learning to be human every day

With one day off on New Year's Day and the weekend off, a three-day holiday is enough for people to take a short-distance trip.

It's cold outside, the snow hasn't disappeared, natural scenic spots are either closed or partially open, ski resorts, amusement parks, complexes, and charming towns around the city are welcoming a lot of tourists, it's hard to get tickets for movie theaters, and hotel prices are also low. As the tide rises, all boats go up.

However, the traffic exploded elsewhere, while Huangshi's staff gradually thinned out.

Usually, weekends are full and full. When we get together for a long holiday, everyone is still used to going out and wandering. Even if you don’t pursue poetry and distant places, it’s good to eat, drink and shop in the mall. Few people will stay in the gym without changing their original intentions. .

Most of the employees are on vacation, and only a few who don't plan to go out to play stay on duty in the gym. Jin Zhen insists on taking Huangshi as his home, and refuses to go back during the holidays. Xia Yun transfers a sum of pocket money to him, pats His shoulders let him go to dinner with his colleagues at night, and eat and have fun, and the hygiene of the more than 1000 square meters during the holidays will be entrusted to him.

Auntie Cleaning is going to be on vacation, and the workload of the little boy will increase sharply in the next three days. I hope he won't cry and call his mother to love me again.

His parents' train arrived at nine o'clock in the evening, so there was plenty of time after get off work. Xia Yun dragged his boss to the supermarket, bought ingredients and wanted to show him off at home, so as to comfort him for the hard work of driving during the long vacation but not being able to make out.

His knife skills were still far behind, so he bought the sliced ​​fatty beef rolls and made tomato fatty beef soup, soft tofu with minced meat and broccoli in oyster sauce. It was simple, quick and not easy to make mistakes.

Lu Yuanfei fought around him, one command and one movement, obedient and easy to use, but it was a bit annoying to get tired of leaning over to hug him from time to time.

It was only seven o'clock after eating and drinking, and Xia Yun came out of the shower. Lu Yuanfei had already tidied up the kitchen. After entering the bathroom, a voice came out from the half-hidden door: "Go to bed and wait."

Although a little farewell is better than a newlywed, but before the little farewell, you still have to seize all the time to enjoy the newlywed life.

Xia Yun blushed and got under the quilt, listening to the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, he was lazily like a butterfly before the raindrops fell, its wings were stained with water vapor, it was weak and lost in emotion.

The sound of the water stopped quickly, and a powerful breath enveloped him, and the storm came as promised.

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was lying on the co-pilot with his backpack on his shoulders, full of sadness about parting, as if he was going to be dispatched thousands of miles away.

Lu Yuanfei couldn't comprehend his pathos of life and death. He was like a child who was forced into kindergarten by his parents when he started school. He almost rolled on the floor and cried loudly.

"Be happy, don't let the second elder think that I bullied you." Lu Yuanfei glanced at his depressed expression, and said with a smile: "It's really the water thrown by the married son. As for the worry?"

You know what a fart!Shut up, okay?

Xia Yun didn't bother to talk to him, and turned to look at the street trees covered with colorful lights outside.

He was so excited just now, and he didn't know what nonsense he said, but now the lingering charm of his body is still there, but his head has completely calmed down, and he frowned and began to recall, the memory is quite visual, and when he thinks about it, he feels blushing and heartbeat, ashamed and annoyed .

He felt like a piece of poorly boiled dumpling wrapper, full of flaws, leaking filling everywhere, if he went to act in a spy movie, he probably wouldn’t survive half an episode, but he still gritted his teeth and pretended to be pitiful. Relying on Brother Lu's tenderness, he just doesn't care about him.

This clear sense of separation often makes him at a loss. Even in the most intimate moments, he feels like an airtight membrane is separated between the two.

...is psychological, not physical.

Xia Yun rubbed the center of his brows, peeped at his boyfriend's handsome and focused profile through the reflection of the car window, and sighed silently.

He wanted to abandon the past and devote himself wholeheartedly, but there was another voice in his heart repeatedly asking: Which past do you want to abandon?

The 16 years of his previous life have been annihilated in the dust of history, but he personally experienced the four seasons, morning and evening, as clear as yesterday, and the stagnant breath in the palace wall has long been integrated into his flesh and bones, carving out his personality and temperament, which is the essence of his life. At the beginning, it was also a memory he could never forget.

It's just that this memory stopped abruptly when he was 16 years old, and he came back from the dead. He split time and space, and grafted into an ordinary fitness trainer thousands of years later.

He occupied this person's body, replaced his identity, and took over his relationships and past, even though he knew nothing about those pasts and could only piece together fleeting impressions from other people's memories.

Reason told him that he should tighten his tail, be cautious, carry out the identity of the original owner to the end, enjoy an ordinary life in a comfortable and safe small space, don't wear gangs, don't make trouble, and don't mess around.

Even if his life is cut and pieced together, as nondescript as a crane cloak and a suit.

As long as he bites him to death and refuses to admit it, no one will think that he is an airborne soldier. Even if he dares to say such an unbelievable thing, who would dare to believe it?

But there was always a fire burning deep in his heart, which could not be extinguished, ready to move, which made him restless.

He wanted Brother Lu to have an unmistakable insight into his life, and to empathize with his situation.

He wanted Brother Lu to look at his soul affectionately, instead of the fitness trainer who was in his body but had nothing to do with him.

He wants to be Brother Lu's princess.

Even if it is not perfect, it is unique and irreplaceable.

The warm air from the air conditioner was fully turned on, making people's faces flushed red, and a few drops of fine sweat emerged from the tip of their noses.

Xia Yun pressed his forehead against the window glass in frustration to cool down his feverish head.

After all, he is a cowardly and indifferent person, who has robbed others of their fate, but still has the extravagant dream of being alone.

If Brother Lu knew the truth, would he despise his past life, which was neither male nor female?Would you despise him for being selfish, greedy and shameless?

The more Xia Yun thought about it, the more frightened he became. Although the car was hot, his hands and feet were icy cold. He repeatedly fantasized about the scene where Lu Yuanfei broke up with him in a masochistic manner, and soon tortured himself until his eyes turned red and tears rolled down his face.

A hand stretched over to cover his head, Lu Yuanfei was surprised when he saw his weeping expression, and asked, "Is it time to see my parents, are you so excited?"

Xia Yun sniffed, and unconsciously rubbed against his palm, his eyes were wet, like a little milk dog longing for his master's affection.

Who is excited?I am sad, okay, you are a heartless man who has always been chaotic and has always given up!

He took a deep breath, and secretly despised himself for being too involved in the drama, and he even blamed himself on the son-in-law for nothing.

Xia Yun extinguished the hot little flames in his heart, and smiled at Lu Yuanfei: "I'm a little excited, is it almost here?"

Whether it's humble or hypocritical, if he wants to keep Lu Yuanfei, he can only do his best to play what the other party thinks he should be, to please this person he puts on top of his heart and can't be poached away by a thousand cuts.

In the past, it was as if he died yesterday, but Xia Yun showed the courage of a strong man breaking his wrists, and bid farewell to the first half of his life with tears in his eyes.

Even if Lu Yuanfei was blind, he could tell that he was clearly at a loss but wanted to force a smile and wanted to say something, but the car behind hurriedly honked his horn, so he rubbed the little coach's head carelessly, and followed the car in front of him to enter the parking lot field.

"Either I'll park the car and you get off at the door to pick up someone first?" He looked at how little time was left and made a more reasonable suggestion.

Xia Yun froze for a moment, and said uncomfortably, "Let's go together, I'm afraid I won't be able to find your car."

This ghostly place is designed with nine turns and eighteen turns, and he has never been there once. Getting lost is a minor issue, but showing cowardice is a major issue!

In order to dispel Lu Yuanfei's doubts, he threw a substandard wink, lowered his voice, and said softly, "I want to stay with you for a while!"

Forget it, first pretend to be a filial son to get through the test, and wait until the parents are sent away, and then continue to deal with Brother Lu.

Lu Yuanfei usually likes him the most, but now he has some indigestion, and he just tastes the taste of saccharin from the sweet air.

Forget it, let him go first, wait until the short holiday is over, and then settle the settlement with him slowly.

The two people with different thoughts looked at each other and smiled, and drove into the underground parking lot.

The train arrived on time. Ms. Chen walked in front with two small bags, looking around, and Lao Xia followed closely behind with a trolley case on which were hung large and small bags of souvenirs. After meeting at the station, Lu Yuanfei consciously helped While carrying the luggage, Ms. Chen was overjoyed and gave Xia Yunze a bear hug when she came up.

"My son is even more handsome!" She patted Xia Yunze's chest, turning him into a telegraph pole on the spot, so stiff that he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

He had seen young mothers hugging and kissing their infants with extreme intimacy, and felt nothing but envy. Now that Ms. Chen hugged her in the street, he was so embarrassed that he wanted to hang on the street lamp to shake his goose bumps.

Although it was extremely awkward, it wasn't as repulsive as he expected, instead it was not so unfamiliar, and there was still a bit of unexplainable soreness in his chest.

Don't be shot by her for internal injuries...

He called out "Mom" dully, and started to think wildly again. Ms. Chen took his arm and chattered excitedly as she walked out: "Son, you are much more elegant than before. Thanks to Mr. Lu's care, I Look at the complexion is also very bright."

"Xiao Xia has a good living habit." Lu Yuanfei glanced at him with a smile, "Don't be so alien, auntie, just call me Xiao Lu."

"Pfft!" Xia Yun was overly nervous and laughed out loud, thinking that Brother Lu was so big, and the name "Little Deer" was so cute that it made people's liver tremble.

As a result, his mother elbowed him and beat him until his liver trembled.

"What are you smirking at?" Ms. Chen said angrily. If the sky doesn't fall on Fang Jiewa, don't spoil him."

Xia Yun looked up to the sky and sighed, feeling that this dutiful son and virtuous grandson would soon be unable to continue acting.

The son of the original owner is also miserable, the one picked up in the garbage dump or given away as a phone bill?

Lu Yuanfei raised his hand to cover his lips and coughed lightly, suppressing his gushing smile. He was teaching his children in public, but he couldn't take advantage of the situation. He still had some emotional intelligence, so he retorted: "Xiao Xia is obedient and sensible, who would be willing to Hit him?"

Brother Lu who knows me, Xia Yunze finally had a smile on his face, secretly proud, and said: "Of course, our family is all about convincing people with reasoning..."

He didn't even put a smear of makeup on his face, his mother couldn't wait to dismantle his desk——

"Stop pretending!" Ms. Chen laughed loudly, and slapped him on the shoulder, "You kid has broken countless feather dusters since you were young. Why are you pretending to be good now, lest Xiao Lu laugh at you?"

Xia Yun's shoulders slumped, his heart trembled, and he stole a glance at Lu Yuanfei.

The latter remained calm, looked at him meaningfully, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't laugh at you."

Xia Yun's back felt cold, as if someone had stuffed a snow dumpling, and slid along the spine all the way to the tailbone. In the unspeakable sourness, he understood Lu Yuanfei's subtext——

I'm not kidding you.

I will take good care of you.