break you up

Ling Jinxu took a breath, looked at the woman again, and said, "Do you want to die?"

Wan Ting was stunned for a moment, she thought the first sentence would be comforting, enlightening, etc., similar to those performed on TV: Speak well if you have something to say.don't do that.You come down first, let's talk.The world is so beautiful, don't be overwhelmed.If you die, you have nothing.

Ling Jinxu's three simple words made Wan Ting have to think hard for a long time, but she didn't answer in the end.

"I don't know..." This is the answer that Wan Ting came up with after thinking for more than a minute. In life, if there is no moment of despair, they will not be overwhelmed and commit suicide.Where there is any hope, human beings will pray to live.Ants still steal their lives, and their desire for life is instinctive.

Of course, Wan Ting also wants to live, but the cruelty of reality scares her, and it seems that death is the only solution.

"Really? It's good to be dead..." Ling Jinxu said so suddenly, which frightened everyone present.

Gu Jingyan stared at him dumbfounded, "Hey, what are you talking about?"

Wan Ting was dumbfounded, thinking that she had heard it wrong, she couldn't help asking, "You... say... what?"

Ling Jinxu showed a smile that had nothing to do with him, as if he had seen through the mundane world, he took a step forward, approached Wan Ting and said, "I'm too tired to live, it's better to die, don't you think so?"

"I..." Wan Ting trembled all over, she nodded and shook her head again, and finally she just covered her face and burst into tears, "There is no hope, I can't live anymore. I killed people, Brother Fei was killed by me." Yes! Before and after is death, I might as well end it myself!"

"She admitted it!" The man shouted loudly, glaring at Gu Jingyan and said, "That jerk admitted it, why don't you hurry up..."

"Shut up!" Gu Jingyan yelled, "Just wait!"

The man shut his mouth resentfully, Wan Ting covered her face and burst into tears.

"Dead? Yes. But you must not admit what you shouldn't." Ling Jinxu said calmly: "The deceased was brain-dead after being repeatedly hit by a heavy object. Let's not say that you are clean and not splashed with blood, just say that you Can you kill a man twice your size?"

"I..." Wan Ting stared at Ling Jinxu dumbfounded, crying, "You don't understand, you don't understand my pain at all..."

Wan Ting folded her arms tremblingly, like a helpless child in a violent storm, she was crying heartbroken. "Do you know? What is my life like, do you know? From morning to night, I am not given a bite to eat, and being beaten and scolded is commonplace. At night, I will be sent to various places, big and small. In the private room, they forced me to drink and go to bed with various guests. Do you know how many people raped me in the most day?"

Wan Ting smiled wryly, with a miserable and hopeless smile, "Thirteen. I was tortured by thirteen men all night, one after another, destroying my body. So much so that I was bleeding to the hospital and almost died. !Maybe, maybe it was better for me to die at the time, maybe...my strong survival is the beginning of the next round of torture. I'm so stupid, why didn't I die sooner?"

Wan Ting clenched her fists tightly, "Five years, five full years... I have lived through five years of life that is worse than death! How many five years are there in my life? My life is ruined. In my youth For five years, I lived such a dark life. Where is the hope? I didn’t see it. What is hope? I don’t even know!”

Gu Jingyan was dumbfounded as he listened to every word.

Ling Jinxu looked at her without changing his face. On his face, there was no shock, or horror, even sympathy.He still had that unmoved, none of his business attitude.It seemed that no matter how frightening and terrifying things in this world were, they were not enough to deter him.

He was as ordinary as if he was listening to a fairy tale, without the slightest panic reaction that a normal person should have.

"You don't understand, you don't understand, who can understand me? Who can understand my suffering?" Wan Ting said with a miserable smile: "No one, no one..."

"When you feel that you are miserable, there are people who are actually worse than you." Ling Jinxu said slowly, with a sad gleam in her clear and bright eyes.This twilight can only be understood by those who are sympathetic to each other.

Wan Ting stared at him blankly, and said in disbelief, "You...could it be...how could it be..."

"How is it impossible?" Ling Jinxu looked at the sky, the night was as black as ink, the night scene of Huaxia, the lights were feasting, and the stars were shining brightly. "Behind the prosperity, there is endless cold darkness. Killing, bloody, little known. Who can rescue those who are tortured in the darkness? All that is left to them is despair and death..."

Ling Jinxu said, turned to look at Wan Ting, and walked forward step by step, "I think it's pretty good."

Wan Ting was stunned, and Ling Jinxu suddenly smiled, revealing a touching tenderness, but behind that was an irresistible sadness.

"You, don't come here..." Wan Ting was suddenly a little scared, she felt that this person was not simple, maybe she had the same disease as her, but there was something mixed in it.He, Ling Jinxu, is not just a victim, rather than saying that he is a helpless victim, it is better to say that he is a vicious wolf who broke free from death.It looks fragile, but it's just a disguise in sheep's clothing.

"Hey, Jinxu, what are you doing? Hey!" Gu Jingyan was at a loss, Ling Jinxu walked up to Wan Ting, and smiled charmingly, "If you want to die, let's go together!"

"I...you...don't come here, I..." Wan Ting roared excitedly, trembling all over, "I don't want to die, I...I'm afraid, I don't want to die...I..."

Wan Ting burst into tears, crying out of breath.Seeing her appearance, Ling Jinxu smiled knowingly, stretched out his hand and said, "Since you don't want to die, then come down."

Wan Ting sniffed, and stretched out her hand tremblingly, but she didn't wait to grab Ling Jinxu's hand.Suddenly a gust of night wind blows, and Wan Ting, who has lost her determination to die, becomes vulnerable.Her body suddenly swayed with the wind, her legs trembled, and she took a step back due to the wind, her high heel slipped on the ground, Wan Ting was shocked, and with a cry of surprise, she fell down.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Ling Jinxu rushed over and grabbed Wan Ting's arm.Wan Ting's whole body was hanging in the air, her high heels fell off her feet, Wan Ting's face paled, her face turned pale with fright, "Help, help... I... don't want to die, save, save me, save me..."

Gu Jingyan hurried forward to help, and together with Ling Jinxu held Wan Ting.Looking at the ground below, there is already an airbag, and if it falls accidentally, it will not fall to death.