subtle trapping

My name is Chen Shen.

It is said that my parents chose this name because they wanted me to live a more profound life, but I don’t seem to have fulfilled my parents’ wishes. I have always been a relatively sober and transparent person.

My life is very ordinary, and my experience is also very ordinary. I grew up in a well-behaved way, took exams, went to college, and then went to work, all the way was smooth.

My life is probably so ordinary and simple. The only profound thing is that I have a friend named Lu Jinchu.

Lu Jinchu and I grew up together, and we knew each other when we were still wearing crotch pants. I was a few months older than him, and he called me Brother Shen.

He is good-looking, beautiful and cute, and was very naughty when he was young. According to my mother, Lu Jinchu was very good at acting like a baby when he was young, and coaxed adults around, but he likes to bully me. Every time I do something bad, I feel uneasy If you are mischievous or mischievous, it will be on me.

Over time, I actually got used to it, got used to taking care of him, getting used to taking care of him, habit is really a terrible thing.

Someone started sending him love letters in the first grade of junior high school, and he accepted them politely with a smile on the surface. In fact, we both used them to make origami airplanes, or put them directly in my house, which made my mother think I was in love with you early, and told them all. The lesson taught me for a long time.

When he found out, he smiled heartlessly, put his arms around my shoulders and said, "It's okay, I'll tell my godmother next time, but I actually wrote it to you."

I rolled my eyes, but my heart was a little shaken, and I left a chicken leg for him when I got home at night.

His parents don't care about him, I don't know what kind of person his mother is, I haven't seen it, but my mother has seen it, said she is a very beautiful woman, and showed me a photo of them together, but I don't think Lu Jinchu is as good-looking.

Lu Jinchu looks jovial and heartless on the surface, but in fact he is more sensitive than anyone else in his heart. Adults often say that the more a person expresses, the less he will be. I think so.

There was never anyone in Lu Jinchu’s family, he was the only one in the big empty house, sometimes there was a nanny and housekeeping, I was very envious, because there was a nanny so I didn’t have to do my own laundry, my mother said I was heartless, you see, My mother doesn't understand me at all.

Lu Jinchu is a regular guest of our family. We grew up together when we were young, eating together, sleeping together, and secretly playing games under the covers. My mother always said that Lu Jinchu was not easy, so let me take more care of him. I said yes, thinking to myself, you don't need to tell me, then I'm taking care of it too.

Every night the chicken legs I left went into his stomach, I covered him when he kicked the quilt in the middle of the night, and he couldn't get up in the morning... I was so used to it.

I have a little secret in my heart, no one knows, I think this is the most successful time in my life.

Lu Jinchu likes to eat crayfish but not to peel shrimp, likes to eat hairy crabs but is lazy, likes to eat fish but finds it troublesome to pick fishbone, you see what a contradictory person this is, but I think this person is clearly very cute.

When Lu Jinchu was in the second year of junior high school, someone stopped her to confess her love in public. It was a very beautiful little girl with a high ponytail, who shyly handed her a love letter to Lu Jinchu, waiting for an answer from him.

I was standing beside Lu Jinchu, silently watching Lu Jinchu accept the love letter, and said modestly and politely, "I'm sorry." The girl ran away sadly, and Lu Jinchu turned around and stuffed the love letter on me. He couldn't wait to pull me by the hand and said, "Brother Shen, let's go, hurry up, let's go back and play games together, you have to help me, we must clear the level tonight."

From the first day to the third day of junior high school, almost all his love letters were with me. I even received the love letters that were not folded into paper airplanes very responsibly in a big box, and put them all under my bed.

Lu Jinchu is natural and unrestrained, able to get along with everyone, he is good-looking, smart, transparent, and exudes charm all over his body.

Until the first year of high school, there was a guy named Bai Yu who haunted him. When Lu Jinchu met him, it was like seeing his former self. For a soft person, meeting Bai Yu is his catastrophe.

Bai Yu was ignorant and ignorant in front of Lu Jinchu, pure as a rabbit, but I knew he was not, because I happened to follow my father to a dinner party, and saw him smoking and chatting with others in the bathroom of the hotel.

I knew that Lu Jinchu would get hurt, and I was waiting to catch Bai Yu's handle so that Lu Jinchu could see it, but this person was too cunning, and even pretending was a bit of a truth, I thought, since he didn't intend to hurt Lu Jinchu I didn't bother with him anymore, besides, Lu Jinchu was really happy with him.

I always pretended that I didn't know anything, and I even thought with luck in my heart that Lu Jinchu might get bored after a few days, and he just sympathized with him.

But I was wrong, until one day, when Lu Jinchu and I slept together at night, he hesitated and said, "Brother Shen, I think I probably fell in love with someone."

My heart skipped a beat at the time, but I remained calm on the surface. It was just that I had formed a self-protective shell for a long time, even though Lu Jinchu said that I had facial paralysis.

"Who?" I asked, "Zhou Xiaoxiao?" Zhou Xiaoxiao was a girl who chased him two days ago.

"Zhou Xiaoxiao? Who is that?" Lu Jinchu was at a loss, and then said, "It's not Xiaoxiao."

"Who is that?" I heard my voice tremble.

Lu Jinchu said, "A boy." Then he looked at me nervously.

I turned my head and glanced at him, then said very calmly, "Could it be me?"

Lu Jinchu was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing. The nervous mood just now disappeared instantly. Lu Jinchu's foot rubbed against my leg, and I could feel the heat on his body. Lu Jinchu was so happy Laughed loudly on the bed, "Yes, Brother Shen, it's you, are you afraid of loving me?"

I stroked Lu Jinchu's hair very calmly, "Good boy, I will love you very much, don't be afraid." Lu Jinchu laughed beside me and staggered.

Lu Jinchu and Bai Yu are together, of course I will not object, even if he doesn't like Bai Yu, he is still someone who can make Lu Jinchu happy. Lie to Lu Jinchu, I don't think Bai Yu's ability can cause any disturbances, I always believe that Bai Yu and Lu Jinchu will not last long, they are not people on the road at all, at most they are just passers-by.

The ancients said that the authorities are fascinated, but the bystanders are clear.

I have been by Lu Jinchu's side for so many years, and no one knows Lu Jinchu better than me. Facts have proved that what I thought was right. big damage.

That was the first time I lost control and went crazy trying to skin Bai Yu and cramp.

Bai Yu went around such a big circle to plot against Lu Jinchu, causing Lu Jinchu to lose everything, causing Lu Jinchu to suffer a lot of grievances and ridicule, and causing Lu Jinchu to fall into self-loathing for the first time, becoming no longer like Lu Jinchu.

Lu Jinchu should be the most dazzling in the crowd, confident, flamboyant, unrestrained and willful.

However, Lu Jinchu was played around by Bai Yu, Lu Jinchu was very soft-hearted, every time he saw a beggar on the street, no matter if it was a lie or not, as long as he had money on him, he would always give it.

Bai Yu grasped this point firmly, which made me wish I could shoot him dead.

I finally found out that Bai Yu had bad deeds, but I didn't tell Lu Jinchu, because Bai Yu had already left, and I didn't think it was necessary to make Lu Jinchu feel stuck for such a despicable person. It wasn't worth it, not at all. worth.

Lu Jinchu spent several years cultivating himself into a "playboy". In fact, he is more innocent and innocent than anyone else in his heart. The years abroad have made his temperament more open-minded, but also more tightly wrapped. It’s okay, he’s still willing to tell me.

Later on, I never imagined that Lu Jinchu would fall in love with such a person. Over the years, when I think about it, it seems reasonable.

Ever since Lu Jinchu had Gu Lixia by his side, everything seemed to have changed. Lu Jinchu was truly in love, and he would worry that he would be nervous and not confident.

I was very upset in my heart, I knew that Lu Jinchu was really hurt this time.

I thought they would be smoother, after all, they are in love with each other, but I didn't expect it, the entanglement between them became more turbulent, for a whole 12 years.

I used to be worried, but when I received the first postcard from Jinchu, I knew that they would still be together in the end.

I know.

The sage has long said that the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear.

I have always been very clear, especially about Lu Jinchu's matter, but I am the only one who can't see clearly, or even pretend to not see clearly.

As I said earlier, this secret was buried deep in my heart when I was very young.

But the reason why a secret is a secret is because no one knows. I think my name actually means that there is a deep, deep secret buried in my heart.

That year, when he was three years old, he snatched the lollipop from me. My mother told me that I was foolish and gave it to him. Perhaps from that moment on, I was doomed to guard him for the rest of my life.

When he was six years old, no one took care of him, his parents were not around, and the nanny didn't care about anything. He almost starved to death at home. I pulled him into our house and became my mother's godson ever since.

When he was ten years old, someone beat him, and the person who beat him was beaten up the next day. What happened, God knows, I know, I know he doesn't know.

He is 13 years old, and his appearance is getting more and more handsome. I know that others like him very much, but he doesn't care that others only recognize me as his best friend. He will call me "Brother Shen" with a smile. I think it is my responsibility to guard him.

He was 15 years old, playing games and reading novels with me all day under the quilt, and then fell asleep next to me. I think that time was the best time I have ever spent.

He was 17 years old and fell in love with a boy. I followed him silently and still felt it was my responsibility to protect him.

He was 19 years old and was dumped by this boy. He lost everything and fell into a trough. I ate and slept with him.

He is 20 years old and has gone abroad. Across thousands of miles and oceans, he said to me: "Brother Shen, I miss you very much." I wanted to throw down the phone to find him, but I couldn't. I thought he must have been wronged outside.

He was 25 years old and returned to China. At the airport, he took off his sunglasses, smiled brightly, hugged me with open arms, and said, "Brother Shen, you miss me so much!" At that moment, I felt that I had to guard him lifetime.

He is 26 years old and in love with a little boy. I saw the smile on his face and knew that this time it was a real love.

He was 28 years old, he left again, and left his cat to me. Before leaving, he begged me to take good care of Gu Lixia to take care of his cat. I agreed, as long as it was his request, I agreed. Look at him The back of the boarding plane, I suddenly forgot the way home, and stayed at the airport all day in a trance that day.

He was 38 years old, and they were together again, laughing so hard that their eyes turned into crescents, and came to tell me, I thought, that's great, Lu Jinchu should be pampered like this.

This year, he is 40 years old, and I am also 40 years old. They all say that men have 41 flowers. I think this is true.

At night, as soon as I lay down, he came to our house and said to me, "Brother Shen, take me in for a few days." The small eyes look aggrieved like a child, isn't he just a child.

I asked: "What's wrong?"

He gritted his teeth and said, "That bastard Gu Lixia! He... I don't care, I want to stay for a week."

I spread my hands, "The bed in the guest room was broken two days ago, I..."

He entered the bedroom very skilfully, "Isn't the bedroom a big bed?" He lay down on it very consciously, and said, "When Lixia comes, just say I'm not here."

I watched him lie down on the quilt I just waded over, and said: "Okay." Then I turned and went to the living room, but he stopped me and dragged me to the bed, saying that I wanted to chat.

I think he is a child, and I have to watch over him for the rest of my life before I can rest assured, otherwise where would he go in the middle of the night.

Extra Story [-]: Meng Chengyang and Liao Zheng

It was raining lightly outside the window, pattering non-stop.

A thin figure was leaning on the sofa, eyes closed, breathing steadily and long, as if he had fallen asleep, the books in his hand were scattered beside him, and the tea in the cup was already slightly cold.

Liao Zheng came in, saw Meng Chengyang sleeping on the sofa, approached him, put the book loosely in his hand on the coffee table, and was about to carry him into the bedroom, when Meng Chengyang opened his eyes , brushed the long eyelashes, as if brushed in Liao Zheng's heart.

"Xiaozheng?" Meng Chengyang raised his hand to rub his eyes, but was held back by Liao Zheng, "Don't rub it."

Meng Chengyang could only blink his eyes hard, "Xiaozheng, why did you come back so early today?"

"Don't work overtime today, and come back after finishing work." Liao Zheng said, "Do you want to sleep for a while? I'll carry you to the bedroom."

"No need, otherwise I won't be able to sleep at night." Meng Chengyang said.

Liao was cooking, while Meng Chengyang was reading on the sofa in the living room, looking towards the kitchen from time to time, the rain outside the window never stopped, Meng Chengyang looked out the window in a daze.

Liao Zheng cooked simple meals, all of which were light, with almost no oil, salt or spicy food. Meng Chengyang looked at the dishes in Liao Zheng's bowl and said, "Xiao Zheng, you can cook something good for yourself, there is no need to follow me every day." Eat something light like this."

Liao Zheng raised his head and glanced at Meng Chengyang. Meng Chengyang silently lowered his head and ate the food. He knew that Liao Zheng was angry, and he didn't like to hear himself say that.

After eating, Meng Chengyang wanted to go to the bathroom. He looked up at Liao Zheng. Liao Zheng seemed to be washing the dishes. Meng Chengyang thought about it for a while and propped himself up with a cane beside the sofa. His health has been getting better recently. Sometimes, the muscles in the legs are a little weak, especially in such a rainy day, the joints can hardly be exerted.

That's why Liao Zheng came back very early when it rained, and he was worried that Meng Chengyang would be alone at home.

Just as Meng Chengyang got up on his abduct and took a few steps, he heard Liao Zheng say: "What are you doing?" There was worry and tension in his voice, and there was a little reproach in his voice. Liao Zheng supported Meng Chengyang's waist.

"I want to go to the toilet." Meng Chengyang blushed and said embarrassedly.

"Why didn't you call me?"

"I saw that you were busy, so I thought I could too..." Meng Chengyang's voice became smaller and smaller, almost inaudible, because he knew that Liao Zheng was angry.

Liao Zheng didn't say anything, he carefully helped him into the toilet, Meng Chengyang stood in front of the toilet, Liao Zheng stood behind Meng Chengyang, Meng Chengyang looked at Liao Zheng, and whispered: "You don't Can……"

"No."

Meng Chengyang had no choice but to stand in front of the toilet and start to unzip his pants. There was a thin sound of unzipping the zipper. Liao Zheng actually did it on purpose. He doesn't tell himself every time he needs it.

Meng Chengyang went to the toilet, blushing in a mess, turned around and lowered his head not to look at Liao Zheng, but just as he was about to go out the door, Liao Zheng hugged him and put him on the bed in the bedroom.

Meng Chengyang actually wanted to read a book, but seeing that Liao Zheng was angry, he didn't dare to ask again, so he sat on the bed obediently, waiting for Liao Zheng to put the bath water, and then helped him take a bath.

Liao Zheng knew that Meng Chengyang was carefully watching his face, Liao Zheng blamed himself for not being able to control himself, and shouldn't have lost his temper at him.

After putting away the bath water, Liao Zheng went to the bedroom. As soon as he entered, he saw Meng Chengyang carefully unbuttoning his home clothes one by one. He lowered his head, looked very serious, and looked very good.

Liao Zheng was looking at Meng Chengyang at the door. Meng Chengyang felt as if a gaze was looking at him as he explained it. When he looked up, he saw Liao Zheng standing at the door looking at him. Meng Chengyang blushed and said I don't know whether to take off the opened clothes or not.

Seeing that Meng Chengyang was really embarrassed, Liao Zheng walked over, took Meng Chengyang's hand, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you."

Meng Chengyang looked at Liao Zheng, lowered his eyebrows, and said, "It's my fault that made you angry."

Liao Zheng took off Meng Chengyang's clothes, carried him into the bathroom, and said in a low voice, "What should I do with you..."

Meng Chengyang didn't know how to answer, so he grabbed Meng Chengyang's clothes.

Liao Zheng put him in the bathtub, Meng Chengyang glanced at Liao Zheng who was standing beside him as if he didn't intend to leave, and said with a blushing face, "You...don't you go?"

Liao Zheng looked up at him, rubbed his face with his hands, "Call me after you wash." Then he walked out.

Meng Chengyang sat in the bathtub, a little relaxed but also a little inexplicably lost.

Liao Zheng was actually standing at the door of the bathroom. He didn't go far and waited at the door. He heard the sound of water being scooped up, and the image of Meng Chengyang sitting naked in the bathtub involuntarily appeared in his mind. Liao Zheng's heart was churning up and down with the sound of splashing water.

Liao Zheng forced himself not to think about it, and forced himself to think about other things. However, if there was anything else to think about, he still thought about Meng Chengyang.

Meng Chengyang's physical indicators have dropped again recently, the symptoms of drowsiness are obvious, and his muscle strength is obviously weaker, Liao Zheng is thinking that he will ask Zhang Yang to take a look at it another day, or take Meng Chengyang to the hospital for a look. After thinking about it, I think far away.

"Xiaozheng, I'm fine." Meng Chengyang shouted after an unknown amount of time.

Liao Zheng pushed open the door, wiped the person clean, wrapped him in a big bath towel, carried him out of the bathroom, and put him on the bed. Meng Chengyang shrank into the bed obediently.

When Liao Zheng cleaned up and went to take a shower, thinking of the scene just now, especially in the same bathroom, the fire in his heart finally couldn't be held back, he sighed, stretched out his hand, and gave in helplessly to his instinct.

Meng Chengyang was lying on the bed waiting for Liao Zheng, but Liao Zheng took a long time to take a bath. When Liao Zheng came out, Meng Chengyang was already drowsy. When he realized that Liao Zheng was going to bed, Meng Chengyang was about to wake up. After seeing it, Liao Zheng kissed his forehead, "Go to sleep."

Meng Chengyang found a comfortable position in Meng Chengyang's arms, rubbed against each other, and fell asleep.

The weather has been cloudy and rainy for the past few days, Liao Zheng took care of Meng Chengyang at home every day, this day Meng Chengyang looked at Liao Zheng and said: "I'm fine, you go to work, I will call you if there is anything to do. "

Just when Liao Zheng's cell phone rang, someone from the company was urging him, Liao Zheng was still worried, Meng Chengyang shook his cell phone, "Don't worry, I will call you if I have something to do."

Liao Zheng was really in a hurry, so he gave Meng Chengyang a few words of advice and left, thinking that he would not go for a long time, and would be back soon.

It turned out that Meng Chengyang had an accident within less than two hours of leaving.

Some thieves broke into the house and robbed them. They came clearly prepared. When they opened the door and came in, they found that there was still a person sitting on the sofa. The two thieves were startled, and Meng Chengyang was also startled.

"Damn it! Didn't you see the owner leaving? Why is there another one in the house? I didn't find it when I was squatting." A thief said.

"Who knows what the hell kind of operation this is?" said another tough-looking man.

The two sides confronted each other, but neither moved. The two thieves saw Meng Chengyang's white and thin appearance, and then sat still on the sofa, thinking that they had been shocked by them.

The two thieves suddenly became less nervous. They came over with a knife and said to Meng Chengyang, "Tell me, where is the money?"

In fact, Meng Chengyang had been secretly calling Liao Zheng just now, but no one answered. Seeing the two thieves approaching, Meng Chengyang became anxious and began to hate his cumbersome body.

After a while, the two thieves felt a little strange seeing Meng Chengyang sitting still on the sofa. They didn't realize until they saw the crutches beside the sofa. This man was probably disabled.

"It's strange that I have to move, it turns out it's a cripple."

"Where is the money?"

"Boss, he is not a deaf-mute, is he?" said another black and thin thief.

The fierce-looking man looked at Meng Chengyang, patted his face, Meng Chengyang hid, the man suddenly got excited, pinched Meng Chengyang's chin, and said: "Why are you dragging, a cripple Is it like this? Why, I can't touch your face like this?" He said deliberately pinching Meng Chengyang's face.

With trembling hands, Meng Chengyang kept calling his mobile phone in the dark, but he couldn't get through. In desperation, he dialed Lu Jinchu's number according to the results of the latest call records.

Gu Lixia saw that it was Meng Chengyang's phone, patted the bathroom door, and shouted towards the bathroom: "Brother Cheng Yang's phone."

"Oh, you pick it up for me first." Lu Jinchu shouted.

Gu Lixia picked up the phone, "Hello, Brother Cheng Yang, Jin..." Before he could finish speaking, he heard a crackling sound from over there.

"You little bitch, what are you dragging, we still can't touch it?"

"Boss, this face is so easy to touch, so slippery..."

Gu Lixia was taken aback for a moment, and immediately realized that something had happened. He frowned while listening to the movement over there, and hurried to call the police. It is almost wrinkled enough to form a mountain peak.

"How……"

Gu Lixia hurriedly made a "shh" gesture, and quickly wrote in the notebook, Brother Cheng Yang had an accident, I just called the police, and we hurried over now.

Gu Lixia put the phone on speakerphone, and Lu Jinchu heard the voice over there.

"Boss, don't touch it, let's change the money quickly? Brother Gui is still waiting below."

"You go to the bedroom and look for it first, leave me alone, I finally met a man with such a thin skin and tender flesh, don't you want to appreciate it? It's really strange, do you think he is also particularly easy to touch? ..." The obscene voice penetrated the phone.

Lu Jinchu's face was pale, and she almost couldn't stand still, and her whole body began to tremble.

Gu Lixia quickly took the car keys and jacket, regardless of 21, and put them on Lu Jinchu, led someone down to drive, and said, "Call Brother Liao."

Lu Jinchu hurriedly called Lao Liao, but no one answered.

Liao Zheng was having a meeting in the conference room at this time, but when he was listening to his subordinates report on work, his eyelids suddenly jumped violently, and he always felt that something bad was about to happen.

Extra Story [-]: Meng Chengyang and Liao Zheng ([-])

Liao Zheng's eyelids kept twitching, and he felt a little panic in his heart. Listening to the report from the staff above, he took the water glass on the table absent-mindedly.

click-

The unsteady water glass fell to the ground and shattered instantly. Everyone in the conference room was silent for a moment. Liao Zheng's trousers were wet with water. He got up and rubbed his brows and said, "The meeting will be suspended for 10 minutes." Finished going out.

Lu Jinchu couldn't get through to Liao Zheng's phone number, his anxious arms started to tremble, he bit his lips tightly, his face was so pale that he was about to faint, Li Xia stretched out his hand to grab Lu Jinchu's arm, and said comfortingly : "It's okay, it's okay, if you keep hitting, it's really not good, ask his assistant or something..." He stepped on the accelerator hard.

The moment the phone was connected, Lu Jinchu yelled, "Quick! Something happened to Cheng Yang."

Liao Zheng felt dizzy for a moment, and all the anxiety in his heart finally came out in an instant.

"The phone you dialed is turned off, please call again later..." When the cold female voice came from the phone, Liao Zheng felt that the blood in his body was completely cold, the gas pedal had been pressed to the bottom, and his face seemed to be frozen. A layer of icicles.

A rough hand brushed Meng Chengyang's face, and his obscene laughter seemed to come from the devil in hell, "I can't see that a man's face can be so smooth and tender, and it's easier to touch than a woman, it's really... ..."

Meng Chengyang closed his eyes, a teardrop fell from the corner of his eyes, his trembling body made him look pitiful, and all his struggles were in vain.

"Hey, did you go through the back door...why are you acting like a bitch?"

"It looks like a fucking recruiter, like a vixen."

"Why is your body so smooth and tender? Are you really a woman? Let me inspect the goods..."

Meng Chengyang caught a glimpse of a water cup on the coffee table in a daze. It was the water that Liao Zhenglin poured for himself before he left. Meng Chengyang moved a bit, and the man smiled, "Oh, you're quite proactive..." He was about to pick it up Meng Chengyang's pants.

Meng Chengyang reached out to touch the cup, and touched it with a little bit.

bang bang bang-

The door was slammed hard, and the black and thin younger brother ran out of the study in a panic, "Boss, Brother Gui..." Before he could finish his sentence.

Between lightning and flint.

The door was directly kicked, smashed and pried, and broke.

The glass in Meng Chengyang's hand knocked against the edge of the tea table and broke, the glass shards splashed on his arm, and the blood flowed down his arm, leaving shocking marks.

The man looked at the shattered cup in Meng Chengyang's hand, and angrily threw the half of the shattered cup into Meng Chengyang's arm. Bright red blood trickled out of his arm immediately, staining it red.

The siren sounded, and the scene was chaotic for a while.

That was Liao Zheng's heart-piercing painful memory.

When Meng Chengyang was lying on the hospital bed, his face was so pale that it was almost transparent. The morbid pallor made the whole person look extraordinarily unreal, as if he was about to disappear suddenly if he was not careful.

Liao Zheng held Meng Chengyang's hand, not daring to hold it tightly but reluctant to let go, staring at it motionlessly.

"Please, wake up, I... miss you."

A big man stood in front of the hospital bed with red eyes, tears streaming down his cheeks wantonly, begging in a low voice, and never let go of the hand he was holding in his sleep.

The person lying on the hospital bed couldn't hear his words, because the blood loss was too much, and the weak body couldn't bear it. It was like a violent storm raging through a fragile branch, trembling, and it could be broken at any time. Cheng Yang fell into a deep sleep on the hospital bed for a long time.

It began to rain again outside the window, falling silently and silently.

Liao Zheng slowly wiped Meng Chengyang's body, even his toes carefully, with tenderness and love hidden in his eyes, but every time he saw that scarred arm , the scars and hideous scars on it made the whole person finally break down and turn his head, his eyes were red.

Meng Chengyang slept for half a month. During this half month, Liao Zheng lost weight rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye. Two burglars who burglarized were imprisoned. Liao Zheng resigned from the company regardless of his father's threats, decisively and resolutely.

For the past half month, Liao Zheng stayed in this ward. Apart from eating and drinking, he quietly watched Meng Chengyang lying on the bed, wiped his body and cut his nails every day, and whispered some small things , the tenderness in the eyebrows made the little nurse sigh

Meng Chengyang slept for a long time. When he woke up, he saw Liao Zheng for the first time. Meng Chengyang stretched out his hand to touch Liao Zheng's hair, but Liao Zheng turned his head and his eyes were already red.

"Xiaozheng..." Meng Chengyang whispered to Liao Zheng, he wanted to go home and didn't want to stay here, but Liao Zheng saw through his thoughts at a glance, "No." There was no room for rejection.

Meng Chengyang's already weak body became more fragile because of this stimulation and trauma. Liao Zheng was terrified by his shallow breathing at night when he was sleeping. He was terribly afraid, as if the person lying on the bed next is about to leave him.

Liao Zheng used to hold Meng Chengyang in his arms when he was sleeping, but now, when he goes to sleep at night, Liao Zheng always puts his head on Meng Chengyang's chest and puts his ears to his heart, hugging him to sleep , Feeling Meng Chengyang's heartbeat and breathing, he would wake up in a daze from time to time at night and listen to Meng Chengyang's heartbeat, until he heard the gentle but firm heartbeat, he would continue to slowly close his eyes and fall asleep.

Several times, Liao Zheng woke up from his dream. He dreamed that Meng Chengyang suddenly lost his breath, and he could not wake up from his deep sleep in his arms. When Liao Zheng woke up, he gasped heavily, looking for the breath of the person in his arms , wanting to embed him into his own blood forcefully, but he didn't dare to use force, he could only carefully wrap him in his arms, and listened to his heart over and over again.

When the city was quietly tinged with autumn, Meng Chengyang's face was still pale and transparent. He was often drowsy, but there was still a calm smile on his face.

But Liao Zheng knew that Meng Chengyang couldn't sleep well every night, because of the pain, the huge pain in his body made Meng Chengyang groan in pain at night, trembling all over, and big beads of sweat came out of his forehead , Sometimes when the pain is so painful that I lose consciousness, I will cry and call Liao Zheng's name like I did when I was a child.

"Xiaozheng, Xiaozheng..." Liao Zheng wished he could bear it for him with each call. It was so painful, it was as if he was holding a knife to gouge out his heart.

Liao Zheng kissed him over and over again, told his childhood stories in his ears, and comforted him over and over again, as if he was comforting a child.

Every morning, when the soft sunlight came in from the window, Liao Zheng hugged Meng Chengyang to wash, and Meng Chengyang got used to it, even when he went to the toilet, Liao Zheng had to watch from the side.

Liao Zheng washed Meng Chengyang's face and brushed his teeth. He had to do everything in person. Meng Chengyang looked at him with a smile, his eyes full of dependence.

Meng Chengyang was hugged by Liao Zheng on the sink. Meng Chengyang volunteered to shave Liao Zheng. Liao Zheng supported the sink to let him do it. The razor was shaving, and shaving, Liao Zheng moved closer to Meng Chengyang's lips, and kissed them lightly.

"Well……"

The foam was stained on the chins of the two of them, and there was a fragrance of mint.

Meng Chengyang's appetite was poor, and he felt uncomfortable in his stomach when he couldn't eat, and he had to vomit out after eating, but the doctor said it's better to eat as much as possible, and it's not up to the patient's temper, Liao Just spending a lot of time every day feeding him, coaxing him mouthfuls, Meng Chengyang was forced to turn his head away from him with red eyes.

Liao Zheng had no choice but to drink a big mouthful of porridge, holding Meng Chengyang in his arms and forcing him to swallow it bit by bit. Meng Chengyang burst into tears and kept patting him, but Liao Zheng just wouldn't let go. , Meng Chengyang didn't even eat half of a bowl of porridge, but at least he ate a little.

After Meng Chengyang finished eating the porridge, he didn't want to talk to Liao Zheng anymore. He lay on his side on the bed and closed his eyes, but he didn't look at him, but tears kept coming out, feeling extremely wronged.

Liao Zheng stroked his cheek and said, "I'm sorry."

Meng Chengyang's tears seemed to burst, and he cried and said, "Why are you saying sorry to me, don't tell me sorry, I don't want to see you..."

"I failed to take good care of my little prince. I'm sorry. I clearly promised you that I would take good care of you, protect you, and prevent you from suffering. I'm sorry..." Liao Zheng watched his little prince cry even harder. up.

"I don't want to listen, don't listen..." Meng Chengyang choked up crying with his eyes closed, "I don't want to see you."

Liao Zheng looked at the tearful person lying on the bed, and walked out of the room silently. The moment he walked out, his whole body was so weak that he slid along the wall and sat on the ground, covering his eyes with his arms.

Meng Chengyang cried and heard the sound of Liao Zheng walking out and closing the door, opened his eyes, and looked around, and sure enough, Liao Zheng was gone, but the tear-stained expression on his face relaxed slightly at this moment. Only then did a burst of pain emerge. The pain made cold sweats break out all over his body, and he couldn't control the discomfort.

When Liao Zheng suddenly opened the door and came in, he saw Meng Chengyang's face full of pain on the bed, and quickly hugged him in his arms.

"Does it hurt again?" Liao Zheng asked nervously.

"No... just a little uncomfortable." Meng Chengyang was obviously trembling with pain, but he still didn't say anything.

Liao Zheng massaged his acupoints, slowly helped him to relax, and said some comforting words, "Shall we go out to watch the sunrise tomorrow? Didn't you say that you want to draw a sunrise? How about Xishan? Or... "

Meng Chengyang's face was pale, and he tried to suppress the pained expression. A smile emerged from the corner of his mouth, and he said slowly, "Okay, the sunrise...and you...are all...painted."

"Okay, I'll go behind your back, and when the time comes, draw me to be more handsome, and if I'm not handsome, I'll punish you..." Liao Zheng broke Meng Chengyang's finger that was clenched so tightly that it was about to get embedded in his flesh, and took a bite .

The corners of Meng Chengyang's mouth twitched, and he stretched out his hand to touch Liao Zheng's face, "You are... handsome, and Xiao Zheng... is the most handsome."

"Then do you like it?"

"like."

Liao Zheng kissed Meng Chengyang's lips, but a bloody gash was torn open in his heart, which hurt terribly.

Extra Story Three Meng Chengyang and Liao Zheng ([-])

They wake up hugging each other every morning, he hugs him to eat and bathe, basks in the sun with him, he acts like a baby to him softly, they watch the dusk and sunset together in front of the window, see the colorful sunset, listen to the rain Tick ​​tock.

When the leaves fall quietly, the chill invades bit by bit.

Meng Chengyang sat on the bed and looked at the picture album. Liao Zheng was holding his tender white feet. Liao Zheng was cutting his toenails beside the bed. He touched Liao Zheng's chest, pursed his lips and smiled lowly.

Liao Zheng raised his head and glanced at Meng Chengyang, then grabbed the troubled foot, "It's naughty again, be careful I'll cut it."

Meng Chengyang giggled, "You can't." The tender white feet dangled in front of Liao Zheng's eyes. Liao Zheng smiled helplessly, put down the nail clippers, and grabbed Meng Chengyang's feet. The smiling eyes were crooked and narrowed into crescent moons, Liao Zheng suddenly grabbed Meng Chengyang's foot and bit it.

Meng Chengyang was taken aback for a moment, his face turned red, his ears turned red, and he stammered, "You, you...what are you doing?"

Liao Zheng smirked at the corner of his mouth, looked at Meng Chengyang with a smile without saying a word, and slowly leaned over to approach him. Meng Chengyang's eyes were wide open, like the little hamster they used to raise.

Liao Zheng pressed his forehead against Meng Chengyang's, looked at Meng Chengyang's face that was blushing, and laughed in a low voice, "What are you thinking? Come and tell me."

Meng Chengyang blushed and didn't open his mouth. He knew Liao Zheng too well, so he couldn't respond to him at this time, otherwise he might be bullied. So Meng Chengyang closed his mouth obediently, and the two Big eyes blinked and looked at Liao Zheng. After a while, he stretched out his hand towards Meng Chengyang, and said softly, "Hug."

Liao Zheng sighed, and pulled him into his arms, "You know how to use this trick to deal with me, and you know that I can't do anything about you."

Meng Chengyang showed a sly smile in his arms, thinking silently, this move is enough.

The temperature has been unstable for the past few days. Just when the seasons are changing, the temperature rises and falls from time to time, and Meng Chengyang's physical condition is not very good.

On this day, Liao Zheng was called by the doctor to talk about Meng Chengyang's treatment plan. Meng Chengyang stayed in the room alone and read the book for a while. Before Liao Zheng came, Meng Chengyang was a little sleepy and his eyes narrowed. I was thinking about going to sleep, but just as I fell asleep, I heard someone coming in.

Meng Chengyang thought it was Liao Zheng, and without opening his eyes, he said stickily, "Why have you been here for so long?"

But after a while, there was no answer. Meng Chengyang opened his eyes and saw the person coming. When he saw the person coming, he froze for an instant. He wanted to sit up quickly, but he was pushed down on the bed by the person opposite.

The person who came was Liao Zheng's father, who once