Mei Changsu's identity was exposed, Bai Bi's identity was no secret to Mei Changsu. Mei Changsu glanced at Bai Bi with an inexplicable look, and Bai Bi's ears turned red with guilt. , coughed lightly and said: "It's all a joke of the elders, it can't be taken seriously."

Mei Changsu sighed softly in his heart, he could not take it seriously for others, but there is no news about Xiao Jingyan's marriage so far, if it wasn't for...

Bai Bi saw the probing intent in Mei Changsu's eyes, and remembered that he seemed to have said before that he would never let Xiao Jingyan know such words, so he could only smile wryly at this moment: "I never thought that he would suddenly understand, he Once I understood it, I was confused, but when I turned around and woke up, he had already chosen everything, and the dust settled."

Bai Bi's explanation was vague, but Mei Changsu, who knew the context of the matter, naturally knew that it was Bai Bi's explanation.As soon as he thought about it, he realized that once the buffalo made a decision, he couldn't bring it back.Xiao Jingyan valued love and righteousness, he just didn't know that the love between himself and Bai Bi was secret, but it didn't mean that the love in his heart didn't exist.What's more, for Xiao Jingyan, Bai Bi is more than just a word of affection. It is a close friend, a relative, and others... I am afraid that even Bai Bi himself does not know how peaceful Xiao Jingyan is when he looks at Bai Bi Tranquility, as if... There is a place for things that have nowhere to be placed, a place for the wandering duckweed, a place to return to amidst the hustle and bustle of the world.

I'm afraid Bai Bi didn't know about it, and Xiao Jingyan himself may not have known about it.These two are smart people, but they are equally clumsy emotionally.

Rong Wenyuan coughed even worse after hearing Bai Bi's words. Mei Changsu smiled and said, "I understand that you have a sense of proportion. Now that I think about it, it would be a pity for the two of you if you continue to be confused. As a friend Angle, I'll regret it."

"A person has to do many things, but there are priorities. Pick up the heavy ones, put down the light ones, and examine the insignificant ones. You didn't do anything wrong, and of course, I didn't do anything wrong either." Bai Bi raised his eyebrows , said so.

He always sees very clearly in a certain place, but in a certain corner he gets into the horns and can't get out no matter what.

This is like returning to the East Palace at night, and Bai Bi, who was eating Rong Wenyuan's special health porridge in the room, listened to him with his hands crossed and his chin resting on his side, and after looking at himself, he asked: "Brother, actually, I think it's because Xiao Jingyan suddenly ran away that day. The day when you leave the Eastern Palace and your hands turn blue."

Bai Bi had a mouthful of slightly bitter porridge stuck in her throat, and took a while to swallow it, "...Oh? Then how can Yuan'er, who has my sharp eyes, see that I'm 'abnormal'?" It's okay. Although there was a suspicious pause, the answer was still of a normal standard.

Rong Wenyuan blinked her eyes, approached Bai Bi cautiously, looked at the calm and calm Bai Bi, and said mysteriously: "Jealous! Brother, are you jealous of that Mr. Su? I feel that Xiao Jingyan values ​​him too much but ignores you!"

She seemed to have finally figured out a big secret smile, as if she was still thinking about how to comfort him, but Bai Bi swallowed the last mouthful of congee, and then wiped her lips gracefully, Rong Wenyuan's smile stiffened and was about to maintain When I couldn't stop, I opened my mouth slowly.

"Jealous? Maybe."

Rong Wenyuan never thought that Bai Bi would admit so generously, admitting that he was jealous of Mei Changsu.Before she turned her head around, Bai Bi's voice continued to ring in her ear, carrying the lightness of Xia Feng.

"However, it's not because he's too important to ignore him. Yuan'er's most important thing is losing and getting back, the deepest is obsession, and the most painful thing is getting and losing again. Mei Changsu, no, Lin Shu is the most important thing for Xiao Jingyan. That’s true. But after Lin Shu used the identity of Mei Changsu to do many silent things for Xiao Jingyan again and again, after Lin Shu endured all the torture and turned himself into Mei Changsu, he remembered Lin Shu most clearly. For Xiao Jingyan of this person, the importance of Lin Shu can no longer be described in words, but measured in terms of severity. Bai Bi is no match for him, so..." Bai Bi smiled faintly, "Why should I go with him? How does he compare with Jingyan? Do I need to be careful? He is him and I am me. His and Xiao Jingyan’s and mine and Xiao Jingyan’s should not be mixed together. ,Is not it?"

Rong Wenyuan listened, once again unable to understand the person in front of her.He seemed to be smiling in relief, open-minded and sensible.But Rong Wenyuan also felt that she didn't understand the deeper meaning of Bai Bi's words. He would no longer be jealous of Mei Changsu, but there was always a little bit of unwillingness hidden deep down.

"Also, how long did it take to realize it, Yuan'er, are your nerves too long?" However, when Bai Bi said those serious words, he started joking again, his eyebrows and eyes curved.

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