History's Obsession

In the coffee shop on the corner of the street, a table separates the two worlds from each other.Shao Yichen stared intently at the man across from him, his whole body was trembling slightly, and he was sitting on the seat, pinching his thigh with both hands as hard as he could to suppress his urge to cry.

Jiang Jinteng, who was his lover for nine years a week ago, is now a stranger.Thinking of this, Shao Yichen smiled wryly. It seemed that Jiang Jinteng stopped touching him a month ago. During this month, he found traces of women's lipstick on Jiang Jinteng's collar and the faint scent of perfume on Jiang Jinteng's body every time he came home from work. , not the Hermès Nile Garden smell that the two of them have always used to, but the women's Chanel cocoa perfume, just like the perfume of the girl opposite now.His eyes slowly moved down to the hands he was holding with the woman next to him, the wedding rings.Yeah, you two's wedding rings, but what about our ring, mine is still on my chest, I've been wearing it, the other ring must have been thrown away, and now he's about to throw it away too me.My heart throbbed at the thought of this, but why, Jiang Jinteng, why until now I have no hatred for you, but only full of resentment.I've known you for 12 years, and today is our 9 year anniversary...Yeah, I'm such a fool, I'm the only one who remembers this.The light refracted by the opposite ring hurt his eyes, and his heart had already lost consciousness in pain.But at this time, Jiang Jinteng's lips parted slightly, and he slowly said, "Yijun and I... are getting married." The calm statement made him want to cry like thunder.A pair of misty eyes stared straight at Jiang Jinteng, everything here made him feel suffocated, he wanted to escape, but he didn't want the two people on the opposite side to see his panic.At this time, Jiang Jinteng withdrew his left hand from shaking hands with her, raised the coffee cup with his right hand and took a sip of Lan Shan, and just as he put down the cup, he heard a crisp sound.It was the sound of Shao Yichen smashing his water glass to the floor.Jiang Jinteng didn't look directly into Shao Yichen's eyes the whole time tonight, until now, he raised his head to look into Shao Yichen's eyes, the big mirror frame covered his face, Shao Yichen's whole face was pale, weak, his lips trembled slightly , The teeth bit the lower lip red, and the big tears left in the eyes, he cried.Looking at each other for a second, Shao Yichen turned around and ran out of the coffee shop. Even if he was angry and resentful, he was as kind as Shao Yichen, and he would not do anything to hurt Jiang Jinteng. If the water glass hit Jiang Jinteng's head, it would be more to relieve the hatred, but in the end the sad It was also Shao Yichen himself, so he could only vent his anger on the floor cowardly.

The moment Shao Yichen ran out, Jiang Jinteng followed him.He kept chasing after him, watching Shao Yichen in front of him run across the street corner, through the alley, and finally into a dark alley.Shao Yichen stopped, his whole body stuck to the corner of the wall like ooze, and slowly slid down, hugging himself tightly with his arms, weeping bitterly.Jiang Jinteng's messy footsteps followed closely behind, he supported Shao Yichen with both hands to let his back lean against the wall, and slowly stood up straight, looking at Shao Yichen's weeping face with sharp and flustered eyes, Shao Yichen put his hands on Jiang Jinteng's face, Caressing this face that he has loved for a lifetime, he kissed it hard, and asked "Why?" He whispered in Jiang Jinteng's ear with crying words, "Why?" Shao Yichen put his head on the Jiang Jinteng hugged his waist tightly on the left side of his chest. Tears quickly wet Jiang Jinteng's custom-made shirt, and it was coldly stuck to his chest. Jiang Jinteng stretched out his right hand, wanting to hug him tightly, but withdrew his hand again. He placed it weakly on Shao Yichen's shoulder, without taking another step. "Hug me. Please hug me..." "You said, you will hold me forever..." The words mixed in the crying did not beg for the hug of the lover.Shao Yichen felt the sky was dark, he felt cold, unprecedentedly cold, this kind of cold penetrated deep into his bone marrow, as if he had been abandoned by the world, he pushed Jiang Jinteng away, staggering to run out of the alley.Jiang Jinteng didn't move, he just said "Actually, I..." and there was no more to say.Because, he cried.Jiang Jinteng cried.

Shao Yichen who ran to the sidewalk didn't notice the timer on the street traffic lights.When he noticed bright lights from an approaching vehicle, his life began to count down.The tragic and cowardly little guy Shao Yichen died in a car accident on September 2025, 9.Died at the age of 19.

Drowsy as if in a dream, Shao Yichen saw his short life flashing before his eyes like a movie,

As a posthumous child, he grew up with his mother. He is very good. He knows that without a father, his mother’s life is very hard. He has helped his mother cook and do housework since he was a child. To be a diligent person and to work hard is all for my son to have a better life, to study hard, to be able to do what he likes in the future, and to spend his life in peace and stability without disease or disaster.Shao Yichen thought, yes, my dearest mother, I have let you down in my life.sorry.

In this life, only Jiang Jinteng can make him hurt so much. The person who has had a crush on him since he was a teenager, the person who has followed him all his life, that domineering, gentle, and occasionally naive Jiang Jinteng who teased him, the one who said " Let's be together!" "From now on, you belong to me alone, you can only look at me." "I want you to see only me." The person who called him "Achen" softly... ..Bye now.My Jiang Jinteng.In the next life, I don't want to meet you.

"Yichen, you're finally awake!" Shao Yichen slowly opened his eyes, seeing a completely white wall, looking around, he found himself lying in the hospital, his left hand was still on a drip.The person next to him talking to him is... Li Mubai? !The young Li Mubai?

"Yichen, what's the matter with you, do you feel a headache? I just got into a car accident and it scared me." After speaking, her eyes turned red and she was about to shed tears.

"...Mu Bai, where's my mother?" Shao Yichen looked at Mu Bai calmly and asked.

"I didn't tell my aunt, lest she worry." Li Mubai twitched his nose, pouted and looked at him and said.

"Mubai...Thank you. I'm fine. Don't worry." Shao Yichen thought it was a dream, but the slight pain in his head told him that it wasn't a dream, and he came back to life.It's just that the time went back to the past, but in his impression, it seemed that there was no car accident.

"Today is September 2016, 9, Wednesday," Li Mubai said. "We will start school in three days. I didn't expect you to have a car accident, but the driver of the electric motorcycle managed to send you to the hospital."

After the hospital examination, there was no major problem, except that he was hit by a car, and the electric scooter... Shao Yichen was ashamed.

After returning home, Shao Yichen collected his thoughts. He remembered that September 2025, 9 was the ninth anniversary of knowing Jiang Jinteng. After being betrayed by him, he was hit by a car and died.Well, now, he is reborn!Back to nine years ago.Looking at my home nine years ago, I thought to myself, I have come back to life, this time, I will be myself and start a new life again.I won't give Jiang Jinteng another chance to strangle me!