wish bear gift

"I don't want to accept the result of my brother's differentiation, so depressed that I secretly complain in the postscript, it's too helpless!"

Ke Xiangran not only laughed by himself, but also laughed together with Wen Xi who was suffering.

"And this one, the style of the epilogue is different from the others, and there are several inexplicable foreign languages... This one is actually accompanied by a photo, but it's a pity that the hat is so pressed that you can't see your face, so embarrassingly handsome, junior high school student ?"

...It is indeed a junior high school student.

Wen Xi was forced to appreciate several wonderful speeches of his own, and secretly lamented that the decision not to reveal his face photo was really wise-who knew that there would be Ke Xiangran in this world who discovered black history by accident, and even in front of his own face Odd person who laughs?

"This person must be very worried. Occasionally he wants to speak more lively, but finds that he doesn't know how to use words and can only rely on the helplessness of a search engine. It's really funny..."

"..."

It must be the first time for Ke Xiangran to share his discovery with others, and he is not as enthusiastic as usual.While teasing, he sorted out those few books that were published in earlier years, and then restrained the smile on his face, and sighed:

"But these were discovered a long time ago. There are fewer and fewer interesting things in the future, and I can't find anything anymore, so I didn't renew the subscription."

…Who would have thought that one of the sales of federal-level academic journals would be unsubscribed on the grounds of "can't find easter eggs".Wen Xi's mood was extremely complicated.

"By the way, when I first discovered this, I thought about writing to him!" Ke Xiangran was very interested, and didn't intend to change the subject, and made more speeches that surprised Wen Xi. "It's a pity that the magazine replied that this person is hidden in a special protection status and won't give me his email address."

"I don't know what special protection an uncle has." He complained with prejudice.

Uncles may not need special information protection, but minors do.Wen Xi coughed, and asked Ke Xiangran curiously: "Are you going to write to him at that time? What are you going to say?"

Ke Xiangran curled his lips and replied, "I just want to say to him: 'You use memes so badly! It's meaningless at all!'"

"..." Okay, he got it.Wen Xi replied numbly in her heart.

"However, I also want to tell him——" Ke Xiangran smiled, and continued, "Even such a bad humor can still make people who share your radio waves laugh."

"Having said that, why does it have to be funny for most people to be funny? I think it's funny to try to be funny but always write bad jokes!"

Wen Xi slowly put down the book in his hand, looked at him, and didn't speak.

Ke Xiangran seemed a little embarrassed, and told him in a low voice: "I don't know why, but I always feel that this person must also be a weird person in life - believe me! When I first saw you, I knew you were a bit weird too." Strange. Maybe there are radars among the weirdos!"

"Being weirdo — and I mean the extraordinarily different kind of level — is something that's actually pretty okay at times, but sometimes it's very lonely," he said.

"So I wondered if he had no one to talk to, so he wrote so many things in a short period of time, hiding his thoughts quietly." After Ke Xiangran finished speaking, he was afraid that Wen Xi would laugh at him, Added "Of course, it's not the best."

"I just... care a little bit."

A gray time, full of the smell of reagents and ink, quietly stretches the body in memory.Wen Xi blinked his eyes slowly, and just a second before the gradually thickening silence was about to surround him, Ke Xiangran's voice woke him up again.

"Of course, I'm still a little selfish when I say it so nicely." Ke Xiangran propped his chin with one hand, flipped through the top book of the pile of books unconsciously with the other hand, and laughed at himself: "So when I found out that he was slow It's only after a slow return to 'normal' that I'm really disappointed—"

"Because this person may have graduated from 'weird,' and myself, nothing has changed."

"In the year when I canceled the renewal, the magazine published his email address." Ke Xiangran recalled, "But I don't plan to contact him anymore."

two years ago.Wen Xi thought.It was the year he came of age.

"I haven't thought of this person for two years." Ke Xiangran said with a smile, "Now that I think about it, it was correct not to send an email."

"At the beginning, I wanted to tell him wishfully that he would just keep it that way. I felt that indifferent reference books are for people who don't understand, but articles mixed with my own thoughts are more suitable for people who can understand——

Now that I think about it, I feel it's funny. A person who can't even understand the reference books written by others, is ashamed to think that he understands his soul? "

"Take a step back, even if he is still a weirdo now, he will definitely not reply to my letter." Ke Xiangran said calmly, "The world of weirdos is also divided into different classes, and we are completely different. Two extremes."

"He was at the front of the crowd, and I was behind everyone. Even if he looks back on a whim, he will never see me in this life."

"I'm just a number in his book sales record. In this life, he will never know that there is such a person who laughs at him behind his works and encourages him. He used to have the cheek to feel connected with him."

As he talked, Ke Xiangran laughed again. When he was unprepared, he seemed to be used to using a smiling face to cover up all the emotions he thought were "fragile".

"I've never mentioned this kind of thing to anyone, and I accidentally said too much." He took out today's list from his bag, "Forget it, let me see, today's task is..."

Wen Xi no longer remembers today's mission, but he has vaguely obtained today's harvest.He looked at Ke Xiangran who was engrossed in practice, and fell silent for a long time unconsciously.

Since childhood, Wen Xi has been very used to waiting like this.When he first started school, the first day when the new book was released was the only day he looked forward to, because every class after reading the textbook was just a boring wait.

Later, during a certain vacation, after accidentally flipping through the middle school textbook of his brother who was five years older than him, the school had nothing to look forward to.

Sitting in the classroom day after day is actually not that much torment, but his peers seem to be useless, but they are quite accomplished in making noise. Wen Xi is not interested in them at all, but they seem to be gradually curious about him.

The school that could not allow him to be in a daze quietly became even more disappointing, so Wen Xi applied to his parents, but the parents were so nervous that they invited a doctor.

I don't know what the doctor said. After he left, his parents' attention to Wen Xi suddenly doubled.

Wen Xi was told that he had a minor illness. Under the concealment and arrangement of his parents, he quietly dropped out of school, followed the arrangement to take unknown medicine, and began to be taken to different occasions, regularly going to the doctor's place check in.

He didn't have any curiosity about his own condition, but after receiving treatment for two years, by chance, he found himself very interested in the instructions on the medicine.

The doctor was very excited about this, and Wen Xi vaguely understood that this might prove that he was about to "cure".

The world after "healed" is a lot more interesting.But when trying to return to the campus, Wen Xi felt that out of place again. He couldn't integrate into the school atmosphere, and chose another path instead.

After that, things seemed ordinary. He entered the laboratory of his father's friend and studied for a year, and then took over part of the research by himself and became independent.I just enrolled in a high school as a cover, and devoted myself to academic research. Because I was too devoted, I was evaluated as a workaholic by my younger brother Qin Qin, and because I forgot a certain agreement with him, I was tricked to go to the playground to pretend to be a child when I was 17 years old. A whole day of wishing bears...

Wen Xi's memories of his past life are only these, but today, under Ke Xiangran's reminder, he gradually recalled more details, such as the joy when he was first affirmed by his seniors, and when he completed his first job. The pride of a book.

These beautiful emotions, which he had ignored before, have been quietly preserved in unknown places—like those young minds hidden between words, so long that he almost forgot, when he didn't know, Made a laugh of a person who had never had the chance to meet in his life.

At the beginning, it was difficult to get along with others, and I was looking forward to being discovered, but as time went by, I gradually forgot everything.With the strength gained through hard work, he can now be silent and rigid to his heart's content, and no longer needs to blend in with the crowd.

But he never thought about how those who are not strong enough but treated like treasures or monsters grow up to be adults?

really weird.Wen Xi couldn't figure it out at first, how could he look at Ke Xiangran with the same eyes as others? ——Obviously they are actually the same, people who are forced to wander on the edge of the world.

Ke Xiangran raised his head, was startled by his expression, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Wen Xi avoided answering, and said abruptly: "I will definitely help you."

"...Thank you?" Ke Xiangran blinked in confusion.

"Also, I have to tell you one thing." Wen Xi made up his mind and announced:

"Actually, I wrote those books, and I am 142857."

"..." Ke Xiangran looked at Wen Xi's face and didn't speak for a while.

Wen Xi met Ke Xiangran's eyes a little nervously, and was about to repeat it, but suddenly saw him stretch out his right hand and made a gesture to beckon him over.

Wen Xi leaned his upper body slightly inexplicably. Ke Xiangran thought he wasn't close enough, so he lay down on the table and leaned close to his ear, covering his mouth with one hand and whispering: "Wen Xi, I also have a secret to tell. you."

In Wen Xi's inexplicable and anticipation, he whispered in a breathy voice: "Actually, I am your long-lost brother."

The author says:

Wen Xi: Just a former autistic patient with no story.Fortunately, I will find the happiness I missed with Ran Ran.