break you up

Obviously, I am used to being alone, and it is the safest thing to be alone.I thought I could sleep peacefully, but I didn't expect that the one who accompanied me in the first half of the night was actually lonely and lonely. The room was so cold that Ling Jinxu almost thought that the heating was not good enough.

He thought that he was very tired and should not dream, so he could sleep well.

I just dreamed back at midnight, and the voice from hell sounded in my ears—"Good boy, baby is so good. Come on, put on these cute rabbit ears. When I hit you later, remember to call , The more you scream, the better you know? Otherwise, I will continue to beat you and leave you torn apart."

He stubbornly endured the whipping, and had to shout, but what he got in return was more brutal beatings and tortures over and over again.

A perverted man, a demon from hell, the terrifying voice echoed in my ears, trying to erase it, but it became clearer.

Captivity, cages, chains, cold bodies, cruel reality, darkness, no sunshine and hope, endless darkness and despair.

"Don't." He held the quilt tightly, as if it was the only life-saving vine, and there was an endless abyss under his feet, if he missed and fell, he would never see the light of day and never turn over.

"Xiao Yu!" He woke up suddenly, with cold sweat all over his body and forehead.He was gasping for breath, his body trembling uncontrollably, his heart was beating wildly, almost bursting at that moment.

Ling Yusheng...is not here.

The bone-piercing cold and fear devoured every cell in Ling Jinxu's body, he was about to suffocate.At this moment, he suddenly longed for Ling Yusheng's comfort and hug.Unprecedented longing, if Ling Yusheng is by my side... how wonderful it would be!

Ling Jinxu helped his forehead, he took a deep breath, the phone on the table suddenly rang, Ling Jinxu felt a thump in his heart, he was especially sensitive to sudden sounds, this kind of sensitivity and nervousness tormented Ling Jinxu.Ling Jinxu lifted the quilt and got out of bed, thinking that it is 03:30 in the morning, who is calling him?

Ling Jinxu answered, "Hello?"

"I'm so sorry I called you in the middle of the night."

It's Ling Yusheng! ?Ling Jinxu's whole body trembled, and in an instant, an emotion surged from his heart and hit his brain nerves.That feeling, is it excitement, joy, grievance, or sadness?

It seems that the long-lost child finally received a call from his mother, the feeling of being ecstatic and unable to bear the feeling of being coquettish and begging for love.

Ling Jinxu subconsciously pressed her heart, controlled her emotions, and tried to forget the horrible dream just now, while saying: "Wake up so early? Or did you not sleep at all?"

The other end of the phone didn't answer immediately, and it took more than ten seconds before Ling Yusheng's voice came, "What's wrong with you?"

Ling Jinxu's heart trembled slightly, "What's wrong?"

Ling Yusheng's eyes became serious. Even through the microphone, he could clearly feel the instability of Ling Jinxu's breath. Even though Ling Jinxu tried his best to conceal it, he could still feel something was wrong from the voice.

"Are you having nightmares again?" Ling Yusheng's voice was suddenly lowered, extremely gentle.It's like talking to a baby, as if afraid of waking him up.

"No." Ling Jinxu firmly denied that he was very good at hiding himself. As long as he wanted to, he could hide his emotions and aura completely, as if nothing had happened.

"Jinxu..." Ling Yusheng suddenly hesitated, as if he was struggling for something, he hesitated to speak, and finally couldn't help but said: "Do you miss me?"

"What?" Ling Jinxu was taken aback, Ling Yusheng's voice was flat but full of tenderness, "I dreamed of you."

Ling Jinxu was silent, Ling Yusheng smiled and said: "To be honest, I woke up because I dreamed about you. I didn't fall asleep after that, so I hid in the bathroom and called you."

"Really?" Ling Jinxu chuckled, "Did you dream about me? Did I treat you to Malatang or did I play a prank on you?"

"Neither." Ling Yusheng sighed lightly.In the dream, Ling Jinxu suffered torture and suffering, trembling on the bed, when he was helpless, Ling Yusheng was not by his side.After waking up from the nightmare, what came into view was the ceiling. In the blink of an eye, he was in the dormitory, and all he saw were his roommates, without Ling Jinxu...

He had never been so eager to hug Ling Jinxu... At that moment, he really wanted to hug him.

"Since it's not, then go to sleep quickly." Ling Jinxu said: "Be careful to be deducted points if the inspector finds out."

"Jinxu." Ling Yusheng said suddenly, "From today onwards, I will call you every night before going to bed. I will call you when I wake up tomorrow morning, okay?"

Ling Jinxu was taken aback for a moment, but in the next second, he smiled resolutely, "If you don't find it troublesome, you can do whatever you want. Alright, I'm going to die."

"Wait for Jinxu." Ling Yusheng hurriedly stopped, and said, "That... Jinxu, Merry Christmas."

Ling Jinxu glanced at the calendar on the table, December 12th, "Merry Christmas."

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The atmosphere of Christmas can only be found on the streets, in large supermarkets and shopping malls, and once the 25th passes, Christmas is over.As Ling Yusheng said that day, starting after Christmas, he would make phone calls every morning and evening, until mid-January, when Ling Jinxu was on vacation, and in the next few days, Ling Yusheng also came back from vacation.

The New Year is celebrated in early February, and the New Year is full of joy and joy, and New Year's greetings on the first day of the new year.Because grandparents are gone long ago, now only grandma and two aunts are left.I followed Ping Zhaoyi and Ling Chenliang to meet each other for New Year's greetings. Grandma is a bit demented and doesn't know people well.Just eat a meal and leave.

The two aunts are different. As Ling Chenliang's elder sister, she dotes on his younger brother very much. In the spirit of loving the house and the black, she also loves Ling Jinxu very much.

"Are you also going to be admitted to the police academy? From now on, the two sons of my younger brother's family will be policemen."

"It's pretty good, anyway, it's a legitimate job."

"The criminal policeman is too busy to stay home all day long, so it's best to change to something else."

The rest are colleagues from the work unit, and teachers from Ling Chenliang's school went to each other to pay New Year's greetings.The doctors and nurses of Ping Zhaoyi Hospital said hello to each other, and it was over on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year.

The year is easy, it’s just a matter of a few days, but the life is sad, and it will take more than 300 days.

Mu Geyao's house is deserted, mother's company is busy, and she is on duty during the New Year, and those who celebrate the New Year go out to discuss business and receive customers.My father is a lawyer. Except for coming back to have a New Year's Eve dinner during the Chinese New Year, he went back to his office to work like my mother on the first day of the new year.