learning to be human every day

Whether to soak in hot springs or not, anyway, Lu Yuanfei is a meat bun and beats a dog so don't even think about leaving, Xia Yun wants to stick his eyes to him, and when he sees him standing up, he shows an expression of being abandoned by a heartless man.

Lu Yuanfei packed the tableware without changing his face, and asked Ms. Chen to go home to rest and come back to change shifts at noon.

Ms. Chen was tired from guarding all night, so she didn't give in to him, told her son to be obedient and not to cause trouble for the boss, and quickly left with the thermos.

There were only the two of them left in the ward, Xia Yun narrowed his eyes with a smile, and hooked his fingers at Lu Yuanfei: "Brother, the hospital has waterproof stickers."

Anyway, he wants to soak in the hot springs and his boyfriend. If you don't believe it, Lu Yuanfei can clean up his six senses and make his four senses empty.

Lu Yuanfei helped him shake the head of the bed, let him sit comfortably, rubbed his head, and said with a low smile, "I'm used to you."

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was only pampered and proud in front of his brother Lu, he was obedient and danced, and always had a sense of incompatibility and alienation in front of others, so his first reaction was to find brother Lu when he suffered a loss. His brother drove over overnight, and he was so moved that he wanted to express his deep love for Lu brother with practical actions.

"Then I've booked a hotel!" Xia Yun operated with one hand, his fingertips flying like flying fingers, fearing that he would go back on his word, and reminded him ferociously that there is no refund for cancellations during the Spring Festival, so don't disappoint your mother-in-law's kindness.

"I'll be discharged from the hospital after the infusion in the afternoon, and then we'll drive directly to Xishan Manor." Xia Yun planned the itinerary excitedly, raised the corners of his eyes and teased Lu Yuanfei, and asked seriously, "Is the big bed room or the standard room?" ?”

Lu Yuanfei couldn't stop laughing, and couldn't take his hands off his head.

"I'm late." He collected himself, moved his hand reluctantly, and looked at the short hair on the head of the little coach, "You were a little depressed before the holiday. What are you holding on to, which makes you lose your temper?" Children can't handle it?"

Obviously before, it was easy to handle, and cleaning up Jin Zhen and his ilk was like making mud.

Xia Yun was stunned for a moment, remembering their previous cold war that lasted less than 10 minutes, and ended with him pounced on him to be a koala. The reason was that Lu Yuanfei took down the pectin factory on his own initiative without consulting him. The old site.

This incident made him very depressed, he was often lost, absent-minded, and had no intention of dealing with relatives and friends. If he hadn't been dazzled by longing, he wouldn't have slipped onto the balcony without a coat, and let the brats get bored for nothing. There is a loophole.

After being wronged, he ran away without any hope.

"I just miss you so much!" Xia Yun said softly and coquettishly, trying to get away with it, but Lu Yuanfei refused to let him go easily, his eyes were burning, and he felt guilty and short of breath. He lowered his head cowardly, and mumbled: " I am afraid."

Lu Yuanfei never thought that the little ancestor he was holding in his hand for fear of not pampering him enough would be worried about gains and losses, so he pinched his chin and forced him to raise his head to look at him: "What are you afraid of?"

There was a layer of haze over the usually flying and jumping face, with worries and thoughts, and water vapor in the clear eyes, Xia Yunze's eye circles were red, and his voice was as thin as a mosquito: "I'm afraid I'm not good enough for you."

"Nonsense!" Lu Yuanfei frowned into a pimple, calm and pretentious, "You are so free at the end of the year that you have the energy to think wildly? Why don't you say that I, an ordinary person, is not worthy of your golden branches and jade leaves?"

Is he really angry?Xia Yun raised his eyes, looked at him timidly, and muttered in a low voice: "No, no, I'm not as good as a phoenix that sheds hair..."

"Shut up!" Lu Yuanfei didn't want to talk to him about such inexplicable questions, so he simply and rudely asked him to stop comparing.

In case he gets angry and holds down the little coach in the ward to do something inappropriate.

Xia Yun reflexively wanted to draw a zipper for his mouth, but he accidentally pulled the needle, causing a "hiss" in pain. Lu Yuanfei quickly pressed his hand, and found that the needle had run out, and the back of his hand quickly swelled into a steamed bun.

He pressed the beeper to call the nurse, with a gloomy face as if the whole world owed him [-] yuan. Xia Yun was in pain and aggrieved, and endured until the nurse left, then burst into tears and began to cry.

Something will happen if you infuse fluid, Brother Lu really despises him...

He sank into mournful self-pity, and at the same time hated his own sentimental nature.

Everyone likes Little Sun, who has the patience to coax a melancholy hypocrite?

Lu Yuanfei was softened by his crying, stretched out his hand to rub him into his arms, and sighed softly: "Don't underestimate yourself, don't you know how good you are?"

"I'm not good at all..." Xia Yun buried his face in his clothes, let out a muffled mournful voice, "You took such a big risk to invest, but I can't understand you, support you, or I always want to pour cold water on you... I can't be a good wife, I'm just a drag..."

Lu Yuanfei was so angry at his childish words that he wanted to bite him.

"What's the big deal?" He patted the little coach's tense back, gradually relaxing the stiff muscles, "I won't really let you sleep with me in the bridge hole."

Xia Yun shook his head vigorously, and resolutely clarified his position that he never dislikes the poor and loves the rich: "I am not afraid of incurring debts, but I am afraid that I will disagree with your ideals and drift away..."

He was immersed in his brain, and started humming again. Lu Yuanfei couldn't coax him, so he stuck to his ear, with a helpless tone of compromise: "Don't cry, it's not your problem."

Xia Yun raised his head, wiped away the tears on his face, and looked at him pitifully. Lu Yuanfei was a little embarrassed, hesitated again and again, and finally revealed his heart to his eyes: "Yun Ze, I am the one who is afraid."

Xia Yunze had an expression of being insulted in IQ, crying all over his face and not forgetting to open his mouth to say rainbow fart: "You are not allowed to slander my brother like this, my brother Lu is not afraid of anything, dare to go to the moon and go to the ocean to catch turtles. "

How to keep yourself from laughing while wiping people's tears is really a technical job.

Lu Yuanfei turned his gaze to the back of his swollen hands, reminding himself to be a human being and not to lose control.

"Brother..." Xia Yun saw his soft heart, hit the snake with the stick, and tried to pretend to be pitiful, "I only have you, don't want me."

Lu Yuanfei sighed, realizing that he might have made a serious mistake.

He shouldn't use love as a barrier to indulge or even cultivate Xia Yunze's sense of dependence on him. No matter how much he loves someone, he has no right to make him a prison, hide in a narrow greenhouse, and numb himself with peace of mind.

He didn't even dare to imagine, if Xia Yunze lost him, whether Xia Yunze's fragile heart that had not experienced wind and rain would survive.

Xia Yunze is sensitive, clingy, and lacks independence, he knows all of this, but he is reluctant to let go, let alone throw him out for training.

A soft heart wants to cultivate a shell like a copper wall and an iron wall. God knows how much pain it will bear and how much blood will be cooled in this process.

What's more, Xia Yun is completely cut off from the past, wandering and having no support, only himself is left, how can he bear to let this rough world grind him down?

He can only do what he can to provide him with more protection, and even foolishly try to build a high wall to protect him from the wind and rain.

But he was wrong, no matter how meticulously he protects, Xia Yun will still encounter setbacks, he can't enjoy the sunshine and rain while avoiding the wind and frost swords, light and shadow are always two sides of one body, inseparable.

Endless pity and doting will only harm him.

However, with Xia Yunze's eyes glistening with tears, what principle, what position, what should be the far-reaching plan...all were thrown out of the blue. He just wanted to protect his baby in his arms and let him live forever. Carefree and safe from all harm.

He loves too deeply, it is hard to get back, knowing that it is impossible, but he is determined to go his own way.

Just because he couldn't afford to lose his loved one again.

"I'm too selfish." Lu Yuanfei stroked his shoulder and murmured, "It's my fault for making you feel like I'm the only one."

Admitting this was harder than he'd imagined, and saying it didn't lessen his guilt one iota.

Soul torture can certainly find problems, but it doesn't know where to start to solve them.

Xia Yun was distracted by the pain in his eyes, at first he was puzzled, then suddenly realized.

Lu Yuanfei has not woken up from that nightmare more than ten years ago, and a part of his soul is still lost in the tunnel where his parents died.

He threw himself into the military camp as if in exile, and reborn himself in a way that he did not hesitate to die. Under his incomparable appearance, there were unhealed wounds hidden. He didn't want to lose any more, so he didn't give anyone a chance to start. By mistake, he met his destiny—crossing thousands of years, falling into his arms like a meteor.

It is doom, but also redemption.

Not without hesitation, but finally unable to hold back the surging desire in his chest, he stretched out his hand without hesitation, and caught the hot shooting star.

He has been walking alone in the dark for too long, wanting light, warmth, and a little bit of sweetness that will comfort his whole life.

He forgot that the stars should not only belong to him, but also belong to all those who look up at the starry sky, and the stars should not only belong to him, but should also own the whole world.

Narrow and isolated emotions are like walking on a steel wire between cliffs, and the slightest disturbance will shatter people to pieces.

Xia Yun, on the other hand, understood his pain and anxiety. While being moved, his heart ached like twists and turns. He stroked his sharp and handsome face with one hand, and said softly, "What can I do to make you worry about me."

Lu Yuanfei was afraid of losing, and he was also afraid of being lost. He was no longer an indestructible steel warrior. He exposed his weaknesses clearly, together with his selfishness and unreasonableness. However, Xia Yun not only did not retreat, but instead Love him even more.

Xia Yun leaned forward, and lightly tapped his forehead, the fear in his heart disappeared, the tears on his face were still wet, and he had already returned to his high spirits.

Lu Yuanfei found the crux of the matter, so let him solve the problem.

"The world is good, but you are better."

The two people's foreheads touched, their breaths blended, their heartbeats echoed each other, and their souls resonated.

"Together, we will get better and better."