subtle trapping

In June, the sun is scorching like fire, and summer is strong.

When Lu Jinchu found out that Gu Lixia was in a private control center, the water glass in Lu Jinchu's hand fell to the ground with a bang, and the glass shattered to the ground. Lu Jinchu lost all strength and fell to the ground, shaking and crying.

Lu Jinchu saw Gu Lixia on the monitoring screen, two months later, but it seemed almost impossible to recognize him. Lu Jinchu burst into tears, that was not his Lixia, his Lixia should not be like this.

Gu Lixia in the surveillance was sleeping on a simple little bed, his body was still trembling slightly, murmuring indistinctly as if he was talking about something, Lu Jinchu cried, "Go and see him, he must be sick... ..."

They can't see Gu Lixia, because it involves underground organizations and involves many aspects. They can only see this surveillance screen with their best efforts. Of course, no one will go to see Gu Lixia. In the eyes of these people, Gu Lixia Lixia's state at this time is not normal anymore.

It's easy to come in and difficult to get out, unless the family members who sent it in at the beginning paid to pick it up, Gu Lixia couldn't go out.

Lu Jinchu was out of her wits and was carried out by Chen Shen. She vomited as soon as she came out. She couldn't vomit anything but retched. It was so difficult to read, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying.

Lu Jinchu went to find his grandparents.

Grandpa and grandma refused to see her, so Lu Jinchu knelt in front of the door. Grandpa and grandma were afraid that the villagers would see the joke, so they dragged him into the house. Grandma was so angry that she said, "Why are you still here? Lixia is not here."

Lu Jinchu knelt in front of the two old men, cried and said: "It was my fault, I didn't wait for him, and I didn't look for him anymore, it's all my fault, he's not sick, it's all because of me, please help Let him come out, don't let him be tortured inside..."

Grandma's face was livid, and she turned away from him.

Lu Jinchu kowtowed heavily on the ground, "I beg you, I won't see him, and I won't see him anymore. Get him out, I'll go, I'll go, okay, I won't see him..." Tears flowed With her cheeks slipping down, Lu Jinchu broke down in tears.

Grandma and grandpa sent Lixia there without telling their family members. They didn't know how Lixia was treated there, and they just regarded it as regular medical treatment.

Grandma's face was very ugly, "How do you still know about Li Xia's news? You have been staring at him? Are you just waiting for Li Xia to go out to find you?"

Lu Jinchu quickly said: "No, I won't wait for him, and I won't look for him anymore, you guys rescue him, he's not sick, he's really not sick..."

Grandpa and grandma didn't know how to make a choice for a while, they didn't believe what Lu Jinchu said that Lixia was suffering inside, and they were dubious about Lu Jinchu's attitude, Lu Jinchu kept kneeling and kowtowing to them, constantly Said: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, Li Xia doesn't understand anything, it's all because of me, he's not sick, he's not sick at all..."

The June of that year was extremely hot, and people who were hot felt anxious, as if they were extremely anxious every second, and Er Bao was so hot that he only stuck out his tongue.

At the end of June, a torrential rain suddenly fell in this city, and the torrential rain poured out like a pour, watering the dry city.

It rained for three days in a row, clattering, whining, tactfully nostalgic.

Grandma made Gu Lixia his favorite big meat dumplings and pork rib soup, but Gu Lixia vomited as soon as he ate it. Grandma wiped her tears when she saw it, feeling sad and regretful.

On the day when Li Xia was picked up back then, grandma almost didn't recognize Li Xia when she saw him. At that time, Li Xia was so skinny and out of shape. Eyebrows are shrouded in haze, this is not going to treatment, it clearly looks like going to jail.

Grandma wiped her tears and said, "Lixia, my Eve...what's the matter? What's the matter?"

Li Xia's perception and perception of the outside world slowed down a bit, looked at grandma, and then slowly said: "I'm fine, don't cry."

After coming out from there, grandma felt guilty and gave Li Xia a lot of fish and meat every day to replenish her body, but Li Xia vomited whenever she ate meat, even soup, and couldn't eat anything.

Until one day, grandma saw Lixia who was eating raw vegetable leaves in the kitchen, and Lixia who was so hungry was eating vegetable leaves. Grandma froze on the spot and cried bitterly, "You're a sin..." Holding Lixia and crying, Lixia was In a daze, he chewed the vegetable leaves in his mouth, then spit them out, "I won't eat, don't cry."

In July, the remaining heat of summer sprinkled on the asphalt road, scorching hot.

Lu Jinchu sat in the car, silently looking at the passers-by, this is Gu Lixia's hometown, this is the entrance to the alley leading to Gu Lixia's house, but Lu Jinchu didn't have the courage to go in, he wanted to leave this place Before going to the city, take another look at Gu Lixia, even though he knows he can't see it at all, it's okay to breathe the same air as him.

Chen Shen looked at Lu Jinchu in the passenger seat and asked, "Are you really planning to get out of the car? There is a theater in the village today, and his grandparents have been called over. He is the only one at home..." Of course Chen Shen I have already inquired about everything.

Lu Jinchu shook his head, but his eyes kept looking at the entrance of the alley. Chen Shen accompanied Lu Jinchu, the air conditioner in the car was blowing cold wind, and the bright sun outside the window was shining brightly.

There is an annual temple fair in the village today. Both adults and children are very happy. It is a lively scene. Everyone gathers in the square at the head of the village. There are relatively few people on the streets at the entrance of the alley. With marshmallows and other treats, it's so lively that you chase after me.

Lu Jinchu watched in a daze, motionless, as if he had fallen asleep.

After a while, a dog suddenly ran out of the street, Lu Jinchu was taken aback for a moment, rubbed his eyes in disbelief, to make sure he read it right, and then became nervous.

Gu Lixia was originally studying at home today. He took a break from school for half a semester and missed a lot of courses. Fortunately, the teacher made arrangements for him at the school. He only needs to make up for the exam next semester. It's too hot outside He didn't want to go out, and he didn't like to join in the fun and watch a big show, but Er Bao was very happy today, and dragged him out with joy.

Lixia's legs are not very good, and this is also the problem that fell down there. He kneeled and whipped for a long time, and was insulted by others without self-esteem. There are obvious marks and scars from being burned, which are ugly, but there are actually more on the body.

Lixia didn’t plan to go out today, oh, in fact, it should be said that Lixia seldom goes out, whenever he sees strangers, he will have a stress reaction, reflex nausea, and his face will be very ugly. Okay, so don't let him go out either.

Lixia was too hot at home, so he wore shorts, and was lying under the grape trellis for a nap, when Erbao made a fuss and dragged him out. It panicked, that's why it made such a fuss.

Li Xia was afraid of meeting someone on the road, but fortunately, he didn't meet anyone on the way out, but only met a few children playing around, Li Xia relaxed and didn't come out for a long time, this time when he came out, Li Xia dangled slowly Walking, standing under the big tree at the entrance of the alley, blowing the wind, Erbao hummed at his feet.

Lu Jinchu looked at Gu Lixia, who was ten meters away, and burst into tears. He covered his mouth desperately, for fear that he would cry out. He stared at that familiar figure motionlessly, feeling extremely heartbroken.

Thin, too thin, you can even see the ribs under the short sleeves, where there used to be thin abdominal muscles, with the most familiar and wonderful touch of Lu Jinchu...

Tears flowed out, uncontrollably.

Li Xia seemed to have grown taller again, because he was thin, so he was very tall. Lu Jinchu was so distressed that he wanted to hug him.

Li Xia's hair seems to have grown too, and his bangs fell down, covering his eyebrows, with an inexplicable sense of distance and melancholy.

Lixia's knees had obvious bulges, and his thin legs poked straight there.

Lu Jinchu was out of breath from crying, staring at it without blinking, Chen Shen silently handed him a tissue.

Er Bao rubbed against Li Xia's leg, Li Xia lowered his head, there was a clear smile in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth were stiff and lifeless, he couldn't smile anymore.

Lu Jinchu broke down and cried loudly, Chen Shen opened the car window a small gap, and the summer heat rushed in immediately.

After a while, Er Bao suddenly stood up and looked towards Lu Jinchu's car, making a gesture to run towards this side. Across the asphalt road, Li Xia quickly grabbed the rope in his hand, fearing that Er Bao would accidentally be caught by the car. The car was hit.

Er Bao hummed and was very anxious, Li Xia looked over there suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

Seeing Li Xia's gaze, Lu Jinchu quickly leaned back to avoid Li Xia's sight. Although Chen Shen's car was covered with a film, he couldn't see clearly what was going on inside the car from Gu Lixia's distance.

But Lu Jinchu didn't dare, didn't dare to let Li Xia see him, couldn't tell why, but just didn't dare, and agreed not to disturb him.

Li Xia didn't see anything, so naturally he didn't understand why Er Bao hummed, and rubbed Er Bao's head with his body, "What's wrong with you?"

Erbao yelled at the car a few times, Lu Jinchu turned sideways, covered his eyes and cried, Chen Shen didn't say anything, and silently handed him a tissue.

Lixia followed Erbao's line of sight and saw a car parked on the side of the road. Lixia felt puzzled, but Erbao was still barking non-stop. Lixia thought about it, so he took Erbao and walked over.

Lu Jinchu grabbed the seat belt and begged Chen Shen in a low voice: "Go, hurry up."

Chen Shen was taken aback, started the car, slid the steering wheel, the car turned around slowly, Li Xia was still approaching step by step, Lu Jinchu didn't dare to look out the window.

The car made an arc and turned around smoothly, but Li Xia saw the people in the car in an instant.

The rope in his hand fell, Er Bao chased the car and ran and shouted, Li Xia lost all his strength and felt like vomiting reflexively, but a name gradually became clear in his mind.

"Lu Jinchu..." Li Xia murmured, the moment his name crossed his throat, a sense of dizziness and vomiting surged up, Li Xia supported the big tree beside him and retched, his head was dizzy, and he slid down the big tree , for a split second

Lu Jinchu covered her eyes and cried, telling herself silently in her heart, don't look back, don't look back, you can't look back.

Can't go back.