[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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————————Before the time of waking up from the dream comes, I want to really live for a while, and live a worthwhile life

"Eh!"

"Master Akutagawa, is what you said true! Do you really want to live with me, a useless poor guy like me?"

Osamu Dazai was hit in the heart by the sudden bullet of crazy happiness, he could clearly hear the sound of breathing more and more violently in his chest, the red-haired man was standing still with the handle of the knife in one hand, his eyes were wide open Yes, bits of light scattered in those pupils comparable to Hongyan.

Human beings are creatures that live without a reason, and exist even without a reason.The whole world is filled with blatant and hidden lies about the meaning of life.Osamu Dazai closed his eyes slightly, he felt a trembling fever of ecstasy all over his body, and the bright white light fell into the eternally dark abyss of hell, which made him feel real, wild joy.

"It's true." Akutagawa Ryunosuke repeated, with a slight smile on his lips, "I want to try and live with Dazai-kun."

Osamu Dazai stared closely at the man in front of him, at the only supreme god sitting high in the clouds, he was the most devout and humblest believer under the seat of the god.His peach-red hair was slightly curled up by the brackish sea breeze. He took a deep breath and straightened his back, like a soldier on parade.

As if he was living in an overly illusory and sweet dream, his brain began to feel dizzy unconsciously.

The abyss of despair was completely burned out under the red flames.

Life is meaningless, but he gave up the freedom brought about by meaninglessness.Osamu Dazai lifted the corners of his mouth vigorously, and crystal tears swirled in his eyes, revealing a clear ecstasy.

The heart was beating thumpingly, climbing to the extreme in an instant with a frequency that could not be accurately measured.

In order to live with the other party, he can accept meaningless living.This is probably another powerful way of life. When two people are willing to accept meaningless life and still stand tall in this horrible world, it may also be a beautiful meaning.

He uttered such a simple and clear sound almost tremblingly but firmly.

"it is good."

"Hey! Dazai, this way!"

Under the warm yellow red sun, Sakunosuke Oda waving his arms looked at Osamu Dazai and Ryunosuke Akutagawa who were standing side by side with a hearty smile, while Ango Sakaguchi, who was clasping his hands, pushed his sunglasses and also smiled.Dazai Osamu and Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at each other, smiled in unison and walked towards them.

"Red-haired boy, you're really going to cause trouble." Shiga Naoya said while supporting the bicycle, and when Dazai Osamu glared for a moment, he turned his gaze to Akutagawa Ryunosuke, "Ryu, it's great to find you. "

"Mr. Shiga, long time no see."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke smiled.

"I said! You bastard bastard, I didn't even finish my drink!" Nakahara Chuya leaned forward to hit him with his hands on his hips, and Osamu Dazai reflexively ran behind Oda Sakunosuke and Sakaguchi Ango to grab them. Seeing their clothes trembling, "Wow, it's so scary! Oda Tsukuru, Ango, save me!"

"Okay, Nakaya-kun, stop teasing Dazai." Oda Sakunosuke said helplessly, Sakaguchi Ango patted Dazai Osamu's head soothingly, Nakahara Nakaya cut his hand, put down his hand, showing a half-smile "No progress at all, you bastard bastard."

"What! So it was intentional! Naka is too much!" The red-haired man poking his head out from behind Oda Sakunosuke and Sakaguchi Ango angrily accused each other of their wicked behavior, but behind him was another sinister figure that seemed to be accompanying him. A female voice grinding teeth sounded faintly, which made him tremble all over in fright, and turned his head slowly.

"Mr. Dazai, can you please explain." Although the clerk wearing black-rimmed glasses and high-heeled shoes seems to be smiling, the dark cloud on her forehead weighs on the top of the lightning and thunder, "Not waiting for everyone to secretly use the machine to come to another world , you are getting bolder."

Facing the imposing eyes of Miss Secretary who condemned with anger, Osamu Dazai felt his fragile heart tremble, and he raised his hands in a pitiful gesture of fawning, "Well, Miss Secretary, I can explain it."

"Explanation?" Miss Secretary put her arms around her arms, and the corners of her eyes were raised. When she remembered the scene of myocardial infarction when she learned that Osamu Dazai secretly used the machine and ran away in advance, she gritted her teeth and said, "Okay, then The crab meatballs that I ordered the cafeteria to prepare for Dazai-sensei are also gone."

"What!" Osamu Dazai let out a scream of disbelief.

Not far away by the sea, a man in a sand-colored windbreaker stood with his hands in his pockets. The bright sunlight shone on his retinas, making him squint his eyes.

"Mr. Dazai."

"Dun-jun, why are you still here?" Dazai turned his head without hearing any emotional words, and an unidentifiable emotion seemed to flash past in his slightly narrowed eyes.

"Is Mr. Dazai looking at Akutagawa?" Atsushi Nakajima followed the direction the man was looking at just now, his tone was full of obvious doubts, "What do those strangers who don't know seem to have anything to do with Akutagawa?"

"Who knows, it has nothing to do with us anyway." Osamu Dazai raised his head, the red sun was still rising, passing through the thin clouds and casting brilliant light on the earth, the hem of his clothes fluttered gently in the breeze, "You What can I do for you?"

"Mr. Kunikida asked me to call you back." Atsushi Nakajima said, he looked into those iris eyes without any emotion.

"Don't~" The deliberately elongated tone seemed to be no different from any willful time in the past, Osamu Dazai spread his hands, "I have very important things to do now."

"You're not going to commit suicide again..." Atsushi Nakajima sighed, "We finally won, let's forget about it today."

"What, I didn't say I was going to commit suicide."

Dazai turned his head back and was smiling, the sunlight lingered in the warm hair, but his eyes fell into blurred shadows as if they were isolated in the backlight.Surrounding him was a strange sense of alienation, as if he was separated from another world by transparent glass.

"Dun Jun, your thoughts are really too much. My ideal is to die for love. One cannot die for love alone."

"Ah~ If Kunikida-kun asks, tell me I'm going to try a new way of dying for love~" He waved his hand, and a flying bird with white wings on the sky drew a beautiful arc and was hidden in the white clouds It's time.The man turned around gracefully, put his hands in his pockets, and left humming an inexplicable tune as if nothing had happened.

Atsushi Nakajima stretched out his hand but failed to grab the other party. He could only withdraw his hand in distress. He sighed: "If you go back like this, you will definitely be scolded by Mr. Kunikida..."

He seemed to be complaining in a low voice in a doting and helpless tone without even knowing it, watching the sandy color gradually disappear from his vision.

The author has something to say:

The book is being proofread slowly, Mina-sang can go to lof (Yean Mocha) or Weibo (Time is shallow and slightly cool) to wait for news~

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