[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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——————Delete any moment in my life, I can’t be who I am today

The young man wearing sunglasses slowly handed over the manuscript paper in his arms. After taking it, Editor Hirao couldn't wait to read it over. Then he took a deep breath and excitedly held the young man's hands and shook them up and down: "As expected of Mr. Akutagawa , I wrote another article as fast as the last one! The front page of the next issue of the magazine has already been reserved for the teacher, and it can be printed and published immediately after proofreading!"

"Ah... that's good..." Akutagawa blinked, and responded slowly, his eyes moved to the hands held by his editor in charge, and the other party seemed to have noticed something wrong, and smiled awkwardly After a few times, I withdrew my hand, "I'm very sorry, Mr. Akutagawa, I'm just... that... a little excited..."

"Because Akutagawa-sensei, you are the hope of our magazine department!" Editor Hirao looked at the young man in front of him eagerly, "The last time the "God's Will" sparked extensive discussions among many people, the subscription rate of the magazine It’s also soaring all the way, is Mr. Akutagawa interested in doing an interview?”

"Interview?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke tilted his head in confusion, "What is that?"

"Because many people are discussing what the various characters in your article symbolize, teacher. Some people think that they are using gods to satirize politicians to manipulate the people, while others think that they are mocking people's ignorance, which does not distinguish between good and evil. Now this is the most mainstream The two viewpoints, and people from the two factions have had a big quarrel, so I want to establish your main point through interviews, teacher."

Editor Hirao himself is also a literature lover, otherwise he would not have devoted himself to the editing industry without hesitation after graduation. This time even their magazine was divided into two factions.

"It's not just others, editor, which faction are you from?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at the crackling light in the eyes of the man in front of him, and slowly took a sip of tea.

"Ah, I was discovered by the teacher..." Hirao scratched his hair embarrassingly, "I support satire, because I feel from the title of the article, and everything that Abraham did was controlled by God, whether it is Isaac’s birth still instructs Abraham to sacrifice Isaac.” The man became agitated as he spoke, waving his hands, “Everything that Abraham had was given by God, and he is completely like a puppet manipulated by God, just like politicians do to the people. , the so-called democracy and freedom are all false!"

Akutagawa watched silently as his editor shouted excitedly and slapped his hands on the table, and moved back silently: "Calm down, Mr. Hirao..."

"So I really want to know if I have misunderstood it. Can the teacher explain it in detail!" Editor Hirao's eyes were shining with eager light, and he leaned forward on the chair as if he wanted to stick his face to the young man.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke: "...Sorry, can you step back one after another, I don't like people getting too close."

"Ahh, I'm sorry!" Akutagawa watched his editor step back behind the desk with a cute look. Although this action was quite funny for a man who was 1.8 meters tall, his eyes were full of anticipation No one can ignore the spark.

"Actually..." Akutagawa considered his tone, "I don't have the habit of interpreting my own articles. When a work is born from the author's hands, what it represents has already surpassed the author's own subjective consciousness."

"Even if the writer creates his work mostly consciously, the work itself contains a mysticism wider than the author's."

"I can't judge what you think is right or wrong." Akutagawa Ryunosuke pointedly clarified the ultimate goal of Hirao's editor, "It's like a mountain with many side views."

"As expected of Akutagawa-sensei!" Hirao's eyes lit up, and he leaned forward as if wanting to pounce on him, "Even his usual words are so philosophical! Can this passage be used as an introduction in the next magazine publication?"

"This... let's see..." Ryunosuke Akutagawa stepped back silently: "Mr. Hirao, since the manuscript has been submitted, I will go back first..."

"Hey, look forward to another masterpiece by Mr. Akutagawa!"

Sitting in the dessert shop, Akutagawa looked down at the glistening red bean paste in the bowl. He took a mouthful of red bean paste and slowly put it in his mouth. The sweet and greasy taste instantly filled his mouth.Sugar stimulates the taste buds to form a sweet taste in the brain, and it seems that all the sorrows will disappear in a bowl of red bean paste.

"If eating red bean paste can be regarded as happiness..." Akutagawa whispered to himself, "then the teeth are still sweet even if they are eaten by moths?"

The young man actually seriously thought about how to choose if he had to choose between worms and sugar, and sat there for nearly an hour without knowing it.

"Dazai! It's you who came here to eat and drink, and the bills have been sent to the detective agency! You are the bastard who damaged the reputation of the detective agency! You actually want me to pay the debt!"

The blond man who stepped into the store was wearing glasses meticulously, clutching the laptop in one hand and screaming at the man in the sand-colored windbreaker while the man in the bow tie twisted and shook his body like a limp kelp. He actually replied with a smile: "Because the last time I committed suicide, I accidentally broke the beam in the store, so I have no money at all~ Kunikida-kun is so kind, he should not be willing to let me live on the streets~ And Kunikida-kun is also obliged to maintain The reputation of the detective agency~"

"Obviously you are the only one who can tarnish the reputation of the detective agency, you bandage martyrdom!" Kunikida Doppo's face was almost ferocious, and he kept shaking Dazai Osamu's collar, "Apologize to the clerk!"

"I know, I know, my ears are getting callused along the way~ Kunikida-kun is really nagging~"

Ryunosuke Akutagawa looked at the two familiar people silently, and silently moved the red bean paste behind the large potted feather-leaf plants that served as decorations.

"It's not in my plan to give out my own wallet to pay off your debt, you love-sacrifice!"

The roar continued, Akutagawa lowered his head and slowly dug a spoonful of red bean paste, observing the situation over there through the gaps between the leaves of the plants.

It seems that it can be used as the material of a novel... The young man touched his pocket and sighed.

I forgot to bring my pen...

When Akutagawa was organizing the outline of the text in his mind, he didn't notice that the man in the sand-colored windbreaker over there glanced at him and walked over there.

"So...you can write it like this...eh?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke stared blankly at the man sitting across from him and staring at him with a smile at some point, and then frowned slightly.

"Long time no see, Akutagawa~" Osamu Dazai held his chin and spoke in a long voice, with a dim light in his kite-colored pupils, "You're still losing your memory."

"But even so, you should know my name, right?"

The young man looked at Osamu Dazai expressionlessly, his lips were pressed tightly together, making him even more gloomy, and the flat tone slowly came out from the young man's lips, without any emotional fluctuations.

"Mr. Zhongyuan mentioned your Excellency and asked me to stay away from you."

"Tsk, that slug." Osamu Dazai frowned in disgust, but the next second the young man said made his expression freeze.

"I don't like getting too close to Your Excellency." Akutagawa Ryunosuke put the empty glass bowl in his hand on the table, stood up and wanted to leave.

"Wait a minute, Akutagawa-kun, I'm curious about something." Dazai Osamu folded his hands on the table and said slowly, "Are you really Akutagawa Ryunosuke?"

The author has something to say:

Mr. will not fall off the horse so quickly, because Dazai's question essentially touches on Mr.'s self-existence problem, and Akutagawa Ryunosuke will not deny the existence of Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

感谢在2020-02-0415:36:14~2020-02-0619:10:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 15 bottles of Qianji; 10 bottles of Yoshi, Shuangshuang, and Passerby; etc., 1 bottle of Tao Yao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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