break you up

"What? Little bastard, how dare you play self-mutilation for me? You guys, hang him up for me!"

"Brother Wei, he's only ten years old...or..."

"Shut up! How dare you disobey me? Court your death!"

"Brother Wei, I was wrong, I don't dare anymore, I will hang him up now!"

Whipping and cutting were commonplace, even if he was doused with chili peppers, the devil would not let him die comfortably.They would send him to the hospital. After all kinds of treatment, the result was endless torture.That demon has this habit. He likes to torture children. He is an out-and-out psychopath.

I want to die...

Ling Jinxu was tightly wrapped in the quilt and shrunk into a ball, like a poor stray cat, alone and helpless, cowering in a dark corner of the ice and snow.

"Jinxu, Jinxu..."

Ling Jinxu trembled all over, opened his eyes with difficulty, and what caught his eyes was... a very familiar face, is it Ling Yusheng?Or that demon?

"Jinxu, Jinxu..." Ling Yusheng sat beside Ling Jinxu's bed, anxiously calling out to this person who was caught in a nightmare and couldn't escape.

I saw that Ling Jinxu's eyes were half-opened, looking at Ling Yusheng with empty eyes, his face was extremely pale, and there was a touch of heartbreaking despair in his eyes.He stared at Ling Yusheng with piercing eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and he uttered three words, "Kill me..."

Ling Yusheng was shocked, staring at Ling Jinxu intently, and said, "What did you say?"

"Just kill me……"

Ling Yusheng couldn't believe it, he looked at Ling Jinxu under him with astonishment, and asked with difficulty after a long time: "Do you want to die?"

Ling Jinxu's breathing was weak and he didn't answer.

Ling Yusheng felt a stabbing pain in his heart, as if he had been stabbed hard by something. He clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said, "Ling Jinxu! What are you thinking? You don't want to live anymore? You just..."

Ling Jinxu closed her eyes suddenly, and there was no movement.

Ling Yusheng was taken aback, "Jinxu?" He subconsciously reached out to touch, but suddenly felt something, and hurriedly touched Ling Jinxu's forehead.

So hot!

"Jinxu." Ling Yusheng turned pale with shock, and hurried to the cabinet to get a thermometer and put it under Ling Jinxu's armpit.

Ling Yusheng was nervous and anxious, he sat down on Ling Jinxu's bed and looked at him worriedly.

Ling Jinxu is... is she talking nonsense with a high fever?

But what I said just now was not a joke.The nonsense is also true, is Ling Jinxu really so desperate deep in his heart?Is there really no hope?Even a little bit?He is obviously such a healthy person, and he is obviously such a sunny person.

It was as if the scorching sun had shot into my heart, bringing out my originally cold and closed inner world.

He should be full of hope!Is your heart full of despair?

His childhood memories and experiences made him so pessimistic that...he wanted to die?

Suddenly, as if awakened from a nightmare, Ling Jinxu suddenly opened his eyes and looked around blankly.

Sweat drenched his clothes, he ignored the discomfort from his body and tried to sit up.But he didn't want to, the pain in his muscles and bones and the feeling of dizziness attacked continuously, prompting him to lie down again.

"Don't move around, you have a thermometer under your armpit!" Ling Yusheng hurriedly said, reaching out to touch the thermometer under Ling Jinxu's armpit to see if it didn't fall off.

"Thermometer?" Ling Jinxu was surprised, and only then did he feel the foreign object caught under his arm.Just about to say something more, Ling Yusheng checked the time and took out the thermometer.

"39 degrees one." Ling Yusheng put the thermometer away, got up and went out directly.After a while, he turned back, holding a glass in his left hand and a pack of medicine in his right.

Ling Jinxu took a deep breath, propped herself up and sat up.Ling Yusheng had already handed over the antipyretics, "Take it quickly."

Cold and fever, weakness of limbs, dizziness and headache, dry and sore throat.

Ling Jinxu swallowed the pills, because her throat was sore, the pills seemed to be stuck in her throat, Ling Jinxu took a big sip of water, and finally swallowed it down.

"I used to think that your physical resistance was very good, but now you can't see it like this? You caught a cold after a rain?" Ling Yusheng was a little helpless, and even more angry in his heart, while annoyed that Ling Jinxu didn't say that he was unwell earlier, and still It's hard to die.On the other hand, he was angry with himself for not discovering Ling Jinxu's strangeness earlier.

"How can it compare to you? Copper skin and iron bones." Ling Jinxu was born with a good voice, full of magnetism, and very charming.But now that he has a cold, his voice has become hoarse and dry, hearing it in his ears made Ling Yusheng feel uncomfortable.

Ling Jinxu drank a whole glass of water, pulled the quilt and lay down on the bed, but did not close her eyes to sleep.He stretched out an arm on his forehead, trying to block the light from the window into the room from falling on his eyes, which was a little harsh.

"What time is it?" Ling Jinxu asked after a few minutes.

"05:30." Ling Yusheng went out after saying that, and when she came back, she had an extra wet towel in her hand.He folded it carefully, and put it directly on Ling Jinxu's forehead, which was as hot as a steaming oven. "Go to sleep!"

Ling Jinxu didn't seem to hear it. He looked at the ceiling, as if he was thinking about something, maybe reminiscing about the nightmare just now.

"What did you dream about this time?" Seeing that he had no intention of going to sleep, Ling Yusheng asked directly.He sat beside Ling Jinxu's bed, not in a hurry at all, and patiently waited for Ling Jinxu's answer.

Ling Jinxu suddenly smiled, and said intently: "I dreamed of a curious cat lying next to me and asking me what dream I had."

"..." Ling Yusheng was speechless, feeling depressed and ridiculous at the same time, he sighed and said, "You have a high fever and still have energy?"

"I'm not tired of teasing you."

Ling Yusheng laughed, looked at Ling Jinxu with piercing eyes and said, "Is it so easy for you to play with me?"

"Otherwise, how difficult would it be?" Ling Jinxu didn't change his face.

"Am I that funny?"

"What do you think?" Ling Jinxu half-spoken, can drive people with obsessive-compulsive disorder crazy.Ling Yusheng lifted the quilt to Ling Jinxu's body, and said in a gentle tone: "Sleep, anyway, today is off. Wait for a while and finish breakfast, and I will take you to the hospital."

"It'll be fine when the fever subsides." Ling Jinxu said, closing his eyes wearily.I thought that the high fever and dizziness would make it easier to fall asleep.Unexpectedly, on the contrary, I couldn't sleep at all.I can't calm down in my mind, the nightmare I had not long ago is like a comic strip, playing back and forth in my mind continuously.

He even did self-hypnosis, imagining that there are many hard drives, large and small, in his mind.He chose one of the hard drives with his youthful memories and deleted them without hesitation.I thought this would calm myself down, but I didn't want to, but it had the opposite effect.