[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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———Only that terrible spark in the air, even if it costs his life, he still wants to catch it

The white curtains partially obscured the sunlight, and the young man lying quietly on the hospital bed breathed steadily, with his hands beside him, and his chest moved along with his breathing, under the white sheets, the heaving and rising were almost invisible.

Standing in front of the hospital bed, Atsushi Nakajima stared at the young man's face. Even before he woke up, the young man's brows still lingered with gloom that could not be dissipated. Sip tightly.

On the night when Akutagawa was brought back to the detective agency, he had a dream.

He dreamed of a volcano erupting with lava, billowing thick smoke directly covering the entire sky, puffs of thick smoke rushed straight into his nasal cavity, trying to suffocate him due to lack of oxygen.

The earth was scorched yellow, and hideous cracks spread all over the ground irregularly. The whole world was extremely quiet. He didn't see anyone, as if he was the only human being left in the world, and even the cry of sparrows disappeared.

There was no water, and the air was so dry that it seemed that it could be ignited at any time. He looked at the volcano, and an irresistible force forced him to run to it unconsciously.

Even he himself didn't understand why he started to climb the volcano. He knew that this was a path of self-destruction that went against common sense, but he followed the original impulse in his heart.

Sweat dripped from the forehead drop by drop, and then melted into the ground silently. I encountered rocks all the way, although I tried my best to avoid the arm, but still left a small wound, maybe an hour, maybe more After a long time, he finally climbed to the top of the volcano, and he could see the boiling lava shining like a blazing sun at a close distance.

He clearly knew that this was not reality, but he did not have any doubts about the absurd scene in front of him. It seemed that everything in his vision was so reasonable, and he even had the urge to touch the hot magma.

Before he could stretch out his fingers, another hand stretched out from behind, interrupting his movements.He turned around in surprise, and saw a person standing behind him, wearing a dark black coat. At some point, the other person came to his side, looking forward intently.

Following the man's line of sight, he saw a lush forest, and a dark blue light shimmering behind the green forest.

"Sea?" He heard himself question like an exclamation.

"Sea." The man replied, and sighed as if he was just talking to himself.

He looked at that person's side face, and an extremely familiar feeling came to his heart, but he couldn't call the other person's name no matter what.

"Do you think it's ridiculous?"

He heard the man ask, but before he had time to think, he gave the answer on his own.

"The so-called happiness is full of absurd joy, aimless chaos produces aimless joy, just like hell is full of absurd laughter all the time."

"The shadowy pain that often accompanies rationalists is proof of their resistance to the absurd."

He froze, and couldn't think of any reason to refute the man's point of view.He saw that the corner of the man's mouth seemed to reveal a smile, and the smoke above the crater stopped flowing.

"Loneliness is unsolvable, because the moment you realize it, you get used to it."

He watched the man calmly walk into the burning magma, subconsciously stretched out his hand and penetrated the man's body.The man turned his head when he jumped into the volcano, and he saw an extremely familiar face, and the indifference revealed in those smoky eyes that were as quiet as flowing crystals.

He was startled awake, and when he woke up, he found that it was still three o'clock in the morning. He opened the curtains, and outside the window was a dark night with no stars. The tree outside the window stood silently, like a dead guard.

Atsushi Nakajima stared at Ryunosuke Akutagawa sleeping soundly on the hospital bed. At this moment, the blood on the young man's body had been completely cleaned up. He heard the sound of the door being pushed open behind him, and turned around.

"Mr. Dazai... and Ms. Yosano..." Atsushi Nakajima looked at them, watching the short-haired woman walk to the hospital bed, "Akutagawa still... how long will it take to wake up..."

"do not know."

Surprisingly, Yosano quickly gave an answer, and Atsushi Nakajima repeated in confusion: "I don't know...? Why? Mr. Dazai?" He turned his head and wanted to ask the omniscient Osamu Dazai seeks answers.

The man in the sand-colored windbreaker no longer had a frivolous and illusory smile on his mouth. He looked at the woman with a cold expression: "With Dr. Yosano, is Akutagawa really unable to wake up?"

Yosano Akiko shook his head: "Actually, he should be able to wake up in theory."

"Then why haven't you woken up yet?" Osamu Dazai's expression was mixed with anxiety, as well as that faint daze that was almost invisible.

boom!

The door was pushed open vigorously, and Nakahara Nakaya, who was covered in red light, strode in, with anger in his eyes, ignoring the instant vigilant expressions of Nakajima Atsuka and Yosano Akiko, and grabbed Osamu Dazai by the collar , slamming him against the wall: "Bastard mackerel, what did you do to Akutagawa!"

"I didn't do anything, Chuya will learn to frame people indiscriminately now!" Osamu Dazai spread his hands innocently, "That day Akutagawa's supernatural power went berserk, and I saved him."

Zhong Yuanzhong also snorted coldly: "I'm going to take Akutagawa away now."

"No way." Dazai Osamu's face darkened instantly, "I was taken away by Chuya before, so why hasn't Akutagawa woke up yet?"

"Akutagawa is because of the bad influence you bastard mackerel gave him!" Nakahara Chuya frowned, his finger bones cracked, and it seemed that he was about to punch him directly in the face in the next second.

"Not only committed suicide, but also passed on this habit to Akutagawa, and even replaced those habits of yours because of amnesia." Nakahara became more and more angry. In his opinion, the source of all Akutagawa's behaviors was directed at this bastard mackerel.

Seeing that the medical room was about to stage a live Wudang parade, Atsushi Nakajima had no choice but to persuade the fight: "Well, this is the medical room after all, if the fight affects Akutagawa who hasn't woken up, it won't be good."

After Nakahara Chuya's face changed for a few seconds, he barely lowered his clenched fist, and turned to Yosano Akiko, the only doctor in the medical room: "When will Akutagawa wake up?"

"Maybe never wake up."

"What?!" The trio exclaimed, Yosano Akiko glanced at them, checked the young man's physical condition with the instrument, and then took off the thermometer to look at it.

"I'm sure his body functions have recovered, but he hasn't woken up yet, so it's his subjective will that is resisting waking up." Yosano Akiko's tone was very cold, but she shook her head in the next second, Said with mixed emotions.

"We can never wake up a person who wants to die."

At this moment, the calm and unwavering words of the young man appeared in Atsushi Nakajima's ear again.

"The world is worse than hell."

The white-haired boy opened his eyes wide in a daze, and unconsciously repeated that sentence.

The author has something to say:

I see a lot of cuties who care about my mood, thank you very much for your concern, but the empathy when writing may not be out of my control, I look forward to being infinitely close to Mr. Akutagawa, but the more I can feel what I write It is so painful, but this pain must not compare to one percent of what Mr. Akutagawa experienced.

Thanks for some cute catching bugs, I modified them all today (I am sorry for not paying attention to typos when writing)

As usual, push and ask to receive the next-door relaxed drama "I only love paper people"~

感谢在2020-02-2522:47:32~2020-02-2717:54:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 piece;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Longling;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 383424712; Itachi’s cute Odoudou, 42053557, Yousu, Baozi, Shanhesi, Yiermi × Xisuo 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：瞬零18瓶；绫子今天也在熬夜、织井千樱、北川奈、41708107、山卿10瓶；Q35567瓶；秋水4瓶；太宰的绷带桑、尘靡3瓶；等等2瓶；退酱小天使、银烛、木兰洛烟烟、落雨星尘1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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