subtle trapping

The new year is here, and people all over the world are celebrating the New Year and welcoming the new year. At this time, Lixia is still far away in a foreign country, in Sri Lanka, which is known as the tears of the Indian Ocean.

On New Year's Day, Li Xia posted a video, in front of this exotic place and religious monuments, God bless my lover, already that boy.

Everyone ridiculed, it's been two more months, and it's New Year's Eve, why haven't I caught up with anyone yet, Li Xia thought about it and said silently, because it wasn't enough.

When Lu Jinchu knew this video existed, it was just after the Chinese New Year. He was on the streets of Tokyo planning to send some special products to Chen Shen and his godmother, and then he heard a familiar voice outside a shopping mall. With the familiar voice, Lu Jinchu almost thought he was hallucinating, listened carefully, looked up, and then saw the man on the display screen, holding a guitar and singing God Bless My Lover.

Lu Jinchu froze on the spot, staring at the screen for a long, long time, until the video had passed and Lu Jinchu was still watching it, and then Lu Jinchu searched it online, Lu Jinchu was very sure, this It is Lixia.

Is Lixia looking for herself?

Lu Jinchu's palms trembled a little, his left and right thoughts tugged at him, for a while the left side of his mind said: "Yes, yes, he has been looking for you, you should go back quickly." After a while, the right side of his mind said, "You promised his grandparents , Don’t pester him anymore, you are breaking your promise like this.”

Lu Jinchu watched all these videos over and over again, and tears flowed silently, as if the connection was disconnected.

These years have been floating all over the world, seen mountains and rivers, various places, all kinds of people, but the only thing left in my heart is the place where they lived together, that place one person.

It is said that time is a practice, which will allow you to see many things clearly, and you will also look down a lot. The more open your mind is, the more transparent you will naturally live.

The Buddha Sakyamuni said that people have eight sufferings, birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, separation from love, blazing five shades, and not being able to get what they want.

Lu Jinchu knew that he had never let go of Gu Lixia, and he couldn't let go. He had met such a sweetheart who could put him on the top of his heart. Just pretend to make yourself feel better.

But after pretending for too long, I dare not reveal my sincerity easily, because I am afraid.

Lu Jinchu followed the account where Gu Lixia posted the video, he thought that Lixia would not find out, after all there were so many people, but he was wrong, Gu Lixia has always known Lu Jinchu's English name.

Li Xia had already foreseen that there would be such a day, so he would pick out the same names as Lu Jinchu from the new followers every day to watch, so when Li Xia found Lu Jinchu's account, he almost ate his phone in excitement , because Lu Jinchu's homepage has his own photo, Li Xia recognized it at a glance.

Lu Jinchu seldom posts some pictures, usually the pictures he posts are pictures of him with other people, most of them are wearing hats or sunglasses, quite low-key, but Li Xia recognized him at a glance, Li Xia is holding a mobile phone like He was holding a baby, flipping through Lu Jinchu's homepage from beginning to end, looking at every place he went, and almost finding it right, Li Xia was so excited that he almost cried.

Li Xia didn't dare to scare the snake, but he was secretly happy in his heart. He would often shoot some short films from time to time, or make some very technical videos. The theme was only one, chasing people.

The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and Li Xia has returned to China, but on New Year's Eve, Li Xia did not go back to her grandparents. This is the last possible chance, and Li Xia begged Chen Shen for a long time to get it.

On the night of Chinese New Year’s Eve, Chen Shen followed his usual habit. When Lu Jinchu sent the video, Chen Shen went out to shoot him fireworks in the night sky, but this time he did not shoot on the balcony. Chen Shen went outside, and Lu Jin Chu smiled and said on the opposite side, "Brother Shen, you are so considerate. You went out specially in such a cold day, and it is worthwhile for the old father..."

Chen Shen and Lu Jinchu were chatting, Lu Jinchu asked about everyone's situation, Chen Shen told him one by one, but suddenly choked up when he talked about Meng Chengyang, Lu Jinchu felt something was wrong, Lu Jinchu asked Chen Shen, "What's wrong? What's wrong with Brother Cheng Yang?"

Chen Shen looked at him and said, "It's nothing, I'll show you the most splendid fireworks in this city." Chen Shen started to talk about his mobile phone, and someone hid on the ground and lit the fireworks that had been set up long ago.

Lu Jinchu was quite familiar with that figure from the back. The moment Lu Jinchu saw the figure from the back appeared, Lu Jinchu was stunned, and then his heart was beating non-stop, following the small fireworks on the ground.

The moment the clock struck 12 o'clock, Li Xia turned around and was caught off guard by Lu Jinchu's eyes that were about to cry in the video, with familiar eyebrows and eyes filled with tears.

It's been nine years, nine years have passed between them, it's been too long, there are thousands of mountains and rivers, and countless oceans.

Li Xia said: "Long time no see, when will you come back? I miss you very much."

Lu Jinchu's tears fell, just like that, rolling down silently, big ones rolled down his cheeks, every teardrop seemed to hit Lixia's heart, it hurt so much, like The whole body was in convulsive pain like a spasm.

Li Xia said: "I've been waiting for you, come back, okay?" Li Xia begged humbly, but Lu Jinchu didn't say anything.

"These years, I miss you very much, every day, every day, I am afraid that you will hate me, but every year I go to the temple and ask the Buddha not to forget me, am I mean?"

"I found out that I was wrong. It is impossible for me to live without you. I suppressed myself. I always thought that you must hate me to death. People like me are such a jerk. You deserve to go."

"I thought that if you had a good life, I would bless you from a distance and pray for you every year. It doesn't matter even if we don't see each other in the future, but those are not my real thoughts at all. I obviously want to be with you We will spend the rest of our lives together hand in hand.”

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

"I'm a bastard, I'm sorry for you, I can't abandon my grandparents, but I lost you, I'm so fucked."

……

Lixia's eyes were red as he spoke, and his voice choked up, "Jinchu, come back, come back, okay?"

Lu Jinchu just looked at Li Xia, without saying anything, the two of them just like this, without saying anything through the screen, looking at each other motionlessly, with your eyebrows in mine.

After a long time, the fireworks all over the ground had disappeared without a trace. Lu Jinchu spoke slowly, and said, "I never blamed you."

Li Xia burst into tears when he heard it. A 29-year-old man who was about to enter his thirties was crying like a child at this moment.

Lu Jinchu said, "Don't cry."

Li Xia said, "Come back, okay? Are you coming back?"

I forgot to say a thousand words, only this humble beg.

But Lu Jinchu shook his head, his eyes were red, he looked at Li Xia, and said nothing.

Li Xia panicked, "Are you still unwilling to forgive me?"

"No, I didn't blame you, I know, you are also very sad."

"Then why don't you come back?" Li Xia's eyes turned red, "Baby, I beg you, come back."

Lu Jinchu looked at Lixia for a long time, was silent, and then hung up the video.

Li Xia covered his eyes and cried, like a child who lost everything and broke down crying.

And thousands of miles away across the ocean, Lu Jinchu finally burst into tears, chanting over and over again, "Li Xia, Li Xia..."

He wanted to go back, really wanted to, but he couldn't.

Li Xia walked back along the lonely street in a daze, only the dim street lamps remained with him, illuminating the loneliness and coldness along the way.

When Li Xia returned home, he threw himself on the sofa, sunken deeply, closed his eyes but couldn't fall asleep, his mind was full of Lu Jinchu, all of his words, I didn't blame you, everything It was the picture of him shaking his head with red eyes.

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, when Lixia returned home, the first thing she did after seeing her grandparents was to kneel down with a plop, which shocked her grandparents greatly.

"what happened?"

Li Xia opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, grandpa and grandma, I'm sorry for you."

It took Lixia five months to go to all the places Lu Jinchu had been to. When he came back from Singapore for the last time, Lixia said in the video, I will always love you, God bless my lover, today and tomorrow will be forever pamper him.

Many people regret that Lixia spent so long time and energy, but in the end they still failed to catch up. Everyone is fighting for the protagonist, and many people even shouted on social platforms, come and chase me, I will definitely promise you with your body .

In April, when the sun was dappled, Li Xia suddenly saw a video.

On the streets of Japan, a person played the piano and sang, "God bless my love." The overly good-looking appearance attracted many people, and there were many people taking pictures around, and then someone uploaded the video to Youtube .

Li Xia could tell at a glance that it was Lu Jinchu. Li Xia was shocked and flew directly to Japan without hesitation.

In Tokyo, Japan, in a sushi restaurant, a good-looking man was eating sushi, with delicate eyebrows and eyes, and graceful movements. After a while, a man walked by.

"Hey, Lu, we meet again, we are really destined." The man was blond, tall and tall, a standard handsome foreign guy.

Lu Jinchu glanced at him, then his face turned cold, "Are you following me?"

The man smiled, "I'm chasing you."

Lu Jinchu glanced at him coldly, and said, "I told you, I have someone in my heart, so don't force me to turn against you."

The man said: "But in the past three years, he has never appeared by your side. Are you framing me?"

"I only have him in my heart, and no one else can do it. You don't have to waste your energy on me."

It can only be him, no one else can replace him.