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Chapter 3

After Yang Lei came and left at night, Chu Ming planned to go to the place where he originally lived at a later time, but it is difficult to disguise his current body shape.

Get a black coat from the closet and put it on, and stuff some cardboard into it to make him look like a big lumpy guy instead of a bloated fat guy.

Naturally, hats and masks are indispensable. Fortunately, it is late autumn and winter is about to enter.Otherwise, if he went out like this, let alone concealing himself, he would definitely attract strange looks from others.

He used to live in an open community without gates or guards, and he could enter the building as long as he entered the password outside the gate downstairs.

Chu Ming was wearing gloves. After entering the house, she took out the shoe covers and put them on the shoes.Because it was midnight now, the house was pitch black, except for the French window in the living room, where there was some light coming in from the outside.

Chu Ming did not turn on the light, but took out a small flashlight from his pocket, and by the light of the flashlight, he looked at the place where he had lived for ten years.

The living room hasn't changed in any way, it's still the same as before he went out yesterday.Walking into the study room, the light from the flashlight shone on the desk, but his laptop and the stone inkstone next to the brush holder were gone.

On the bookshelf behind the desk, there were traces of movement. Although it was not obvious, he could see it.In several drawers, as he expected, they have been rummaged through. Except for a notebook, everything else is still there.In that notebook, he recorded some inspiration fragments that he usually thinks of, but the writing is very messy and fragmented.

In the past ten years, he has hardly stayed at home, and all his understanding of the outside world is through the Internet.Moreover, he also collects scripts, inspiration, materials, and materials through the Internet.So in his computer, besides the script he just finished, there are many important things.

But even if they took away his laptop, they would never get the contents. He spent a lot of money on the Internet to find someone to write a virus. As soon as he started it, everything in the computer would be destroyed. Impossible will be restored.

Next to the study is the gymnasium. On the left side of the room are some sports equipment against the wall, and there is a large space on the right side. The floor is covered with wooden floors, and there is a whole mirror on the wall.

Chu Ming usually stays in this room, in addition to exercising and practicing yoga, he will also ponder and practice various roles in front of the mirror.

In addition to the characters he created in the script, if he sees his favorite characters on TV or in other written works, he will practice in front of the mirror over and over again.

Over the past ten years, he has practiced at least a hundred roles.Even when Liu Yunyi and Zhang Yanlin were filming, if they encountered characters they couldn't control, he was the one who secretly guided them and told them the skills.

Only when he was writing scripts and practicing, he would forget the time and the pain in his heart, but when he returned to reality, the depression in his heart was even deeper.

What's ridiculous is that he is really stupid and pitiful, and those two have cheated for ten years.

At the very beginning, he may have lost his normal ability to judge due to successive blows.But in the end, he will still be deceived by them. It should be that he is subconsciously avoiding, unwilling to face the fact that he was deceived, and afraid of suffering another blow.

Until the lie was exposed suddenly and he had to face it, otherwise he didn't know how long he would be deceived.

Ten years of pain, ten years of physical and mental torture, Zhang Yanlin and Liu Yunyi owed him more than just a leg.

Thinking of this, Chu Ming was suddenly not in a hurry to take revenge immediately. Instead of destroying them all at once, it would be better to torture them slowly and let them also taste the torment.When they thought they had fallen from the clouds to the ground, they realized that what was waiting for them was the abyss of hell, and they could experience what despair really feels like.

Chu Ming walked to the right corner of the mirror, pushed the mirror along the gap, and revealed a safe embedded in the wall, pressed the code to open the safe door, there were some gold bars and jewels, and some real estate and other certificates and certificates. A few photos.

This is only a small part, and there is a large part. It was in the safe of his parents' villa. He moved it out because he was afraid of seeing things and thinking about others, but he still put many very important things there.

After picking up the things to take, he took a final look at the place where he lived for ten years, and said goodbye to his past life in his heart, and he would never return to the same life as before.

Early the next morning, Chu Ming bought two bouquets of flowers and went to the cemetery. He learned from the memory of his current body that Xu Qingmiao's mother's tomb was actually next to his parents. As already arranged.

Today's sky is dark, and there is still drizzle in the air. Holding a black umbrella, Chu Ming put two bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstones of his parents and Xu Qingmiao's mother, and then squatted down in front of the tombstones of his parents .

"Mom and Dad, I'm Chu Ming. I'm sorry. I didn't come to see you on time this year. I don't know if you can recognize me now. Will it scare you and make you think why someone else's son came over here?" Call your parents."

Chu Ming wanted to tell his parents a lot, about the grievances in his heart, how he missed them, and why he became what he is now. He complained to his parents like a child.

Chu Ming is not a talkative person. Usually when he is alone, he can not say a word for a few days, but as long as he is in front of his parents, he will always have endless words.

His feet were numb from squatting, and Chu Ming stood up and took a few steps to the left, "Auntie, I'm really sorry for taking up your son's body, but don't worry, I will live a good life for him, for him He fulfilled his dream."

"I will not live like the old Chu Ming, nor will I be the old Xu Qingmiao. I will live a very good life, please rest assured." He looked up at the sky that was starting to clear. There is no Chu Ming, only the reborn Xu Qingmiao."

Putting the umbrella between the two tombstones, he turned and left the cemetery.

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Xu Qingmiao is only 19 years old now, he is still very young, he still has a lot of time and can do many things, but now he doesn't want to waste a minute or a second.

Looking at his chubby figure in the mirror, the first and most important thing he has to do now is to lose weight.You must lose this body fat first, and then talk about other things.

Xu Qingmiao is actually not prone to obesity. As long as he stops overeating and stops taking antidepressant drugs, it is not particularly difficult to lose weight.

It's just that what he is facing now is not just obesity. Because of long-term irregular life and depression, etc., it has caused a lot of problems such as decreased immunity, stomach problems, insomnia, etc. In short, the foundation of this body has been weakened It's broken and takes a long time to fix.

Losing weight does not happen overnight, even if it is easy to lose weight, it will take time, and rapid weight loss in a short period of time is not good for the body, the skin will become loose, and the whole person will look tired and old.

He is going to make a weight loss plan first, so that he can lose weight healthily now, but while losing weight, in order not to waste time, he still has some other things he wants to do.

Xu Qingmiao called Yang Lei and told him that she wanted to go abroad.

"You want to go abroad to study?" Yang Lei was a little surprised on the other end of the phone. He didn't understand why Xu Qingmiao suddenly had such an idea. He was obviously unwilling to go out before, but now he wants to go abroad directly?

"I think I can't live like this all the time. I still have to face what I have to face, but before I face it, I want to go abroad to relax and learn something by the way."

"But your current physical condition, it's not good to go abroad alone, I don't worry about it." Yang Lei knew that Xu Qingmiao had depression, and he was usually not at ease in China. Wouldn't he be more worried when he went abroad.

"I found out that there is a very famous psychiatrist in country A. I will go to see him after I go there. Don't worry, you know that I love my family. Even if I want to do something, I won't go abroad to do it. Even if I die, I will die at home." Xu Qingmiao said in a joking tone.

"What are you talking about? Don't always talk about death. As long as people are alive, there will be hope." Yang Lei also took him to see a psychiatrist before, but Xu Qingmiao didn't cooperate very much and had strong resistance. Now that he has taken the initiative It would be the best thing to propose to see a psychiatrist

"Since you've already made up your mind, I won't stop you. It's good to go abroad to relax. Don't read the messy comments on the Internet, just go out and have fun. But I will tell you Let me tell you first, you must not do anything stupid, and you must see a psychiatrist."

"Don't worry, I know."

On the day Xu Qingmiao went abroad, not only Yang Lei but also Yang Lei's sister Yang Qin came to see him off.

Yang Qin used to be Xu Qingmiao's mother's assistant, and later worked as Xu Qingmiao's manager. She has quite good working ability, and now she is the artist director of Xu Qingmiao's agency.

Back then, Yang Qin was in a difficult family situation and her father was bedridden. She came out to work before graduating from high school.Xu Ting gave their family a lot of help, and thanks to Xu Ting, she was able to be Xu Qingmiao's manager and had a chance to be promoted.Although Xu Qingmiao is out of breath now, when Yang Qin took him with him, he was the most popular, and she naturally rose with the tide.

She was very grateful to Xu Ting in her heart, so after Xu Ting passed away, she usually took care of Xu Qingmiao.

"When you are abroad alone, you must take good care of yourself. If you run out of money or encounter any difficulties, you must remember to call Sister Qin." Yang Qin instructed Xu Qingmiao.

"I know Sister Qin, I will definitely take good care of myself."

"Remember to call us to report your safety when you arrive," Yang Lei said.

"Okay, I'm leaving." Xu Qingmiao waved to them, turned and walked into the waiting room.

Before boarding the plane, Xu Qingmiao posted a message on the Internet, which read: From today on, a new life is about to begin, face everything bravely.And attach a full body photo, and a photo of the weight machine, the number above is his current weight.