Half life, for Jue

Jingyan, what should I do.I have no idea.I don't know what exactly I am going to do.Jingyan, I really want to see you soon.Jingyan, I am so resentful.I'm afraid, I can't hold on anymore.Jingyan...

Bai Bi stayed in Xuanjing Division for two days, after that day Xia Jiang never came again.Bai Bi huddled at the corner of the bed in a daze, as if thinking about something, or just in a daze, knowing that the commotion outside was gradually getting louder, her eyes became brighter.

"elder brother."

"gentlemen."

It was Rong Wenyuan and Lie Zhanying who came to pick him up, and the game was over.Bai Bi took a breath silently, and relaxed her straight back, but her heart hurt like Ling Chi.Is it because of that sentence that one wave of ups and downs will rise again.It should be.It's already messed up, true and false, right and wrong, all messed up.

"Where's Jingyan?"

......

In just three days, his world was turned upside down.It was like a sharp knife pierced into his heart fiercely, dripping with blood.

Xiao Jingyan stood on the threshold anxiously waiting for Bai Bi to come back.He hated so much that he could only be confined in the palace to watch the people around him suffer, but he could only be restrained and helpless.Seeing that Bai Bi got off the carriage, she had to be nailed inside the door and could not go up to meet him.

Bai Bi climbed up the steps step by step, he walked very slowly, but he didn't want anyone to help him, he walked stubbornly alone.Bai Bi walked this road for 14 years, but for the first time he knew that it would take 14 years to walk a few short steps, and half his life was enough to complete it and reach Xiao Jingyan's side.

One glance after another, until the last step was stepped on by him, he couldn't take back his eyes glued to Xiao Jingyan's body.Standing inside the door, Xiao Jingyan also looked closely at Bai Bi, the big stone in his heart dropped when he saw the man in white.However, Xiao Jingyan frowned, why did he feel that there was something wrong with Bai Bi?

The distance between the two was only an arm's length, and they could hold each other at the sight, but Bai Bi's legs suddenly softened, and his mind was only thinking that maybe this was the helplessness of human beings.If you fall, you will fall. Who can keep their promises all their lives without missing a word?Isn't it because he didn't stand up and walk back to the house... Isn't it because he didn't fulfill the promise he made to him...

Jingyan...

The soldiers on guard all watched with joy on the faces of their military commander, Mr. Bai, but who would have thought that before he could say a word of welcome, Bai Bi would throw himself on the ground, and before his beaming expression could be changed into worry, he would be at a loss. The ones with feet want to catch people.Everything happened in an instant, and the soldiers naturally had no time to react, but fortunately, there was a strong and strong hand supporting Bai Bi.

"Bai Bi." The low and melodious voice rang in my ears with anxiety and worry, like the sound of an ancient temple making people clear immediately.

Xiao Jingyan's posture was a bit awkward, his feet were stuck inside the threshold, but his hands were trying to support Bai Bi, who was one arm away. One can imagine how this was a test of His Royal Highness Prince Jing's strength in his hands and his waist. There are people who are not slender enough.However, it is clear that the conditions of the iron generals who have fought on the battlefield are very good.

It's just that the appearance of bending over and leaning over makes the majesty and demeanor of the prince of Qizhu suddenly disappear from the tall and handsome young man, leaving only a close friend of Baibi, Xiao Jingyan.

Bai Bi stood up with the support of his own soldiers. Xiao Jingyan wanted to withdraw his hand when he saw that Bai Bi was standing still, but he didn't want Bai Bi to grab Xiao Jingyan's hand and take a step forward, and then he really entered Prince Jing's mansion. Xiao Jingyan's side, "Fortunately, today, I didn't break my promise."

Bai Bi murmured softly, the helplessness and confusion in her heart seemed to dissipate at this moment.The smile that had been restrained by him all the year round finally returned to his face, he heaved a sigh of relief, facing the guard who stood back to his position but still looked at him, "Mr. I’m lucky and fateful, nothing happened, if I say I’ll come back upright, I’ll come back upright. Alright, let’s stand on your post. Jingyan, walk with me.” He still couldn’t laugh at the last sentence up.

Xiao Jingyan didn't let go of the hand that had been supporting him, and walked in the direction of the bedroom without making a sound, and Bai Bi didn't speak any more along the way.Xiao Jingyan didn't ask him until there was no one around him, "Didn't Miss Rong and Zhan Ying go to pick you up? Why didn't you come back together?"

"I sent them to Su's house for nothing serious." Bai Bi replied, focusing on the scenery outside the corridor.

"Miss Rong went to Su's house? But Mr. Su was injured, is it okay? I'll call the doctor again, the coldness of Xuan Jingsi is not something you can bear, no matter what you say, you should check your body carefully again. "Xiao Jingyan's worry was palpable. Although Wei Zheng's matter was successfully resolved and Xia Jiang and Yu Wang were knocked off the horse, if Mei Changsu and Bai Bi were injured, this round would not be happy.Especially for this buffalo who values ​​love and righteousness, Mei Changsu and Bai Bi are in the Xuanjing Department for the past few days, I am afraid that he is far more tormented than those who are imprisoned.

Bai Bi wanted to explain to him, but when the words came out, he was uncharacteristically indifferent, "Do you think I have something to do? How do I know about Mr. Su? Isn't Zhanying going to inquire about the news?"

Xiao Jingyan was taken aback, "Bai Bi..."

Before he could finish his words, Bai Bi interrupted him hurriedly, "When Zhan Ying and Yuan'er come back, you will know everything. I'll take a step first." Bai Bi waved him away without waiting for Xiao Jingyan's answer. Then he walked away on his own.

Xiao Jingyan froze in place, as if he wanted to catch up, but stayed in place helplessly.Bai Bi, when did he deal with Xiao Jingyan in such a perfunctory manner, and how could he put on an ice-cold attitude in front of Xiao Jingyan.The white-haired fox always smiles politely in front of everyone, and is rarely rude, but in front of Xiao Jingyan, even when he was fighting against each other when he first met when he was young, he was never lukewarm.Not to mention that now that the two of them have been supported for more than ten years, let alone blush, there is not even a word of discord.

What's going on here?

When Lie Zhanying came back, he saw himself standing in front of Huying Hall, circling left and right, his brows were frowned and his eyes were so complicated that he couldn't see clearly what he was worrying about.

"Your Highness." Lie Zhanying bowed and saluted.

Xiao Jingyan seemed to have suddenly discovered that he was back, and he was taken aback for a moment before recovering and asked urgently, "Zhan Ying, how are you?"

"Your Highness, don't worry, everything is settled, there is no accident."

"Where's Mr. Su?"

"Mr. Su has also been taken back to the Su residence, and now Miss Rong and Mr. Su's former doctor are looking after him."

"Is Mr. Su injured?"

"Mr. Su was trapped in the Xuanjing Department for three whole days. Xia Jiang must have used tricks on him. I will send someone to Su's house to ask about the specific situation at night."

Xiao Jingyan nodded, then asked again after thinking about it, "When you and Miss Rong went to pick up Bai Bi, what's wrong with Bai Bi?"

"Isn't it?" Lie Zhanying thought for a while, "There is nothing wrong with Mr. except that his complexion is a little pale. Miss Rong checked Mr. after she arrived to make sure that nothing happened except that she was a little cold. Don't worry about going to the Su residence. It seems that Xia Jiang has no time to deal with Mr., so don't worry, Your Highness."

Xiao Jingyan remained silent, is Bai Bi really all right?He couldn't ignore the anxiety in his heart, he was too familiar with Bai Bi.As soon as you enter the mansion, if you don't report safety, don't explain the reason, and don't say a word, it's definitely not the appearance of nothing.But he really couldn't figure out whether it was his own sentence that offended that person.Bai Bi will be angry with Xiao Jingyan?If you just ask someone in Prince Jing's mansion, no matter who they are, they will definitely tell you—impossible.I never quarreled when I was young, is it still fighting a cold war more than ten years later?

Xiao Jingyan really couldn't figure it out.

He chatted with Lie Zhanying about the court affairs for a while, and at night, he knocked on Baibi's door with the medicine that Rong Wenyuan left behind.

As soon as Bai Bi opened the door and saw him, the smile that hadn't fully unfolded froze on his face, Xiao Jingyan suddenly felt chest tightness, and his low voice became more and more down-pitched, "Miss Rong is still in the Su residence, I will... ..."

Bai Bi picked up the medicine bowl and drank it clean, "Okay." He put the empty bowl back on the serving plate and looked directly at Xiao Jingyan.That obviously meant that he didn't want to stay with Xiao Jingyan for a moment, blocked the door and poured the medicine into his stomach.But Xiao Jingyan was as motionless as a mountain, just looking at him, and Bai Bi looked at him.

"Are you free? If you have nothing to do, go to Su's house to have a look." Unfortunately, Bai Bi was defeated, and he was about to close the door behind him.

But one is a frail scholar, and the other is General Iron Horse. No matter how fast Bai Bi is, he can't compare to Xiao Jingyan. Bai Bi's hand closed the door halfway, and Xiao Jingyan's hand was already on the door frame.

Xiao Jingyan's hands are slender and the fingers are slender with distinct joints, even though the hands are covered with scars and thick calluses, they are still very pleasing to the eye.Bai Bi was startled, and quickly stopped, staring at that hand, reckoning how exciting it would be if he slammed it with the door.

Bai Bi's face darkened, "What on earth do you want to do? If you don't go to the battlefield, don't come in front of me!" This tone was not usually aggressive, but Xiao Jingyan felt relieved.

He said softly: "I don't know why you are angry with me, but you can beat me to vent your anger, and I will never fight back."

The sore and swollen feeling in his heart was really uncomfortable to bear, the blood feud between his parents was more like a long thorn in his heart, even though he could not care about this dilapidated body, but what about his parents?

Bai Bi hardened his heart, "Hit you? It hurts me so much. I don't want to see you these two days, so don't hang around in front of me. Xiao Jingyan..." His voice finally trembled uncontrollably.

"You, have a good rest." Xiao Jingyan trembled all over, almost running away in despair.He heard the torment in Bai Bi's words, he didn't know what happened to Bai Bi, but he knew that the more he stood in front of Bai Bi, the more he had to understand, Bai Bi would be in pain.Then don't ask for it.Bai Bi will never let Xiao Jingyan down, and Xiao Jingyan will never abandon Bai Bi.As long as this belief is firm, it doesn't matter if you are not clear or confused.

Bai Bi watched in a daze as Xiao Jingyan's back gradually became darker, and then slowly withdrew his gaze when he could no longer see him, and closed the door.He should have slid on the ground and cried for that person, but he didn't have the time.So he just wobbled and held onto the door, steadying himself.

Under the dim light in the room, the originally neat book case has already been filled with papers filled with scribbles one after another, and it is in a mess.A carrier pigeon with a snow-white body and no stray hairs on its body called "coo-coo" twice, and jumped back and forth on the already messy paper, causing a lot of rice paper to fall to the ground.

Bai Bi staggered a little and walked over, picked it up, and once the white pigeon was in Bai Bi's hands, it obediently did not move, allowing him to stuff a small note into the mailbox.

Bai Bi opened the window and patted the little pigeon, "Come back early." He raised his hand, and a small white ball rushed into the sky, and rushed towards the unknown horizon.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry that this article has been cold for a long time, but please believe that Jiezhi's fake product will never cheat this article or end it hastily.Jie only personally thinks that Bai Bi is making soy sauce in the previous plot, but the latter is his home field, and there will be progress in his relationship with Jingyan, so Jie only feels distressed.I brought this article back today. Although I have no way to follow up recently, the final exam is due. After the exam, I will only have a week of make-up classes for the senior three dogs, but after the make-up classes, the winter vacation introduction will only insist on daily updates.Thank you to the children who have been waiting for this article, and I am sorry to keep you waiting for so long.Jiezhi is almost full of blood now~~~ By the way, do you feel that Jingyan has collapsed, what should I do if it seems to collapse [cover face]

Here is the little tail who only wants to collect and comment~~Please give me motivation~Dear~