wish bear gift

In the dark evening, the empty school and the windy eighth-floor rooftop always give people bad associations.Wen Xi controlled his strength and opened the iron door at the top of the stairs, and Ke Xiangran walked out first.

The two stopped not far from the edge of the roof, looked at the figure sitting on the parapet with their backs to them, and exchanged a look.

"Hi." Ke Xiangran walked aside and spoke to the man in the wind, "Which class are you in, and what are you doing here?"

The man turned his head, his face could not be seen clearly against the light, only he raised his arm and wiped his eyes.

"Do you know me?" Ke Xiangran continued, "I'm Ke Xiangran. What's your name?"

The man looked at Ke Xiangran, seemed a little surprised, and hesitated to answer.But this time was enough, Wen Xi, who walked quietly behind him, stretched out his arm with a look on his face.

"Ah?!" Amid the frightened cry of the man, Ke Xiangran ran forward and dragged him down together with Wen Xi.

The person sitting on the ground next to the fence knew it was an Omega at a glance. His face was full of wet tears, and he looked at the two people in front of him in surprise, looking very scared.

Ke Xiangran changed his gentle attitude before, frowning and crossing his chest in displeasure, he asked, "Say! Why are you crying?"

Ke Xiangran, who was in the worst mood, bumped into the muzzle of the gun... A subtle sympathy appeared in Wen Xi's heart, and he stood silently aside, restraining his sense of existence.

"Woo..." The Omega on the ground choked on Ke Xiangran's fright, and replied aggrievedly: "I failed the exam today, and I don't want to go home..."

Wen Xi's heart tightened, and she subconsciously looked at Ke Xiangran.I saw him stunned for a moment, and suddenly let out an unbelievable breath: "Huh?"

It seemed that it was too funny, Ke Xiangran couldn't help laughing, and then took a step closer to Omega, with a confused and mocking tone: "You have only failed the exam a few times, do you have the right to feel that life is difficult?" ? According to you, I, who is recognized as a waste, should have died a long time ago?"

This sentence was a bit heavy, Wen Xi was stunned for a moment, and resisted not interrupting.

Omega, who was sitting on the ground, shrank her feet, and replied cautiously with a crying voice: "That's not what I meant..."

"I don't care if you mean it or not, I don't care! Don't you just feel that you failed the test and lost confidence?" Ke Xiangran interrupted him, and raised his voice, "If you don't have confidence, look for it from me! If others say that you Let them come and see me!"

Wen Xi lost his voice when he heard the words, and Omega completely stopped crying, and the two stared at Ke Xiangran in a daze.

"When you feel that you don't have the confidence to continue, just listen to my deeds from elementary school to high school, and I depended on spending money to get into higher education, and you will know that you are actually very lucky." Ke Xiangran didn't seem to realize what he said Surprising words, continue to stare into Omega's eyes and say.

"Who doesn't have a few times when the pain is so painful that you want to end it? But the illness in your heart can only be cured by yourself. We pulled you down today, but who knows what will happen tomorrow? If you don't find a way to be strong One point, there is no way to go on.”

"Don't do this kind of thing again——" After speaking a long paragraph, Ke Xiangran's mood calmed down a lot. He stretched out his right hand to the Omega on the ground, and said seriously: "The prerequisite for a miracle to happen is to be alive."

The amount of information in this passage is a bit too much.Wen Xi subconsciously took a step back to give them space, and at the same time glanced downstairs with mixed feelings in her heart.

Then he froze.

"Thank you, but..." Omega on the ground had completely stopped crying, he handed Ke Xiangran his hand in fear, and then explained weakly: "Well... I don't want to live, I just... Let the wind blow here..."

"..."

Ke Xiangran's expression was a little confused for a moment.

"Ke Xiangran." Wen Xi said with difficulty, "Because of the angle, we didn't see it just now. Outside this parapet... there is a platform."

Ke Xiangran stood still for two seconds, then suddenly dropped Omega's hand indifferently.

"Ke..." An alarm sounded in Wen Xi's mind, and he stepped forward to stop him: "Ke Xiangran! Calm down! Xinru! Stop the water!"

"You're sick!" Ke Xiangran was blocked by Wen Xi's body, he was so excited that he jumped up and down, and cursed: "What a fart! Get out of here! Next time you dare to sit here..."

He took a breath and roared out:

"I'll push you down—!"

At the gate of the school, watching Omega leave after being scared and crying by Ke Xiangran, Wen Xi turned around and said, "Does your throat hurt? Let me buy you a bottle of water."

"...No need." Ke Xiangran's expression was dull, and he took out a new water glass from his schoolbag, "My mother hasn't finished the tea she made."

It's already a holiday, and tonight's condition is not suitable for tutoring.Wen Xi insisted on taking Ke Xiangran home, and the two walked slowly side by side on the road.

After what happened just now, Ke Xiangran looked a little sleepy, so that the invisible thorns all over his body seemed to hang down limply.

He was silent for a long time, then suddenly sighed and said, "My brother will go home tomorrow."

Wen Xi looked at his profile with some doubts, hesitating how to answer the question.But Ke Xiangran didn't seem to intend to talk, but continued to talk to himself: "Since he was in junior high school, he seldom goes home. He only sees each other during the winter and summer vacations...because I have me at home."

Wen Xi, who is also an older brother, was a little surprised: "Why do you say that?"

Ke Xiangran was quiet for a while, and then slowly said: "We used to have a good relationship...but since I went to school, this family has become more and more unhappy."

Wen Xi was thoughtful.

"You know my brother is very good, don't you? Then try to think about it. When celebrating my brother's No. 1, you have to take care of me who is next to me who is taking the duck egg test. How does it feel?" He smiled a little embarrassedly, but that The smile quickly faded away.

"Gradually, there will be no more medals at home, and no more celebrations for my brother." He murmured, "I don't want to, but even if they hide in the room, they can't be happy ..."

"When I went out to meet relatives and friends, when someone came to interview my elder brother, and when I attended parent-teacher meetings... After all these years, I know better than anyone else that I am the only 'regret' in this family."

Wen Xi's heart twitched fiercely, and she tried hard to retort: ​​"Your parents love you very much."

As an Omega, he is given all the opportunities to go to school, and the daily tea in the cup is enough to illustrate this point. Ke Xiangran nodded without denying it, and said lightly: "Yes. But if I am a good-for-nothing all my life, this love Where can I go?"

"Brother or teacher, everyone left me in the end... You must be trying to find a way to get rid of me quickly—" Ke Xiangran smiled, looked at Wen Xi's hesitant expression, and said in a firm tone:

"I said that although I'm not smart, I'm not a fool either."

"..."

An inexplicable emotion gurgled out of Wen Xi's heart, as if it was guilt, guilt, or a different kind of impulse.

Ke Xiangran looked at the lights of tall buildings in the distance, his round black pupils flickered: "I often think that life will be much easier if I give up. But... if I give up myself, there will be no one in this world Expected from me."

He spoke more and more quietly, until it was almost out of breath: "...I was afraid of that, so I never admitted that I couldn't do it, but—" His breath was a little unsteady, and he took a breath before he could continue, " But it turns out that being stubborn doesn't work, I just—”

"Ke Xiangran." Wen Xi suddenly stopped, and interrupted: "If you say something you will regret, it's better not to say it."

Ke Xiangran's shoulders trembled slightly, he also stopped, and turned to look at Wen Xi: "...how are you sure that I will regret it."

"Because..." That hot emotion rushed into her throat this time, Wen Xi said in a deep voice, "Because I decided to join the team that believes in Ke Xiangran."

"—The people who had expectations for you have now become two."

"..." Ke Xiangran looked at Wen Xi in surprise, as if he wanted to find traces of a joke on his face, and said without blinking, "I've also drank a lot of chicken soup for the soul."

Wen Xi had already made a brand new decision before he spoke. He looked into Ke Xiangran's eyes seriously and told him: "Compared with chicken soup for the soul, what you need now is a tranquilizer."

"Your hard work will not be in vain. The question types you have memorized will definitely come in handy. But if we want to really reach the passing level, we still have some roads to go. You worked very hard, and you have skills that ordinary people can't show. Perseverance, it's just that we are both too eager. So this holiday I will give you a brand new plan, there will not be many tasks, your main goal is to calm down and let yourself take a rest first."

"What do you think?" he asked earnestly for advice.

Ke Xiangran listened to him with his face upturned, but didn't respond for a moment.In the cool night of early winter, only the sound of shallow breathing floated between the two of them.

After a long while, Ke Xiangran suddenly smiled, sweeping away the haze just now, he seemed a little naughty.

"I'll tell you some good news." He said with frowned eyebrows, "I think your speech just now can be scored [-] points."

Unexpectedly, Wen Xi felt that he heard it wrong, and slightly lowered his head, he replied in doubt: "Really?"

"Really." Ke Xiangran nodded.

"What's the bonus item?" Wen Xi asked a little surprised, "Can you highlight the key points?"

This question made Ke Xiangran overjoyed, he replied "I don't know", then ran two steps forward with a smile, humming a song and set off on the way home again.

Wen Xi followed behind, looking at the brisk walking figure in front of him, a smile could not help but appear on the corner of his mouth, and then quietly disappeared.

This is Ke Xiangran, who looks optimistic and strong, and will be so happy just because of a word from others. Just now, he clenched his fists on the rooftop, stood stubbornly against the wind, and told a stranger, "Everyone has a few times When the pain is so painful that it wants to end."

At that moment, I, who had been watching coldly through a glass, broke into a brand new world unexpectedly, and encountered a scarred but always hot heart.

That fresh heat was like a small flame, using Ke Xiangran's eyes as the medium, burning all the way to Wen Xi's heart.The flame jumped, burning a certain stubborn thread invisible to the naked eye... The sign of fate hanging in his heart, the pointer quietly deviated from the original direction.

Ke Xiangran turned his head and waved goodbye to him with his back to the large warm orange lights.The first semester is over.

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Author: Can Ranran say such smooth words?