Half life, for Jue

Spring hunting for the royal family is actually a kind of hunting sacrifice.The place for spring hunting has always been Jiu'an Mountain, which is five hundred miles away from the capital, where there are dense forests, pastures, and a hunting palace is very complete.However, as a rule, even the emperor cannot stay in the hunting palace three days before the spring hunting and must camp in the wild to respect the sky.

On March 27th, the emperor's banner waved out of the city, and the empress led the remaining ministers to pay homage to the city gate.Although King Jing ordered Mr. Su to take him with him, his position must be to walk beside the dragon chariot of Emperor Liang so that he would be ready for orders at any time. However, this Mr. Su could only take a few of his entourage to walk with the people of Prince Jing's mansion. in the queue behind.

Most of the small team in Prince Jing's Mansion are warriors, even the girl Rong Wenyuan's family is good at riding horses, only Mei Changsu and Bai Bi ride in a carriage, and the two sat together, chatting along the way. Not boring either.

Jiu'an Mountain has set up a large area of ​​tents outside the Hunting Palace. In the middle is the imperial tent of Jinding Yunlong, which is five feet high and ten feet wide. Wei divided the entire imperial tent into two parts: sitting outside and sleeping inside.Concubine Jing's tent is smaller than that of the neighboring imperial tent, but because she has to serve Emperor Liang, she basically lives in the imperial tent at night, waiting for the men to go out to hunt before returning to her own tent.

The [-] imperial guards who came with Meng Zhi surrounded the two large tents like iron barrels, and the guards were so strict that even a groundhog would not be allowed in.

The tents of other royal families and important ministers are naturally smaller, and the circle is surrounded by the imperial tent according to the level of status, like stars holding the moon.

Bai Bi's tent was next to Mei Changsu's, surrounded by the rest of Prince Jing's tents, and only suffered from a girl named Rong Wenyuan. Fortunately, this girl is not a coy person. That's the other side of the Baibi tent.

When Bai Bi and Mei Changsu were resting separately, they could only hear Mei Changsu and Bai Bi standing together and whispering, "I saw you feeling depressed along the way, but what's the matter?"

Bai Bi looked at him, "Brother Su, your gaze is like a torch, but I'm sorry Bai can't tell you." He admitted it so happily, and looked directly into Mei Changsu's eyes, "Brother Su, I just hope you can take care of yourself." For yourself, spend as much time with him as possible."

After speaking, without waiting for Mei Changsu to continue asking, he turned and left.Mei Changsu saw that his words and deeds were all weird, and suddenly a flash of light flashed in his mind, is that person dying soon?

After a night's rest, the spring hunting officially started the next day.

Since spring is the season for the reproduction of all things, it is not suitable to kill animals. Therefore, spring hunting is different from autumn hunting. Hare and pheasant generally do not shoot deer, roe and other conventional prey.

When the sacrificial ceremony began, Emperor Liang took the lead, followed by all the soldiers behind him.

Bai Bi also put on a strong outfit and stood next to Mei Changsu, and the two weak scholars just happened to be companions.

Mei Changsu smiled and asked Lie Zhanying who was still standing beside him holding the horse: "General Lie, they are all gone, why don't you go?"

"Oh, Your Highness told me to protect the two gentlemen here." Lie Zhanying replied.

"What's the danger? There are so many people, you go." Mei Changsu thoughtfully said.

"This..." Lie Zhanying still hesitated.

Bai Bi pushed Rong Wenyuan: "Didn't you have itchy hands a long time ago? Zhanying, it's the first time for this little girl to come here, and she is very curious. Please help me and take her to learn more."

Rong Wenyuan was dressed in a bright red outfit with a heroic appearance, she curled her lips and glanced at Lie Zhanying.

"That's good. Miss Rong, come with me." Lie Zhanying nodded after thinking about it, and got on the horse.

Rong Wenyuan smiled when she saw it, "Brother, then, be careful, I'll be back after a while."

After speaking, he got on the horse neatly, swung his whip and ran a few steps, then turned his head to look at Yan Yu who was standing beside Mei Changsu as if thinking of something, and said, "Hey, did you still count on what you said last time?"

Yan Yujin was taken aback, then asked the soldiers to bring him a horse, "Naturally."

Bai Bi watched the three of them leave in a hurry, and couldn't help sighing: "This girl is getting more and more wild, she is not a delicate little girl, she is clearly a wild boy."

Tingsheng also wanted to play, so Mei Changsu asked Feiliu to take Tingsheng there.The grassland was empty, and after a while, only Bai Bi and Mei Changsu were left standing together.

"I see that Miss Rong seems to be in a good mood recently." Mei Changsu said.

Bai Bi raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, without hiding anything, said in a low voice: "I promised her, I will leave Jinling with her in the future, and walk with her."

"Does Jingyan know?" Mei Changsu's eyes are deep, like well water, seeing people clearly, but hiding himself in a blur.

Bai Bi shook his head and smiled. He raised his eyes to look at the vast sky with long white clouds. He couldn't tell whether it was indifference or bitterness. "I'm not going to tell him. Mei Changsu, I won't survive, I won't even survive half a year. I don't know." I can...how long I can be with him, and I don't know if I can still see the day when Zhaoxue is there. But, I want to give it a go, Brother Su, just wait."

Mei Changsu looked at him with a frown, as if he was thinking about the deep meaning in his words, before he said after a long time, "Can you fool Jingyan with your appearance? Does he know you can't wait?"

"I can't hide it from you, but I must be able to hide it from him. It's funny, isn't Jingyan a very smart person? He has his own ideas about things and things, which can be regarded as keen. But he doesn't look at his eyes with a probing look. Come to see me, just like Lin Shu used to play tricks on him, and he always got caught. Obviously everyone can see it, but sometimes he is really slow and frightening." Bai Bi didn't know what he was at this time. While ridiculing himself for taking advantage of Xiao Jingyan's trust, he still feels helpless in pain.

"It's no wonder you're no longer close to him. Jingyan has been restless for a while, and seems to have something on his mind, do you know?" Mei Changsu asked.

Bai Bi looked back at him.

Mei Changsu said: "I'm afraid your worries are far more than these. Why don't you tell Jingyan? You have thought that sometimes you are still hurting him while avoiding harm. There are some truths that even if you don't tell them now, Will you never let him know about it in the future? Bai Bi, you are trying your best to impose what you think is good on Jingyan. Have you ever thought that for Jingyan, he hopes that he can live forever? I don't know if I will go farther and farther away from you, or I will spend more time with you in your... last period of time. I think the Xiao Jingyan I know will definitely not want to be in a misunderstanding with you, hastily Finish this last meal."

The wind blew past his ears, and Bai Bi squinted his eyes to look for Xiao Jingyan's figure in the distance, "Mei Changsu, if I tell him everything, your wish will be affected." He is not smiling, just calm, "And yourself. All of us are hiding it from him. Have you ever thought that when he suddenly looked back many years later, with a casual glance, he suddenly understood who you are, and how he doubted you, how he .Whenever you or I have become bones, leaving him with a sense of shame and regret, and when he understands too late and can do too little, what can we do, what should he do.”

"He won't know."

"Oh." Bai Bi couldn't help laughing at Mei Changsu's decisive answer, but restrained himself for a moment, "You see, you are so sure that it won't. Then I can only be sure, and decide on all his ways to know. "

He finally found the resolute and tall figure in armor.That was his lifelong friend.

Xiao Jingyan turned his head at that moment, smiled at Bai Bi, and hurried over.

Bai Bi was stunned, and Xiao Jingyan was almost in front of him.

"Mr. Su." He first got off his horse and greeted Mei Changsu, then turned to look at Bai Bi with a sincere smile and asked him, "Want to ride a horse?"

Since the hug that night, the two of them have gotten a lot closer.

But Bai Bi still avoided his gaze, "The waist is weak and the legs are weak, and the hands may not even be able to hold the rein firmly. I'm afraid it's going to be a joke."

Xiao Jingyan moved his lips, but finally just got on his horse and left.

"He knows that you are avoiding him. In the future, won't he think why you suddenly turned cold towards him?" Mei Changsu seemed to be a little cold with his hands folded in his sleeves.

Bai Bi pulled him back to the tent together, with a gentle smile on his handsome face, but a lonely look in his eyes, and he said decisively: "I have already found a reason for him, and I just wait for the day when he comes to question me."

Emperor Liang presided over the hunting ceremony early in the morning, and then went into the dense forest for an hour under the heavy protection of his bodyguards, and finally returned to the tent with two pheasants.After all, he was old, so tired after lunch, fell asleep under Concubine Jing's gentle beating, and fell asleep after a short time.

Concubine Jing got this free time, so she hurriedly ordered Gao Zhan to watch carefully and get out by herself.Walking towards the concubine's tent at the side, he told the maid who was close to him: "Go quickly to Prince Jing and ask him to invite Mr. Su to see me.

In the afternoon, Bai Bi didn't want to move around anymore, and was lazy to read a book while making tea in her tent, Rong Wenyuan didn't have fun in the morning, and went out with Qi Meng to make trouble.

Xiao Jingyan opened the tent and saw a limp white fox.

Bai Bi raised his head from the book, and what he saw was a wronged Xiao Jingyan.

He watched Xiao Jingyan come to sit beside him, Bai Bi didn't speak, but just poured a cup of tea and put it in front of Xiao Jingyan.

Xiao Jingyan looked at the cup of tea and said in a low voice, "They have all gone out, I will take you to ride a horse."

"Okay." Bai Bixiang refused, but Naihe said this sentence.Forget it, just take it for a walk with him.

When they arrived at the open space, Xiao Jingyan was already on the horse, but Bai Bi was still staring at his horse in embarrassment.He wanted to give up his life to accompany the gentleman, but he didn't ride for a long time, afraid that he wouldn't even be able to climb the horse's back.

Forget it, give it a try.Bai Bi closed his eyes, and met Xiao Jingyan, his nemesis, in this life.As soon as he stepped on the stirrup, he felt his waist tighten, and his whole body became erratic, and there was a strange scene in front of him.It seemed that it was just a moment, Bai Bi leaned against a wall from nowhere to focus, and the sound from that wall was next to his ears.

"Drive." Xiao Jingyan flicked the whip, and the horse that sat down was like an offline arrow, and rushed out with a "swish".

The wind was blowing towards my face, and my ears were filled with the "whoosh" sound of the strong wind, which made my face and ears hurt.

Bai Bi's sober mind made him almost suffocate in his throat.

The speed of the horse was very fast, and within a short while there was no one around, so Bai Bi dared to shout in Xiao Jingyan's ear: "Xiao Jingyan, what are you doing, I'm agitated, let me go quickly."

When Xiao Jingyan heard it, he pulled the rein hard and stopped.But he didn't put down Bai Bi, instead he hugged Bai Bi even tighter because he didn't need to control the rein with one hand.

"Why are you all hiding it from me?"

Bai Bi was wrapped in Xiao Jingyan's arms, listening to his muttered yes, his whole body froze.

"Mother is, and so are you. You all keep it from me."

It turned out that Xiao Jingyan didn't care as much as he showed.It's just because of trust that he can endure his confusion and ignore it.

"Each of you has your own secrets that you can't tell me. I just need to know that you will all be wholeheartedly for my own good, right? But, I have never hidden it from you or my mother. You know everything about me. , and you and I seem to be separated by a layer of veil, so I can only hesitate, restraining myself from guessing or thinking. Bai Bi, is this fair?"

Xiao Jingyan's words rang in Bai Bi's ear, his lips were no more than three inches from his ear, Xiao Jingyan showed all his emotions in front of the person he trusted the most, while Bai Bi, Bai Bi could only hold back the sourness in his eyes .

"Of course it's not fair. But Jingyan, where do you go to find absolute fairness? I like seeing you in armor the most, because at that time I can always recall the days when we were on the battlefield together, although it was a bit tiring. It’s not like it is now, you are high above you, you have an extraordinary status, and I’m worried that if someone else sees you, you’ll get into trouble if they ride with you. Jingyan, no one in this world will be completely for the sake of Live for another person. You see, you won’t just wear armor and give up everything now just because I like it, just like me or the imperial concubine won’t tell you all the things you don’t want to say just because you want to know.”

"If you still can't accept it, then I might as well put it another way. You have nothing to hide from us. This is your mind and your frankness, but I can't do it, and you can't force me to do it. In this case, you What are you struggling with? Since you can’t change others if you can’t do something yourself, then you can only adjust your own mentality.” Bai Bi spoke slowly, with a slightly hoarse voice, speaking at a leisurely pace. The tenderness of the past is not the indifference of the previous two days.He seems to have found a balance point, where he can get along with Xiao Jingyan in a gentler way without affecting his purpose.

"How can you be sure that I am nothing but changing you. Bai Bi, I always thought that one day you would tell me everything. Even if you wouldn't tell me yourself, you would let me know, just like Xie Yu at that time or the truth about Wei Zheng. I have been waiting for the day when you will tell me everything. You said that no one would live for others, but I always feel that you should not keep it a secret Mine." Xiao Jingyan didn't know what was wrong with him, he just felt unwilling and unhappy, as if something was about to come out of his mouth, but he couldn't find out what it was.

Bai Bi's pretended calmness and the specially measured distance were broken together.He couldn't help but raise his hand to touch the face on his shoulder.With just a momentary touch of fingertips, Bai Bi came back to his senses and wanted to take back his hand, but Xiao Jingyan was much stronger than him, so he grabbed his good hand and pulled it back.

Bai Bi was in a trance for a moment, he thought maybe he was taking his relationship with Xiao Jingyan more because of his friends.So how much is the so-called love between them?

Bai Bi was confused, they thought it was for his own good, so they really wouldn't hurt him more deeply?

"Jingyan. Then, I will give you a choice. If you still want to hear from me when the time comes, if you still want to know, I will tell you everything. No matter what you want to know, you can do everything about Baibi. Know how?"

The author has something to say:

You are just driving yourself crazy, why do you love Gong with low EQ so much~ All kinds of people who want to feed dog food can only wait for Xiao Gong to get his own idea~ Why don’t you get it~~~ [Okay, it’s all done by yourself Set [tears]]

Thick and long tail~