break you up

"Are you awake?" Ling Jinxu sat up straight and asked after a while, "Are you hungry?"

Ling Yusheng shook his head, his eyes moved down, and landed on Ling Jinxu's chest.Ling Jinxu covered his stomach and said, "I'm hungry."

Ling Yusheng was surprised, "You didn't have lunch?"

"Aren't you afraid that something is wrong with you?" Ling Jinxu left the room after speaking, and Ling Yusheng subconsciously followed, "You, why...are you so nice to me?"

Ling Jinxu stood in front of the refrigerator and took out two eggs from it. Hearing Ling Yusheng's words, he felt furious.

"I'm here to flirt with you!" Ling Jinxu had a sultry smile on her face, and Ling Yusheng's heart skipped a beat immediately.

Ling Jinxu walked into the kitchen and took out a pack of dried noodles from the cupboard, and turned on the gas.

Ling Yusheng seemed surprised that Ling Jinxu could cook. He sat down on the chair by the dining table and stared at Ling Jinxu.After hesitating for a long time, Ling Yusheng said, "Can I be serious?"

Ling Jinxu ate two poached eggs, smiled, and said after a while: "Because we both suffer from the same illness."

Ling Yusheng was stunned for a moment, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes.

"You have been in an orphanage, and I have also been in an orphanage." Ling Jinxu turned her head, showing a clear smile, "We are the same."

Ling Yusheng was stunned, and suddenly realized... Ling Jinxu was abducted by traffickers at the age of three, and her whereabouts have been unknown since then. It was not until three years ago that the police found 14-year-old Ling Jinxu in the orphanage.

"I heard from my neighbors that I was sold to my adoptive father's house by human traffickers. I only stayed there for two years, and then my adoptive father died in a car accident. I just..." Ling Jinxu put a handful of dried noodles in the pot, "After that I don’t remember very clearly. According to the director of the orphanage, I had a sudden high fever and some damage to my brain, so my memory is blurred. I should have entered the orphanage when I was 12 years old.”

Ling Yusheng was shocked, a little unbelievable.

"As an orphan, I feel lonely and helpless, confused and inferior. Because I have experienced it clearly, I understand the pain, the sadness that no one wants, as if the world has abandoned me." Ling Jinxu read silently.

Ling Yusheng choked up, he hesitated to speak, and after a long time, he couldn't help but said: "But even though you have experienced so much bitterness, you are still very optimistic."

After hearing this, Ling Jinxu turned around, walked out of the kitchen, looked at Ling Yusheng and said, "Are you sad?"

Ling Yusheng was stunned for a moment, Ling Jinxu didn't change his face and said, "Do you feel very sad to be adopted by my parents?"

Ling Yusheng shook her head hastily, Ling Jinxu said again: "Are you living happily in this house?"

Ling Yusheng still shook his head, Ling Jinxu continued: "You want to find your biological parents?"

Ling Yusheng's heart tightened, and in the next second, he finally shook his head slightly and said, "I don't want to."

"How do you feel about the current life?" Ling Jinxu looked at him with piercing eyes, "difficult? It's more difficult than when you were in the orphanage?"

"Of course not." Ling Yusheng said hurriedly.

"Then why are you so awkward?" Ling Jinxu put his hands on his hips, with a mocking and contemptuous smile on his face, "You ask me why I am optimistic, you want to ask me why I am heartless! It's already like this, To be happy is to live, to be unhappy is to live, why not let nature take its course? Be happy, or you will grow old quickly."

"Huh?" Ling Yusheng looked blank.

Ling Jinxu took a deep breath, and sternly shouted: "What's over is what's in the past. Everything you did in the orphanage is in the past. No matter what you suffered at the beginning, it's in the past. Now you are brand new You, you can have your own thoughts and ideas, do what you like to do, there is no need to live in other people's world anymore!"

Ling Yusheng trembled all over, staring at Ling Jinxu in a daze...

[Only four years old, I know how to chew my tongue behind my back. 】

[Can't speak, only offend people! 】

[If you can’t speak, don’t speak! 】

[Don't talk, don't laugh, don't cry! 】

Who is this person in front of him?

Ling Yusheng watched intently, Ling Jinxu seemed ordinary, but very special.From him, exuded a charming aura.

The breeze blows the catkins, and the willow leaves are flying.Along the open windows, a breeze blows in...

He stood with his back against the window, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone on him, as if casting a faint golden light on his body.Hidden under the light and shadow, his face darkened, appearing very mysterious.The corners of his lips were slightly raised, and the two dark eyes revealed intoxicating tenderness.In his eyes, there was a flash of firmness and seriousness.

As if feeling the sun, Ling Jinxu suddenly turned his head sideways, the golden light of the setting sun shone on his face, making him look very holy.

Angels...beautiful and holy like angels...

At this moment, Ling Yusheng understood.

The person in front of him is salvation, a gift from God to him, a life-saving vine pulled out of him who was drowning in the [-]-meter bath.It is the only ray of dawn shrouded in endless darkness...

Let go of the past and cherish the future...

"Ling Jinxu..." At some point, his eyes were filled with tears, as if he wanted to vent out his lifetime of pain.He stood up abruptly, and hugged Ling Jinxu, the tighter he hugged, the tighter Ling Jinxu's bones ached.

"Hey, hey, let me go, I'm not a girl, is it worth your hugs?"

"Ah?" Ling Yusheng realized later, subconsciously let go of Ling Jinxu, and before Ling Jinxu could say anything else, he laughed and said, "Hugging can increase the distance between each other!"

Ling Jinxu was taken aback...

Good guy!

This skill of learning and selling now is really profound!

But... this smile shocked Ling Jinxu, this was the first time he saw Ling Yusheng smile.

He smiled and was really good looking.There is gentleness and warmth flowing, like a clear spring entering the lungs, nourishing the heart.

"Stop doing this!" Ling Jinxu suddenly remembered something, "Noodles!"

Seeing Ling Jinxu rushing back to the kitchen, Ling Yusheng watched from a distance, her heart was clear and refreshed...

Ling Jinxu, thank you...